"What the hell are you talking about?!" I exclaimed glaring at him with my gritted teeth.
"I guess you're still not aware of what is happening" he stated in his manly voice sounding so foreign in my ears.
"What do you mean?" I ask curiously but nervously.
He take a step towards me and in every step that he made is so sure and intimidating and all I could do is to step back.
"Your father. He gave you to me in exchange of the sponsorship" he stated looking at me straight in my eyes.
My lips tremble not wanting to believe him. Why would I believe him? I don't even know him personally. I just met him a while ago. He's lying, he's definitely lying.
"My father will never do that" I retorted shaking my head.
"You're wrong honey, your father just sold you to me a while ago" he said in controlled voice
"NO!" I shout, provoke with his sudden announcement.
Daddy will never do that to me. He will never hand me over to someone just for money. He will never betrayed me.
I fisted my hand as I saw Saint Vicenzo Santorini looking at me. His gaze is piercing and he exude an aura that no one would miss.
"You heard me clearly, one of these days you'll be living with me as my wife" he firmly said as he stared at me with intensity on his eyes.
"I will never become your wife" I disapprove.
"You are my promise bride flower" he stated precisely grinning sexily in front of me but haft of him still looked stern, austere and stoic.
"I will talk to my father" I warned him
"You should" he suggested nodding his head. I pressed my lips together as I studied his face.
He seem so serious and I'm afraid that Dad really sold me to him. But no, what am I thinking? I shouldn't doubt my father. He will never abandon me like that. He will never...
"Stop right there" I flinch when he walk close to me. I started to breath heavily but manage to glare at him sharply.
He's invading someone's privacy and yet he can walk freely as if he didn't do anything wrong?
"Where are the others?"he ask in controlled voice as he stop five feet away from me. I mentally sighed in relief.
What is he talking about?
"Ballerinas" he utter putting his both hands on the pocket of his pants. He's wearing a black tuxedo but he's hair is kinda messy making him look so bad, although he carry it well that's why his presence is screaming with so much power.
"This is my assigned room" I answer carefully watching his every move.
His jaw clenched as his fingers played his moisten lips"Good to hear" he utter roughly but he doesn't sound mad in my ears.
I breath in and out waiting him to get out. The room suddenly become small because of his presence. He was not glaring at me nor frowning yet, my heart is pounding so fast because of the wedding that his talking about.
"You can leave now Mr. Santorini " I said to get his attention. He instantly turn his head to me with his forehead creased.
"No" he replied firmly sounding provoke with my sudden rudeness.
My eyes narrowed confuse with his sudden appearance "What do you want aside from telling me about that shit wedding"I ask not pleased with him.
"Te deseo" he instantly replied giving me a sly leer. My forehead creased hearing a familiar yet foreign language.
I'm not a multilingual, perhaps he's really not an American?
I lift my head to look at him and I flinch in surprised as I saw him standing right in front of my eyes. That fast?
I stiffen when his hand reach the small edge of my waist crawling his fingers towards the slender part of my back.
I gasp feeling the warmth of his hand forming a mischievous smirk on his handsome face "Scared?" He hissed in low baritone voice.
Unconsciously I found my hand gripping his left shoulder tightly.
"This is. This is harassment" I said under my breath giving him warning.
He lightly chuckle and nod his head leaning closer to me.
"I know mi amor" he replied pulling me closer to him not wanting to leave any inch of distance between us.
"I can sue for this" I said in shaky voice afraid that he might do something that could hurt me.
I breath heavily when he leaned down to reach the side of my head. He's way taller than me and I was so small compared to him.
How can I fight back?
"Yes you can" he whisper in my ear with his husky voice sending thousands of voltage to my veins. I can feel his warm breath on the bare skin of my shoulder which make me sigh.
I wanted to push him away but my body doesn't want to cooperate. It's moving on it's own as if they were asking him to touch me more, and that is not good.
I felt alarm when I felt his hand caressing my back up and down, while his other hand is gripping my small waist but enoughed not to hurt me.
"Please... let me go" I pleaded with my closed eyes. I heard him hissed a series of curses before he step back and let go of me as if he was hurt and burn.
His eyes darken than it's usual shade as his jaw clenched fisting his hand controlling his emotions. He's more menacing right now, one mistake and he can send me to my graveyard. That's how I can describe him right now.
He breath heavily and close his eyes as he pinched the bridge of his nose lifting his head while his left hand is on his waist "Damn it" he murmured under his breath before he look at me.
"Remember this young woman, I am Saint Vicenzo Santorini. And I claim you as mine" he said with heavy breath. I thought he was going to leave but then, his forehead creased again as if he remember something putting a hard scowl on his face "Don't let any fucking man touch you again"
"And who are you to dictate that to me? I just met you a while ago telling me lies " I disapprove with my narrowed eyes questioning him with his sudden demand "I don't even know you" I remark
"What if they take advantage to you that's why they trying to touch you" he supposed uncertainly with madness on his tone "I won't stand still when it happen" he mumble gritting his teeth.
"It was you who tried to took advantage on me"I retorted back, surprised is evident on his face as he look at me and then he look away clearing his throat.
See? He's guilty!
I look at him in disbelief. Where did this man came from? He's acting as if we already know each other for a long period of time, when in fact I just shook his hand for about an hour ago. Unbelievable.
I frown and pick my bag on the chair and walk towards the door leaving him inside the room. I wanted to go home, I don't care where is Gordon. I wanted to leave right now and talk to Dad. I walk towards the lobby ignoring those who greeted me until I found myself standing outside the Zeneca Ballet.
I roamed my eyes around before I continue to walk ignoring the sting sensation as the sunlight hits my bare skin. I was about to cross the street when I heard a loud beep sound followed by someone who suddenly grabbed my arm and pulled me caging from a firm embrace.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" A familiar domineering voice of someone as he pushed me away but still holding my both arm firmly " What the hell are you thinking?!" He growl like a mad man
Shocked is all over my face as I stared Saint Vicenzo Santorini who's panicking in I don't know reason.
"You, you saved me?" I ask in disbelief. He cursed loudly and close his eyes.
"Damn it! Yes! I fucking save you and you owe your life to me. Do you understand?" He exclaimed as the afire anger on his eyes ignite.
Im wearing a long black cotton dress just above my ankle and black flat sandals to free my feet from the pointe shoes I'm wearing during the performance.I'm now sitting comfortably on the back seat of the car eating an ice cream to calm myself.I will deal the calories later."I almost got hit by a truck"I said talking to Gordon who's driving the car. He's looking straight to the road not giving me a single glance.I can't imagine what will happen to me if I was really hit by that ten wheeler truck. Probably I would die. Well, I would rather choose to die than to live without my feet and legs. I will keep on dancing until my last breath. The only thing that could stop me from dancing is death."I saw what happen Young Lady, I'm sorry I wasn't there with you" he apologetically replied. He should be.I nod my head and let the ice cream melt inside my mouth savoring it's flavor. The celebration is still ongoing but I do
Pieces of broken glasses are scattered on the floor. Daddy is standing near the corner table while Mommy Adeline is in the middle of the living room holding a sharp long piece of broken glass.I was dragged back to my reverie when a blood drops on the floor continously."Dad!" I shout in panicked and immediately run towards them."Stop right there Svanna" Dad stop me in strict voice while looking at Mommy Adeline."Mommy Adie..." I whisper under my breath feeling terrified seeing the blood on the floor.Mommy Adeline is obviously wounded, seeing her how she grip the sharp broken glass is enough for me to conclude.What is happening? Are they fighting ?"Do not take a step Svanna, you might harm your feet. The floor is not safe for you and to Aliah" Dad said seriouslyI look at Mommy Adeline, she's not saying anything and it's confusing me more."What's really happening Dad? What did you do to Mommy Adie?" I a
It was a very unusual morning . For the past years living together with my haft sister and Step-mother, this is the first time I'm going to eat breakfast with them that's why it feel so strange. This morning is exceptional."Thank you" I whisper when Yaya Adelphi put down a glass of warm water for me.She just smile and tap my shoulder and then she go back to the kitchen."Do you know what happen last night? Did Mommy Adie and Daddy had an argument after the party?" I can't help but to ask Aliah who's sitting across to meShe lift her head and crossed her arm raising her eyebrow to me. I wanted to rolled my eyes because of her unpleasant attitude, but then I wanted to show some respect in front of the food. I don't want to start an arguments too."You don't have to answer me" I said plainly and put some strawberry jam on my slice bread.I heard her snorted as she continue eating her cereals. I'm eating too much carbs lately
"Dad answer me!" I scream loudly while my tears are streaming down to my face."Don't raised your voice young woman! I'm still your father" he authoritatively stated and all I could do is to shake my head.Did he really betrayed me? Did he really gave me to Santorini for the sake of the sponsorship that he wanted? How could he do that to me?"I have nothing to explain Svanna, wipe your tears and go back to your room" he remark and turn his back on me.A sob escape in my mouth before I left his office, I even saw Aliah on the doorway but I just ignore her and run back to my room.I lock my door and slammed myself on the bed hugging the pillow to find comfort. But then no matter how I tried to hug the pillow I used to be my shoulder to lean on, the heavy feeling on my chest just become difficult to handle. How could my father do that? He doesn't even explain his self. He should at least explain everything to me.I
"What are you doing here?" I hissed in panicked and walk closer to him. I roamed my eyes around afraid that someone might caught me."I didn't know you can climb that high" he utter in low baritone voice.It was my instinctive reaction to step back. He's really intimidating everytime he utter a words. He sound so authoritative although he's just being casual to me, I guess?"Just pretend you didn't saw me" I told him and fix my shirt and cap.I start walking when he intentionally block my way. Forehead creased I raised my head and was about to exclaimed but for the first time I lost my words seeing him standing in front of me.His two block messy hair makes him more gorgeous. With his well shaped manly eyebrows, dark grey piercing eyes that are intense when he look at me, straight and pointed nose, sexy moistened lips that he just licked a while ago, well sculpted jaw line that clenched when he's annoyed is enoughed fo
We walk silently and every time the wind blows Vicenzo hand instantly rubbed my back slowly and I can't help but to frown because of discomfort.We walk for more seconds and stop when I saw the small ballerina statue that was place in front of the grave of my mother.Automatically my lips curved into a smile and walk closer."It's been a long time Mom" I greeted with a smile and sitted on the ground "I'm sorry, I didn't planned my visit that's why I don't have flowers with me" I smilingly mutterMy hand trace her name that was carved on the stone. Dad doesn't want me to visit her, I don't know her reason but he's not allowing me to visit Mom even on her death anniversary."I'm a prima ballerina now. Dad permitted me to dance in the famouse Zeneca Theater, and it feel so great. I was like floating" I said chuckling pulling the grass on the ground.The night breeze is giving me comfort although I'm shivering a little.&n
"First posistion, Second position, Third posistion, Fourth posistion, Fifth posistion... one, one two four. one, one two five. one, one two lift" I spin using my one foot extending the other one. I do it continuously until I reach the barre.I inhale and exhale and hold the barre tightly, bending my body extending my legs on my back trying to reach my toe with my hand before I turn around lifting my body with my haft bend feet after a successful move. And then I collapsed on the floor breathing heavily because of exerting too much energy.I groaned because of the muscle ache on my legs. I've been practicing since this morning. I gained weight a littl maybe because I ate a lot lately so I need to burn some fats, also my mind is in chaos right now. I still can remember the last time I saw Vicenzo, it's been two days now. My father is not talking to me, he is mad obviously but then I don't understand.Why would he get mad at me? It should be the other way around be
"Vicenzo came here before he left the country. Is that true?" Dad confront me in strict voice giving me a suspicious stare.I studied his face and he really aged a lot. The wrinkles on his face is enoughed for me to conclude that he is really getting older. The sign of aging is so visible on his face yet it can't conceal his strict looking face.He's still the father that I used to adore. But then, I don't know if I still adore him after what he did to me."Svanna, are you really going to continue this stubbornness? Don't you know what Santorini could give to our family? Zeneca will be prosperous once you become his wife" he said in frustration when I didn't open my mouth to answer him.I shook my head feeling the disappointment towards my father. Am I really nothing to him?"Your sister Aliah. If you just know how she beg to me, for her to marry Vicenzo, because she knows what kind of honor she could give to this family if she was just you" he fru
Svanna Rose Zeneca-SantoriniWhen Vicenzo said that 'this is now over' he was wrong. That is just the end of our first journey together and the beginning of another battle that we must conquer together. During that last fight with Flacara Mafia, everything changes. Gordon died... Mom killed him intentionally. I couldn't accept it. But I need to be strong because he told me that he wanted to see me rising from the spotlight.I thought being the prima ballerina is the peak of my dreams. But then I realize that I just wanted to have Vicenzo stay with me the rest of our life. I don't need to be the prima ballerina of Zeneca Ballet or to be the white swan of Swan Lake play. Because I am already the prima ballerina to my own story and I just have to recognize that the main character doesn't just always play at the center. She could be a black swan like me.And this is my last dance, my last dance as the black swan. Because
When you thought everything is okay, reality will suddenly slapped you real hard- that no matter how good everything was, bad things is still right behind the corner waiting for the right time to strike again and mess your life again.It's always like that. You're a happy and then you're sad later. If you're sad now, you're happy later. It is a continuous cycle, a very redundant scenario. It was like a story that has a same plot but with different lines. It so fuck up!Before I end up in this kind of mess, in this kind of danger- everything is just good compare now. I have a peaceful and quite life away from trouble. I know it's boring because I spent all my life in dancing isolating myself from the people around me.I don't have a good relationship to my father, we don't usually talk, we don't even eat a meal together. I am not that welcome to the eyes of Mommy Adie even to Aliah, my haft sister. I was the black swan of the Zeneca family. I exist but only as th
"Where did you go?"I lift my head and I saw Vicenzo looking at me seriously. His rugged face is screaming with annoyance. He doesn't look pleased and I know the reason why.But instead of being scared with his unwelcoming greeting, I walk fast towards him and hug him tightly. I felt him stilled and his body went rigid with our sudden contact. But later after I felt his arm wrap around my waist and possessively pulled me even more to him.He's sitting on the single couch while I'm sitting on the top of his lap facing him with my legs wide open. Our position is quite awkward but I don't really care, I feel bad because of what happen."Tell me what happen?" He whisper while caressing my back.I sniff and buried my face on his neck "I miss Mom..." I whisper.He sigh "That's why you sneak out?" He utter in a controlled tone of voice.I pulled away and face him. His brows furrowed when he saw the dry tears in my face but later on his face
"No..." I shake my head and close my eyes "No...this is not true. I am just hallucinating. This is not true" I mumble to myself and pulled my hair.There's no way my Mom is alive after all these years. I always visit her grave, I always visit her whenever I miss her. Whenever I felt like everything seems against me. Whenever I felt alone..."You are not hallucinating Chèrie," Gianni said behind me "Tita Vanda is alive. She's alive Svanna Rose. The reason why Tito Roman doesn't want you to visit her grave is because she was never been buried-""No!" I scream, shaking my head "Mom is dead! She's not my Mom!" I exclaimed crying while looking at the woman in front of me who look exactly like me."Tito Romano never visit her grave, it's because he know that Tita Vanda never die in the first place-""Stop it Gianni!" I cut him off, breathing heavily while my eyes is clouded with tears.I shook my head and step back. My heart is beating fast
Let's meet...I close my eyes and took a deep breath. Wearing a black longsleeve top and black gap fit leggings I sneak out to the backyard of the mansion. It took me almost ten minutes before I successfully climb the tall wall that surrounded the mansion. I actually make sure that Vicenzo men is done checking the area before I sneak out.I honestly don't know why do I need to sneak out. But then my instinct is telling me that Vicenzo will not let me if I ask him to meet Gianni knowing that Calcifer and Greco has a suspicion to my cousin.I'm stubborn, I know that. But I really need to do this. I don't understand what does he mean by his message. Mom is alive? And he doesn't want Vicenzo to be my husband? That's absurd! That's crazy.I sigh and fix my black cap before I run away, making sure that nobody notice my disappearance. I immediately call a cab and give the address to the driver who keep on glancing at me because of my weirdness. Oh yeah,
I am crying non-stop, I don't know what to do. Dra. Mhalia is trying to reach me out and talk to me but I couldn't open my mouth to speak back. The image of Piato being shot in his shot as he slowly fell on the floor keep on rolling back inside my head. It keep on replaying like a broken movie tape. It won't stop bugging me. I am guilty, scared, and anxious."Mrs. Santorini..." Dra. Mhalia whisper, wanting to get my attention.With weary eyes, I turn my gaze at her. She's sitting on the chair beside my bed wearing the same white lab gown. I sniff when she smile at me, as if she's telling me that everything is alright without uttering a word."W-Where's Vicenzo?" I stuttered.I'm the first one who break the sound of my soft cries. I brush off those dry tears in my face. Worries is very visible in my eyes and I couldn't hide it. How will I do that if I am eating my guilt. I am asking them what happen to Piato but none of them gave me an assuring answer. The
"I don't understand him..." I whisper when I get back inside the car.I felt Piato look at me through the rearview mirror but I just remain my gaze out of the window staring at Gianni who's still standing in front of my mother's tombstone facing us.I suddenly recall what Calcifer told me. He said Gianni didn't attend the last board meeting after his business trip in Russia. I don't exactly know what kind of business he went there, but Cal said that there is something odd with my cousin and he will figure it out and inform me.I took a deep breath and my phone suddenly rang. Without a second thought, I pull it out from my clutch bag. Vicenzo's name flashes on the screen so I immediately press the answer button, afraid that I might worry him."Where are you?" He asks in a low controlled tone of voice without greeting me.I bit my lower lip and hesitantly look at Piato who also looks nervous because of the sudden call."I'm on my way home now"
After spending a week on our honeymoon, everything turns back to normal. Daddy Victor and some of Vicenzo's cousins return to Italy. While Vicenzo on the other hand is now busy managing his company. He has loads of paper works to do, and I heard Greco is already complaining about those business proposals that have not been reviewed yet.But despite his busy schedule, he always makes time for me. He wakes up early than usual to prepare our breakfast- yes! He's like a house husband, he's the one who makes our breakfast. He even memorizes my diet plan. For the past few days, I really feel how Vicenzo exerts too much effort to become the husband that he promised to me.He's very patient with my schedule, Calcifer always makes fun of him calling him 'Mr. understanding husband' because of his sudden changes. Although he came home late, he was still able to wake up early the next day. He's not that grumpy as before, he is always gentle and calm now. But one thing that will ne
I softly moan when I felt the sunbeam kissed my face. I turn around facing my back to the window hiding my face on the pillow I'm hugging. I am still sleepy, and my body still can feel what happen last night.I felt my face flushed although I'm haft asleep. Remembering the intimate night with my husband makes me blush. It seems like my face heated on its own so I cover my face even more.But then I felt a strong arm rested on my waist and then the bed move. The smell of bath soap invades my nostrils when I felt something soft touch the side of my forehead. My nose should be irritated with the sudden scent but then, it smells so nice being whiffed by a scent of cool mint. My soreness seems like disappear, everything feels so good and warm now, when the arm pulled me, caging me into a tight embrace."Wake up now, sleepyhead" I heard Vicenzo whisper in my left ear using his hoarse voice.I moan softly again with that simple sweet gesture from him. He always