Chapter 3
"Oh my god!"
"Mom, she's awake!"
I was wakened up by the noise of the strange people who are talking out loud near me and by the sound of a machine. I can vividly hear how loud it was.
Slowly, I opened my eyes.
At first, the image was blurred. I couldn't say clearly what was happening around me. Not until I began to saw the person in front. It was a man who wear a white lab gown and was named Dr Charles from the tag attached to him. He was saying something I couldn't hear nor understand. The Doctor stared into my eyes with a flashlight, dazzling but I could not close my eyes.
Where am I? What happened? Why does it seem like there were so many people around? There seems to be something wrong.
The last thing I remember was ...
Oh, no! What is the last thing I remember?
I closed my eyes to think carefully about what was happening.
Dad died, that was the first thing I remember. I cried a lot and blamed myself for what happened, after that, I thought ...
I was stunned when I realized something.
So, I hung myself and lost my breath ... Wait, does that mean I'm dead? Right, I should be dead. I committed suicide but what was there? Why does it felt that there were so many people in here? Am I in a hospital? Does this mean I am alive? How did that happen? I have no other roommate or acquaintance at home who would save me. I also locked the door and I could still feel up to this time the seemingly endless thing that holds my breath.
That was when I decided to open my eyes. From lying down I sat and let out a deep loud breath as if I was drowned. At that point, everything becomes clears to me.
I am surrounded by people I do not know. There are also some American doctors around. Based on their posture I can tell that they are rich. The place is full of white, so I think this was surely a hospital.
What am I doing here? Who are they?
"Jesus Christ, my daughter! Are you okay? How's your feeling, baby?" I was surprised when a woman suddenly hugged me whom I could tell that she was rich because of the jewellery she was wearing.
But wait a minute, what? D-daughter? B-baby? When else did I have a mother? What is going on?
My forehead was immediately furrowed.
Suddenly, the Doctor whom I first saw approached the Woman. "Hon, our daughter is in a state of shock. Let's give her some space, she can't breathe." That is when my eyes widened even more.
D-daughter? Me? Wait, my father just died and now this doctor is saying that I am his daughter? Are they fooling me?
I could no longer hold back from everything that I heard, so I decided to speak up. "W-who, are you? Sir and M-ma'am, maybe you are mistaken. I'm s-sorry, but I am not your child." It was difficult, but I was able to tell that to them which I knew that they understand.
But, maybe not.
"What are you talking about? They are your parents, and I am your sister, Hazel." Another woman who was also wearing a lab gown spoken. Her face was strict and it was giving me a shivered.
Oh my god! When else did I have a sibling? What was going on?
I was really in the state of being shocked. Maybe, that was the main reason why my heartbeat was no longer normal. For some unknown reason, my body was slowly shaking as if I was going to collapse anytime.
"But-" the woman did not finish her words.
"Doc, her pulse rate is rising, don't pressure your daughter." It seemed like I was suddenly hit by something that made me slowly to lose my consciousness. I could even feel how my trembling increased and I felt the gradual acceleration of my heartbeat, second later it slowed down. Slowly, until I could no longer feel like I was breathing.
The hell with this!
"Doc, her oxygen saturation!"
"Airbag!" I heard the doctor scream. That was when the commotion started in the Emergency Room.
At that point, I don't know what's going on anymore.
"Doc, cardiac arrest!" Some are even started shouting.
"Defibrillator!"
"Come out first."
"200 joles clear!"
"Hailey Perelman!"
"Doc, still nothing."
"Gosh! Hailey."
"Clear!"
"No! No!"
"Hailey! Hailey! Hailey!"
"Clear!"
But before I lose my consciousness. I heard them calling me in a different name which makes me wanted to ask them why but I couldn't.
What the heck? H-Hailey Perelman? Hailey? Who am I? Oh my gosh!
When I opened my eyes again, I knew that I was in a different room this time. But now it is quieter and a bit darker. Realizing it sooner, this was not an emergency room anymore. Starting with a spacious room, cleaned ledge, refrigerator at the side, desk, and mini sofa. I think this was a private hospital room, indeed.
I was about to go when I felt someone holding my hand, so I immediately turned to look at it. There I saw the doctor who said earlier that she was my sister. She held my hand tightly as if he does not want to lose me.
Gosh! This is not right! Something is wrong.
But then again, I choose to closed my eyes and asked myself from the hundred times.
What the hell is going on? If what happened a while ago was not a dream, what the hell is happening, now? Why did she call me Hailey earlier? Damn it!
I seriously can clearly remember who I am. For Pete's sake, I am not Hailey Perelman because I am Mary Sean Ivanovich. But why in hell they are all calling me with that name?
Are they insane?
Gradually and slowly, I removed her hand grip on my hand. I also tried to get up even I felt dizzy I tried my very best not to faint.
This time it seemed like I just wanted to run away from everything.
I immediately removed the dextrose from my hand, it was a bit painful and it bleeds.
I think I got it wrong.
Gosh!
"So stingy," I whispered.
When I think I could handle the dizziness and pain I decided to go down to the hospital bed and stood up. But before I can even take my first step I immediately stop when I felt so dizzy.
My initial plan was to run away but looks like I can't go out.
What am I going to do? Where can I go?
I turned around to look for a place to turn until I turned my gaze to the bathroom door and noticed that the door of it was slightly opened.
Maybe, I'll just be in the bathroom first so that I can somehow wake myself up from this nightmare.
That was when I decided to slowly stand up without making any noise. Although dizzy, I immediately reached the bathroom and when I entered I immediately sat on the toilet bowl. I took a deep breath then stood up again to get closer to the sink. Planning to just wash my bloody hand and also wash my face.
I am really confused, thought I could vividly remember that I must be dead by now because I committed suicide through hanging myself.
Thinking about it while looking at every scar on my hand, made me wonder how did I get those scars? Why did they call me Hailey and also how did I end up here?
When I turned on the faucet, the water was immediately dripped on my hand. At that point, I feel like it has been a long time since it was last sprinkled with water. The next thing I did was to wash my face. I even slightly rubbed it, wishing that it could make me woke up. But when I looked at my face in the mirror, my soul and strength almost run out of my body. Suddenly, my eyes widened and I was stunned.
W-why is my face like this? Did w-what happen? W-why do I look like Hailey Perelman? No, this is wrong! Am I just slipping?
I tried to rub my face and stared at it hoping my own eyes are just fooling me, but it didn't. Nothing changed!
Damn it! What is going on?
"Hailey! Hailey! Where are you? Oh my gosh! Where are you?" Suddenly, the bathroom door opened and a woman named Hazel come in. Without hesitation, she approached me and hugged me tightly. "You scared me to death bitch! I thought we're gonna lost you! I love you, little sis, I love you." She suddenly kissed me on my forehead which surprised me even more. That's when I accidentally pushed her away. Not strong, but I was able to get rid of her hug. I'm not used to that and will never be.
"W-who, are you? W-where am I? Why am I here? Who am I?" I asked in a daze.
Damn it! This would break my head.
Chapter 4Once upon a time, in a faraway land, there was a zombie who woke up from his hundred years of sleeping. Looking back why he chooses to sleep for that long, he remembers that it is because of the cruelty of the world. I immediately flipped the book to read the next page.A long time ago his wife was killed by humans, for the zombies are monsters. But, they didn't know that it is their cruelty and their fear for something that they did not know is much more monstrous. I moved to the next page, again.With that, the Zombie Man chooses to live a simple life away from other people. Day
Chapter 5“I am Saint and I'm here to hunt you down, but then because I am sure that you can't get off to that body. Death ministry assigns you to be a living reaper, no buts or anything you suicidal. You want your death, right? So then, accept our offer. For you to die peacefully, Mary Sean Ivanovich. Did I answer your question?” With what he said, I gradually loosened my grip on the bedsheet until I finally let go.At that point, I suddenly remembered the children's book I had just read last night. It was entitled, The Fox and the Princess.“W-what are you saying? You're a Grim Reaper, aren't you? If you want to take me, take me now too. Don't prolong it! I don't want to live anymore and why am I here in this body? I'm dead, right? Mary Sean
Chapter 6So, just like the Princess in the story, I answered him.“I accept it.” The thought that I would never see my father again scared me the most. Death is the only way for me to see him again. I will endure no matter how long I stay in this world as long as it pays for my death. There, when I saw the Grim Reaper named Saint sudden grin. And that gave horror to me.Unbeknownst to the princess, the fox is currently planning how he will eat the princess.“Then it's a deal.” I was surprised when he suddenly walked towards me. His footsteps could be heard throughout the room. I can also feel the
Chapter 7A week ago had passed. I was in good condition, so I was discharged and allowed to return to Plamour City where the Perelman mansion stood.For almost a week, I had a hard time pretending to be Hailey. It is not that easy and will never be easy.In the middle of the travel from Plamour Airport to Perelman Mansion using the car of Mr Perelman. I decided to read first the children's book entitled A dancing Glass Shoes.Once upon a time, there was a little girl who dreams to be a ballerina. All-day and night she practised dancing like there is no tomorrow. Other kids think that she's crazy to dream such high because in the first place the little girl can't dance well.I flipped the book to read the next line.One day after the little girl went back to their house from the school. The little girl notice
Chapter 8From here I heard the car re-run outside. I sighed, I think the Grim Reaper had already left.There I lay down on the queen size bed with the book I was still holding in my left hand.This was so tiring day. I am so thankful that that evil spirit has also left my sight. That one is annoying, he was constantly harassing me.Ever since the plane landed in Plamour Airport, he has done nothing but reminds me that I am no longer a normal human, and we have a mission to do.At first, the little girl gladly used it. She dances and dances with all her heart. A week passed the little girl didn't notice that she slowly forget how to take the glass shoes out.I close my eyes and sighed again."Seems like your irritated with my presence babe?" I almost jumped at what I heard when I opened my eyes and a man
Chapter 9Three days passed inside the Perelman's mansion. No matter how hard they tried to get me out of the mansion, I did not do it. I don't even know if it's because of the fear of seeing another person's death again or if I just don't want to socialize with others.The Grim Reaper has been visiting me with Albus' body for almost three days now. We don't talk much but I will usually be surprised when that grim reaper appears somewhere in the mansion while he's not possessing Albus' body.One time he appeared in the bathroom while I was taking a bath, so I slapped him. That's when I realized that I could touch him. Especially when he doesn't have his hat.Then once again Hazel saw her in my room because her Pandora hat was removed, it was good that he returned it immediately. I also realized then that he becomes visible in the eyes of people when he is not wearing his hat.Jus
Chapter 10I did not expect the grim reaper who was with me to take me back to Sitio Kalamazoo where a fiesta is currently taking place. With the flags I could just see on each side of the highway and the happy people going from house to house preparing, I could not help but feel sad. This was the fiesta Dad had been waiting for, so he bought a horse. If only all this did not happen then it was not the grim reaper who was with me but Dad.Yet, I still can’t help but close my eyes every time I see shadows of death in the various people our vehicle passes by.“What are we doing here?” I asked. Wondering why all the place in Plamour City,we went here.“Later, there will be a horse race held here. I want to watch.” He said coldly. There was when my forehead furrowed.“You what? You're just going to watch? Then, why did you take me with you? I thought you were going to teach me
Chapter 11“Why do you seem so hungry?” he just twisted his head again while biting the burger. Chewed and swallowed it before speaking.“I don't eat every time. I just eat once a day. But this body is just so greedy. We grim reapers don't eat. I just allowed this body to eat once a day but it looks like he abused it.” There I laughed. Although he said it seriously.Why is that he looks cute for me? Even I do not know. I just thanked him and he ignored my laughter. He looks starving so instead of arguing with me, he just ate. I was full so I watched him.“What do you call this potato?” he suddenly a
Saint Archangel In this world, there are many things you cannot explain. Things that only believers can know and understand. Things that a person who lives only in this world to die cannot comprehend. Human life is short, that is the biggest difference between them and other creatures that quietly and secretly live with them. Creatures with a single duty, that is to keep the balance of the world. World shrouded in so much mystery. Mysteries only a few know and will remain to know. While walking down the hallway of the school now called Adelaide Academy that when I last visited was a forest. A forest that creatures like me call a paradise. That place is sacred and unholy souls are not admitted. A paradise where I remember my siblings and I playing and happily visiting the world with Dad. But many things have happened, as fast as the weather in this world is changing. I was punished for a sin I don't remember. Fallen angels like me and pun
Death ContractThey say that reincarnation may be true because no one in the world can tell what there is in the afterlife. Nor can anyone prove that fictional things are not true. So I, I believe that in this world we have things we don't know but it's better that we just don't know."I'll borrow this book," I uttered while reaching the book to the Librarian. The book is entitled Death Contract. When I read its description earlier the book already caught my attention. So I took it."You're just reading novels again, how old are you? What course are you in? You should be studying!" I couldn't help but wince when the librarian reprimanded me. Yet I laughed and scratched my head before I answered."Ma'am Rita, my course is journalism. Let me go, my brain is sharpened when I read." I explain. Something that made the librarian shook her head and laughed at later."You're not gettin
EpilogueIn every story, I read there are two endings. It's either happy or sad. Half of my life was revolving around thinking how a fairy tales book, novel, short story or parable would end. But this time I was thinking about how would my story end. Is it true there is a happy ending? Is it true that everything has an ending? Or is dead the end of everyone? Because while thinking deeply my story started when I died. So if death is the ending of everyone, it seems very impossible. Yet in life, I know everyone has a role to play before they passed away and that thing God has shown me that many times in different ways."Class dismissed!" I quickly stood up when I heard that word from our last professor today. I quickly put my things in the bag before standing up to leave. But Stephen suddenly approached me."Hey!" he greeted me still hesitant. Yet to get rid of his hesitation I smiled back at him.
Chapter 60After that conversation, I completely lost consciousness and woke up in my bedroom in the Perelman mansion. I was expecting to wake up with Mrs Perelman's face or Hazel's to see but none of them is here, because now, I am alone in the room that only the TikTok of the clock can be heard around.I sighed and there I decided to get up. But that's when I noticed a wet towel placed on my head. My breathing was also weird and it was a bit chilly which made me feel bad. That's when I realized something. Looks like I had a fever.I sighed again.I planned to get up first to go out but that plan of mine stopped when I saw Saint standing at the foot of the bed and just watching me there. When our eyes lock I couldn't help but hold my breath. The last thing I remember is his crying face. Now, he is back to normal, his face has no expression again. It was so cold that it didn't seem to be able
Chapter 59But my step across the bridge stopped when Saint began to speak."I didn't kill your mother." That word is all I hear from him but my blood is now boiling. I forced a deep breath to suppress the anger ruling in my chest. I want to think first of everything I will do in front of him now. I wish I knew how to answer him gently and not get angry with him again or slap him. "Listen to me, I didn't kill your mother Mary." But it seems that he intends to drain my patience today. "Again, I didn't kill Eve, Mary. I-It was a fated death." But after I heard what he said today, it seemed like all my restraint of anger ended in nothing. I quickly turned back to him and slapped him hard. A slap I know he will never forget."Saint, do you think you can still fool me? I know everything, my two eyes saw! You killed my mother. You killed her! You killed her! You killed her!" I couldn't stop punching and scolding hi
Chapter 58After that conversation, I instructed driver Arjo to visit the Perelman family's former home. And he was right, it was just a few corners away from our house. No wonder it looks like Hailey and I met before. Maybe I was too young then so I can't remember or maybe it's part of my forgotten memories.Driver Arjo told me many more stories as we toured the old house. I can't help but compare the mansion of the Perelman's to this place. It seems like they just had a simple life back then. A simple little house, simple door, no stairs, no second floor and a clean house. I also noticed that there was a garden in the backyard, but it was abandoned now though it still looks like being cleaned so no moss can be seen, unlike my previous house to my previous life.Driver Arjo said Mary and I often chase in the backyard. So that's where I chose to go after touring the house. I can't understand the feeling but t
Chapter 57Mr Perelman’s death marked the beginning of my sad life with the family that built me up for a month. I never thought the day would come when I would wake up without Mr Perelman. It was like a nightmare. I still can’t accept or better to say I don't want to accept it.After the funeral, I never saw Hazel at home again as if she was burying herself at work to forget her father’s death. While Mrs Perelman never left her room, it seemed like that way she could forget the loss of her husband.A week passed and during that week I couldn't help but feel indifferent that I was alone again. Though, it was funny to remember that I was alone from the start.At that point I realize something and that is, sometimes in our lives when we learn to be with someone, we learn how to be sad when we're alone. That's because we no longer know how it feels to be alone and without a partner. We are used t
Chapter 56"Dad." I immediately called Mr Perelman when I entered his office. A while ago he was busy taking care of incoming patients who have scheduled on him. So when I got to the hospital where he and Hazel work, I chose to wait for his work to finish before entering. Earlier when I asked Mrs Perelman where her husband was she replied Mr Perelman was at work. Which is why I came here in a hurry.At that point from his earlier busy studying some medical cases, he looked up at me. He adjusted his eyeglass for a while and when our eyes met he smiled so I smiled back too."Hailey, what are you doing here?" There was a concern in his voice something that made me want to cry however I suppressed it by clenching my fist. During these times, I want nothing else to do aside from us to be complete again at home today. Laugh and talk for the remaining twelve hours. I will take this chance again so that he can be
Chapter 55Unfortunately, Ester was overtaken by the flood, she was swept away by it along with the food she was carrying.On the other hand, the father ant noticed that his family has a missing member, so when he ensured the safety of his wife and eldest daughter, he returned to his youngest daughter who was now being swept away by the flood.After congratulating my groupmates on the project discussion, I approached Steven. He smiled at me and I smiled back as well. We hugged slightly and he even kissed my cheek which I let him."Congratulations to us." Today our project on the Draping & Needle Craft subject took the first place. Steven Dutchman’s group and I got the chance to be included in the Academy’s annual Sumer Fashion Show. For a month I did nothing but immerse myself in learning. I tried to live nor