ASHER **There was a knock on the door, and I sprang off the bed and landed on the ground on my butt.Ouch.I've been so high on alert all night, the fear of someone catching us couldn't even let me enjoy sleeping with the man I've been dreaming about for weeks.The knock went on again.I used the remote to open the door and the doctor came in."Hi, Good morning, did I wake you up?", he asked."Yeah kinda, it's no biggie"."How did Mr Greenwood sleep?", he asked looking at him, he was still sleeping."Good good", I said looking at him.Of course it was good "I'm guessing the drugs had a good effect on him, he'll be fine, let me know when he's awake ok? so we can do a routine check up on him", he said."Yes I will", I said.Immediately the door closed, Sebastian rolled and opened his eyes."You could have broken your bone you know?", he asked."You were awake?"."Since 6am, my body system was built that way, no matter whatever medication I'm on, I'll wake up by 6"."Why didn't you j
SEBASTIAN **There's this feeling I get whenever Asher is around. Feeling of peace and I honestly can't even explain it.Sometimes we don't even need to talk or even have any physical contact, his presence in the room is enough to keep me calm.He's charming, he's sweet, he's caring. Ever since the incident that day he hasn't left my sight for a minute. I know he's my bodyguard and it's like his job or whatever, but he's over protective and it's so cute. I've been at home throughout the week and he's been there all through it.I don't know what to say but I'm really really falling for this man.Man, that's the problem, he's a man. A fucken man.I can't keep stringing him along like this, it's not fair to him either.I like him, I love being around him, I love everything about him, but I can't be with him.Who the fuck Is going to rate me if I tell them I want to be with My bodyguard? build a future with him? no that's messed up It's so wrong in everyway but it feels so right.I g
ASHER**Mr Greenwood is stressed again. Yes it got worse when his Dad came to visit the company.He found fault in Everything including the garbage can. I'm surprised that the company he sold over 260 cars in 3 months. And one of the car is like over a $1 million. So that's like over $260 million dollar in 3 months, that's a lot of money. I think he's just stressed about him dying, I'd be loosing my mind too if I knew I was dying and I was leaving my multi million dollar company behind.Mr Greenwood is back to cranky mood. But surprisingly not with me. He could be yelling at someone on minute and he's talking to me very normally.And the good thing about this one is that he's not taking any alcohol.Lucy sat on my table and sighed exhausted."I need a week off in Maldives", she cried.I chuckled, "That stressed?", I asked."Oh my God you have no idea. We're trying to make 260 sales before the end of the month, Mr Timothy is so out of control, like it's the highest level of advertis
ASHER**Sebastian seriously didn't leave that couch until Timothy and Anthony came back."How did it go?", he asked."It went well, they said they wish you speedy recovery and will still like to have a one on one meeting with you in person before they make in any investment", Timothy said."It went well because I was there, I handled things perfectly well", Anthony stated.Timothy scoffed."So it's true you passed out today? you can't handle a little bit pressure from Dad and you want to run this company?", Anthony said."You should try running this place for 24 hours and see if they don't drag your corpse out", Sebastian replied."The only thing they will be dragging is you out of here"."Alright alright you two that's enough, Asher please take him home, I've already informed the Driver, he's waiting for you. Take good care of him and make sure he doesn't leave the house until Monday for any reason. And he's not working too. We'll handle things from here, the company won't crash or
There's this very obvious sexual tension between us and I don't think I have enough self control in me to ignore it.And Sebastian is messing with me deliberately, he knows exactly what he's doing.Cuz tell me why he tells me to watch him swim, and when I ask why he says something about Incase he drowns, like his first time swimming!He just wants to seduce me, it's so obvious. Why? I don't know, sometimes I want to ask him about that night, I really want to talk about it, but I just don't think he wants to. And right now he's teasing me, and I don't think I have the ability to hold myself any longer.I was sitting under the sun, he came to sit beside me."How's life Asher?", he asked a very surprising question."What?"."How's life treating you? I mean you know my story, I don't know yours, what made a handsome and smart man like you choose to become a bodyguard".People ask me this a lot, honestly it's hard telling them the whole story so I Just tell them I need extra money.I talke
ASHER * * It was Sunday evening, precisely 9:15. Sebastian was to resume work tomorrow, it was nice spending time with him, but he was my boss and I was going to keep things professional with him. He called me to his room to help him with something on the top shelf, if we're being honest, I'm kinda like 6'3, not to brag or anything. It was a jewelry box. It was a gift from the Berkeley hills family and he wanted to wear it to the meeting with them tomorrow. "Help me put it on", he said handing me the silver necklace. He turned around and I put the necklace around his neck and helped him wear it. The initial "BH", was the pendant. He turned around, inches close to my face. Oh God no no no, Asher focus, Asher focus, Asher focus!! "Asher what are we doing?", he asked in a whisper. "Hm?", I was suddenly unable to move my mouth anyone. "What are we doing to ourselves?", he asked moving forward, I started moving backwards until my back hit the wall. "I don't know, I should a
ASHER**I went back to my room by 4am, two hours after we were done and exhausted and Sebastian had gone to sleep. I had emptied my entire nut sack and I don't think I'd be doing anything of such for a week, hell maybe even a year.I laid on my bed facing the ceiling. I had the best night of my life, in the morning everything could change for the worse, I might even loose my job but at least I could live with those memories.My small smile creeped on my face as I remembered the way he desperately begged me last night. Everything that came out of his mouth was something I would give my life to here every single moment..Well, I'm glad I've gotten that out of my systems, we may probably never talk again but at least I got what I wanted, right?It was just the sex, right? nothing more or less, right? Right?Wrong, it wasn't, it was him.I wasn't fucking him yesterday, we were literally making love. Damn the way he looked at me, the way he kissed me, I can't get it out of my head.I s
SEBASTIAN **At around 6:45 pm, there was a knock on my room door, I already knew who it was."Come in", I said."Hi, Good evening", he said.Damn, this guy wrecked me last night, I still haven't recovered. I went wild, a wild I have never gotten in my life.For a second last night I agreed that loosing my company because of him isn't such a terrible idea.I smiled, "How's my mom?", I asked."She's so grateful for what you did for her, she's dying to meet you. She really is", I told him."I'm glad she is", I said.He moved closer to me and I pulled him to the bed, he landed on my legs, our faces inches away from each other."So, you wanted to talk", he stated.I signed and rolled my eyes, "Kissing would have been preferable but fine", I said."Okay, ask all the questions you want, load it on me", I said."The other night you were drunk, we made out, you sucked my dick and then the next day you acted like I didn't exist, you clearly pushed me away. I assumed you didn't want that to h
It's been 3 days since I found out that Timothy's mother's name is Michelle. I've done my diggings and it was true. But the thing is, what if it was Just a coincidence? what if it was all in my head? I mean, Sebastian did say that his mother's name was Michelle too, what if they just bared similar names? I was loosing my mind again, I know I made a promise to myself and I said that I wasn't going to dig into any of it again, but here I am again. I was waiting for Sebastian to close off from work in my office, normally I would have loved to go and keep him company but the last time that happened I almost couldn't walk again so no thank you. Then I got an email notification. It was from the company I applied for a cyber security course, I got in!!!! I read that email 9 times to be sure I was seeing well. Funniest thing is that I had given up on it already cuz the first 4 lists were out and I didn't get in. The last list was usually based off on people who had connections an
ASHER **I've been unable to walk properly for the past two days, Sebastian is a monster!!!and you know the most annoying part of all this? he's literally laughing at me!!"Awwn babe, I'm sorry, don't get mad", and then proceeds to Burst into another round of mockery laughter.I will so get back at him. Today I was getting my clothes from the Laundry when Sebastian called for me.I came into the living room, and guess who was sitting there?My fucken bastard father!!I looked at Sebastian."Look he came here without me knowing, I'm sorry, if you don't want to just say the word and he'll be gone, I promise", he said.I stared at the bastard, trying so hard to swallow the hate."What is it?", I asked him.Sebastian excused himself and went into the kitchen."I ..I came here to see you"."Yeah I can see that, why?", I asked.He sighed, "Asher I need you to believe me when I say this but I've changed, I really really have, I'm not that man from years ago, I swear ".I shook my head, "
ASHER * * It's funny how things are slowly going back to normal I guess. I haven't seen it heard from my bastard father, and I haven't even asked Sebastian about him. I go to my mom's grave everyday at lunch break and I talk to her, it feels really good, would have been better if she responded but, it feels good too. I've abandoned looking for my brother, I'm more invested in building myself now. I've applied for a two years degree in Cyber security, I think that's what I wanna do with my life now, besides it'll work better with my current job. Haven't told Sebastian about it yet, I just want to get in first. If I do get the school offer, I'll be working part-time and I'll move out. I don't know how our relationship is going to go or be like in the next couple of years or even months but, I want to get my life back together. Today Sebastian was working late, really really late. Timothy had gone home an hour ago and he was still there, he was the last person around along with th
ASHER * * I stood in front of Mr Greenwood's office for 10 minutes straight struggling between knocking and walking away. I was gonna apologize for everything. We were probably gonna end everything, I deserved it honestly. I sighed and knocked. "Come in", he said. I exhaled and with shaky hands I opened the door. He looked up, his face, I couldn't explain his expression. He stood up, "Asher", he said. "Wait before you say anything, just hear me out please. I know I've lost my job here already, I know I've messed up so badly, I'm genuinely sorry for taking you for granted, for taking the privilege you gave me for granted, I'm sorry for ruining whatever we had, I'm sorry for ghosting you and for being a terrible person. These past few days have been the worse but that's no excuse for what I've done and I'm sorry I -". He didn't let you finish, he pulled me into a hug. Okay that was definitely not what I saw coming. It took a while before I hugged him back. "You scared th
ASHER * * I've probably lost my job, hell I have lost my job. Haven't been home in 3 days, switched my phone off so I was unreachable. I was filled with so much negative emotions, I can't even believe the thought of murder comes to my mind once in a while. Right now I wasn't Asher, I was a different person, and there was no way I was gonna be this person in front of Sebastian, I've ruined our relationship already, nothing was ever going to be the same way now. But I had a life to put together, so yeah I was gonna have to put that aside. I walked into a very familiar health care center. For the first time I didn't feel that knot in my stomach or the will to cry or breakdown emotionally, I had just one will; Find my brother. Who cares if I ruin a happy family? I don't. "Mrs Belinda", I told Rose coldly. "Good to see you too", she said noticing how off I was. "Tell her I want to see her", I said. "Uhm, okay", she said and then left and came back minutes later. "She's availa
"I was just talking to my new friend", the little boy said."You can talk to him later okay? it's cold, go inside and I'll meet you in a minute", he said and the little boy jogged away leaving me alone with him."So... you leave us and marry a rich woman and you're living the life right?", I asked him."Asher, Asher I'm sorry, I'm sorry for -""What the fuck are you apologizing for? you think I'm here cuz I wanted a fucken apology? you think you're fucken apologize is gonna fix anything?", I asked my voice rising."Please please keep your voice down", he begged."Why? so your perfect wife won't know you had a fucken family that you stole from and abandoned. The one who allegedly died in an accident?", I yelled."Asher I promise you, I was in a bad place that time, I was a terrible father, I really was and I'm sorry, I promise you I'm changed, I'm not that man from years ago , I'm so sorry I was the way I was, I'm sorry for being toxic and I know that nothing I can do can change the pa
I spent the last 20 minutes listen to Georgia talk about her and her supposed perfect family and how the bastard is the perfect husband. I was boiling, boiling so badly but I had to keep my cool because this was Sebastian's client too, I can't ruin this for him."So tell me, how did you meet Mr Peterson?", Sebastian asked."Oh we met at a Charity banquet in LA, it was like love at first sight, he recently moved there after he had lost his wife and son-"I coughed, so loudly it interrupted her.I apologized and she continued. You could see the bastards hands shaking, visibly shaking."You lost your first wife? I'm so sorry about that, what happened?", Sebastian asked, he knew what he was doing; torturing him with his own words."We were married for two, she had an accident and died with my son ", he said."My condolences ", Sebastian said."Thank you"."Guess everything works for good, would have never met him and have the best husband ever", she said so cheerful."Your bodyguard shoul
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in and then released it.Then I went to the floor and picked up the files and dropped them on Sebastian's table."Asher", the bastard man who is to be called my father called me."Excuse me sir", I said to Sebastian and tried to leave.The bastard man pulled my hands Oh God help me not to snap and kill somebody today."Asher it's me, it's your Dad", he said.I looked at him dead in the eyes "I don't want to jail for murder or attempted murder or manslaughter, so please take your hands off me", I said in the most calm voice as possible."What are you talking about? it's me, it's your Dad", he said again like I didn't hear him the first time."I do not have a father", I said and walked out of the office, far far away from them.I went to Lucy's office, she was packing up."Hey what's up?", she asked."My father's in Mr Greenwood's office", I said trying to calm myself down."Your father?", she asked shocked."Yes"."Wait, the motherfucker that r
"Just so you know, you scream a lot and you're loud as fuck".He chuckled,"I don't care, I want you"."Wear your clothes back on Mr Greenwood, and go and be with your friends, you can come back when they're gone", I was going to the bathroom to clean up.I came back and he was still lying down there. "Sebastian", I said tapping him but he looked sleepy."Can you turn off the lights and come sleep with me, please?".I so love his drunk state, he's so cute and vulnerable."What if they -"."I really don't care right now, come on, I want to cuddle", he said.I can't believe I'm more concerned about him getting caught and I'm the one that's out of the closet.I went to kill the lights and then went to him and laid beside him, cuddling him into a spoon, I wrapped the duvet over his nude body. His body suddenly relaxed. "I want to show you off so bad", he mumbled sleepy."You don't have to, I like this, it's peaceful", I said.Maybe that was a little bit of a lie. But it had to be the tr