Last night I waited anxiously if Balthier would visit me that night. Since arriving at this place, Balthier has looked more serious and a little cooler. Maybe the effects of the terror threat from his mother. This place is a strange place, I call it strange because this house or mansion is located right in the middle of a dense forest… aren't they afraid of wild animals? Ah ... didn't Balthier ever mention wolves roaming around in this place?
I was also surprised by Laila's presence, she looked very natural here, even though I haven't had time to ask her… since when was she was here. Especially when I saw that Laila was a little closer to Charlie ... Balthier's father. My confusion grew even more because of the presence of a man with exotic skin with brownish hair and a slight streak of blonde. Isn't that strange? That guy couldn't possibly be treated at the salon, right?.. I mean..to get hair like that naturally.. that was amazing. T
I just got kissed by Tidus. What did he say earlier? Leave it in the kitchen? What does that kiss mean? Then why did he kiss me?I'm still frozen in place with all the shadows of what happened a few minutes ago. My face is hot, he really has kissed me!I returned to the room and waited for Laila to come, so far Balthier has not visited me at all. Was he too busy? Or did he ignore me? Deep in my heart, I am grateful that he didn't come… allowing me to think for myself and try to understand what just happened in this place.There was a knock on the door outside, I opened it and presented Laila with a bright and fresh face. She also wore jeans and a casual t-shirt.“Let's go! have You eaten?" She asked as we walked down the stairs. A question that made me have a dilemma, Ty said the kiss was only be kept in the kitchen ... so that means I can't tell anyone, right?"Mmmh ... not yet," I told h
"How old are you?" Asked Laila to Ty who walked in front of them. Ty took them to a garden, flowery, and plantation growing site that "he says" has the most comprehensive collection in the world. Blaze's grandmother has a very extreme hobby about plants, according to Ty's explanation in the car earlier. I walked with Lidya… two steps behind Ty."Me? Too old for you to know ..." Replied Ty casually. He didn't turn around and just walked in front of us.This is indeed a beautiful garden. Various flowers and plants that I know come from foreign countries, Asia, and even Europe."SO you too old to be known?" Now Lidya asked. Huh ... he must be confused about answering that question."Hmm ... I'm almost forty years old." He answered in the end.Basically, being here is a sacrifice. Sacrifice because of my love for Lidya, and I hope she can get her love ... so does Tidus, who has been w
"So what do you mean?" I stood and pounded the table. I was furious when I heard Balthier's suggestion just now. I was in the elders' meeting room, my father, Balthier, and some of the pack elders were here to discuss preparations if there was an attack on the pack by my mother and Brandon.“Blaze… calm down. Let's hear the reason first!" Said my father trying to make me calm down.Since the night Balthier had come to the pack, this meeting has been going on… a very complicated discussion, because as I expected… Balthier is a very annoying person. He kept suggesting that Laila and Lidya must be transferred to another pack because according to Balthier they were the weak spot of this pack. I don’t know why I find his idea was very strange. Didn't he come here because he was worried about Lidya's safety? Why does he seem to throw Lidya away… and it means less supervision action from us. With Laila and Lidya being relegated to another pack,
I was still asleep when it happened. Everything happened so fast, that I ... this very second also felt like it was only a dream.Maybe around 4 am, Blaze, woke me forcefully, and because I didn't wake up, he carried me bridal style. We ran down the stairs and when I opened my eyes I saw Charlie carrying Lidya running 5 steps ahead of us out of the house. We ran very fast.I didn't even see, which way we're going. They were running still in their human state and at a speed, I couldn't comprehend. When I really woke up, I was sitting leaning against the wall of the room painted warm yellow and dim lighting under the floor.Next to me, Lidya was still in a state of asleep, she leaned against the wall. I looked around and found neither Blaze nor Charlie, where are we? Where am I? What really happened?"Laila ... are you awake?" I caught a familiar female voice from in front of me. I turned and clenched
I was stirring a dough prepared by Devanna, I was stirring a mixture of flour, sugar, salt, butter, milk, eggs, and dry yeast. She told me to stir with my hand and with a very big smile. It was Devanna's direct order, while she was molding some pastries for the oven.Devana said that if the cake is prepared in a happy mood, the result will be very delicious and I will just follow her advice, even though my heart is in a state of worry and is really in a big question mark about my whereabouts. I still put on the biggest and widest smile I have.Several times I saw strange creatures passing by in front of me. Devanna and I were in a house, shaped like mushrooms in white and red, it had a wonderfully equipped kitchen. Although the oven used is a wood oven, this house seems to be devoted to a cake processing place.The first time I was brought to this place by Devanna, I saw a rabbit in a neat coat and said 'Hi,' to Devanna.
"Looks like we have to go back to my room, your friend seems to be confused. She's awake." Devanna stated. I immediately got up from the sofa and walked following Devanna. Fortunately, the baked cookies were already cooked and had already been removed from the oven. Devanna said, there will be officers who distribute the cakes to all residents of this place."What should we say to Lidya later?" I asked."Don't worry ... I'll tell her ...""What?""Just tell her the truth!" Devanna said casually."Devanna, but she's a human ... she doesn't even understand werewolves, let alone fairies!" I say now worried. We walked out of the mushroom house to Devanna's room. we passed several weird shape houses. I felt like I was in a fairytale world."Never mind, I don't think she's a difficult person to explain! Just leave it to me. I will also tell her about the werewolves ... she should know abo
Dad called me via telepathy, it's still 4 in the morning. His voice is very tensed.Father said that at the border the patrollers smelled a smell that resembled Sylvia and Brandon, the status of the pack turned into danger.I was told by my dad to move Laila, while dad will move Lidya to a hideout somewhere else. I immediately sat down and tried to wake Laila. She slept too soundly, I've tried to shake her up a few times, but Laila didn't open her eyes at all.Finally, I picked her up and immediately took her out of the room and down the stairs, in front of me ... Charlie was carrying Lidya while sleeping.We exited the house and trekked the forest down a path only my father and I knew. This is a special route to Devanna's hideout. The woman is a werewolf who has fairy blood from her ancestor. We will take Laila and Lyria to the house of the fairies, they will temporarily stay there, with Devanna. It
"So you mean Balthier's mate is dead?" I asked the father. We walked through the forest in a slow walk."Yes." He said."When did you find out? Why did you just say it now?!""Because his mate just died yesterday.""Whatt!""Devanna said, that there was a woman who died and it was a Balthier's mate. She was in the next pack ... I told Balthier ... and indeed he looked very pale, his body turned blue ... I was afraid he would die too. But since he hasn't formalized the relationship yet ... he doesn't have that risk ... Balthier survived, but he'll be a different person." Obviously, dad confused me."What do you mean...different person?""Let's say... Half his soul is gone!""So you mean ... Balthier won't get his Erasthai or his mates again? In his whole life?""Yes. Therefore a part of him felt an
"Now you are the highest person in this pack, accompanying me as the alpha!"Blaze said facing me. Since his inauguration as alpha this morning, I felt the dominant aura from his body. He is the owner of this place, all living things in this place must submit to him."Yes." I answered casually, but the voice that came out of my body was very annoying, as if I was the one who deserved to be with him. This must be my wolf. Too sassy for me.Blaze frowned, he's actually already got explaination from Devanna ...about several possibilities to what happened to me. I have also told my conversation with Jemima when I was unconscious at that time. About how She wanted more control of me, and her threat, that I wont wake up...unless I give her more control."Laila ... Let me talk to Jemima. Can you?" He asked in a soft voice and his hand stroked my face.I smiled a little, how? And can I take over again? I am w
My head felt very heavy, I felt that I was in a very dark world with a very sick body. I felt every joint of my body was hurting, even...my heart felt sore when I try to breathe. As I remembered ... I was eating a cake, then felt so sleepy. But why was I like this? I seemed conscious but couldn't open my eyes and I couldn't control my body. I couldn't feel Jemima inside me anymore. Am I dead? Was the cake poisonous?I, in this state ... I felt the time was very long, maybe days or weeks or months? Anyway, I was in the void for a very long time. Until I felt a touch on my hand that was so cold, so cold like I was hit by a frostbite like I was hit by a lot of ice cubes ... my hand froze! Then the chill seemed to run through my body and finally, in my head, I felt someone kissing my forehead. The cold was unbearable...I felt like I will freeze in a matter of seconds.After that, I heard all the voices - very loud voices and my eyes felt v
"Put her on the bed!" Devanna ordered as I arrived at the cabin. I'm very worried about Laila, because her body is not as warm as usual.After I put Laila to sleep on the bed, Devanna checked her hands… maybe checked her pulse, Chralie looked pale… his eyes shifted from Laila to me."You don't feel anything, Blaze?" Asked my father, what does he mean?“Nope. I am fine. What does it mean?""If anything dangerous happens to Laila, you will feel it ... at least you don't feel anything ... means that... there is nothing serious about Laila." Charlie explained.I breathed a sigh of relief, he was right. I don't feel anything, no pain. The problem is that I can't call Jemima, and Laila in her head. I couldn't reach them telepathically at all.Devanna, stood up and looked at Charlie with anxious eyes. "This i
I'm looking for Charlie and Devanna in her cabin. Yes, my guess is right. They are there."What are you doing here?" I asked in surprise."Blaze? Where's Laila?" Devanna asked, approaching me with a huffed face. I looked at my father who sat back on the sofa. There was a cast on his injured leg."I hid her in the trap door in the room," I answered frankly.Devanna didn't answer right away, she turned to look at Charlie. I can feel something is wrong here."Your uncle was coming!" Said Charlie! "He wants to kill me! Looks like he's taken over the packhouse, who knows what else." Clearly Charlie with a gloomy face.I want to believe that Laila is all right. It's safe, only I know the place ... yes she is safe. She must be! Or I will kill anyone who dared to touch her.
Me and Blaze arrived at the pack house, I was confused about how to turn back into a human ... because I will change naked, I don't want to go all naked upstair? What of someone see me...or should I go upstairs in the form of a wolf?"Wait! You put my clothes on!" Said Blaze in my head. Ah luckily!I looked at him, the wolf transformed into the form of a big, tall man and without clothes, he quickly put on his pants which he apparently kept in his muzzle, so all this time he was carrying clothes by biting them! Wow! Smart! Mental note, how to save a clothes when you are a wolf! Muzzle!Then he gave his shirt and showed it to me. I changed ... I imagined myself with two legs, and my shoulder-length hair ... Fingers, and the next second I turned into my human body. Blaze instantly slides the T-shirt over my head and fits it perfectly.So, Blaze and I were in front of the pack house, me in a knee-length
"Quesadilla and espresso, two!" Said Blaze to one of the waiters.We sat enjoying the morning view of the city with breakfast at a roadside cafe. The city only has motorized vehicles at a few points… after all, all vehicles are water vehicles."Tomorrow we have to go back to the pack?" I asked irritably."Yes. One day early."“Not fair. You've corrupted my fun time in Japan. This is just my first day here…. ” I whined.“I'll take you around the pack, or visit other packs. There... They have many views that are no less dazzling." Bargained Blaze to me."Still ... the atmosphere is different!" My protests and still being persistent."What's different? What atmosphere do you mean?" He asked.“Normal atmosphere… a place for humans… not half-werewolves!” I said in a half-whisper. Blaze shook his head."Did you forget? You are
Our trip to Tokyo contained only... Blaze going all crazy in bed, he said... behind all of his actions, there was a reason... that he was enjoying making love in front of the enchanting Fuji mountains. I whined because Blaze didn't come out of the hotel room at all and allowed me to enjoy the air of cherry blossom country.Blaze started fondling my body again, according to our agreement... he had bought a dozen or more condom packs and is now wearing them again.“Blaze! Enough! I don't like Japan anymore! I want to go to Venice!" I said in final. At least there are no mountains like Mount Fuji right? It was so ridiculous actually...the reason for Blaze did all the crazy things inside the hotel room, he said...every time he saw the top of Mount Fuji ... he remembered mine too. Ah ... how stupid...I was! Asking for a vacation and travel here.“Venice? What do you want to see there?" He asked, still not st
'You traitor!' I said irritably to Jem.'I'm just telling Cain!' She replied feeling innocent.'The same!'Half an hour later, Blaze came with a piece of plastic containing several test packs. He's crazy!I looked strangely at him. "How many did you buy?""One ... for each brand." He answered and gave everything to me. There are about twenty prenatal check sticks in the plastic.“You think I can pass a gallon of urine? To test all the tools you bought?" I replied irritably, I stood up and went into the bathroom, after reading the instructions I did it, even though the instruction box said that it is best done on the first urine of the morning… this is just to confirm this time. Tomorrow morning I will test again.I waited while washing my hands. Haha !! One red line. Good! Great. Amazing.I smiled very
Lidya and I are in our second and final class on campus today.“Practically, you will leave this campus… so I guess it doesn’t matter whether you are suspended or not, it will not affect your GPA? Right?" Asked Lidya."You remind me of the pain of my life, Lidya!" I said annoyed."When did you leave?" She asked.“Blaze said in two weeks, he should be in the pack. I'm asking for a vacation, so maybe we'll leave early.""Where?""I don't know ... Japan or Korea."“Japan is cool. South Korea… is mouth-watering."“Maybe Japan. There is something I want to do there."Lidya nodded and was silent, our lecturer has come. I thought, indeed Lidya has a point, even if I want to study or get a suspension… it won't affect my final score. Because in the end, I'm not going to study here anymore