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DANIEL

If anyone was much aware of how the past could hurt I most definitely would make that list, as it was I was feeling overwhelmed by just one thing and that was the fact that I was trying so hard to get the thought of missing out of Rose life at a time like this.

In a way , I was starting to wish to myself that I had come out clean at a time that she needed me to, I wished that I had told her about the fact my memories were back, but like they say - The past can't be rewritten.

What made it too hard to take In again was the fact that coupled with all of this, there was a part of me that needed reconciliation, I wanted to reach out to her and be healed.

Still so far all my effort to do that had been abortive, I was in a state of madness as it Seemed and there isn't much to do about it than maybe’ wait , but for how long.

For the first time in my life , I needed someone… I needed to talk to anyone badly that wasn't my therapist.

While Maurice would have filled that void, the rece