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DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Why don't you want to sleep with me? ll
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 138~Kim’s face remained stoic, but I could tell her walls were going back up. She’d been letting him in, trusting him, and now he seemed to be telling her not to. Her defense mechanisms were well-honed, and I imagined the harsh self-talk she was giving herself in that moment.Despite the tension, Devin moved closer to her. His finger trailed along her jawline, and I saw the struggle on her face, the desire to lean into his touch and devour him."I don't have a great track record with relationships," he said. "After all, look how I messed things up with Kylie."It always surprised me how much blame he took for our past. While I couldn’t deny my part in the messy love triangle with him and Devon, Devin had never held it against me. Neither had Devon. Their forgiveness and character humbled me.Devin went on, "I truly cared about Kylie, but when things got intense, I freaked out and left. Pushing her into Devon’s arms was my fault."I wanted
Last Updated : 2025-03-04DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Kim's pov~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 139~Kim's pov:Later that evening, Devin and I were relaxing together on the couch in my living room. Both his dog and my cat had managed to worm their way onto the sofa with us. One of the pets was snoring loudly.I was snuggled into Devin's embrace and he was lightly rubbing his fingers on my arm. "It was true, you know," he said, breaking the silence.I was half asleep so I wasn't sure if he was talking about the movie we had playing. "What was true?" I asked him, sitting up to grab a handful of still-warm popcorn from the popcorn bag."What I said to Devon tonight was true. I was teasing him to get him to back off, but every word was from my heart. I just haven't had the guts to say them to you yet."My heart was racing. I wanted to reciprocate and tell him that he had rocked my world too, but my head was screaming at me to slow down. Devin didn't know the details of my past, and I am scared that when he finds out, he might leave me.
Last Updated : 2025-03-04DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN My unsaid rules~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 140~When he leaned down to kiss me, I tried to turn my head to the side. I felt like I needed to escape, but I felt pinned down and trapped. This must be how a swaddled baby feels. The wayward thought emerged in my frantic mind.Devin reached down to hold my hand. To any sane person, it probably would have been an impossibly sweet move. To me, it felt like another restraint locking into place. I tried to tell myself that I could take control of the situation, that all I needed to do was swing us around so that I was on top.I would have the conversation later with Devin about the limitations on what we could do. It wasn't something to bring up in the heat of the moment. I should have raised the topic before we got this far.Needing to be on top and trying to appear casual, I swung my leg over Devin's in an attempt to turn us over. The back of the couch didn’t support me in this maneuver, and I discovered that I couldn't get enough levera
Last Updated : 2025-03-04DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Meeting his family ~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 141~All too quickly, the week flew by, and it was time to pay the piper for dating a nearly perfect man by brunching with his uppity family. I had an immense wardrobe of clothing to choose from, but still dithered over finding the right outfit to wear. Having the correct costume wasn't likely to keep Devin's parents from seeing me for what I was.Kylie reassured me repeatedly that they would love me. From her perspective, they had to love me because she did. She didn't understand how anyone could not love me, but I was well aware that it was an easy task. My own family had proven that. Kylie overlooked all of my flaws, though, because she was a wonderful friend. I was fairly certain that the Booker matriarch and patriarch would be quick to find and discuss all of my imperfections. I just hoped Devin would be able to be impervious to their judgment and nearly guaranteed disapproval of me.It's not that I blame his parents. I'm sure they ha
Last Updated : 2025-03-04DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Dinner with his family ~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 142~We were ushered to an enormous formal sitting room and offered pre-meal beverages. I was tempted to have something alcoholic to help take the nervous edge off, but instead followed Kylie's lead and requested water. The awkward, polite conversation had just began to stall when Devin's sister, Hailey, breezed into the room like a breath of fresh air.Hailey looked like a softer, more feminine version of the twins. Her open, friendly demeanor brought a completely different feeling to the group, which had been starting to experience tense discomfort all around. "Where is Nath?" Devon inquired about his niece, obviously disappointed by her absence."She's with her dad," Hailey let us know. "And Biggie's working. He's always working," she added. Biggie was my boss at the restaurant. He and I had almost had a fling last year, but it fizzled out almost before it started when he found out he had a young son to raise on his own. I wasn't ready
Last Updated : 2025-03-04DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN You did great, Kim ~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 143~Hailey interrupted their magical moment by announcing loudly that they got to see Aire all the time and that the baby needed some quality Aunt Hailey time. Kylie reluctantly handed her child over. Hailey opened the sliding glass doors to walk out to the sprawling patio and pool area while she chattered animatedly as if Aire could understand her. The baby appeared to be mesmerized by Hailey, looking at him as if she was the strangest and most wonderful thing he had ever encountered. I watched them closely, trying not to be jealous.We all decided to relax outside for a bit on the Booker's elegant patio. To refer to the outdoor area where we retreated as a 'patio' seemed to be the understatement of the year. The poolside area boasted a full outdoor kitchen that was nicer than any kitchen I had ever seen in any house. Their lawn furniture consisted of rattan sofas with deep, brightly colored cushions and comfy looking rocking chairs that
Last Updated : 2025-03-04DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN How could she just leave??
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 144~Kylie’s pov:"What do you mean gone? How could Kim just leave?’’ Devin sat on the front porch steps, holding the quickly scrawled letter, stunned.He read the letter for at least the tenth time, attempting to make sense of it. Resting his head on his hands and closing his eyes, he ran through the events of the last few days. What had happened to make her leave? Could he have done something differently to keep her from going? Had he pushed her too hard into meeting his family? Had they scared her off? Why hadn't he seen this coming? Where had she gone? How did he always manage to screw up his romantic relationships? Why hadn't he been more open with her about his feelings? Was he just completely unlovable?His throat burned with the knowledge that she was gone and likely not coming back. He cared deeply for her, so deeply, in fact, that he had been starting to wonder if it might be love. He wasn't normally quick to fall in love and he
Last Updated : 2025-03-04DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN He cheated on me~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 145~Third person's perceptive:Eventually, Kylie roused herself enough to get out of the vehicle and join him on the front porch stairs of the home by the lake that her parents had left her in their will. They sat there in silence for a while. Devin looked to the car to verify that she hadn't forgotten Aire inside it. Kylie seemed in shock enough to accidently leave him, something she would never let happen if she were in her right mind.With a good deal of relief, Devin saw that the baby was not in the car. She must be with Grandma Kris, who was also the child's godmother, he concluded. He found himself impressed that Kylie had retained enough presence of mind to make arrangements for her child, even after receiving the bombshell news that her very best friend had up and left town, with no warning or apparent intention of returning. Ever.He wasn't certain how long they sat in silence, both of them obviously stunned. Kylie was the one wh
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DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Thank you for leaving me that note, Kim ~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 177~As the weeks went by, It was Hailey and Biggie's wedding. The room glowed with what seemed like a million glittering twinkle lights. The floating candles at each table illuminated the gorgeous fresh-cut flower centerpieces. The room smelled like a tantalizing mixture of just baked cinnamon rolls and a delightful floral scent that somehow didn't conflict with each other.Hailey made a simply gorgeous bride. Her long, dark hair and enormous green eyes made the silky pink dress she had chosen for the occasion pop. I had never seen anyone look as exuberant as she did, with the exception of Biggie. He was positively beaming from ear to ear as if he couldn't believe his good fortune.The entire affair looked like a dream come true. More than ever, I couldn't wait to promise to live the rest of my days with Devin on a pristine beach somewhere. The only potential problem with my plan was footwear. I do love shoes, and a wedding in the sand is
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN I hear two heartbeats ~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 176~The days and weeks started going by in a flurry. Bernice was able to talk Hailey into having a 'real' reception, but Hailey held firm on the small wedding. Devin and I had decided to let Hailey and Biggie have the entire spotlight during this special time in their lives. We would start planning our destination wedding once the festivities and aftermath from Hailey's big day wore down.I was so happy, happier than I could have ever imagined possible. Devin and I had finally settled on the plans for our dream home with enormous closets, after lots of bickering and rowdy making-up over which way doors should swing, where walls should be, and the size of the windows. Devin almost always let me have my way, but he seemed to enjoy the cycle of arguing about little things, then having big-time make-up sex. I had to admit, it was rather fun.He had started construction on the frame of our home, and for the first time, I could visualize myself
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN We are getting a divorce ~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 175~The Booker's had a family meeting, and I was invited. Even though the topic wasn't a happy one, it felt marvelous to belong to something so much bigger than myself. I had been a loner for a long time, other than having my pets and Kylie around.This family was complicated and they bickered and they loved each other unconditionally. It felt beyond amazing to be a part of that.Bernice and Christian stood up in front of their children and their children's partners and announced that they would be getting a divorce. We were all stunned.I had assumed that they would be able to work things out. It's probably an inaccurate stereotype, but I had assumed that women from Bernice's generation were of the 'stand by your man' mentality.Even though he had cheated and that was despicable and wrong, I had assumed that they would find a way to work through it and save their marriage. The baby that Zoey was carrying certainly complicated matters, bu
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN You deserve to be happy, Kim ~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 174~As if a light bulb suddenly went off in her head, she snapped her fingers. "Hey, you guys can have the big fancy wedding and completely take the pressure off of me and Biggie.""Oh no," Devin countered. "That is not in the cards. Is it, Sweetheart?" he asked me sweetly, giving me a peck on the cheek."Nope, I think Hailey needs the big wedding. We might be better off eloping." I voiced the idea that had been floating around my head.Devin lit up at the idea. "Yeah, or a destination wedding. We can go to Dubai or someplace so far away that only the people who truly love us are willing to travel there for the wedding.""Mmm," I nodded my agreement with his suggestion and added one of my own. "Or Peru to stay in one of those bungalow huts out over the ocean.""Ohh, I want to do that too," Hailey jumped in."Hey, this is our wedding plan. You're stuck dealing with Mom and being the perfect daughter-bride for her," Devin told her firmly."
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Kim has made me the happiest man alive by agreeing to be my wife ~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 173~Devin joined the hippopotamus game on the floor, and it wasn't long before the nanny returned from the adjoining bedroom. She was beyond grateful for my help and seemed concerned about losing her job. I would have been too, if I were in her shoes. Bernice would not take it kindly with anyone finding out that one of her employees had disappeared during a shift especially not her grandchildren's nanny.I reassured the woman that her secret was safe with me and that I had actually ended up enjoying my time with the children.When she looked warily at Devin, he confirmed that he wouldn't tattle to his mother either. "It's our little secret." He punctuated his sweet statement by looking up at her with a wink and one of his killer grins.The woman actually tittered in response to his attention. I would have rolled my eyes, but I couldn't blame her...the man is charm personified.I carefully passed the sleeping baby off to the appreciative w
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Everything okay in here??
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 172~Once I was done eating, I excused myself from the table, unable to stand the awkward, almost resentful silence any longer. Kylie gave me a miserable look as I passed by as if she wanted me to save her too, but I didn't see a way to make that happen. Going to the bathroom in pairs wouldn't exactly be appropriate. I'm sure she wished that she had thought of the excuse and bailed before I did.Leaving her to fend for herself, I made my escape. Rather than go to the bathroom that was just down the hall, I opted to head to one upstairs in order to drag out my absence as long as possible. It wasn't that I hated Zoey, like the three Booker siblings all seemed to. Even though they made a feeble attempt to hide their disdain to comply with their mother's request for kindness, their contempt sizzled with heat just under the surfaceIn fact, I almost felt sorry for her. Christian had apparently shoved her aside and was attempting to woo his wife
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN I can't believe mum invited her~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 171~I had wanted to tell Kylie about our engagement before anyone else found out, but Devon had said she was sleeping when I called. He had offered to wake her, but I knew sleep was a precious commodity for a new mom, so I declined.Having turned the ring around backwards and placed it on my right hand, I hoped no one would notice before I had a chance to tell her. We were at Sunday brunch and Devin was itching to share the news with his family, but I had made him promise to wait for a general announcement until we had told Kylie and Devon.The two of them had arrived late and then had to deal with the logistics of transferring their baby and all of her accoutrements to the nanny that Bernice had hired with the sole purpose of being in charge of the children during mealtimes. Once Aire was whisked away to join Nathalie and Jade, we were seated at the grand mahogany table in the formal dining room.I had been hoping we would be outside thi
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN It's perfect ~
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 170~When he moved over to the side of the bed, I thought he was getting up to distance himself from me. I almost had a panic attack. I wanted to scream at him not to leave yet, that we could enjoy each other's company for a while longer. Even though I knew it would be safer to end things now, I wanted to clutch onto any more time I could squeeze out of my relationship with Devin before he slipped out of my grasp.I had known that he would eventually leave me over my sexual limitations, but I hadn't anticipated that it would be this soon. I wasn't ready!It took me a bit to realize that he wasn't getting up. He seemed to be retrieving something from under the bed. When he returned to my side, he handed me a book. This was so far from what I had been expecting that I just fluttered my eyelashes in confusion.Devin pointed out the title, and once I was calm enough to actually comprehend what it said, I burst into giggles. The book was titled
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN I'll get tired of you in bed?
DIRTY AFFAIR WITH HIS IDENTICAL TWIN Chapter 169~He bent his elbow, to rest his head on this fist and gazed down at me. "You're being awfully quiet. Did I scare the hell out of you with that last bit?" He smiled, letting me know he wasn't angry."Me? No, I just...ummm...it just didn't make sense," I stammered."Let me see if I can clarify what I meant," he started, still smiling down at me. Even with his black hair rumpled from our marathon night and morning of lovemaking, he was so gorgeous it was almost breathtaking. He leaned back on the pillow to look up at the ceiling. When he spoke, something inside my belly told me that this was one of the most important conversations of my life, one that I would want to remember and relive over and over to cherish forever."I'm not sure exactly when it happened," he started. His voice had a faraway quality, almost like he was talking to someone else, yet it felt like he was speaking directly to my soul. "It probably wasn't a specific moment,
