“Lynette!”
I break into a smile, warmth flooding through me as I drop to my knees, arms open for the only person who truly matters here—my nephew. Evan, my sweet boy. His father may be my eldest brother, but Evan feels like my own, a connection promised and sealed on the day his mother passed, just after bringing him into the world. I swore to her that day I would look after him.
“Evan, my boy,” I murmur, hugging him tight, rocking us both as if it could stop time. “How have you been? I’ve missed you so much.”
He hugs me back, his small arms locked around my neck. “I’ve been good! I missed you too.” His eyes shine with that pure, eager love I almost forgot existed. He must’ve been waiting by the window all day, knowing I was coming. My emails to him were the only letters that mattered.
“How’s your new mom?” I ask gently, brushing back a lock of his sandy hair.
“She’s amazing, Lynette!” he beams. “She’s nice and gives me lots and lots of sweets.” His eyes flick to his father, then back to me. “Way better than my real dad.”
I catch my brother’s face out of the corner of my eye as his smile falters, but Evan’s innocence is more important than sparing his father’s pride.
“That’s wonderful,” I say, my voice soft. “Did you gather the things I asked for?”
He nods, a serious look crossing his young face. “Yes. I hid them for you.”
“Good,” I smile, ruffling his hair. “But first, like I promised, I’m all yours.”
“Yes!” His face lights up, and he grabs my hand, tugging me toward the stairs. “Come on! I have to show you my new dog. Mommy got him for my birthday last month. You missed it, but I saved you some cake!” He chatters excitedly, pulling me toward his room, his small fingers curling into mine, grounding me in a moment of pure love. For a brief time, I forget where I am, who I’m with. Here, with Evan, I am free.
“Lynette,” my mother’s voice calls out from behind us, shattering my moment. Her voice is like a faint echo, trying to pull me back. But I ignore her, pushing away the familiar pang of her disappointment as Evan and I disappear down the hallway together.
***
Three hours later, after laughing, playing, and catching up with Evan in his room, I know it’s time. His new mother, warm and kind, helps me carry my bags to the car, her smile gentle and understanding. In her, I glimpse the same softness Evan’s own mother once had. She’s a good woman; at least that much has changed in this family.
But then, they follow us out—my mother, Cheryl, and Matthew, each face painted with surprise as they realize I’m leaving.
“Hey, Lee, where are you going?” Cheryl calls, clutching a child on her hip—a toddler with wide, curious eyes. It takes a second before I remember: Cheryl was pregnant when I left. She’s either from that pregnancy… or another. “Lynette?”
I meet her gaze coolly. “I’m going home.”
Mom steps forward, flashing a practiced smile—the one she used to manipulate me into pleasing her, time after time. “Honey, this ‘is’ your home,” she says, inching closer.
But her charm has lost its power. “Home is where your heart is, where the people you love and who love you live. This place? It’s the opposite.”
“Lynette…” Cheryl’s voice is a whisper, her eyes pleading. “Are you still angry about what happened before you left?”
I let out a cold laugh. “Angry? No. I’m disappointed. Betrayed.” I let my words cut through the air like a blade. “I’d rather be alone than stay here, with deceitful, selfish, heartless people who pretend to be my family. Matthew, I know you meant well; I know your heart isn’t as twisted as theirs. But that doesn’t change the fact that the rest of you—my parents, my brothers, my so-called cousin and ‘best friend’—have only ever cared about yourselves.” I pause, taking in their stunned faces. “I won’t sit here anymore and pretend this house is anything more than a gilded cage.”
Cheryl’s face crumples, tears brimming in her eyes. “But… at the airport, you hugged me. I thought… I thought you forgave me.”
I stare at her, unmoved. “I hugged you goodbye, Cheryl. Not hello. Not ‘I forgive you.’” I step toward the waiting car, my voice soft but unyielding. “I can’t forgive someone who gets off on being my parents’ favorite, who throws it in my face time and time again. This isn’t a reunion. It’s a farewell.” I turn to my manager, Elliott, who’s holding the door open. “Let’s go.”
As I settle into the car, I see them in the rearview mirror—staring after me, their mouths slightly open. The shocked silence feels like my first real victory.
Elliott glances at me as he pulls out of the driveway. “Are you sure about this, Lynette?”
I nod, my resolve solid. “Yes. Did you secure that appointment?”
He nods. “For tomorrow.”
I exhale, sinking back against the leather seat as the car speeds away from the family I never truly belonged to. The past is behind me now, exactly where it belongs. Only one person draws me back to this city.
Once, Rowan was my best friend, the one who helped me see that I would never find what I wanted in my family’s approval—even after I became famous, even after I broke into Hollywood to prove myself. For them, I became an actress, a model—traded in my love of art to fit their narrow definition of success. I thought maybe, just maybe, it would be enough to make them proud. But it only made things worse.
For them, my art was just another kind of rebellion, a threat to the family legacy. They couldn’t see it for what it was—something beautiful, something mine.
Rowan saw it. And now, I’m here to remind him of who he used to be.
The next day, I enter his office building, noting how much it’s changed. Once bright and open, now the place feels cold, haunted—dark walls and muted tones replacing the warmth and energy that used to flow through the hallways. This place is as haunted as he is, transformed into something hard and unyielding. I see his pain in the colors, the starkness, as if he’s painted his grief across every surface. Rowan has always expressed himself through colors and music, a gift he inherited from his twin. Now, those colors feel raw, heavy, like they’re bleeding through the walls.I stop at the security desk, where a young secretary hands me a sleek silver card with my appointment details. The place is excessively formal now, tightly wound with regulations and processes that make it feel like a fortress. I remember when it used to feel more like a home than a business. I can feel Rowan’s anguish in the rigidity of his rules, the locked doors, the guards at every turn.The guards scan me thorou
Kassian’s POVFor three years, I’ve lived as Rowan. It’s my identity now, woven into my very skin. The life suits me—it’s the life I was meant for. Cold, heartless, ruthless. I embrace the labels, every last one, because I know I won’t stop until my purpose is fulfilled. Four down, two to go. Almost there, Rowan. Watch me.Taking on Rowan’s life opened up truths about him I hadn’t expected. He was weak, soft, and too kind. It’s why they tried to kill him in the first place. And there was something else—something darker, buried beneath his polite exterior. Rowan had an obsession, one that festered in secret. His best friend, Lynette. He didn’t just care for her; he was obsessed with her in a way that twisted the meaning of love.I know what love should look like. This wasn’t love.Rowan kept tabs on her every move, had hidden cameras, private photos of her in moments she thought were her own. Eating, sleeping—even in the shower. He had mementos of her—scarves, napkins, even her tissues
Kassian’s POV“Alpha.” The voice of my beta, Brian, cuts through the quiet like a blade, and I tense, realizing I didn’t even hear him approach. I need to get myself back together.“Brian, mate,” I say, forcing calm into my tone, “what do you have for me?”His sigh is heavy, thick with the kind of news I’ve grown to dread. “Not good news, Alpha. Höherstehend Pack has hired vampires as reinforcements.”I inhale sharply, the familiar burn of anger spreading through my chest. Vampires are rare now, with no king, no council, and no real power since the apocalypse. They fight as mercenaries, desperate to survive, their venom stripped, unable to turn others. Vampires these days are shadows of what they were, but they still fight with a ferocity that makes them deadly allies.“Vampires? To eliminate me?”“Most likely, but for now, they’re bodyguards.” Brian’s voice is steady, but I can feel the tension beneath his words.I tilt my head, cracking my neck with the familiar roll of bone against
I throw myself onto the bed, sinking into the mattress with a heavy exhale. The events of the run replay in my head, vivid and relentless. The visions, the sounds that stretched beyond what I should have been able to hear, and then… the spirit of Rowan’s wolf. It wasn’t an illusion, wasn’t a trick of light or a misfire of memory. It was real.Yes, I’ve always been stronger than other wolves—heightened senses, faster reflexes. But not like this. Not seeing the dead. Maybe it’s because we were twins, maybe because our wolves always knew each other as halves of the same whole. Fenrir buried himself deep when Rowan died, nearly tearing my own spirit in two, but I know our wolves always shared a bond, even then. Still, “this”? This was beyond anything I could understand.“This is insane,” I murmur, drumming my fingers on my thigh as I think through my problems. Three of them, and each feels impossible:1. The vampires now work for Höherstehend, complicating my mission beyond reason.2. The
Lynette’s POVThe sunlight filters through the blinds, but it doesn’t brighten my mood. I’ve never been one to read the signs of the day—whether it would shine brightly or turn dark and stormy. I preferred surprises, letting fate unfold without trying to guess its twists. But fate hasn’t been kind to me, not since it dealt me death. The monks taught me differently. They showed me how to look for the signs, how to tread lightly and take in every detail.It helped. Mostly.I return from his office and throw myself onto my bed, the slightly rumpled sheets offering little comfort. My mind is spinning, replaying every interaction, every word, every glance. That man… That wasn’t Rowan. I felt it in my bones, in the rhythm of my heart. Something about him was different.Rowan always held this unspoken pull over me—familiar, safe, yet distant. There was always something missing, a gap I could never bridge. But with this man, the feeling clicked, slamming into place with unsettling clarity. It
The next morning, Zalie arrives with her two teammates, right on time—or, rather, earlier than expected. I sent her my address after a restless night and a phone call with Kassian.Talking to him soothes me in ways I can’t explain. He’s not Rowan, but something about his voice fills the emptiness Rowan could never touch. Kassian steadies me, his words wrapping around me like a safety net. And yet, the relief comes with guilt, sharp and unforgiving.How can I feel more at peace with Kassian alive, while mourning Rowan? And how can I keep Kassian’s secret—pretending to be the brother I grieve—without losing myself in the lie?What kind of person am I, really?The sound of footsteps and an exasperated voice pulls me from my spiraling thoughts.“What the hell, Lynette? You call this mansion an apartment?” Ivanna exclaims, her words echoing dramatically in the foyer. She strides in, tall and confident, her auburn hair a cascade of wild curls over her shoulders. Her amber eyes narrow as she
I snap out of my thoughts and focus on the present. Zalie’s excited voice echoes off the shimmering walls as Ivanna spins in the middle of the living room, her arms stretched wide to soak in the grandeur of the space. Sunlight filters through the sleek walls—glass or silver, I still can’t tell—spilling light across the polished floors and bathing the massive windows that overlook the sea. “My sugar daddies were very useful,” I say with a shrug, throwing a quick glance at Lyla, whose mischievous grin spreads wider. “You actually listened to our idea!” Lyla says, practically bouncing where she stands. I chuckle, shaking my head. “Well, you did make a convincing argument.” “This place is insane!” Ivanna exclaims, whirling around again. Her gaze shifts to the driveway, where a collection of gleaming, custom-built cars sits in neat rows, each one polished to perfection. “Are those your cars?” “Yep,” I reply nonchalantly, leaning back against the sofa. “All four of them. Custom-bu
“So,” Lyla begins, her voice quiet but probing, “how was your treatment?”The question lingers, wrapping around me like a heavy blanket. I shift my gaze to the ceiling, the soft coral-purple light reflecting faintly from the walls. Memories I’ve tried to bury stir, threatening to rise.“Partially lonely,” I begin, my voice distant. “Terrifying. And… eye-opening.”Lyla props herself up on an elbow, her expression thoughtful. “Why?”I sigh, the words bubbling up despite the ache they bring. “Lonely because the monks weren’t exactly friendly. They only interacted with me when they had to teach or check on my progress. They weren’t cruel, but they weren’t companions either. I had two friends there, but one left a few months after I arrived. That left me… isolated.”The room seems to hold its breath, the quiet hum of the sea breeze filtering in through the slightly cracked window.“And terrifying,” I continue, my voice wavering. “Because their methods were intense, and the fear of dying ne
The meeting with the producer goes better than I expect, though it’s not perfect. He doesn’t hand me a lead role—how could he? I’ve been gone for so long, and my reappearance is sudden. But luck seems to favor me, if only a little. One of the main actresses, though not the lead, has fallen critically ill, and they need a replacement. That’s where I come in.He hands me the script, his tone brisk yet encouraging. “We’ve already started shooting,” he says. “We’ll need you ready. We’ll have to reshoot her scenes, but thankfully, it’s early in production, and nothing’s been revealed to the public yet.”I nod, smiling as confidently as I can, though inside, I’m a bundle of nerves.---Now, hours later, I’m back in my room, fresh from a shower and sprawled across my bed. The script sits on the bedside table, untouched, as my thoughts spiral into a familiar storm—him. It’s like every thought, every breath, finds its way back to him.I don’t just want him—I need him. My body, my heart, even m
“Zalie, what is it?” I ask, suddenly alert.She blinks, snapping out of her trance and smiling nervously. “Nothing. Just felt like someone was watching me.”“Do you want to leave?” I offer, glancing around for anything suspicious.She shakes her head quickly, brushing it off. “No, no. Don’t worry about it.” Her voice is chipper again, and the momentary tension dissolves. “Anyway, as I was saying…”I sit back, waiting for the rest of her story.“I agreed to the private dance,” she continues, smirking. “I figured it would add to the authenticity of my acting. So, I danced. I gave them my best moves, and girl, let me tell you—I was ‘on fire’. But then, of course, they took it too far. They asked for sex. In public.”I wrinkle my nose. “Men are goats.”“Exactly! I mean, I know people do it, but I’m not one of them. Shame isn’t just a word, it’s a lifestyle, and those men clearly don’t have it. Anyway…” She pauses again, her gaze darting around the café once more, as if she senses somethin
Lynette’s POVThe next day, we find ourselves at the shopping mall, an air of excitement swirling around us like the scent of new leather and expensive perfume. Hats and oversized sunglasses shield our identities, though they don’t hide the fact that we’re clearly not ordinary shoppers.Store after store, we roam like kids on a treasure hunt, trying on outfits, giggling over ridiculous accessories, and debating over which shade of lipstick makes the best statement. Normally, I don’t fuss over my looks—being a public figure has trained me to dress well but not obsess. Today, though, I feel a need to be different.I’m buying clothes—sexy, eye-catching ones. For him.It’s stupid, I know. Hell, I can call myself pathetic if I want to, but it doesn’t change the truth. Zalie says it’s normal, that she felt the same when she met her boyfriend. But for me, it’s strange and unnerving. I’ve never dressed to impress anyone before, let alone someone who shouldn’t even be on my mind.The worst par
“So,” Lyla begins, her voice quiet but probing, “how was your treatment?”The question lingers, wrapping around me like a heavy blanket. I shift my gaze to the ceiling, the soft coral-purple light reflecting faintly from the walls. Memories I’ve tried to bury stir, threatening to rise.“Partially lonely,” I begin, my voice distant. “Terrifying. And… eye-opening.”Lyla props herself up on an elbow, her expression thoughtful. “Why?”I sigh, the words bubbling up despite the ache they bring. “Lonely because the monks weren’t exactly friendly. They only interacted with me when they had to teach or check on my progress. They weren’t cruel, but they weren’t companions either. I had two friends there, but one left a few months after I arrived. That left me… isolated.”The room seems to hold its breath, the quiet hum of the sea breeze filtering in through the slightly cracked window.“And terrifying,” I continue, my voice wavering. “Because their methods were intense, and the fear of dying ne
I snap out of my thoughts and focus on the present. Zalie’s excited voice echoes off the shimmering walls as Ivanna spins in the middle of the living room, her arms stretched wide to soak in the grandeur of the space. Sunlight filters through the sleek walls—glass or silver, I still can’t tell—spilling light across the polished floors and bathing the massive windows that overlook the sea. “My sugar daddies were very useful,” I say with a shrug, throwing a quick glance at Lyla, whose mischievous grin spreads wider. “You actually listened to our idea!” Lyla says, practically bouncing where she stands. I chuckle, shaking my head. “Well, you did make a convincing argument.” “This place is insane!” Ivanna exclaims, whirling around again. Her gaze shifts to the driveway, where a collection of gleaming, custom-built cars sits in neat rows, each one polished to perfection. “Are those your cars?” “Yep,” I reply nonchalantly, leaning back against the sofa. “All four of them. Custom-bu
The next morning, Zalie arrives with her two teammates, right on time—or, rather, earlier than expected. I sent her my address after a restless night and a phone call with Kassian.Talking to him soothes me in ways I can’t explain. He’s not Rowan, but something about his voice fills the emptiness Rowan could never touch. Kassian steadies me, his words wrapping around me like a safety net. And yet, the relief comes with guilt, sharp and unforgiving.How can I feel more at peace with Kassian alive, while mourning Rowan? And how can I keep Kassian’s secret—pretending to be the brother I grieve—without losing myself in the lie?What kind of person am I, really?The sound of footsteps and an exasperated voice pulls me from my spiraling thoughts.“What the hell, Lynette? You call this mansion an apartment?” Ivanna exclaims, her words echoing dramatically in the foyer. She strides in, tall and confident, her auburn hair a cascade of wild curls over her shoulders. Her amber eyes narrow as she
Lynette’s POVThe sunlight filters through the blinds, but it doesn’t brighten my mood. I’ve never been one to read the signs of the day—whether it would shine brightly or turn dark and stormy. I preferred surprises, letting fate unfold without trying to guess its twists. But fate hasn’t been kind to me, not since it dealt me death. The monks taught me differently. They showed me how to look for the signs, how to tread lightly and take in every detail.It helped. Mostly.I return from his office and throw myself onto my bed, the slightly rumpled sheets offering little comfort. My mind is spinning, replaying every interaction, every word, every glance. That man… That wasn’t Rowan. I felt it in my bones, in the rhythm of my heart. Something about him was different.Rowan always held this unspoken pull over me—familiar, safe, yet distant. There was always something missing, a gap I could never bridge. But with this man, the feeling clicked, slamming into place with unsettling clarity. It
I throw myself onto the bed, sinking into the mattress with a heavy exhale. The events of the run replay in my head, vivid and relentless. The visions, the sounds that stretched beyond what I should have been able to hear, and then… the spirit of Rowan’s wolf. It wasn’t an illusion, wasn’t a trick of light or a misfire of memory. It was real.Yes, I’ve always been stronger than other wolves—heightened senses, faster reflexes. But not like this. Not seeing the dead. Maybe it’s because we were twins, maybe because our wolves always knew each other as halves of the same whole. Fenrir buried himself deep when Rowan died, nearly tearing my own spirit in two, but I know our wolves always shared a bond, even then. Still, “this”? This was beyond anything I could understand.“This is insane,” I murmur, drumming my fingers on my thigh as I think through my problems. Three of them, and each feels impossible:1. The vampires now work for Höherstehend, complicating my mission beyond reason.2. The
Kassian’s POV“Alpha.” The voice of my beta, Brian, cuts through the quiet like a blade, and I tense, realizing I didn’t even hear him approach. I need to get myself back together.“Brian, mate,” I say, forcing calm into my tone, “what do you have for me?”His sigh is heavy, thick with the kind of news I’ve grown to dread. “Not good news, Alpha. Höherstehend Pack has hired vampires as reinforcements.”I inhale sharply, the familiar burn of anger spreading through my chest. Vampires are rare now, with no king, no council, and no real power since the apocalypse. They fight as mercenaries, desperate to survive, their venom stripped, unable to turn others. Vampires these days are shadows of what they were, but they still fight with a ferocity that makes them deadly allies.“Vampires? To eliminate me?”“Most likely, but for now, they’re bodyguards.” Brian’s voice is steady, but I can feel the tension beneath his words.I tilt my head, cracking my neck with the familiar roll of bone against