CHAPTER 146READER'S POV Daniel refused to believe that his ex-wife, Rose, was pregnant. He wanted to believe that her best friend was just pulling his legs and nothing more but Rose kept on saying the same thing.“I would never lie about this Daniel…” She went on and on trying to convince him but she was interrupted by eager and confused Daniel.“But if she is, why is it that she did not tell me? I mean even though we have our differences I have the right to be aware of this.” Daniel explained. Now, with his fingers on his right hand invading the space on his head as he played with his hair trying to calm down.Rose nodded before she eventually spoke, “Remember what I said earlier? That I do not even want to speak with you or even see your face but I had no other choice but to shove my emotions away and do the needful by informing you. If my best friend is pissed and blinded by her emotions, I have to stand in the gap for her and do the needful. It is up to you to set things right.”
CHAPTER 147Rose’s hands clutched the steering wheel tightly as she navigated through the city streets with a sense of urgency. These past few months her pregnancy had been teeming with with complications, causing her frequent visits to the hospital. Today was one of those days, she was tired of having to always rush to the hospital but also scared of losing the child, her mind was filled with prayers as she hoped she wouldn't lose the baby. Without much thought, she whispered to herself “ I can't lose my baby too, oh God.”“You won't darling, I promise. Everything is going to be alright you'll see.” Anna, her best friend said as she squeezed her arms assuring her.“Now stop frowning, how about some music, good music is sure to take our mind off things.” She said in a cheery voice as she battled with the dial.Rose nodded, grateful for the distraction, she couldn't bear to think what she would have done if Anna hadn't been there for her.A small smile graced her lips as she managed t
Chapter 148Daniel' POV Of recent i had been having this flashback about the moment all of this started to go south , I could still remember it like it was yesterday, Still amidst all the turmoil that was feeling in my heart I was doing my best not to get dragged into the madness that was happening at the moment, I tossed and turned scared to close my eyes, as it was I knew what was behind my eyes immediately I did.In a way it felt as though I had only lost a rose but I was losing my mind as well and it felt much more difficult seeing the sequence of events that was leading to it.I needed to heal, and In a way thinking about her didn't feel like the perfect way, while it did leave a feeling of satisfaction behind, I wouldn't deny the fear as well, the animosity. At that time, I thought better of what I had to do and it left just one thing at the back of my mind, it left the fact that I would have to face her though that seemed to create a lot of trouble at that moment for my tho
Daniel pov “The baby…” she muttered in shock “Yes…our baby” I answered she immediately stood up “Anna told you about it right?” She asked “I made her do it. I want to take care of you and our child…” “It's my child, not yours and I don't want you to have anything to do with me or my baby,” she said making my heart drop to my tummy “But you didn't get yourself pregnant did you?” She eyed me bitterly on hearing this “That doesn't mean you also got me pregnant” She tried to walk away but I grabbed her wrist “What does that mean?” I asked but she only gave a sly smile “The baby might not be yours idiot!” she said. Her voice was barely above a whisper. What she said seemed to have pierced my heart, I felt a sharp pain in my chest and fell on the chair “Go home safely…” she said and walked off like nothing happened. How could she say something like this? Did she sleep with another man after we separated?As I watched her walk away, her words echoed
ROSEWere this the pregnancy hormones they spoke of, call me crazy but at that moment there were lot of things running through my mind, it was almost as though I was feeling paranoid about the entire situation, or it was just the fact that I was meeting this news peopleSo far my attempt to put Daniel Fraser out of my mind and been quite successful, it was crazy to think of but at the same time, it was the best for me, best for the child—“Are you fine ma'am." It was the nurse speaking, I turned and realized that I had been so self absorbed and didn't realize that she had been standing there for quite a while.“Everything is fine." I was quick to answer. My mind blurred everything else she said while I concentrated on the one paramount thing that seemed to be at the center of my mind. “So Miss Rose, can you tell us how you feel in this trimester?" In my head it felt as though everyone was looking at me, I could feel my skin burn up as I i could feel it heat up from my anxiety.Of
CHAPTER 151ROSEIF there was anything any woman was afraid of it was Having complications during the pregnancy , as it was, I happened to find myself in that list and it was not just anything, I had that fear that this might just be a complication or maybe I was just over reacting.Soon as Anna pulled into the drive, she drove to the back of the parking lot of the hospital and parked next to one of the cars. It was a brief moment of anxiety as I walked gingerly toward the detached building that might have been awkward for a hospital.. I didn’t know what to say at that moment—who could blame me? I’d never even been in this condition. If there was anything I could feel at time it was most definitely anxiety — I must've been so distracted by my thoughts that I didn't know she was right next to me, it was after speaking that I became quite certain about my thoughts..At first my heartbeat jumped when she spoke.“Are you fine?" She muttered firmly. “Dinri, worry yourself. I am assured
DANIEL If anyone was much aware of how the past could hurt I most definitely would make that list, as it was I was feeling overwhelmed by just one thing and that was the fact that I was trying so hard to get the thought of missing out of Rose life at a time like this.In a way , I was starting to wish to myself that I had come out clean at a time that she needed me to, I wished that I had told her about the fact my memories were back, but like they say - The past can't be rewritten.What made it too hard to take In again was the fact that coupled with all of this, there was a part of me that needed reconciliation, I wanted to reach out to her and be healed.Still so far all my effort to do that had been abortive, I was in a state of madness as it Seemed and there isn't much to do about it than maybe’ wait , but for how long.For the first time in my life , I needed someone… I needed to talk to anyone badly that wasn't my therapist.While Maurice would have filled that void, the rece
ROSEMy pulse patterned to an uneven beat. At first all I wanted to do was listen to exactly what she had asked me to do and speak to him , was it my pregnancy hormones again the fact that I felt the need to be with this man despite everything that he had done..I picked up my phone to call but at the end of everything I had been quick to put it off again. I was mad with rage, filled with a feeling of anger at the fact that I couldn't get rid of my sick feelings. I’d come to the conclusion that even if I were to be with this man, it would be my death as he could give my heart leave my heart ruined with fissures and cracks—Still if I had thought to take one more risk, it would definitely be my heart doing that, it would definitely be my heart taking a risk that my brain wouldn't take, it would definitely be it taking chances, and the end of what that could be is my greatest fear. Thankfully, I’d always been real with myself and at the moment, it seemed more or less like I had to do
170.ROSEWatching him with his son painted the most beautiful picture for any woman, and he looked so perfect regardless of whatever I had thought. Being with him meant I had to deal with a lot, now the man was not one perfect… You know, no one ever is, but still the past they say is the past.So when he had popped the question right there with the nurses watching, when he had asked that I be his wife again… My answer has been Yes. I didn't just go all the way to make the decision for nothing, as I had said it came with a lot of benefits, what I didn't say was that I had to deal with a lot of his mess, that was what loving someone is all about anyways … Dealing with the lapses and all.He looked to be quite aware of his attitude and didn't look to make a big fuss about it , perhaps he could sense that I was putting a lot into dealing with him as well and was doing what could be done to make it more accommodating for me.Regardless, I was living in this strange new world at the ba
ROSELooking past this man a long trail of air trickled in through the open door, drifting through the room for a minute or two before settling with that restless haste, at that moment my mind was drifting through different things at that moment with most having to do with a way to get over the situation that was pending at the moment, the more I tried to understand all that was going on that moment, the more my soul was filled with that feeling of uncertainty.At first, it was starting to look like he could be right, it had been three days since I walked Anna out of my house and at the moment, I was standing in her living room, with sounds of moans filling the air amidst the heavy scent of sex .It was obvious what was going on and I didn't have the need to be informed what it was all about, it was easy to tell because I had just watched her go in with Marcus of all people twenty minutes ago… I thought to myself if that was what he wanted to tell me all along. I blinked my eyes, m
ROSEThere were many things I couldn't get myself to do at that moment and the most definite one was finding answers to all that was going through the situation at that moment. I was still angry about the entire situation as it seemed blank at the back of my mind. Much as I tried not to think about it, it still felt crazy that I couldn't do anything or scream out in frustration.Still deep down in my soul, I could feel that regrettable feeling. In a way I didn't know where all the feelings from me were sprouting from but if there was anything I wanted it was to leave as fast as I could.Well all that happened yesterday, the wind blew throughout the room as it left me rather confused -Thought if him crept through my mind again, still beneath all of this was that question that remained yet unansweredMy mind went back tinted by the entire event yet again, I had lain in bed for a long minute, what was happening through all of this. In a way I found myself asking over and over again
CHAPTER 167ROSE“What are you doing? “That had been the first question that I had on my lips-He merely looked at me with his gaze saying a thousand things at that moment, I couldn't say what was happening but still with his heart racing wildly it was easy to say that he was definitely up to something." I looked at him blankly again.” My attention was drawn to where he had touched me earlier and I could swear that it still burned.Everything about the moment did, while expecting that he did speak , he didn't instead he merely looked at me while still locking his gaze in."I just need to tell you that there is a need for you to be careful.” He muttered. “Be careful about your friend Anna. “I was so confused about everything that was going on that I couldn't decipher all that was going on at that moment.What could this be about?Why did he want me to be careful about her? Much as all this was going through my mind enough that all I did was roll my eyes.“Fine I had listened to you
Rose All that was happening made it hard for me to comprehend at that moment, still all this while It was still hard to comprehend why I am still not able to get him to understand that it would be hard to forget all that had happened.The past left a bitter feeling at the back of my mind, while still trying to comprehend all that was going my phone buzzed and I Picked it up immediately.“Where are you at?" I asked immediately.Anna seemed to be hiding something as she seemed usually quiet -“Is there something you want to tell me?" Anna muttered and I found myself thinking of why she had asked.For me it most definitely had to be for a subtle reason, one that left me in a daze still pondering about the situation.“No, I am just here … why did you ask?”While still running through all the entirety of what to say at that moment, I tried again to play through the entire situation at the back of my mind."What are you doing throughout the rest of tomorrow.”I was still trying to get thro
DANIELLife pulls some strings and you are just left at times behind trying to figure out what to do, such is that that I had found myself, I was left in the past leaving Right there amidst the damages I had brought upon myself.Perhaps this same reason was why she would never trust me again, when they say good things they say come in little packages at the moment that was the case of something I had taken for granted.I wasn't shocked seeing him walk into the pub,matter of fact my spilling my drink had nothing to do with Marcus at that moment, i was shocked about the woman he was with -It was funny in a way how I chose to perceive how intellectual she had to be all this whole while for being the last person we'd suspect all this while, for the first time that evening I wouldn't deny having that smile on my face.Only this time it wasn't because I was happy, rather I was damn shocked! The smile was there when the bartender had walked to where I was , while still thinking of what t
DANIELAn Intruder of my heart, that was the best way of phrase to qualify this woman that looked so radiating at that my moment, I couldn't tell what she was talking about at that moment.One moment we were having the best moment of our life and in the next she was all angry over a reason I didn't even know -“Are you fine." I asked again when she had Stepped out .She looked at me like she didn’t expect that I would ask her that question, she seemed most definately shocked at that moment, while still trying to get the thought of everything out of my mind.The atmosphere had completely changed since that past moment, here I was still trying all I could to play through the incident again, wondering how I could play through the incident again at the back of my mind -“I am fine, I just want some time to myself." She muttered through the entire incident at that moment.In a way, her scent had filled my nostrils and they got me fascinated about her. Her scent troubled my heart enough tha
ROSEIn the heat of the moment , I could feel my heart bleeding, here I was with a bleeding hand yet nothing was at the back of my mind, rather than how it felt to have him so close to me,was I getting Crazier!I stopped and pulled myself away. At that moment it made no sense doing this to anyone as I felt unreasonably cheap, or wasn't I.He stares at me trying to read the situation but then I was from it, while all I seeked was sanity it didn't help that all of this were happening -All of a sudden I could feel everything coming back to the my head, it was that moment that I had to pick between being cheap or just-“Step away from me." I pushed back at him, forcing out a grunt as I didI couldn't even look into his eyes to say those Words, I could feel the pain though … That bot of pain from my hands but there and then.When I did look up at him he appeared rather flushed at my actions with a smirk coming to his face as he blinked his eyes looking at me. " I can't understand what is
ROSEWill these good things last forever, it was definitely the last thought that had filled my mind as I tossed and turned on the bed, somehow my mind was still left heavy after all that had happened the previous day and I was still seeking a way out of it at that moment.While I couldn't make out how the night had gone especially after those few last moment after dinner, one thing was obvious and that was the fact that we were together, in other words I was at his apartment -I could feel it from how the room felt so warm and the fact that his scent filled the room, to make this more certain, I had turned and right there he was. That morning all I got while looking at him was this continuous round of disturbing taps at the back of my mind, it was surprising.in a way that after all this while, he still made my heart race, at the same time the feeling was welcome.At first after those first few minutes after I had woken up with a vision was still blurry, it was hard to make out the