I woke up feeling overwhelmed. My body feels more alive and vibrant. I opened my eyes with clearer vision. I looked to my right, there ... the man who made me feel special last night, the man who took away my crown ... the first lover? But I asked him to do it! But still! Because of him ... I became like this! Huh.
There was a turmoil of anger that burned me. The turmoil is not like last night, this is my feeling that feels very angry at the man who was lying naked beside me. The man with the broad chest and hard flat stomach who last night I clawed, I kissed, I groped, I licked. I hit Blade's chest hard, trying to wake him up. Right now I have become myself or at least I am more aware than I was last night. I will confront him.
"Blaze!" I said patting his chest hard, Blaze just blinked a few times and turned lazily at me.
"What's the matter? You want more?" He asked with his trademark grin. His hair is messy and some par
I already put on my jeans and white T-shirt covered by a thick sweater, I went down the stairs to the dining room. It's nine in the morning ... it's time for breakfast right? Besides, somehow my stomach feels so...so hungry, I seem to be able to eat up to five portions of my normal portion right now.In the dining room, there are already Lidya, Balthier and Anne who are sitting around the dining table. When my feet touched the dining room, all eyes met her in surprise."Laila?" Asked Lidya in a questioning tone. She seemed unsure...and couldnt believe that it was me who came. So what? As I recall, I have dressed properly and combed my hair. Everything seems normal. To me at least!"Yes? Why Lidya? You look like seeing me for the first time." I said smiling and sitting beside Lidya. Right in front of me, Anne gave me an intense look. Here we go again .... An
When we walked back to the villa to return from the beautiful flower field, I purposely walked to get close to Blaze. I whispered to him that I want to talk privately... so he slowed down his steps. This man when outside the room has a stiff attitude ... On the other hand... if it's just the two of US, he is very flirtatious.“Blaze! Why didn't you say to me…! The transformation process is very painful?" I said my protest and snapped a little."Balthier who said that? Huh!" He asked slightly... sarcastically. "Why do you trust him more than me?""Just answer the damn question!" I snapped again and stopped my steps. Blaze also stopped and looked at me with an unreadable face."Yes. The process of changing for the first time will be very painful. But you have me ... at least my existence will make you feel less like it." Blaze replied looking straight at me."But….! Still feel It! I will be
“Wondering why we bother with love if its never last…”Why does this Taylor Swift's song fit so well with me now, we just have a different ending. In the song entitled Mine, Taylor Swift, who has a dark history of her parents who always quarreled… finally found her love. The man who can finally erase the trauma. As for me… instead of losing my trauma… it actually increased.I'm getting ready for campus with my reliable bike. Today is the first day of class, and I will continue my afternoon working at the laundry. Hopefully the first day of college there Will be no sight of damned lecturer.So far nothing has happened to me… at least no thick hair has grown or a mouth has grown to resemble a muzzle. It has become my habit every morning to look in the mirror after waking up. I'm afraid my face will change overnight… to become a wolf. Every day I never absent spent my time cursing and swearing at that man, t
My answer sheet has been collected on Blaze's desk. For the answer of question number two, I was forced to let question number two go. At least it was filled, at least I can get a "pity" score for filling it with the my opinion about the question, like other courses, we Will have a score for answering the question even when the answer is wrong. If the correct answer have 100 score, the wrong answer Will get 10 score.I asked Sean as we walked down the hall to my next class. Sean headed for his class which is located in the same direction as me."Can you do number two?" I asked him."Yes. It's the trickiest material… so I was actually repeating it the first time I got it. Professor Drake, my lecturer who previously advised, is indeed an important material." He explained with a smile. Sean is friendly, kind and fun."Oh. Then what about me? I don't understand the material at all. Can you teach me?" I st
I was shocked...I squealed a little, and it made Blaze roam in my mouth. His hand stroked my back, then lifted my shirt… it made his hand touch the bare skin of my back.I let Blaze did it, because I couldn't push him and relase my self. When he was out of breath, Blaze pressed his nose against mine. His breath was heavy with his signature masculine aroma."I'm thirsty and hungry to eat you! I can't stand it.. if I stay far away and couldn't touch you! To hell with them… ”Said Blaze, he stood straight and didn't continue his sentence."What?" I asked curiously.“Nothing. You must eat and drink properly. After college I will take you to a restaurant, your body needs proper food intake.""Can not. I work!""I've sent a letter about your resignation!" He replied again while stroking some of my hairs covering my face.I hit his chest hard. “Damn it! Why are you so annoy
Blaze opened the door before hearing my answer.He took my hand in and locked the door. Then he took me to the kitchen and took the plate. He took a large bowl and his two forks while we were still holding hands tight. A movement that is actually very possessive and romantic at the same time.Blaze opened the pizza box and unpacks the fruit salad, pouring it into the large bowl he had brought. Blaze toom the Pizza slice and ete it. I did the same. He sat right in front of me at the dining table, we were faced with a relaxed atmosphere while eating pizza… in silence. But somehow, Blaze seemsled very happy."Why are you so happy? Since earlier your lips are smiling very broadly…” I asked in surprise."I'm making my dreams come true….""Dream? What dream is it?" I asked curiously.“Dream of eating pizza together with you… like this. Then a fruit salad in a big bowl… with y
“Blaze! I am hungry!" I said lazily on the bed belonging to Blaze who was sitting cross-legged beside me with his laptop opened. He is focused on doing something."Hummm? Are you hungry? Want me to cook you something? What do you want?" He asked without looking. His eyes were still focused on a graph in gray and blue, several times, he typed something."At times like this... I feel harassed!" I said curtly as I tightened the thick blanket that was used to cover my innocent body. Even now, Blaze only wears the boxer.Blaze smiled and closed his laptop. He turned his body completely to me. "What do you want to eat my dear?" He asked with a very intoxicating smile. His hair is still messy and his face looks more glowing after our bed activity.“Hm…. I want something filling… and fast. I'm really hungry." I replied stroking my stomach that had protested because of hunger. Either this is a side effect or I'm really hungr
Lalila walks towards Lidya who is waiting in her English class, Lidya has been calling her via cellphone. Since yesterday, Blaze gave her some expensive items, he argued to facilitate their communication. Blaze gave the latest cellphone… with the excuse of being able to communicate and giving messages, then he gave a small laptop so that it Will make her task easier in campus affairs. Blaze asks Laila to focus on completing her studies. Blaze reasoned that he wanted to immediately bring her to meet his father.“Laila! You're taking so long ...!" Lidya whined, aje stomped her feet on the tiled floor of the cafeteria, she had been waiting for almost twenty minutes."I said ... in about half an hour ... I meet the time, I come late because I wasn't riding my bicycle ..." I replied a little bluntly. I sat right in front of Lidya. I Order a cold milk. Lidya raised her eyebrows in surprise."You... drinking milk ...""H
"Now you are the highest person in this pack, accompanying me as the alpha!"Blaze said facing me. Since his inauguration as alpha this morning, I felt the dominant aura from his body. He is the owner of this place, all living things in this place must submit to him."Yes." I answered casually, but the voice that came out of my body was very annoying, as if I was the one who deserved to be with him. This must be my wolf. Too sassy for me.Blaze frowned, he's actually already got explaination from Devanna ...about several possibilities to what happened to me. I have also told my conversation with Jemima when I was unconscious at that time. About how She wanted more control of me, and her threat, that I wont wake up...unless I give her more control."Laila ... Let me talk to Jemima. Can you?" He asked in a soft voice and his hand stroked my face.I smiled a little, how? And can I take over again? I am w
My head felt very heavy, I felt that I was in a very dark world with a very sick body. I felt every joint of my body was hurting, even...my heart felt sore when I try to breathe. As I remembered ... I was eating a cake, then felt so sleepy. But why was I like this? I seemed conscious but couldn't open my eyes and I couldn't control my body. I couldn't feel Jemima inside me anymore. Am I dead? Was the cake poisonous?I, in this state ... I felt the time was very long, maybe days or weeks or months? Anyway, I was in the void for a very long time. Until I felt a touch on my hand that was so cold, so cold like I was hit by a frostbite like I was hit by a lot of ice cubes ... my hand froze! Then the chill seemed to run through my body and finally, in my head, I felt someone kissing my forehead. The cold was unbearable...I felt like I will freeze in a matter of seconds.After that, I heard all the voices - very loud voices and my eyes felt v
"Put her on the bed!" Devanna ordered as I arrived at the cabin. I'm very worried about Laila, because her body is not as warm as usual.After I put Laila to sleep on the bed, Devanna checked her hands… maybe checked her pulse, Chralie looked pale… his eyes shifted from Laila to me."You don't feel anything, Blaze?" Asked my father, what does he mean?“Nope. I am fine. What does it mean?""If anything dangerous happens to Laila, you will feel it ... at least you don't feel anything ... means that... there is nothing serious about Laila." Charlie explained.I breathed a sigh of relief, he was right. I don't feel anything, no pain. The problem is that I can't call Jemima, and Laila in her head. I couldn't reach them telepathically at all.Devanna, stood up and looked at Charlie with anxious eyes. "This i
I'm looking for Charlie and Devanna in her cabin. Yes, my guess is right. They are there."What are you doing here?" I asked in surprise."Blaze? Where's Laila?" Devanna asked, approaching me with a huffed face. I looked at my father who sat back on the sofa. There was a cast on his injured leg."I hid her in the trap door in the room," I answered frankly.Devanna didn't answer right away, she turned to look at Charlie. I can feel something is wrong here."Your uncle was coming!" Said Charlie! "He wants to kill me! Looks like he's taken over the packhouse, who knows what else." Clearly Charlie with a gloomy face.I want to believe that Laila is all right. It's safe, only I know the place ... yes she is safe. She must be! Or I will kill anyone who dared to touch her.
Me and Blaze arrived at the pack house, I was confused about how to turn back into a human ... because I will change naked, I don't want to go all naked upstair? What of someone see me...or should I go upstairs in the form of a wolf?"Wait! You put my clothes on!" Said Blaze in my head. Ah luckily!I looked at him, the wolf transformed into the form of a big, tall man and without clothes, he quickly put on his pants which he apparently kept in his muzzle, so all this time he was carrying clothes by biting them! Wow! Smart! Mental note, how to save a clothes when you are a wolf! Muzzle!Then he gave his shirt and showed it to me. I changed ... I imagined myself with two legs, and my shoulder-length hair ... Fingers, and the next second I turned into my human body. Blaze instantly slides the T-shirt over my head and fits it perfectly.So, Blaze and I were in front of the pack house, me in a knee-length
"Quesadilla and espresso, two!" Said Blaze to one of the waiters.We sat enjoying the morning view of the city with breakfast at a roadside cafe. The city only has motorized vehicles at a few points… after all, all vehicles are water vehicles."Tomorrow we have to go back to the pack?" I asked irritably."Yes. One day early."“Not fair. You've corrupted my fun time in Japan. This is just my first day here…. ” I whined.“I'll take you around the pack, or visit other packs. There... They have many views that are no less dazzling." Bargained Blaze to me."Still ... the atmosphere is different!" My protests and still being persistent."What's different? What atmosphere do you mean?" He asked.“Normal atmosphere… a place for humans… not half-werewolves!” I said in a half-whisper. Blaze shook his head."Did you forget? You are
Our trip to Tokyo contained only... Blaze going all crazy in bed, he said... behind all of his actions, there was a reason... that he was enjoying making love in front of the enchanting Fuji mountains. I whined because Blaze didn't come out of the hotel room at all and allowed me to enjoy the air of cherry blossom country.Blaze started fondling my body again, according to our agreement... he had bought a dozen or more condom packs and is now wearing them again.“Blaze! Enough! I don't like Japan anymore! I want to go to Venice!" I said in final. At least there are no mountains like Mount Fuji right? It was so ridiculous actually...the reason for Blaze did all the crazy things inside the hotel room, he said...every time he saw the top of Mount Fuji ... he remembered mine too. Ah ... how stupid...I was! Asking for a vacation and travel here.“Venice? What do you want to see there?" He asked, still not st
'You traitor!' I said irritably to Jem.'I'm just telling Cain!' She replied feeling innocent.'The same!'Half an hour later, Blaze came with a piece of plastic containing several test packs. He's crazy!I looked strangely at him. "How many did you buy?""One ... for each brand." He answered and gave everything to me. There are about twenty prenatal check sticks in the plastic.“You think I can pass a gallon of urine? To test all the tools you bought?" I replied irritably, I stood up and went into the bathroom, after reading the instructions I did it, even though the instruction box said that it is best done on the first urine of the morning… this is just to confirm this time. Tomorrow morning I will test again.I waited while washing my hands. Haha !! One red line. Good! Great. Amazing.I smiled very
Lidya and I are in our second and final class on campus today.“Practically, you will leave this campus… so I guess it doesn’t matter whether you are suspended or not, it will not affect your GPA? Right?" Asked Lidya."You remind me of the pain of my life, Lidya!" I said annoyed."When did you leave?" She asked.“Blaze said in two weeks, he should be in the pack. I'm asking for a vacation, so maybe we'll leave early.""Where?""I don't know ... Japan or Korea."“Japan is cool. South Korea… is mouth-watering."“Maybe Japan. There is something I want to do there."Lidya nodded and was silent, our lecturer has come. I thought, indeed Lidya has a point, even if I want to study or get a suspension… it won't affect my final score. Because in the end, I'm not going to study here anymore