ASHER * * I know what I'm suggesting is crazy but, I just really want to help. "What? no Veronica wants me unfortunately". "She doesn't, trust me. She's just looking for a way to mess with you for messing with her, I told this already, she's going to give a silly term that's obviously going to stress you. And I'm still sexually attracted to woman ... just you more", I stated. A small smile appeared on his face "She hates you, remember? she's not gonna want to ". "It's sex , the only reason she was with me in the first place was sex, just that only, why do you think she still came back to me every single time? ". "Plus ", I leaned in, "You can testify I am good ", I said and a smirk on my face. "I don't want you to fuck Veronica, I'm going to be jealous ", he mumbled playing with my tie. For a second there, I almost forgot we're at work. I gave him a reasonable distance and she chuckled. "Sorry, work ethics ", he said. "I'm not fucking her, I promise, I just know what t
SEBASTIAN * * My hands were shaking when I watched the entire thing happen. It just occurred to me that Asher didn't just have that effect on me, he had it on everybody, including Veronica! Veronica hates Asher, she blamed him for everything falling apart, she chased him out of his house and the moment he told her to sit she did without asking? He had this sexual control, he did. It's like he's a Dom and everyone else is a Sub. I'm beginning to rethink a lot of things. What if I don't really like him? what if I just like what he does to me? the whole feeling and everything? what if this whole gay thing is just a phase? Veronica obeyed every single thing he asked her to do,she was literally begging him to touch her. Veronica? Veronica Starfox? This whole thing could just be Sex, it could be. I had to go out that night, I didn't want to speak to him at that moment. Sorry but I was jealous, and confused. Jealous that he had that effect on other people, and I thought it was
ASHER. * * Veronica agreed to do it, that's supposed to call for a fucken celebration right? right??? So tell me why Sebastian's distant and cold again. I have thought of everything possible I can think of. Everything humanly possible to think of but nothing, nothing at all. He's just different now. I'm gonna assume he's tired or weak or something, I don't know. We went to the studio at the basement today to check out the progress she was making with the shoots. Y'all I was wrong, one GWM cost about 200 million dollars and I was actually thinking it was like a million only. She was taking poses and pictures. When Sebastian came in they stopped. "Veronica we need to talk", he mumbled. She took off her heels and went to talk to him "Is he okay?", Timothy asked standing beside me. I shrugged, "I don't know, he's been like that all week". "Yeah I noticed, by the way I never asked, how the fuck did you pull that off with Veronica? like... Veronica?". I shrugged, "I don't k
I hate that I'm jealous, I really do. But you should see the effect Asher has on Veronica, you'll get it. I'm scared at this point if I'm still here because of he has that same effect on me too. I have successfully avoided him for 16 days, I can see him trying so hard to understand but he won't, I won't even bother explaining to him that I'm jealous and sad and overthinking things. It was Saturday evening. We had finished from work and I was tired and stressed out and decided to go and have a good time with my friends, I invited Veronica too. Asher stood outside the door for some reasons, I don't know but I think it was a lot better, so we don't have to look at each other like that. I need space from him. Everyone was drunk and hour later and started leaving to get a room until it was just Rebecca and I. I wasn't too drunk cuz I didn't have a lot to drink, but she was. "I Miss Beatrice", she mumbled, laying on my legs. "Where is she?", I asked. "She went to Canada
"I'm confused".I rubbed my head and took off my shoes and socks ."I know I said I was fine with the entire Veronica thing, but I mean, I'm confused. So Goddamn confused. I thought she hated you? I mean . I saw the one you controlled her, with words, just words. Veronica could agree to be called a Slut?"."It's just for sex, it's nothing so serious"."Exactly! exactly my point, Asher you had that same effect on me, you do and I'm here thinking, what if it's just the sex, what if I'm just confused and not even gay , what if this is all a Goodman phase".He looked stressed, "You said you had your first guy crush in College, that wasn't me, and you guys definitely didn't have sex"."That's not the point"."So what is because I'm confused"."Asher, I don't know if anyone has told you this before, but you act like a fucken Dom, consciously, unconsciously, I don't know. But you do, and you have this effect on people, I saw it on Veronica and it's happening to me, you have the ability to co
Your heart wants something, maybe even your mind too and definitely your body, but you just can't have it, because it is so wrong in everyway.I've really hurt Asher, I know I have. And it's worse because I'm always the one making the moves on him, leading him on and now he likes me and I've told him I don't want this anymore.Everything had suddenly gone back to normal, he's definitely my bodyguard now, we don't talk unless it's work related or necessary, he doesn't even look me in the eyes anymore. It's like we're just strangers again.Well it's best this way.I had a dinner with Rebecca and some reasons, she was not responding to my calls. I decided to go and see her at her house, maybe she was sick or something.I rang the doorbell and it was Beatrice.She rolled her eyes, "You again, here to take my wife away from me", she groaned."Only for a couple of hours", I said."Get your ass inside", she said and I did."Where is she?"."Room", she said strolling into the kitchen.I went
I breezed into the Charity banquet by 9:15 pm. It was like everyone was waiting for me. No they weren't waiting for me, they were waiting for my donation. I wanted this to go on as quick as possible so I could go home and sort my shit out.I made the donation and started hoping everything would go faster. They started talking about the after party and I would have loved to, but not in my current state of mind.What the fuck do you mean by a Lesbian is catching feelings for me? what is that? A lesbian wife was the perfect option. I don't catch feelings for her and she doesn't either. Now this?After a few extra long minutes, everything was over. I started heading to my car when I heard someone call my name."Sebastian Greenwood".I recognized that voice even in hell, because that's exactly where he's supposed to be.I turned around, it was my Rival.Richards Writhe.Anthony strolled to my direction, we were at the parking lot and everyone eyes were on us.Little Background story. Rich
They had to transfer him to our family hospital cuz honestly this one wasn't responsive. I was going crazy, you needed to see the way I was yelling at doctor's telling them not to even think of coming out of his ward until he's alive and stable."Two gun shots, one on his stomach, the other one on his left shoulder. The one on his left shoulder was Targeted to hit Anthony, the other one that hit his stomach was going to hit you ", the doctor said He saved me.Fuck!After 9 long hours, the doctor finally came out."He's stable, we've removed the bullets from his body and he's okay. It might take a while but he'll heal. He'll be fine. Good thing you transferred him here immediately, it could have been worse", he said.That was when I was finally able to relax.They said I couldn't see him until later in the morning so I was advised to go back home and freshen up.I had work in the morning, series of meetings and I still hadn't figured out what the fuck is wrong with Rebecca.I told the
It's been 3 days since I found out that Timothy's mother's name is Michelle. I've done my diggings and it was true. But the thing is, what if it was Just a coincidence? what if it was all in my head? I mean, Sebastian did say that his mother's name was Michelle too, what if they just bared similar names? I was loosing my mind again, I know I made a promise to myself and I said that I wasn't going to dig into any of it again, but here I am again. I was waiting for Sebastian to close off from work in my office, normally I would have loved to go and keep him company but the last time that happened I almost couldn't walk again so no thank you. Then I got an email notification. It was from the company I applied for a cyber security course, I got in!!!! I read that email 9 times to be sure I was seeing well. Funniest thing is that I had given up on it already cuz the first 4 lists were out and I didn't get in. The last list was usually based off on people who had connections an
ASHER **I've been unable to walk properly for the past two days, Sebastian is a monster!!!and you know the most annoying part of all this? he's literally laughing at me!!"Awwn babe, I'm sorry, don't get mad", and then proceeds to Burst into another round of mockery laughter.I will so get back at him. Today I was getting my clothes from the Laundry when Sebastian called for me.I came into the living room, and guess who was sitting there?My fucken bastard father!!I looked at Sebastian."Look he came here without me knowing, I'm sorry, if you don't want to just say the word and he'll be gone, I promise", he said.I stared at the bastard, trying so hard to swallow the hate."What is it?", I asked him.Sebastian excused himself and went into the kitchen."I ..I came here to see you"."Yeah I can see that, why?", I asked.He sighed, "Asher I need you to believe me when I say this but I've changed, I really really have, I'm not that man from years ago, I swear ".I shook my head, "
ASHER * * It's funny how things are slowly going back to normal I guess. I haven't seen it heard from my bastard father, and I haven't even asked Sebastian about him. I go to my mom's grave everyday at lunch break and I talk to her, it feels really good, would have been better if she responded but, it feels good too. I've abandoned looking for my brother, I'm more invested in building myself now. I've applied for a two years degree in Cyber security, I think that's what I wanna do with my life now, besides it'll work better with my current job. Haven't told Sebastian about it yet, I just want to get in first. If I do get the school offer, I'll be working part-time and I'll move out. I don't know how our relationship is going to go or be like in the next couple of years or even months but, I want to get my life back together. Today Sebastian was working late, really really late. Timothy had gone home an hour ago and he was still there, he was the last person around along with th
ASHER * * I stood in front of Mr Greenwood's office for 10 minutes straight struggling between knocking and walking away. I was gonna apologize for everything. We were probably gonna end everything, I deserved it honestly. I sighed and knocked. "Come in", he said. I exhaled and with shaky hands I opened the door. He looked up, his face, I couldn't explain his expression. He stood up, "Asher", he said. "Wait before you say anything, just hear me out please. I know I've lost my job here already, I know I've messed up so badly, I'm genuinely sorry for taking you for granted, for taking the privilege you gave me for granted, I'm sorry for ruining whatever we had, I'm sorry for ghosting you and for being a terrible person. These past few days have been the worse but that's no excuse for what I've done and I'm sorry I -". He didn't let you finish, he pulled me into a hug. Okay that was definitely not what I saw coming. It took a while before I hugged him back. "You scared th
ASHER * * I've probably lost my job, hell I have lost my job. Haven't been home in 3 days, switched my phone off so I was unreachable. I was filled with so much negative emotions, I can't even believe the thought of murder comes to my mind once in a while. Right now I wasn't Asher, I was a different person, and there was no way I was gonna be this person in front of Sebastian, I've ruined our relationship already, nothing was ever going to be the same way now. But I had a life to put together, so yeah I was gonna have to put that aside. I walked into a very familiar health care center. For the first time I didn't feel that knot in my stomach or the will to cry or breakdown emotionally, I had just one will; Find my brother. Who cares if I ruin a happy family? I don't. "Mrs Belinda", I told Rose coldly. "Good to see you too", she said noticing how off I was. "Tell her I want to see her", I said. "Uhm, okay", she said and then left and came back minutes later. "She's availa
"I was just talking to my new friend", the little boy said."You can talk to him later okay? it's cold, go inside and I'll meet you in a minute", he said and the little boy jogged away leaving me alone with him."So... you leave us and marry a rich woman and you're living the life right?", I asked him."Asher, Asher I'm sorry, I'm sorry for -""What the fuck are you apologizing for? you think I'm here cuz I wanted a fucken apology? you think you're fucken apologize is gonna fix anything?", I asked my voice rising."Please please keep your voice down", he begged."Why? so your perfect wife won't know you had a fucken family that you stole from and abandoned. The one who allegedly died in an accident?", I yelled."Asher I promise you, I was in a bad place that time, I was a terrible father, I really was and I'm sorry, I promise you I'm changed, I'm not that man from years ago , I'm so sorry I was the way I was, I'm sorry for being toxic and I know that nothing I can do can change the pa
I spent the last 20 minutes listen to Georgia talk about her and her supposed perfect family and how the bastard is the perfect husband. I was boiling, boiling so badly but I had to keep my cool because this was Sebastian's client too, I can't ruin this for him."So tell me, how did you meet Mr Peterson?", Sebastian asked."Oh we met at a Charity banquet in LA, it was like love at first sight, he recently moved there after he had lost his wife and son-"I coughed, so loudly it interrupted her.I apologized and she continued. You could see the bastards hands shaking, visibly shaking."You lost your first wife? I'm so sorry about that, what happened?", Sebastian asked, he knew what he was doing; torturing him with his own words."We were married for two, she had an accident and died with my son ", he said."My condolences ", Sebastian said."Thank you"."Guess everything works for good, would have never met him and have the best husband ever", she said so cheerful."Your bodyguard shoul
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in and then released it.Then I went to the floor and picked up the files and dropped them on Sebastian's table."Asher", the bastard man who is to be called my father called me."Excuse me sir", I said to Sebastian and tried to leave.The bastard man pulled my hands Oh God help me not to snap and kill somebody today."Asher it's me, it's your Dad", he said.I looked at him dead in the eyes "I don't want to jail for murder or attempted murder or manslaughter, so please take your hands off me", I said in the most calm voice as possible."What are you talking about? it's me, it's your Dad", he said again like I didn't hear him the first time."I do not have a father", I said and walked out of the office, far far away from them.I went to Lucy's office, she was packing up."Hey what's up?", she asked."My father's in Mr Greenwood's office", I said trying to calm myself down."Your father?", she asked shocked."Yes"."Wait, the motherfucker that r
"Just so you know, you scream a lot and you're loud as fuck".He chuckled,"I don't care, I want you"."Wear your clothes back on Mr Greenwood, and go and be with your friends, you can come back when they're gone", I was going to the bathroom to clean up.I came back and he was still lying down there. "Sebastian", I said tapping him but he looked sleepy."Can you turn off the lights and come sleep with me, please?".I so love his drunk state, he's so cute and vulnerable."What if they -"."I really don't care right now, come on, I want to cuddle", he said.I can't believe I'm more concerned about him getting caught and I'm the one that's out of the closet.I went to kill the lights and then went to him and laid beside him, cuddling him into a spoon, I wrapped the duvet over his nude body. His body suddenly relaxed. "I want to show you off so bad", he mumbled sleepy."You don't have to, I like this, it's peaceful", I said.Maybe that was a little bit of a lie. But it had to be the tr