"Before I used to ignore the fact that I hate silence. I thought it was just inborn phobia. But when I grew up I realized that I hate silence because it makes me feel that I am alone. I used to believe that I am a monster while everyone is a diamond. But in the end, I discovered that I am a diamond too it just saw myself as a monster to make others shine more. And I forgot that everyone is a monster too. Humans are monsters. Monsters in their own hell. We become monsters to also fight those monsters that keep us in darkness. Anxiety, depression, pressures, other people who made us feel not enough nor sh*t, those feelings that give us suffering inside. Those reasons make our shine gone. We're too drown in the ocean of pain, be stuck in the middle of chaos. Those give us the reasons to give up. Life is like a chessboard game you need to take risks to win
A/n - Hi! Thank you for reaching this part. I hope you learned something and enjoyed Ganther and Onyx's journey. Remember you are a diamond! Thank youuu once again!
"Here comes the prince." Hinarangan ni Jethro ang dinadaan ko kaya napahinto ako sa paglalakad papunta sa room namin.Tinignanmula ulo hanggang paa. At biglang ngumisi. He looked at me like I'm the most disgusting thing he saw in his entire life. I smile at him and start walking again but he pushed me with force. I felt the pain in my buttock. Narinig ko ang mga tawa sa paligid. Doon ko napansin na marami na palang nanonood sa’min. Typical scenes since I enrolled here."I don't like your smile, Ganther you are really a weirdo." Hindi ako sumagot. Tumayo ako na parang walang nangyari. Napaigta ako dahil sa sakit. But I ignored it. Sinubukan konglumakad para malayo sa kanila pero napatigil ako nang hawakan ako sa braso ng mga kasama ni Jethro."Not so fast. We'll have a party." After Jethro say that they dragged me somewhere. Hindi na ako nanlaban. Hinayaan ko silang hilahin ako. Hindi ko sasayangin ang lakas ko para sa kanila.H
Onyx Ollivander Faiz Leighton's Point of view"Babe ahh..." I smirked while sucking her neck. Leaving a mark on her soft skin. Ramdam ko ang paghawak nito sa ulo ko para mas lalong idiin ang mukha ko sa balat n'ya. I kissed her lips roughly. She kissed me back with the same tension. Girls will be always girls. Ilang haplos mo na bibigay na agad."Onyx!" I heard Tyren's voice behind. Damn! He always disturbingmy sexy time. Hindi ko ‘to pinansin at muling hinalikan ang babaeng nakaupo sa hita ko habangnakaharap s’ya sa‘kin."Ahh f*ck Onyx..." She moaned loudly when I cupped her breast and played with it."HEY LEIGHTON! MAMAYA NA YAN! COACH IS CALLING US." F*ck that old hag! Inis akong tumayo at tinulak ang babaeng kalampungan ko lang kanina."Babe!" I heard her hissed. But I didn't mind her. Irita kong binuksan ang cubicle door. Isang tagumpay na ngiti ang ibinigay sa‘kin ni Tyren.
Ganther Uries Neric Asuncion Point of view"Welcome home, young master." My butler greeted me as I went out to the car. Nginitian ko 'to na sinagot n'ya rin naman n'ya nang isang ngiti."Son," Isang mahigpit na yakap ang sumulubong sa 'kin sa pagpasok ko sa entrance ng mansion. From behind I saw my dad staring at me and to my mom with a blank expression. I give him smile that made his blank expression fade and change into terrified one. Mabilis itong tumalikod na parang walang nakita."How's your school son? May nanakit na naman ba sa 'yo?" She examined my body to check for bruises. Nasa library na kami."I'm fine mom," I said. "Besides, Kaiden and his friends are no longer studying at Alder.""I know. Kaiden killed himself. The others are imprison. They deserves that for hurting and made precious son's life, like a hell." Umiling ako at niyakap si mom. I always want her warm. Hinaplos nito ang pisngi ko. "Kulang pa '
Onyx Ollivander Faiz Leighton's Point of view"What happened at Adler's basketball players is kind of weird don't you think?" Tyren suddenly said. We are in our hideout. Kakatapos lang ngtrainingnamin."Dalawa sa player ang namatay, the rest are in prison." Hindi man lang inalis ni Bry ang tingin sa librong binabasa n'ya ngsabihin n'ya 'yon."Well, it's kind of really really weird. Parang domino effect ang nangyari sa kanila." Orion butt in. Kahit ako, nang narinig ko ang tungkol sa nangyari sa kanila. Naisip ko na parang may mali. Parang may foul play."Stop bothering yourselves about them." Ingos ko."Hindi ka man lang naawa sa kanila?" Biglang tanong ni Alex sakin."Why? Why do I should be pity on them? I don't even know them. We're not even friends. Sasayanging n'yo lang ang oras n'yo sa kanila." I scoffed. I received laughs from them. As if my words are too funny for
"Beware of the weakest, they can be wicked too."Ganther Uries Neric Asuncion's Point of view"Let go to the cafeteria kit." Yaya ko kay Kit. We are inside my dorm he fetches me for dinner tonight. His face turned pale after hearing what I'd said."Are you okay?" I asked him. Umiling ito."G-ganther, why we don't cook for dinner today? Pwede tayong pumuntang green building. It's a building for the students who wants to cook their own foods. Bawat room sa building na 'yon ay parang unit. D-doon na lang tayo. Pwede?" He almost plead. He's really a weakling."Why? I do want to see the cafeteria. Maybe next time. Please kit. I want to see it please," Napalunok muna ito bago malungkot na tumango. Sabay kaming lumabas ng dorm ko. Bawat hakbang namin naririnig ko ang buntong hininga ni Kit. Habang papalapit kami sa cafeteria ramdam na ramdam ko ang takot sa kanya. He's shivering. Kita sa mukha n'ya ang takot. Konting-konti na lan
Ganther Uries Neric Asuncion's Point of View I just bowed my head while walking to the corridors. Ramdam ko ang mga titig nila, na tila ba isa akong nakakadiring nilalang na hindi dapat napadpad sa lugar na'to. That's how the world revolving. People see your worth in just one gaze. Akala mo kung sino mga mataas pero ang totoo mas mababa pa sila sa mababa. "Ganther!" Kit tangle his arm to mine. He's panting and sweating. Gulong-gulo ang buhok nito, gusot ang damit. "B-bakit hindi mo ako hinintay? Hindi ba ang sabi ko sabay tayong papasok?" Umakto akong nakalimutan ko. I scrathed my nape and bow a little. "I-i'm sorry, nakalimutan ko, Kit." "It's okay let's go. Late na tayo." I nod at him. Hinila n'ya ako lang ako at nagpahila naman ako. I need him, so I need to keep him beside me. Pagdating namin sa tapat ng room. Humigpit ang hawak sa 'kin ni Kit. "Are you okay?" I asked him. He gave me a
Someone's Point of view"Ano nang gagawin na'tin? We've been waiting. Nauubos na oras na'tin." Halata sa boses nito ang pagkainip."Don't be so excited. Lalo na ngayong mukhang may magandang palabas ang mangyayari. Let just watch how that Ganther and Onyx ruined each other. Saka na tayo kumilos. Mapapatay rin na'tin ang mga Leighton na'yan gaya ng plano." Bakas na bakas sa mala anghel nitong mukha ang galit."Don't you like it? The people that you hate so much will be going to destroy each other?" A man beside me asked. As that person heard that a smirk appeared on the demon's lips. I grin at that thought. All of us are demons. Demons that hiding. Pero sisiguraduhin ko, mapapabagsak namin ang mga naghahari-harian sa impyernong 'to.
Ganther Uries Neric Asunion's Point of ViewTumingala ako sa langit. Today is Saturday no class. I usually stay inside my dorm when it's weekend. But today is different. I just found myself walking to the corridors until I reached our building's rooftop. Pinatay ko ang cellphone ko para hindi ako ma-contact ni Onyx. I'll deal with him soon, not now. I'm not in the mood to play with him."There's something wrong about you today..." I don't need to look for me to know who's that. I know that voice. I mentally grin, he's been avoiding me since the day I told him that I knew his secret."Why are you here, Kit? Bakit hindi mo ipagpatuloy ang pag-iwas mo?" Umiwas ito ng tingin saka naglakad papalapit sa pwesto ko. He sat down beside me."I don't know either, maybe I just use to your presence. Saka, I end up asking myself. Bakit ako iiwas? Wala ka namang ginagawa." I didn't reply to him. I just stared at the sky. Walang araw. It's gloomy. Parang
"Before I used to ignore the fact that I hate silence. I thought it was just inborn phobia. But when I grew up I realized that I hate silence because it makes me feel that I am alone. I used to believe that I am a monster while everyone is a diamond. But in the end, I discovered that I am a diamond too it just saw myself as a monster to make others shine more. And I forgot that everyone is a monster too. Humans are monsters. Monsters in their own hell. We become monsters to also fight those monsters that keep us in darkness. Anxiety, depression, pressures, other people who made us feel not enough nor sh*t, those feelings that give us suffering inside. Those reasons make our shine gone. We're too drown in the ocean of pain, be stuck in the middle of chaos. Those give us the reasons to give up. Life is like a chessboard game you need to take risks to win
"It's been a while..." I looked up to Kit when he suddenly uttered that. Nakakahilo ang ilaw sa paligid na tila sumasayaw. Isama pa ang ingay sa paligid. typically scenario in I just want to go home and cuddle with my son and husband but today is Kit's day so I need to bear it. Actually, Kit's party will be held tomorrow but he wants us to celebrate. Only the two of us."Yeah, we've been busy dealing in our life," I respond and took a gulp of my drink. Gumuhit ang pait at init nito sa lalamunan ko. He smiled at me. A smile filled with happiness."I'm going to get married, soon. Ganther." he showed his hand with a ring. I can't help but beam. Kit is my best friend. And I'm so happy knowing he'll be having his own ataraxia."Congratulation," I greet
Ganther Uries Leighton's Point of view I wake when my alarm clock rang. Mabilis kong pinatay 'to para hindi magising si Onyx. I'm about to stand up from bed when a strong arm snaked to my waist. Nilingon ko ito napatawa ako ng mahina nang makitang tulog ito. His forehead creased. I kissed his forehead before gently removing his arm to mine. Nang maalis ko ito pinayakap ko sa kan'ya ang unan ko bago lumabas ng kwarto namin. It's already past midnight. I went to the kitchen to get coffee. After kong magtimpla ng kape umakyat ulit ako para pumunta sa office ko. Pero dinaanan ko muna ang kwarto ng anak namin saka sinilip ito. I fix his blanket and kiss his temple before leaving. When I reached my office I put the coffee on the table and opened my laptop. I grab my glasses and started to type on my laptop. I recall everything I needed to put on the story, in every chapter. I stop when I felt uncomfortable. Sumakit na
Onyx Ollivander Faiz's Point of View"Ganther!" I called him. As soon as he turns his direction at me I press the camera. Because of the flash, he ended up closing his eyes which make me laugh. He looked at me with an annoyed expression that made me laugh more."Onyx! stop taking pictures." He hissed."Onyx? It should be baby right?" I asked while pouted. He glared at me. Damn! kailan ba ako masasanay sa talim n'yang tumingin."I love you..." He avoided my gaze. I smirk playfully when I saw his cheeks flushing. Lumapit ako sa kanya. I cupped his face and kissed his forehead making his face more redden."I love you, too. But baby, please stop taking pictures of me without telling me. It's epic." I nodded."Sure, now let's picture together." I wrapped my arm to his shoulder we both looked to the camera with smiles and contentment."Let get married?" Naramdaman ko ang paninigas n'ya. I looked at him with a serious expres
Ganther Uries Neric Asuncion's Point of ViewMy hands are shaking as I hold the tyrant color king chess piece that I give to Onyx before. Lalong lumakas ang iyak ko ng makita ang original na susi ng secret passage ng Leighton university. But now it has an engraved on it. That I'm sure it doesn't present before. I get these things from that black box."Ganther..." I read the words that were engraved. I just let my tears stream down. When I'm already calmed down. I just found myself driving toward the place that I never thought I'll back after the bloody encounter I'd have at that place.The place I used to call hell because everyone is demons inside. Madalim na pero kitang-kita ang laki ng lugar. Dahan-dahan kong nilagay ang susi sa pinto. I heard a click from inside. Nanginginig ang kamay kong tinulak ang pinto. Madilim na library ang sumalubong sa'kin. Gano'n na gano'n parin ang itsura ng library.Leighton University closed the same day
6 years later...Ganther Uries Neric Asuncion's Point of View"Dang, Kuya. Did you see the article about you?" I took a sip of my coffee."About what this time?" Sumimangot 'to."You need social media. Article about your voluntary mission at Lesotho you know your campaign for suicide. Madami na naman ang humanga sa'yo.""Misha, stop drowning yourself on the internet to read those kinds of articles. Just do your best studying law." She pouted."Tell me, Kuya. What did you do?""Do what?""Graduating at medical school in just 4 years of studying. Instead of ten or more years. I want to study fast like yours." I facepalm at her. I poke her forehead that made her frown more."It's because I'm smarter than you.""What are you doing two?" Dad asked as he sat down in his seat. Her wife also sat. Mama Mira. She smiles at me so I did the same."Kuya Ganther is bullying me,
"He who is drowning in pain find lights to embrace life..."Ganther Uries Neric Asuncion's Point of ViewI open my eyes and stared blankly at the ceiling. I can hear the ECG machine beeping. I slowly removed the oxygen mask. The door opens. Nurse's eyes went wide when she saw me. She immediately called the doctor.The doctor rushes over me and checks me. I can see Kit and others outside crying but they're smiling. Relief is shining in their eyes."Tell me, Ganther may masakit ba sa'yo?" Umiling ako ng tanungin 'yon ng doctor. He smiled. Before leaving and talk to them. I was left staring at the ceiling. Wondering why I'm still alive."Son...""W-why I'm still alive? Is this your punishment?""No, son. I don't want you to suffer like this. Kahit hindi ko man pinakita I love you. You're my son. My flesh my blood.""Aanhin ko yang pagmamahal
WARNING: SUICIDE AHEAD (Triggering topic. Don't read it if you can't handle too much emotion and suicide attempt. Just proceed to the next chapter.)"Life is beautiful for people who saw its positive side but he who sees life as nothing but darkness chooses to slowly let go of his thread of life..."Ganther Uries Neric Asuncion's Point of viewDarkness... Since I was young my life revolves in dark. Being a monster to their life. I was young when I understand human nature. Not everyone is righteous because no one, even the kindest people have their own dark thoughts. Humans are capable of doing unexpected things. Especially when your life drives you to be and the people around you dragged you to be someone you never imagine to be.There are four types of humans on earth.First, the kind person who has love, care, and affection.Second, the weak one is who is afraid of ris
"He who lost everything feels nothing..."Ganther Uries Neric Asuncion's Point of viewMy eyes still shut down. But I can hear the beeps of the monitor near where I'm lying. My body is aching. Especially my right leg where I was stabbed and also my abdomen. My body really shuts down due to tiredness."G-ganther, I'm sorry baby. I need to go somewhere. I love you." I know that voice it's Onyx. His voice was weak and I know his condition was more severe than mine.I wanted to open my eyes pero sobrang bigat ng talukap ng mga mata ko. Ramdam ko ang malambot na bagay na dumapo sa labi ko at sa noo ko. And that's the last words I heard from him."O-onyx..." I whispered. I slowly open my eyes and the white plain ceiling is the first one I saw."He's awake..." Napalingon ako it' Kit and others. They gathered in front of me. Nakangiti sila but somethin