ROSEShe couldn't wait for him to get back, a part of her told her that she had most definitely wronged the men,the more she thought about it the more she could feel that blankness in her mind at the back of soul—He had been gone for three hours, in a way she thought he had something that he wanted to say but was keeping at that moment.She wanted to hear his mind, hear everything that he had to say, she was filled with conviction that he was keeping something to himself but what it was he couldn't say.Still thinking about all of this, she had let out a sigh before walking away from the terrace.At the terrace, she walked away and didn't know what to do at the moment —All she wanted to do was accept the fact that all of these could be averted.Moment she walked in , she heard the chugging sound of his vehicle.Her heart quickened immediately, and she walked to the door.“What is that about…You've been gone for hours.” “I have to fix things with myself, I don't know but I haven't be
DANIELThe truth for me varied,and at that point I didn't know which or what to talk about in all of these, should I just listen to what she had to say before making conclusions.The more I thought about it, I became more confused sleeping Into a state of oblivion as I became more unaware of what to say or how I should act at that moment.At first, I thought it was best to stay mute but again was that deep need rousing from deep Within me and without thinking about it I questioned.“What is this about?" She sighed before speaking, thinking about it all again from what seemed to be like the submit of the entire Issue.“I don't know but I have this feeling you are hiding something and to be honest I can't tell what it was." I rubbed my jaw watching her with amusement —worriedly at the same time wondering what possibly could be wrong.“Something like you being fine but just acting this way to keep me here."Soon as she spoke I could feel that feeling of guilt fill me up, it was unusua
ROSE The good part of it was that I had my respect intact and the other part, I couldn't help but feel that sense of humor that was fading away in my heart at the fact that all of these things were getting at me and I needed to bring it to a stop .Much as I was trying to avert it , it made sense that all of these couldn't necessarily be stopped, I could feel that sense that she was starting to see me as a man that could be ridiculed and trust me I was trying so hard to stop it from happening.I stood right there waiting , a thousand questions running through my mind but remained paramount at that moment and that was me asking if he was saying the truth at that moment.For whatever reasons I couldn't get myself to believe anything he was saying at that moment, still he sounded so truthful enough that I found myself accepting whatever he was saying at that moment —When he walked away I stood there in nothing but awe, how easy …Was it for him to act in this manner when it had been t
CHAPTER 112ROSEWas he supposed to be here?The one question my soul had absolutely no answers to , I tried thinking it through as again my heart was filled with the momentum of everything that was happening, I could feel that bit of unburnt energy flowing through my life blood at that moment.What was he doing here?As my nerves raced within me, I pondered on the question till it left me with the most noticeable fact, he properly had everything figured out and if truly he was here standing at this moment it was because he had something to do.But what was it?The one question my soul didn't seem to have an answer to, still standing right there bothered at his intention I Could feel my heartbeat quickened as I walked in right here he sat right there.His name was upon my lips as it quivered but it was far away from that, this was much more abrupt, I didn't know how to stop the feeling that was flowing through me —For the first time since the entire madness he looked up at me, the
CHAPTER 11ROSE He kissed me deeply till I could feel my head fluttering, caged between the table and him, I felt trapped unable to move or make the slightest sound, in a way i wanted to rebuff the possibilities that I could resist this man, yet each time the thought filled my mind I was left even more absent minded with nothing in my mind than that moment of bliss.What else does he want?Guess it was one question I would never get to to know as being with him felt like being trapped between th devil and the deep blue sea.Daniel was this devil, he was a the devil possessing my heart refusing to let go after all this while, and I was subject to him—His kiss was like performing an Exorcism on the demonic Passion that filled my soul, I couldn't tell why but I wanted all of it , at the same time I wanted all these demonsHe made it sound so dirty when he spoke, his words held nothing, nothing but stains upon my heart and everything else that matters at that minute.Anger simmered in
ROSE Blinking my eyes rapidly, I tried to process what Daniel just said but it was difficult. It was as if he had spoken in a different language. As if that was not enough, my cheeks were burning crimson red and so I had to use my hair to shield them from being seen. “Rose…” “I…” I interrupted only to filter off the next minute. The whole thing was just too sudden and I was lost on the right words to say. Also, if anything, I wasn't expecting him to confess his feelings to me. It seemed he had been nursing it for a while now. “Are you alright?” He asked, breaking into my lines of thoughts.Rubbing my hand against my dress, I nodded vigorously and with my head still bent to the ground, I muttered, “I'm okay.”The next second, I was about to turn around and leave but before I could make the attempt, he held my arm, pulling me back to my former position. “You seem startled.” He said. “What are you talking about? I’m totally fine.” “Your expression says it all. Is it because of
Daniel was disturbed by the whole situation. He didn't know what to do but a sudden idea came to his head. He thought about going to see his therapist like he had originally wanted to. He got up from where he sat, walked into his room and when straight to his closet. He began to look for what to wear an eventually found a nice outfit. He put on the outfit, sprayed some cologne all over his body and got said to leave. Just as he was stepping out of his room, he found Rose on the hallway. Rose looked at him with a surprised look on her face then she proceeded to ask, "Are you going out?"Daniel contemplated on weather to tell her the truth about where he was going or not. Eventually he answered, "Yes I am. I just want to see a friend.""Oh okay. Well safe trip then," Rose said and walked away. Daniel sighed defeated. He did not want to lie to Rose but he did not want her to think that there was something wrong with him either. He knows how Rose can be. Once she knows that he's goin
ROSEShould I believe this man I had Once called a scum?It was the first question that flashed through my mind, …That was the exact thought that flickered through my mind at the moment when he had popped the question to me about being his wife and at the moment I couldn't think of anything less. My head felt light as the thought ran through, filling my mind at that moment with a bit of confusion. I didn't know what to say or answer his question at that moment. It's been three days since I Caught Daniel cheating and since then what I would say is my life has been a total mess, literally.I was getting more confused at that thought and at that second gulp I rushed to the toilet to throw up, the truth was I had been so confused about anything as I was at that moment —It left me with a headache and confusion , to the point I feared what I would say or do but at this moment it was totally different.I was totally going crazy at the moment,shut out of life and everything else it was