The clock ticks relentlessly, each metallic click ricocheting off the dark walls, grating against my already frayed nerves. It’s out of sync with my heartbeat, which thumps unevenly—harder and faster than normal, but not frantic. There’s a tension in my chest, a heaviness that I can’t shake as I sit here, waiting. My supposed best friend’s office feels like a stranger’s lair, foreign and uninviting.
I exhale quietly, trying to calm the jittery rhythm of my breaths, but it’s a losing battle. My gaze roams the room, dissecting every detail, scrutinizing corners that once held memories—fun, embarrassing, even painful. This space used to feel alive, like a reflection of Rowan himself. Bright. Warm. Open. Now, it feels like a mausoleum, cold and sterile, drained of the life that once coursed through it.
The walls are dark, almost oppressive, their muted tones casting shadows that seem to shift with the flickering light overhead. There’s a heaviness in the air, like grief painted into every surface. The room feels haunted—not by ghosts, but by emotions too overwhelming to ignore. It’s as if Rowan has poured his turmoil into this space, creating a fortress of his pain.
And then there’s the scent.
The air is rich with the unmistakable notes of orchid, plum, and amber, a fragrance so unlike him that it sets every nerve in my body on edge. Rowan hated florals, especially anything sweet or cloying. His spaces always carried the crisp, clean scent of neroli, grapefruit, and cedarwood.
This scent doesn’t belong here.
I close my eyes briefly, rubbing my chest as my heart accelerates again. The plum and orchid cling to the back of my throat, their sweetness suffocating, almost taunting. My pulse quickens, and I force myself to breathe deeply, willing the tightness in my chest to loosen.
Relax. Don’t jump to conclusions.
People change. Time changes them. I’ve changed in the three years we’ve been apart. Why wouldn’t Rowan? Maybe this shift in scent, in decor, in atmosphere, is just another layer of his evolution. A small, rational part of me clings to that explanation, but the larger, more restless part can’t let go of the unease spreading through me like a slow poison.
The clock’s ticking grows louder, its rhythmic taunt competing with the pounding of my heartbeat in my ears. How long have I been sitting here? One hour? Two? The Rowan I knew would never make me wait like this. He’d never keep me in limbo, especially not after making me fight for days just to secure an appointment.
My lips press into a thin line, the pressure barely containing my growing frustration. Memories of him rushing toward me with a grin flash through my mind. That was Rowan—effortlessly warm, always eager to see me. Not this ghost who remains out of reach, hidden behind closed doors.
The tension in my chest sharpens into something closer to anger. I bite back the thought threatening to escape, I hate this. I hate how distant he’s become. How… unfamiliar.
The sound of heavy footsteps suddenly echoes from the hallway, cutting through the oppressive silence. My head snaps up, and my pulse stumbles as I strain to listen. The rhythm is firm and deliberate, each step carrying an authority that feels both familiar and alien. The steady thud is accompanied by the sharp clack of hurried heels, faster, lighter, as if the person wearing them is trying to catch up.
Then, a woman’s voice cuts through the air, rattling off schedules with the precision of someone used to following orders. The cadence of her words is quick, clipped, and chased by the faint rustle of papers.
The footsteps grow louder, closer, resonating against the glass-like floor with a weight that seems to settle in my gut. My heart skips, my skin prickling with anticipation and an edge of dread. My palms are damp, the cold sweat making my fingers curl into fists against my thighs. Dread crawls across my forehead, prickling my skin as I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to will my emotions into submission. I have to calm down. I need to confirm it first—confirm if the rumors are true.
Is Rowan, my kind-hearted best friend, truly a demon now? Have I been cut off like the others?
The doors creak open slowly, the sound groaning through the heavy silence, and her voice floods the room. I inhale sharply, the scent of plum and orchid mingling with the faint bitterness of ink and leather, grounding me just enough to lift my head. My heart twists painfully as my gaze locks onto him.
Rowan.
He stands frozen in the doorway, his pale face stark against the shadows of the dim hallway behind him. His expression is one of shock, his eyes wide, his lips parted as though he’s seen a ghost. The sight sends a ripple of emotion through me—relief, sadness, confusion.
It’s been three years.
Three and a half years since I left for the temple he insisted on. Three years since we last saw each other. And yet, he looks at me now like he didn’t expect me to return at all. Like he thought I’d disappeared from his world forever.
Did he think I was dead?
My chest tightens as my mind replays the past. I was dying. The illness was suffocating me, robbing me of my strength, of hope, until Rowan found the temple. A sanctuary hidden in the mountains, the place he swore would save my life. And it did.
If it weren’t for him, I wouldn’t be here.
I owe Rowan everything, but now, standing here, I don’t recognize the man I once trusted with my life. His face is the same, but the warmth is gone, replaced by something cold and distant. He’s staring at me like I’m a stranger—or worse, an intruder.
The rumors rush back into my mind. The prodigal twin, Kassian, returned only to die in Rowan’s place. The grief that hollowed him out. The whispers of him turning into something darker, something unrecognizable. A demon.
Grief changes people, I know that, but this… this feels like more than change. It feels like erasure. Three years without a single response to my letters. Three years of silence. And now this?
My jaw tightens, and I force a smile, but it feels strained, brittle. My fingers dig into my thighs as I hold my emotions back. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost, Rowan,” I say, my voice light but sharp.
He flinches, the tremor in his body faint but noticeable.
“Why do you look so surprised when you knew I was coming?” I press, my brows knitting together as I study him. His broad shoulders are tense, his breaths shallow.
What’s wrong with him?
“Roe?” I try again, using his nickname, hoping it’ll pull him out of whatever daze he’s in. But instead of answering, he glances over his shoulder, his movements jerky, uncertain. He looks like he’s debating whether to retreat or step inside, and the sight sends a pang of hurt through me.
I stand, the legs of the chair scraping loudly against the floor as I push it back. The sound jolts through the room, breaking the tense silence. “Rowan?” I take a hesitant step toward him, concern and frustration warring inside me.
His hand shoots up, palm out, halting me in my tracks. The gesture is sharp, almost desperate, as if he’s trying to keep a barrier between us.
“Rowan, what’s—”
“Stop,” he chokes out, his voice strained. His other hand clamps over his nose, and his body shudders visibly, as though fighting something unseen.
The air feels heavier, thicker, and my pulse quickens as I stare at him. His entire frame trembles, his breaths uneven. The room, once filled with the scent of plum, amber and orchid, now feels suffocating.
“Rowan, what’s wrong?” I ask again, my voice softer this time, laced with worry.
But he doesn’t answer. He doesn’t even look at me.
Instead, he stands there, quaking, disturbed beyond anything I’ve ever seen from him before. The man who used to radiate calm and confidence now seems as fragile as a house of cards, ready to collapse under the weight of whatever he’s feeling.
His secretary seems to take his silence as a signal. Without a word, she turns on her heels and walks briskly out of the office, her sharp footsteps fading into the hallway. The soft click of her heels fades, leaving us in silence, a silence that feels heavy, charged with something unspoken.
I remain standing, frozen in place. My stomach twists with a mix of nervousness, irritation, and something deeper—an unsettling sense of wrongness I can’t shake. Rowan finally speaks, his voice cutting through the silence.
“Give me a minute,” he says softly, the sound smooth and unexpectedly gentle, sending a shiver down my spine.
My brows knit in confusion. Rowan’s voice was never like this—soft, silky, like honey wrapped in velvet. It’s unnerving. I search his face for answers, but all I find are more questions. And then there’s the ring.
My eyes flicker to his hands, and the absence of the familiar silver band on his finger punches me in the chest. That ring was everything to him, his mother’s keepsake, a piece of her memory he swore he’d never part with.
“Where’s your ring?” I ask, the words slipping out before I can stop them.
Rowan doesn’t answer. Instead, he straightens, his back taut like a bowstring as he lowers his hand from his face. My breath catches.
He looks different.
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A quiet hum drifts through the dimly lit office as Oliver methodically sorts through scattered documents, the faint scent of paper mixing with the lingering traces of Kassian’s scent. Outside, the day is still, save for the distant chirping of birds, a stark contrast to the turmoil that has haunted this place for days.He steals a glance at Kassian, sprawled across the worn leather couch, his chest rising and falling in a slow, steady rhythm. There’s something almost childlike about the way he sleeps—completely at ease, his face unburdened by the grief and rage that have shadowed him since Ryker’s death. Oliver can count on one hand the number of times he’s seen his cousin sleep, and never once has it been so peaceful. Before, it was always fitful, his brows drawn tight, his body tense, as if even in slumber, he fought unseen battles. But now… now he’s at rest.A warmth spreads through Oliver’s chest, satisfaction curling around his heart like a protective shield. Justice has been ser
It’s a good day to die.The thought crashes into my mind, and I immediately regret it. Worst possible time for jokes, Lynette.My breath is shallow, my pulse hammering against my ribs like a desperate prisoner trying to escape a cage. The scent of damp earth and pine needles fills my nose, and it almost feels as if I can perceive my own fear.I step back cautiously, my slippers sinking slightly into the forest floor, soft moss cushioning the impact. My eyes dart over my shoulder, scanning for any possible escape routes. Nothing. Thick trees enclose the area like silent spectators, their gnarled branches twisting above, casting jagged shadows in the fading sunlight. Even if I did run, what were the odds I’d make it?Slim. No—nonexistent.Panic grips me with icy fingers, tightening around my throat. My mind screams for a way out, some way to call for help. If only I had a mental link like Kassian did with his pack—something, anything to let him know I’m in danger. But I don’t. The best
The quiet hum of the AC fills the office, cold air whispering through the space, blending with the faint rush of wind from the open window. Somewhere in the background, the coffee machine lets out a low gurgle. The silence is heavy. Oppressive. It settles around us like a second skin, thick enough to suffocate.I want to say something. I want to fix this. But the words lodge themselves in my throat, tangled between the fear of hurting him and the desperation to pull him back before it’s too late.Then, warmth.A gentle pressure over my fidgeting hands, stopping their restless movements.I jolt slightly at the unexpected contact, my heart skipping a beat. Kassian’s hands are warm—so warm—completely engulfing mine as if he’s trying to ground himself through me.I look up at him, breath catching at the raw emotion on his face. The sadness, the exhaustion, the fear—it’s all there, painted across his features in shades of grief and torment. His amethyst eyes, dulled with sorrow, meet mine,
The hallway outside Kassian’s office is eerily quiet, the usual buzz of the pack absent. The air smells of old parchment, ink, and something heavier—like exhaustion and fading traces of stress-induced sweat. I take a deep breath, steadying myself before rapping my knuckles against the door.“Knock knock, it’s me!” I call out, my voice deliberately cheerful, a singsong lilt added for effect. A wide smile stretches across my lips, but inside, I’m anything but lighthearted.It has been over a week since Kassian defeated his father, and everything has changed. The pack. The leadership. Him.At the pack’s request, he revealed the truth—the real Rowan Draven had died long ago, and Kassian had been living in his place. Doubts lingered, of course. Murmurs of suspicion slithered through the media, but the CCTV footage he once hid sealed the truth. Footage proving he hadn’t been anywhere near Rowan’s death. That was the easy part. After all, back then, Kassian had dyed his hair black.I didn’t
The arena is silent, save for the rhythmic pounding of hearts, the quiet inhales and exhales of tense bodies, and the occasional nervous shuffling of feet against the stone seating. A warm breeze drifts through the vast space, whispering through the ears of the gathered pack members, carrying the distant cries of birds and rustling leaves from beyond the towering arena walls. The scent of smoky vanilla and cream—the distinct fragrance that unites them as one—lingers in the air, blending with the individual scents of sweat, fear, and anticipation. The heavy mix of emotions clogs the atmosphere, suffocating to anyone with heightened senses.Yet, among the hundreds of anxious onlookers, one figure remains entirely unaffected.At the highest point of the arena, where the view is unobstructed, Lynette lounges with effortless ease, legs crossed as she leisurely munches on the cookies in the large bowl at her feet. Sunlight spills through the glass roof above, catching the frosty strands of
The air in the pack arena is thick with tension, the faint strong scents of emotions mingling with the crisp bite of evening air. The weight of everything that has happened in the past hour presses against my chest like a boulder, suffocating, heavy.Vivian made Lynette’s demand clear, and then everything spiraled. My father—weak but still an alpha—exploded in fury, his roar shaking the very foundation of the hall. The guards tried to restrain him, but it was useless. His presence alone is enough to make seasoned warriors hesitate, their instincts screaming at them to submit. It was only when Vivian, despite her own exhaustion, used her magic to subdue him that he finally fell. But at a cost—her body shook violently, blood spilling from her lips as the spell took its toll.Then the truth unraveled, piece by piece, in the most horrifying way.I had always wondered why a powerful witch like Vivian tolerated a man like my father. Now, I know. And the knowledge is sickening.Noelle walked
My mother stared back with wide, horrified eyes. Her lips parted, trembling, unable to form words. Then the scream that tore through her throat, so raw it sent a shiver down my spine even now, years later.She lost her mind in that moment. And in that moment, she lost everything.The gleam of the blade was the last thing I saw before she pressed it to her throat and dragged it across her skin.I remember the gurgling sound, the way the air filled with the thick, metallic scent of blood. I remember her collapsing, her body convulsing. The life draining from her eyes.And I remember him. Ryker, my so-called father, standing there. Watching.He rolled his eyes.And then he turned his back and walked away.He never turned back when I ran after him, my screams tearing from my throat as I begged him to save her. He never cared.And neither did anyone else.The pack didn’t mourn the loss of their unkind and selfish Luna. No one spoke of the pain she endured. No one cared about the woman she
Lynette’s fingers tighten around my forearm before she lets go, stepping forward. My muscles tense instinctively, my gut twisting. What is she doing?“Lynette,” I murmur, leaning toward her, my voice low, questioning. Her sudden change of topic throws me off, her choice of words even more so. She knows what she’s doing—she has to. But why?She doesn’t look at me, but I see the way her shoulders rise and fall in a deep breath. “Trust me.”My throat bobs, and I force myself to nod, even as unease prickles beneath my skin.Then, she shifts her attention back to my father, her head tilting. “You know,” she begins, almost casually, “I thought my father was the worst man alive. But I stand corrected. Turns out, he’s top-tier garbage, while you, Ryker, take the spot of F-rank waste.”A beat of silence. Then—a strangled noise from the crowd. I hear the sharp inhale of people struggling to keep their composure, the barely stifled coughs that are most certainly hiding laughter. Even the guards