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43. Suicide
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I woke up in the middle of the night, feeling very hungry. I really hate myself. Really hate my current situation. I woke up and cried, I looked at Blaze who was still not facing me.
I stood still in a state of tears, I looked at all the tables that looked so beautiful and aesthetically pleasing in this room. Why is my life so annoying. I browsed and looked for sharp objects. While I'm still a human… at least a sharp object will be able to kill me right?
There's nothing in this room, I walked into the bathroom looking for something, but I was disappointed, because I didn't find anything. I returned to the room, I saw Blaze was still asleep. The only thing I can use is the flower vase which is situated as a beautiful decoration in this room.
I took the vase filled with live flowers to the bathroom. I locked the bathroom door… at least it will take a long time for Blaze to open it, I just hope that when this door opens, I will be free
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