DANIELThe truth for me varied,and at that point I didn't know which or what to talk about in all of these, should I just listen to what she had to say before making conclusions.The more I thought about it, I became more confused sleeping Into a state of oblivion as I became more unaware of what to say or how I should act at that moment.At first, I thought it was best to stay mute but again was that deep need rousing from deep Within me and without thinking about it I questioned.“What is this about?" She sighed before speaking, thinking about it all again from what seemed to be like the submit of the entire Issue.“I don't know but I have this feeling you are hiding something and to be honest I can't tell what it was." I rubbed my jaw watching her with amusement —worriedly at the same time wondering what possibly could be wrong.“Something like you being fine but just acting this way to keep me here."Soon as she spoke I could feel that feeling of guilt fill me up, it was unusua
ROSE The good part of it was that I had my respect intact and the other part, I couldn't help but feel that sense of humor that was fading away in my heart at the fact that all of these things were getting at me and I needed to bring it to a stop .Much as I was trying to avert it , it made sense that all of these couldn't necessarily be stopped, I could feel that sense that she was starting to see me as a man that could be ridiculed and trust me I was trying so hard to stop it from happening.I stood right there waiting , a thousand questions running through my mind but remained paramount at that moment and that was me asking if he was saying the truth at that moment.For whatever reasons I couldn't get myself to believe anything he was saying at that moment, still he sounded so truthful enough that I found myself accepting whatever he was saying at that moment —When he walked away I stood there in nothing but awe, how easy …Was it for him to act in this manner when it had been t
CHAPTER 112ROSEWas he supposed to be here?The one question my soul had absolutely no answers to , I tried thinking it through as again my heart was filled with the momentum of everything that was happening, I could feel that bit of unburnt energy flowing through my life blood at that moment.What was he doing here?As my nerves raced within me, I pondered on the question till it left me with the most noticeable fact, he properly had everything figured out and if truly he was here standing at this moment it was because he had something to do.But what was it?The one question my soul didn't seem to have an answer to, still standing right there bothered at his intention I Could feel my heartbeat quickened as I walked in right here he sat right there.His name was upon my lips as it quivered but it was far away from that, this was much more abrupt, I didn't know how to stop the feeling that was flowing through me —For the first time since the entire madness he looked up at me, the
CHAPTER 11ROSE He kissed me deeply till I could feel my head fluttering, caged between the table and him, I felt trapped unable to move or make the slightest sound, in a way i wanted to rebuff the possibilities that I could resist this man, yet each time the thought filled my mind I was left even more absent minded with nothing in my mind than that moment of bliss.What else does he want?Guess it was one question I would never get to to know as being with him felt like being trapped between th devil and the deep blue sea.Daniel was this devil, he was a the devil possessing my heart refusing to let go after all this while, and I was subject to him—His kiss was like performing an Exorcism on the demonic Passion that filled my soul, I couldn't tell why but I wanted all of it , at the same time I wanted all these demonsHe made it sound so dirty when he spoke, his words held nothing, nothing but stains upon my heart and everything else that matters at that minute.Anger simmered in
ROSE Blinking my eyes rapidly, I tried to process what Daniel just said but it was difficult. It was as if he had spoken in a different language. As if that was not enough, my cheeks were burning crimson red and so I had to use my hair to shield them from being seen. “Rose…” “I…” I interrupted only to filter off the next minute. The whole thing was just too sudden and I was lost on the right words to say. Also, if anything, I wasn't expecting him to confess his feelings to me. It seemed he had been nursing it for a while now. “Are you alright?” He asked, breaking into my lines of thoughts.Rubbing my hand against my dress, I nodded vigorously and with my head still bent to the ground, I muttered, “I'm okay.”The next second, I was about to turn around and leave but before I could make the attempt, he held my arm, pulling me back to my former position. “You seem startled.” He said. “What are you talking about? I’m totally fine.” “Your expression says it all. Is it because of
Daniel was disturbed by the whole situation. He didn't know what to do but a sudden idea came to his head. He thought about going to see his therapist like he had originally wanted to. He got up from where he sat, walked into his room and when straight to his closet. He began to look for what to wear an eventually found a nice outfit. He put on the outfit, sprayed some cologne all over his body and got said to leave. Just as he was stepping out of his room, he found Rose on the hallway. Rose looked at him with a surprised look on her face then she proceeded to ask, "Are you going out?"Daniel contemplated on weather to tell her the truth about where he was going or not. Eventually he answered, "Yes I am. I just want to see a friend.""Oh okay. Well safe trip then," Rose said and walked away. Daniel sighed defeated. He did not want to lie to Rose but he did not want her to think that there was something wrong with him either. He knows how Rose can be. Once she knows that he's goin
ROSEShould I believe this man I had Once called a scum?It was the first question that flashed through my mind, …That was the exact thought that flickered through my mind at the moment when he had popped the question to me about being his wife and at the moment I couldn't think of anything less. My head felt light as the thought ran through, filling my mind at that moment with a bit of confusion. I didn't know what to say or answer his question at that moment. It's been three days since I Caught Daniel cheating and since then what I would say is my life has been a total mess, literally.I was getting more confused at that thought and at that second gulp I rushed to the toilet to throw up, the truth was I had been so confused about anything as I was at that moment —It left me with a headache and confusion , to the point I feared what I would say or do but at this moment it was totally different.I was totally going crazy at the moment,shut out of life and everything else it was
117DANIEL Twenty-five minutes had passed since I was standing there at a spot filled with the uncertainty on if to leave or not, I stared South Side of the window at the vast majority of the estate, my mind creeping slowly like the cloud overall the Vicinity.Have I done the right thing?Again, my mind questioned these brute facts but at that moment I was distracted by a man walking in the long trail path that led to where I was, as I gazed toward the dark twisted end, he turned and stopped right before me.I looked up at him, my gaze filled with uncertainty as I didn't know who he was neither could I tell what he was all about, it filled me with utmost confusion as I stared straight hard at him straining my eyes just so I could tell what he was all about.“Yes, what do you need?" The question fell out of my lips, my eyebrows quizzed as I looked up at him. “Are you Mr . Daniel Fraser?" For no reason I didn't give a response, I might have had my memories back but at that momen
170.ROSEWatching him with his son painted the most beautiful picture for any woman, and he looked so perfect regardless of whatever I had thought. Being with him meant I had to deal with a lot, now the man was not one perfect… You know, no one ever is, but still the past they say is the past.So when he had popped the question right there with the nurses watching, when he had asked that I be his wife again… My answer has been Yes. I didn't just go all the way to make the decision for nothing, as I had said it came with a lot of benefits, what I didn't say was that I had to deal with a lot of his mess, that was what loving someone is all about anyways … Dealing with the lapses and all.He looked to be quite aware of his attitude and didn't look to make a big fuss about it , perhaps he could sense that I was putting a lot into dealing with him as well and was doing what could be done to make it more accommodating for me.Regardless, I was living in this strange new world at the ba
ROSELooking past this man a long trail of air trickled in through the open door, drifting through the room for a minute or two before settling with that restless haste, at that moment my mind was drifting through different things at that moment with most having to do with a way to get over the situation that was pending at the moment, the more I tried to understand all that was going on that moment, the more my soul was filled with that feeling of uncertainty.At first, it was starting to look like he could be right, it had been three days since I walked Anna out of my house and at the moment, I was standing in her living room, with sounds of moans filling the air amidst the heavy scent of sex .It was obvious what was going on and I didn't have the need to be informed what it was all about, it was easy to tell because I had just watched her go in with Marcus of all people twenty minutes ago… I thought to myself if that was what he wanted to tell me all along. I blinked my eyes, m
ROSEThere were many things I couldn't get myself to do at that moment and the most definite one was finding answers to all that was going through the situation at that moment. I was still angry about the entire situation as it seemed blank at the back of my mind. Much as I tried not to think about it, it still felt crazy that I couldn't do anything or scream out in frustration.Still deep down in my soul, I could feel that regrettable feeling. In a way I didn't know where all the feelings from me were sprouting from but if there was anything I wanted it was to leave as fast as I could.Well all that happened yesterday, the wind blew throughout the room as it left me rather confused -Thought if him crept through my mind again, still beneath all of this was that question that remained yet unansweredMy mind went back tinted by the entire event yet again, I had lain in bed for a long minute, what was happening through all of this. In a way I found myself asking over and over again
CHAPTER 167ROSE“What are you doing? “That had been the first question that I had on my lips-He merely looked at me with his gaze saying a thousand things at that moment, I couldn't say what was happening but still with his heart racing wildly it was easy to say that he was definitely up to something." I looked at him blankly again.” My attention was drawn to where he had touched me earlier and I could swear that it still burned.Everything about the moment did, while expecting that he did speak , he didn't instead he merely looked at me while still locking his gaze in."I just need to tell you that there is a need for you to be careful.” He muttered. “Be careful about your friend Anna. “I was so confused about everything that was going on that I couldn't decipher all that was going on at that moment.What could this be about?Why did he want me to be careful about her? Much as all this was going through my mind enough that all I did was roll my eyes.“Fine I had listened to you
Rose All that was happening made it hard for me to comprehend at that moment, still all this while It was still hard to comprehend why I am still not able to get him to understand that it would be hard to forget all that had happened.The past left a bitter feeling at the back of my mind, while still trying to comprehend all that was going my phone buzzed and I Picked it up immediately.“Where are you at?" I asked immediately.Anna seemed to be hiding something as she seemed usually quiet -“Is there something you want to tell me?" Anna muttered and I found myself thinking of why she had asked.For me it most definitely had to be for a subtle reason, one that left me in a daze still pondering about the situation.“No, I am just here … why did you ask?”While still running through all the entirety of what to say at that moment, I tried again to play through the entire situation at the back of my mind."What are you doing throughout the rest of tomorrow.”I was still trying to get thro
DANIELLife pulls some strings and you are just left at times behind trying to figure out what to do, such is that that I had found myself, I was left in the past leaving Right there amidst the damages I had brought upon myself.Perhaps this same reason was why she would never trust me again, when they say good things they say come in little packages at the moment that was the case of something I had taken for granted.I wasn't shocked seeing him walk into the pub,matter of fact my spilling my drink had nothing to do with Marcus at that moment, i was shocked about the woman he was with -It was funny in a way how I chose to perceive how intellectual she had to be all this whole while for being the last person we'd suspect all this while, for the first time that evening I wouldn't deny having that smile on my face.Only this time it wasn't because I was happy, rather I was damn shocked! The smile was there when the bartender had walked to where I was , while still thinking of what t
DANIELAn Intruder of my heart, that was the best way of phrase to qualify this woman that looked so radiating at that my moment, I couldn't tell what she was talking about at that moment.One moment we were having the best moment of our life and in the next she was all angry over a reason I didn't even know -“Are you fine." I asked again when she had Stepped out .She looked at me like she didn’t expect that I would ask her that question, she seemed most definately shocked at that moment, while still trying to get the thought of everything out of my mind.The atmosphere had completely changed since that past moment, here I was still trying all I could to play through the incident again, wondering how I could play through the incident again at the back of my mind -“I am fine, I just want some time to myself." She muttered through the entire incident at that moment.In a way, her scent had filled my nostrils and they got me fascinated about her. Her scent troubled my heart enough tha
ROSEIn the heat of the moment , I could feel my heart bleeding, here I was with a bleeding hand yet nothing was at the back of my mind, rather than how it felt to have him so close to me,was I getting Crazier!I stopped and pulled myself away. At that moment it made no sense doing this to anyone as I felt unreasonably cheap, or wasn't I.He stares at me trying to read the situation but then I was from it, while all I seeked was sanity it didn't help that all of this were happening -All of a sudden I could feel everything coming back to the my head, it was that moment that I had to pick between being cheap or just-“Step away from me." I pushed back at him, forcing out a grunt as I didI couldn't even look into his eyes to say those Words, I could feel the pain though … That bot of pain from my hands but there and then.When I did look up at him he appeared rather flushed at my actions with a smirk coming to his face as he blinked his eyes looking at me. " I can't understand what is
ROSEWill these good things last forever, it was definitely the last thought that had filled my mind as I tossed and turned on the bed, somehow my mind was still left heavy after all that had happened the previous day and I was still seeking a way out of it at that moment.While I couldn't make out how the night had gone especially after those few last moment after dinner, one thing was obvious and that was the fact that we were together, in other words I was at his apartment -I could feel it from how the room felt so warm and the fact that his scent filled the room, to make this more certain, I had turned and right there he was. That morning all I got while looking at him was this continuous round of disturbing taps at the back of my mind, it was surprising.in a way that after all this while, he still made my heart race, at the same time the feeling was welcome.At first after those first few minutes after I had woken up with a vision was still blurry, it was hard to make out the