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Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian “How long are we going to walk? How far is the deck? It's getting colder.” I can hear the annoyance in Nikolai's voice as we both walk along the pathway. And agreed, it's fucking cold. It's snowing and it seems the coats we are both wearing are not doing too much justice. “I thought that you've lived here in Russia For 30 years and you're used to the cold already?” I taunt with a smile on my face, using the same exact tone that he always uses when he's saying those words. He always flaunts that he's immune to the cold. “Well, it's snowing right on me. And I did not wear enough coats for this particular journey,” He draws out in sarcasm. Thankfully I came prepared. I pull out the backpack I’m carrying and I bring out a fur coat. I noticed that he was wearing just a coat and his gloves, so I brought one just in case.“Wear it.” He casts a glance at me as he collects the coat from me. I knew we were both going to walk because a car can’t pass through this path.“We are almost
Last Updated : 2024-12-24Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian My mind is in a fucking mess as I glance from my uncle and then to Nikolai who's lying lifelessly on the ground. He's been shot and is bleeding badly. The redness of his blood is already so visible on the white snow.“Fuck, Nikolai!!” I yell and I rush to his side, crouching down. He's wearing a thick black jacket, making it hard to locate his wounds. “Oh my God.” My chest heaves as my hands travel all over his body. His eyes are wide open and there's a look of shock in his green eyes as he looks at me in anger and hatred. He seems to be in so much pain as he struggles to speak.“Get your damn hands off me.” He blurts out in laboured breathing and blood follows as it flows down the corner of his lips while he tries to push my hands away. I finally find the spot where he was shot. His shoulder and stomach. “Stop being so stubborn or you're going to die.” I mumble in panic as I quickly remove the shawl around my neck, which I press to the wound on his stomach.“Didn't you brin
Last Updated : 2024-12-25Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian Everything is happening so fast. There's blood. A lot of blood. And Nikolai? I'm fucking scared for him. I seriously don't want him to die. I will never be able to live knowing that I'm the one that caused his death. I kept applying pressure on his wound until I saw Kuzma, Ilya and some guards running towards us. Ilya charged at me immediately as he yelled at me for not protecting Nikolai and allowing him to get hurt. I wondered what he would do if he found out that his boss got shot because of me. They will kill me on the spot. That's why I refrained from uttering anything as I just stayed quiet. Thankfully, Kuzma intervened and asked him to let me go. His words were to let Nikolai wake up first, then he would tell them what happened. Ilya ended up casting one last hard look at me, before letting me go. Nikolai was taken home, and all the while, he was still breathing. By the time we got home, a doctor was waiting as Nikolai was taken to the room, after that the door was c
Last Updated : 2024-12-26Dark obsessions Adrian
AdrianI'm not surprised to see Zorya and Pavel. After Nikolai's order, they have not been leaving the house and have remained on house arrest. What can I say? Serves them right and they have strangely been so quiet. No matter how thick-skinned Zorya acts, I know she is scared of Nikolai. Pavel included.“What are you doing here?” Irina sniffles, releasing herself from the hug as she wipes off her tears.“What do you think I'm doing here? I'm here to lay my condolences. I'm his mother after all.” She says with a scuff, her voice dripping with sarcasm as I stare at her in disbelief. Condolences? Really?“Nikolai is not dead.” Irina scowls as she makes her way to charge at Zorya, but I quickly hold her back.“Yet!” Pavel chimes in scornfully as he holds his hands around his chest. He looks so fearless now, but once Nikolai comes or shows his presence, he will cower away like a chicken drenched in the rain. What a coward!“Shut up, Pavel! Nothing is going to happen to my brother. So it's
Last Updated : 2024-12-26Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai I groan softly, feeling a sharp pain in my head. My head is banging and it fucking hurts. I try to move my hand, but I can’t as I’m only greeted with intense pain. I’m alive. I actually thought that I was going to die. Did Adrian take me to that place to kill me? And uncle? Uncle Sergei? Everything happened so fucking fast and now, I can’t help but get angry at myself for trusting too blindly. I was too free with him and it would have cost my life. I take in a deep breath and from the smell, I know that I’m in my room. I attempt to stand up, but my shoulder hurts a lot. I got shot there. Damn it! I hate feeling pain. “You’re awake.” I stare at the ceiling as Ilya’s voice rings in my ears. It’s surprising that they ended up finding me. I actually thought that Adrian was going to leave me to die. Did he call then? And is he still alive? I know Ilya would not waste an opportunity to kill him once he found out that Adrian had something to do with me getting shot. “Fuck! Thank
Last Updated : 2024-12-27Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I hate this!!! All of this. It’s fucking frustrating. I hate the Annex house, I hate the food, I hate everything about it. Nikolai woke up and as much as I was excited to see him, I was not allowed to. It immediately dawned on me that it was his order. Irina was glad that her brother was awake and even wanted to help me go into his room, but that bastard Ilya seemed to be ready for me. He did not allow her to do so as he stated Nikolai’s strict orders. I was to stay as far away from him. And I’ve also been banned from staying in the main building. Ilya made me move to the Annex house. He’s been overdoing everything and one can easily think that he takes the punishment more seriously than Nikolai himself. I let out a frustrated groan as I stepped out of the bathroom. It’s so uncomfortable to bathe in there. Not only do 10 of the guards bathe at the same time. I hate and despise the way they keep looking at me. For the first day I came, I refrained from bathing the moment I s
Last Updated : 2024-12-27Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian It seemed like Nikolai was hell-bent on avoiding me. No matter how hard I tried, I’ve not been able to go into the main house and I have been staying at the guard's quarters for more than a week now. He should just come out and pass his judgement. I need to know what’s going on in his head. What exactly is he thinking and why is he doing all of this? I had caught a glimpse of him once and he seemed to be doing some. I couldn’t get close to him, and that’s all thanks to Ilya. I seriously don’t know what I have done to that man that makes it seem like he’s after my life. He sees to it that I don’t go Nikolai or into the house and he is so hellbent on making my life miserable. The kind of work he makes me do is completely different and unacceptable. He makes me trim the grasses in the gardens, like I’m some gardener and then he sees to it that I clean all the cars. I’m not a cleaner!!! I’m a sniper who knows how to handle guns well enough. I did not learn how to trim and plant
Last Updated : 2024-12-28Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai “Did you get the files I asked to bring from Viktor?” I ask Kuzma who nods as he passes the file over to me. “He said you should sign where necessary. Vion will pick it up in the evening.” He informs me and I nod briefly as I begin to look through the files, signing on the necessary places. After I’m done, I pass the files back to him. I’m getting better. I got shot in my left shoulder. So I can still use my right hand to do all the necessary things. My wound is still healing and it no longer hurts as much as before. I’m recovering well. “Anything else?” I ask Kuzma who nods. “The pakhan has sent card invitations for his birthday. It came earlier. It’s in the first drawer.”“I’ll check that later.” Dmitri. Dmitri. I should meet up with him soon. If I’m going to be the next pakhan, I should strengthen my relationship with the previous one and we have not really been doing much bonding. “Anything else?” Kuzma shakes his head and just when I’m about to dismiss him, he says.
Last Updated : 2024-12-29
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Adrian I stiffen the moment I feel Nikolai's lips on mine. Why did he have to do this? I could already feel the walls I had tried so hard to build crumbling when he came close to me and now, he has shattered it with just this kiss. At first, I remain still as I refuse to open my mouth, but he suddenly bites my lower lip and that causes me to open my mouth and he uses that opportunity to drive his tongue in. He doesn't go slow, hell no! He kisses me hard and hungrily, like he's starved, well I'm starved as well and I badly want to kiss him back, but something keeps holding me back. He finally breaks off from the kiss, his heavy breathing filling the room as he looks me straight in the eyes. “I need you.” He says, his voice low and soft as he places his hand on the side of my face. “Don't look away, Adrian. Keep your eyes on mine.” He demands just when I want to look away from him. I oblige and I stare straight into his green eyes. I've always found his eyes so beautiful, fuck they
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I was utterly stunned and clueless and everywhere suddenly became hot in less than a minute. What did Nikolai just say? He loves me? I couldn't bear being in his presence anymore, so I dashed out and came straight to the bathroom and I've lost count of how long I've been in the here.I blink repeatedly as I stare at my reflection in the mirror. He loves me and I still love him as much as I did before. I'm just scared of getting hurt, that's why I asked him to avoid me, and right now, I don't know what to say or do, or how to react. I take in a deep breath as I pull off my coat, tossing it aside. It's so hot. So very hot. I bend over the sink as I turn on the faucet to wash my face but it does nothing to quench the fire burning from within me. I can't go back in there to face Nikolai again, I don't think I can look him in the eye and not break down. Not after this. All my hatred and anger towards him will dissolve once I face him and I don't want that. Or….I do. A part of me
Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai Damn! I'm a pro. The best there is. The sweet aroma of my cooking fills the whole room and Adrian keeps staring at me in awe. He really did not expect this. I have tried bringing up a conversation with him as I cook but he does not reply to me and does well to ignore me. I don't probe further. I should be glad that he allowed me into his house and kitchen. At least he didn't throw me out. “Here we are.” I smile as I place a tray of Rye bread and borscht in front of him, alongside a glass of lemon water. After setting down his, I go for my plate as well, before sitting on the chair opposite him. “I didn't ask you to sit.” He snaps in a low voice, picking up his spoon. “I know you want me to stay. You finally have someone eating with you. I know it's so lonely eating alone.” I point out and a sullen look comes up on his face which is immediately replaced with a nonchalant look. “I used to eat alone in your house. So shut up and eat or I will throw you out of my house.” He
Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai There is no way I will stay away from Adrian. Never! I will never stay away. We are bound together for life, there is no staying away. I've been sending flowers with an apology note nonstop for two weeks, hoping he would change his mind. It's obvious that he hasn't changed his mind, so I'm going for plan B. Beg him physically, and hang around him till he forgives me. Giving him space did not work. Maybe not giving him space will work. And I think someone is spying on him. I'm not the one.I was driving past the grocery store by pure accident and that was when I saw his bike parked. I came in and saw him standing by the counter to meet him.I slid into my car and I drove behind Adrian’s bike that was speeding away. He can try his best to avoid me, but the fact remains that he is mine and I'm his. We're going to get back together, I will make sure of it. We soon arrive at his place and while he drives to his deckhouse, I pack my car at a corner, seeing that I have to walk the
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian “Your bill is 2000 rub, sir.” The Cashier at the counter says in Russian to me as I nod, before reaching into my pocket to get my credit card. “Here.” I hand the card over to her, but her mind seems to be somewhere else as she keeps staring in a direction with flushed cheeks. “Miss,” I call this time in English waving my hand at her and that finally jolts her out of whatever trance that she is in. She's about to collect the card from me when she pauses and I stiffen as well, feeling a strong arm wrap around my shoulder. I literally turn rigid when the familiar scent hits me. Nikolai!! What's he doing here? I can't see his face as he stands behind me, his height slightly towering above me. He's standing so close to me that I can feel his…is this bastard hard? In public?? “Don't worry, I'll pay for my boyfriend.” He utters in Russian and a look of disappointment overshadows the cashier's face as she collects the black card from him. I'm too stunned to speak and my whole body
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian Jealousy stirs from within me as I ask, “How do you know that he is cheating? Did he bring a lady home?” I’ll murder Nikolai if he ever does that. However, a part of me believes that he will not do such a thing. He’s not so petty, Is he?“He didn’t bring a lady, dummy. I’ll pluck out her eyes even before she steps into our house. You and Nikolai’s relationship is the only one I will approve of.” I frown.“Then how do you know that he is cheating on me if he did not bring another girl home??” “Because Nikolai has been buying a lot of flowers lately. I’ve been watching him and he always leaves the house with flowers. Roses to be exact. I think he's going on a date with her.” Oh my God. I really want to start laughing at that very moment, but I don’t. That? I’m the one that he brings the flowers to.“He is not seeing another girl, Irina,’’ I state with a soft smile on my face.“How do you know that? Koyla has been doing this for over two weeks! Nonstop!!’’ She exclaims so loudly
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I meant it when I asked Nikolai to ‘STAY AWAY FROM ME!!’ And up till now, I still can't fathom what part of ‘stay away from me’ that he does not understand. Does he want me to say it in Russian and not English? Because I don't fucking get it! It's been two weeks. Two whole weeks of seeing flowers on my deck every morning with a note attached to it, with, ‘I’m very sorry, pretty boy.’ written on it or, ‘I miss you so much, Let's talk?’ ‘I acted out of it. I accept it. Can you just talk to me?’‘My bed is cold without you. I miss your warm kisses.’‘I need you. Not being with you hurts.’‘Can we talk? You know I'm not going to stop right?’‘I miss you. Forgive me.’‘I’m sorry. Fuck! I'm losing my mind without you by my side.’‘I have good news that I would love to share with you. Should I come over for dinner?’ He never misses a day and now, I'm getting tired of it. I don't know what to do with the flowers and I can't even ask him to stop, because I have no idea when he drops
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I heard footsteps. So I came to check it out. I would never have stepped out if I knew that it was Nikolai. But here I am, standing face to face with the bastard that broke my heart to pieces. “Don't come close!! What the fuck are you doing here?” I yell just when he's about to come near me. He is the last person I want to see right now. And my life has been very much peaceful since I left his place. Nothing here reminds me of Nikolai, unlike his house. “Adrian I-” His voice trails off and he looks taken aback. Well, he should. He is not expecting me to start shining my teeth at him the moment he appears at my doorstep, is he? I hope he's not. Not after what he did to me. “What are you doing here, Nikolai?” I ask in a low, composed voice. I'm angry, very pissed, at him and myself and it's taking everything within me not to lash out at him and throw him out of my house. How did he even know that I'm staying here? “Adrian, I came here to talk. Please calm down and hear me o
Dark obsessions Adrian
Nikolai “Any news?” One of my hands is on my steering wheel and the other one is holding my phone to my ear as I wait to hear the reports from Kuzma. “No, Boss.” I feel my heart sink at his reply. Three hours. Three hours of searching around for Adrian, and still there is no news of him. It's like he just disappeared into thin air. I've tried asking Irina if she knows where he went, since she helped in letting him leave, but she claimed that she knows nothing about his whereabouts, as she only helped him to leave because she couldn't watch him being in pain. Fuck! I messed up big time. He must have thought that I was coming home with Tatiana, that's why he left. Seeing he tore a tracker out of his skin, shows how intent he was on leaving me. And I caused everything. I caused this shit. I should have told him all my plans, maybe he wouldn't have left. “How? Have you checked everywhere? Other cities? Check other cities and do it fast!!” My car comes to a screech as I stop the car in
