ASHER**I went back to my room by 4am, two hours after we were done and exhausted and Sebastian had gone to sleep. I had emptied my entire nut sack and I don't think I'd be doing anything of such for a week, hell maybe even a year.I laid on my bed facing the ceiling. I had the best night of my life, in the morning everything could change for the worse, I might even loose my job but at least I could live with those memories.My small smile creeped on my face as I remembered the way he desperately begged me last night. Everything that came out of his mouth was something I would give my life to here every single moment..Well, I'm glad I've gotten that out of my systems, we may probably never talk again but at least I got what I wanted, right?It was just the sex, right? nothing more or less, right? Right?Wrong, it wasn't, it was him.I wasn't fucking him yesterday, we were literally making love. Damn the way he looked at me, the way he kissed me, I can't get it out of my head.I s
SEBASTIAN **At around 6:45 pm, there was a knock on my room door, I already knew who it was."Come in", I said."Hi, Good evening", he said.Damn, this guy wrecked me last night, I still haven't recovered. I went wild, a wild I have never gotten in my life.For a second last night I agreed that loosing my company because of him isn't such a terrible idea.I smiled, "How's my mom?", I asked."She's so grateful for what you did for her, she's dying to meet you. She really is", I told him."I'm glad she is", I said.He moved closer to me and I pulled him to the bed, he landed on my legs, our faces inches away from each other."So, you wanted to talk", he stated.I signed and rolled my eyes, "Kissing would have been preferable but fine", I said."Okay, ask all the questions you want, load it on me", I said."The other night you were drunk, we made out, you sucked my dick and then the next day you acted like I didn't exist, you clearly pushed me away. I assumed you didn't want that to h
I flew to London the next week to meet Rebecca's parents. And now I know why she's scared as hell. My Dad isn't even thia terrible honestly.They're very strict religious people, hell we said prayers ten times before doing anything. How did this girl even have the chance to become a Lesbian?They didn't like me when I came in if we're being honest. I had tattoos and piercings, what do you expect from people that religious?But like every other human, they were easily bought, too easily bought. All I did was drop an expensive fruit wine and a couple of hundred dollar bills on the table and they loved me already and were already talking about the wedding.After a long outrageous day of talking to them, I went outside to catch some fresh air. Asher didn't join me, I asked him not too. Not because I had any issue or whatever. I just needed space, it's really really hard to concentrate when he's around me and I don't want to fumble things with Rebecca's parents."You definitely hate your
A smile spread across my face when I saw Asher waiting for me at my car when I landed at the airport. Timothy got out of the car, "Look whose back from seeing his in laws", he teased. "Never again", I mumbled and I went to give him a hug. "Hello Rebecca", Tim said. "Hi Timothy, I'm exhausted", she said going into the car. Asher and I shared a brief 5 seconds glance like we weren't going to tear ourselves apart whenever we get out of this place. "How was London?", Timothy asked as we all got into the car and drove off. "The place, good, her people? terrible", I said. We had a small conversation and then we reached Rebecca's house. "Text me when you settle down okay?", I said. "Beatrice probably wouldn't give me a chance to but okay, byee", she said and waved us off. We headed straight to the office, no time for breaks here. I've already wasted four days of my life. Immediately I got to the office, I went straight to my office and Stephanie and Valerie were there. "Where's
I Laid in Asher's chest drawing circles all over them. I've never felt so... alive and free and me. It happens everytime I'm with him. "I'm waiting for you to fall asleep so I can go back to my room", he said. "Why do you want to go back, don't you want to spend the night with me?", I asked. "Of course I do, it's just sometimes the house keeper could come in a bit early, or Timothy or someone else and I don't want them seeing me here or leaving your room half naked or something". I rubbed his cheek, "I really want to show you off", I said. He kissed my forehead, "Take your time, no rush", he said attempting to stand up, I pulled him back to the bed. "Spend the night with me, please? ". He sighed loudly,"You know I can't resist that face", he mumbled. I smiled. Regardless of the fact that we were hooking up, Asher hasn't crossed a line for a minute. He still acts like my bodyguard, gives me the same respect he always do... Well except when we're in bed because, he
Dad's in the office today, fucken hell why didn't Timothy tell me. I walked into my office and sighed. "Good morning Dad" "It's 10 am", he stated. "Yeah, I just got back from London yesterday, headed straight from the airport to work to prep things for today, stayed back till 8pm before I got back, I'm human and I'm tired", I stated getting comfortable on the couch. He looked at Anthony, "How's things going on your side?". "Dad, keep it in mind that people only buy spare parts if the cars are bad, they have accidents or issues. And nobody is gonna buy a GWM for 200 million dollars and crash it or not keep it well to buy spare parts. Plus the production is good. We don't record spare parts sales everyday but we make good sales when we do", He stated. My Dad looked at Timothy, "Well?'. "We took your advice and started pushing on products on people, did more adverts, Got more brand ambassadors and models to do it and our sales increased this month to 234 cars as of this mornin
She looked at me so confused. "Could you guys please wait for me downstairs I'll be down in a minute", she said. They did, leaving the both of us there. She took her robe and wrapped it around herself and then got a bottle of water from the fridge.. "What?", she asked. "We need to talk", I said. "About what? I thought you had a fucken restraining order on me?", she asked. I passed her my phone, "That's been removed", I stated. She looked confused, "And why the fuck will you do that?". "Because I need you to do something for me, something I don't think you'd want to do". She chuckled," So you know I won't do it but you still had the balls to come here". "Because I think I can convince you". "What is it? your Lesbian fiancee doesn't want you anymore? so you want me to keep up with the fake marriage? I'll have you know that I'm not interested in being your -". "What? no of course not, we're never getting back together ", I stated. Her face folded into a disgusted frown. "R
ASHER * * I know what I'm suggesting is crazy but, I just really want to help. "What? no Veronica wants me unfortunately". "She doesn't, trust me. She's just looking for a way to mess with you for messing with her, I told this already, she's going to give a silly term that's obviously going to stress you. And I'm still sexually attracted to woman ... just you more", I stated. A small smile appeared on his face "She hates you, remember? she's not gonna want to ". "It's sex , the only reason she was with me in the first place was sex, just that only, why do you think she still came back to me every single time? ". "Plus ", I leaned in, "You can testify I am good ", I said and a smirk on my face. "I don't want you to fuck Veronica, I'm going to be jealous ", he mumbled playing with my tie. For a second there, I almost forgot we're at work. I gave him a reasonable distance and she chuckled. "Sorry, work ethics ", he said. "I'm not fucking her, I promise, I just know what t
It's been 3 days since I found out that Timothy's mother's name is Michelle. I've done my diggings and it was true. But the thing is, what if it was Just a coincidence? what if it was all in my head? I mean, Sebastian did say that his mother's name was Michelle too, what if they just bared similar names? I was loosing my mind again, I know I made a promise to myself and I said that I wasn't going to dig into any of it again, but here I am again. I was waiting for Sebastian to close off from work in my office, normally I would have loved to go and keep him company but the last time that happened I almost couldn't walk again so no thank you. Then I got an email notification. It was from the company I applied for a cyber security course, I got in!!!! I read that email 9 times to be sure I was seeing well. Funniest thing is that I had given up on it already cuz the first 4 lists were out and I didn't get in. The last list was usually based off on people who had connections an
ASHER **I've been unable to walk properly for the past two days, Sebastian is a monster!!!and you know the most annoying part of all this? he's literally laughing at me!!"Awwn babe, I'm sorry, don't get mad", and then proceeds to Burst into another round of mockery laughter.I will so get back at him. Today I was getting my clothes from the Laundry when Sebastian called for me.I came into the living room, and guess who was sitting there?My fucken bastard father!!I looked at Sebastian."Look he came here without me knowing, I'm sorry, if you don't want to just say the word and he'll be gone, I promise", he said.I stared at the bastard, trying so hard to swallow the hate."What is it?", I asked him.Sebastian excused himself and went into the kitchen."I ..I came here to see you"."Yeah I can see that, why?", I asked.He sighed, "Asher I need you to believe me when I say this but I've changed, I really really have, I'm not that man from years ago, I swear ".I shook my head, "
ASHER * * It's funny how things are slowly going back to normal I guess. I haven't seen it heard from my bastard father, and I haven't even asked Sebastian about him. I go to my mom's grave everyday at lunch break and I talk to her, it feels really good, would have been better if she responded but, it feels good too. I've abandoned looking for my brother, I'm more invested in building myself now. I've applied for a two years degree in Cyber security, I think that's what I wanna do with my life now, besides it'll work better with my current job. Haven't told Sebastian about it yet, I just want to get in first. If I do get the school offer, I'll be working part-time and I'll move out. I don't know how our relationship is going to go or be like in the next couple of years or even months but, I want to get my life back together. Today Sebastian was working late, really really late. Timothy had gone home an hour ago and he was still there, he was the last person around along with th
ASHER * * I stood in front of Mr Greenwood's office for 10 minutes straight struggling between knocking and walking away. I was gonna apologize for everything. We were probably gonna end everything, I deserved it honestly. I sighed and knocked. "Come in", he said. I exhaled and with shaky hands I opened the door. He looked up, his face, I couldn't explain his expression. He stood up, "Asher", he said. "Wait before you say anything, just hear me out please. I know I've lost my job here already, I know I've messed up so badly, I'm genuinely sorry for taking you for granted, for taking the privilege you gave me for granted, I'm sorry for ruining whatever we had, I'm sorry for ghosting you and for being a terrible person. These past few days have been the worse but that's no excuse for what I've done and I'm sorry I -". He didn't let you finish, he pulled me into a hug. Okay that was definitely not what I saw coming. It took a while before I hugged him back. "You scared th
ASHER * * I've probably lost my job, hell I have lost my job. Haven't been home in 3 days, switched my phone off so I was unreachable. I was filled with so much negative emotions, I can't even believe the thought of murder comes to my mind once in a while. Right now I wasn't Asher, I was a different person, and there was no way I was gonna be this person in front of Sebastian, I've ruined our relationship already, nothing was ever going to be the same way now. But I had a life to put together, so yeah I was gonna have to put that aside. I walked into a very familiar health care center. For the first time I didn't feel that knot in my stomach or the will to cry or breakdown emotionally, I had just one will; Find my brother. Who cares if I ruin a happy family? I don't. "Mrs Belinda", I told Rose coldly. "Good to see you too", she said noticing how off I was. "Tell her I want to see her", I said. "Uhm, okay", she said and then left and came back minutes later. "She's availa
"I was just talking to my new friend", the little boy said."You can talk to him later okay? it's cold, go inside and I'll meet you in a minute", he said and the little boy jogged away leaving me alone with him."So... you leave us and marry a rich woman and you're living the life right?", I asked him."Asher, Asher I'm sorry, I'm sorry for -""What the fuck are you apologizing for? you think I'm here cuz I wanted a fucken apology? you think you're fucken apologize is gonna fix anything?", I asked my voice rising."Please please keep your voice down", he begged."Why? so your perfect wife won't know you had a fucken family that you stole from and abandoned. The one who allegedly died in an accident?", I yelled."Asher I promise you, I was in a bad place that time, I was a terrible father, I really was and I'm sorry, I promise you I'm changed, I'm not that man from years ago , I'm so sorry I was the way I was, I'm sorry for being toxic and I know that nothing I can do can change the pa
I spent the last 20 minutes listen to Georgia talk about her and her supposed perfect family and how the bastard is the perfect husband. I was boiling, boiling so badly but I had to keep my cool because this was Sebastian's client too, I can't ruin this for him."So tell me, how did you meet Mr Peterson?", Sebastian asked."Oh we met at a Charity banquet in LA, it was like love at first sight, he recently moved there after he had lost his wife and son-"I coughed, so loudly it interrupted her.I apologized and she continued. You could see the bastards hands shaking, visibly shaking."You lost your first wife? I'm so sorry about that, what happened?", Sebastian asked, he knew what he was doing; torturing him with his own words."We were married for two, she had an accident and died with my son ", he said."My condolences ", Sebastian said."Thank you"."Guess everything works for good, would have never met him and have the best husband ever", she said so cheerful."Your bodyguard shoul
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in and then released it.Then I went to the floor and picked up the files and dropped them on Sebastian's table."Asher", the bastard man who is to be called my father called me."Excuse me sir", I said to Sebastian and tried to leave.The bastard man pulled my hands Oh God help me not to snap and kill somebody today."Asher it's me, it's your Dad", he said.I looked at him dead in the eyes "I don't want to jail for murder or attempted murder or manslaughter, so please take your hands off me", I said in the most calm voice as possible."What are you talking about? it's me, it's your Dad", he said again like I didn't hear him the first time."I do not have a father", I said and walked out of the office, far far away from them.I went to Lucy's office, she was packing up."Hey what's up?", she asked."My father's in Mr Greenwood's office", I said trying to calm myself down."Your father?", she asked shocked."Yes"."Wait, the motherfucker that r
"Just so you know, you scream a lot and you're loud as fuck".He chuckled,"I don't care, I want you"."Wear your clothes back on Mr Greenwood, and go and be with your friends, you can come back when they're gone", I was going to the bathroom to clean up.I came back and he was still lying down there. "Sebastian", I said tapping him but he looked sleepy."Can you turn off the lights and come sleep with me, please?".I so love his drunk state, he's so cute and vulnerable."What if they -"."I really don't care right now, come on, I want to cuddle", he said.I can't believe I'm more concerned about him getting caught and I'm the one that's out of the closet.I went to kill the lights and then went to him and laid beside him, cuddling him into a spoon, I wrapped the duvet over his nude body. His body suddenly relaxed. "I want to show you off so bad", he mumbled sleepy."You don't have to, I like this, it's peaceful", I said.Maybe that was a little bit of a lie. But it had to be the tr