I scan the list whilst itching the side of my neck. This has been happening to me constantly, my neck keeps itching. "Alpha!" Elriam's loud voice startles me as I turn to look at her.
"What is it?" I question her frowning as she walks closer to me.
Grabbing my jaw in her palm she moves my face to the side baring my neck to her. "Your mark." Is all she says and my eyes widen.
Slapping my palm over my mark to feel it I slide my fingers across the itching flesh. It doesn't hurt but it feels rough and the skin seems to be peeling. "How did I not notice this?" I ask myself in a whisper.
Elriam quickly grabs my wrist and guides me to the pack hospital. Her feet walk fast just as the thoughts running through my mind.
"Give me a quick brief." I say as my fingers touch the piles of tin cans and other necessities'. Fresh meat hangs from the hooks attached to the walls. The females will cut some to produce dried meat for the coming winter.The males take me through the warehouse pointing at all the latest supplies as well as the ones that haven't been used. It depends on the wolves' tastes as to what they like and what they don't. "The only problem is that we haven't been able to acquire this specific item." One of the males speaks up pointing to something on his notes pad as I look at him."Write it on a piece of paper along with all its information. I shall import it from my pack." I say as his eyes widen."Why? Why must you do so much for a pack that isn't yours?" He asks and I tilt my head to the s
"My female," Deimos calls out to me.Though I cannot see, I hear his voice. Though I cannot see, I feel his warmth. "Come." He says. "Come to me, Lumina." A smile graces my lips as my heart swims in his ocean. If this is a dream I don't wish to wake up. I wish to stay here and keep listening to his voice.I feel as though I am lost in a vast land, searching for him. Only following his voice to find where he resides. The green grass reminds me of his eyes that sparkle like a jewel in the sunlight. It's a beautiful place with no wolf but he and I. I search frantically trying to reach him until a silhouette comes into view.Patiently, I wait for the male to turn, I wait for him. The silhouette startles as he senses me and he slowly turns to look at me. My eyes widen as my body trembles. A
"Luna Lumina, he-" Ragon begins, his voice slow and gentle to deliver the bad news and I cut him off, my palm raised facing him."Not another word!" I command harshly as he startles and bows. "Has Giovanni returned?" I question and Ragon quickly nods."Take me to him." Tearing the drip of my flesh I walk head held high as Ragon leads me to him.The healer stands in our path. "You need to rest and I need to treat your mark." She says as I tilt my head at the scrawny old female. Who does she think she is to order me around? Give them a little authority and they think they are above you. I try to walk around her and she blocks my path again.Bending down to her level so she can meet my eyes I lean towards her as she leans back with a gul
The weak female tries to land a punch and I let her, the punch rather feels like a soft pat. Blood gushes more and more. She must be hallucinating by now. Lifting the knife high into the air, I scream to the other two. "Watch!" As soon as I feel their eyes on me I strike it deep into her heart.One of the males releases a loud howl of pain head raised into the air whilst the other brings his wolf forth snarling banging his body upon the silver rods, watching me with utmost hate.My clothes are drenched with her blood, droplets splattered on my face and I lick the remaining off the knife satisfying the thirst of my wolf. "I will not kill you two. You will watch her body rot with maggots eating her remains and you will not be able to do anything. Exactly how you made me feel with my male."
WARNING:- This chapter contains heavy sexual contentnot suitable for young readers.I cannot feel it. The beats of my heart. I cannot hear it. The sound of my breaths. I stand tied to the ground not making a single move, whilst his eyes stare at me calmly waiting patiently for my reaction. My mind rushes jumbled thoughts run, warning me I am in a dream and not to aid my expectations in reaching new heights.No, the room doesn't spin and I don't tremble or shiver. I don't sob my heart out rather I just stand there like a doll watching the rise and fall of his chest. His eyes beckon me to him, to his side. My mark buzzes like electricity jolts celebrating the connection that has been revived back to life."Luna?" Ragon whispers with a frown upon his face. I am suppo
He closes his eyes unable to bear the pain I show him through my eyes. "Tell me! Tell me I am not dreaming. Tell me this is real!" I scream clutching the collar of his shirt in my palms.He grabs me in his arms, lips leaving kisses all over my face. My cheeks, nose, eyes, lips he heals them with his kisses as he whispers, "You are not dreaming, Lumina. I am real. I am here."Loud wails leave my mouth, with each wail stripping me of my energy. My body trembles and I fall onto the ground. Deimos grabs me and holds me tightly to his chest. "I am sorry. Forgive me." He keeps whispering the words to me like a lullaby.My fists bang his chest softly, tears and snot soak his shirt but he takes it all. I scream and scream as much as I can emptying my overfilled heart. "You l-left m-me." I wail
I begin to whimper and whine loudly through my nose as he takes a step back. I begin to get up so I can go to him but stop halfway once his eyes find mine. "Stay." He speaks through those eyes. My whines increase by sound as he strips himself off his shirt and wipes his body with a cold drenched towel.Close. I want him as close to me as possible. His actions are calm and composed but I know he listens to every sound that leaves my mouth and watches my every action. Washing his face and hair he finally walks to the other side of the bed.Lifting the thin blanket he lies down and gathers me in his arms. "Hush now. I am here aren't I?" He asks softly trying to ease my whines and whimpers. My wolf curls up tail tucked under engrossed with the warmth her male provides.I look up at him thr
WARNING:- This chapter contains heavy sexual contentnot suitable for young readers.Blood. Every place my eyes land I find blood. Its dark colour strapping around me like a vine forcing me to watch and take in the sight filling me with intense fear. The ground is filling up like a closed tub whilst the sky pours, the redness painting my flesh. Looking down at my palm I wonder whose blood this is.I am drenched in it. My heart thumps, the only time I can feel fear is not of battles but of losing someone dear to me. I am scared. Shivering I clutch my body tightly looking for a way out from where I am locked up.Trying to take a step forward amidst the bloody storm I cannot move for my feet are clamped to the ground holding me caged preparing me for a show. I quickly
It was not an effortless decision for it would come with a price. And that price delayed my path of action. I knew the pack would go against me and I knew I would have to execute numerous of my warriors and that fact chained me once more.It felt as though I was spitting on father's grave, I was destroying everything he trained me growing up. I wondered if he saw me as shameful, I wondered if he deemed me as his male no more for if he were alive my father would have reprimanded my choices.That permanent state of hell I was in, that confusion I abhorred it. I was stuck I could not move, annihilating your wolves as an Alpha meant the moon would sentence me for it, she would have to take something from me and I sweated it would be Lumina or Kal.But observing my female living in discomfort each day because of my discretions, I could not follow it anymore. I could not withstand it so I stood on that stage and I declared the end of the tradition hoping it would pave
Whilst the females moved an unconscious Lumina to the other room, Elriam was generous to place the pup in my trembling awaiting hands. It was a male, yet there was no happiness from my side mere neutralness for I had lost someone dear to me. It was a day of birth and death, birth of my male the death of me.The reason I had feared to love her had come to stand haughtily in my reality, Lumina wanted to leave me. She spewed heartless words to my face of how I disgusted her, of how she rebuked our bond that we were no more as one.She said she could live without me with such ease as I tensed my jaw and took her strikes for I earned it. I deserved each blow of her whip as it peeled the skin off my bones.Then she changed. She became a female I could not recognize, our relationship had blazed to ashes there was nothing left between us. She left a trail behind with torn pieces of herself that I often secretly bent to pick up and lay in my treasure box.
But that was no choice to me, it seemed as though I was once more standing on that bridge. Life or death. I wanted to choose death, I would have rather fallen than betray either of them.The tradition of the chosen did not seem to hinder me even after I met Lumina for I had thought I would never fall in love with her. Yet I did I was in love with her unconditionally, she stood first in line among my every other duty. She was my priority in many ways.How could I touch another female other than Lumina? The image of it had me gag as it left a foul taste on my tongue. I was not that kind of a male, I promised to be loyal to her until the moon called for me.I was lost for I did not know much of the laws of the tradition so I requested Ragon to aid me to attain loopholes or ways I can tiptoe around it without harming any wolf. It was a tradition that had run smoothly in our pack for generations with no Alpha ever going against it and I did not want to be th
I could not think, I could not feel. A sudden sense of coldness lured me into its cave. I knew if I stayed I would hurt her with the vengeance of my words so I chose to abandon her in that aloof house until the turmoil of my heart and mind rested.Yet when I had returned I was greeted with something I did not wait for, she leapt into my arms caressing flesh pecking me all over my face showing her profound affection for me as she begged for me to forgive her. And I could not fight her, how could I have when she glanced at me that way?So I asked her to do something for me that I found arduous to do. To bare her soul to me and she had accepted with no reluctance. She taught me that I must soar above my walls and unveil myself to her eyes as well and I guaranteed her that I would with time.After a while, Lumina got sick fatally sick and I fretted the pill had done something to her. I often conversed with Giovanni's healer every night after I put my female to sleep
The goddess took her time with me as she kept me caged up for a while and on her chosen day she surprisingly tossed me back to my physical being as though she found no use to bother with me anymore.I do not remember distinctly the events that unfolded after I had awoken, it was all a haze of sounds, scents and movements. But what I do recall was the way the eyes of my female lightened as she examined me. She looked as though I had breathed life back into her and I was perplexed. I was the one who had been in a coma yet why did my moon blessed resemble a corpse as well?Was she not eating, was she not sleeping? Judgment took its time to settle within me. Lumina was not living, she was merely existing and that too not for her sake but mine hoping that I would wake up and embrace her one day. With everything Ragon had revealed to me of her lifeless days, my heart burned with tribulation.My fault, I was once more to blame for giving her that experience. Testifying
She wanted to hasten everything and we stood on thin ice once more, snapping our teeth at each other with a wave of outrage. She was always expecting me to understand her but she never once returned that from her side. What about what I wanted? I was not ready to be a father for I was only learning how to be a moral mate to her.But the way she looked at me it was as though it had been what she had yearned for all her life. To have a family of her own, who was I to deny that? Was it not my duty to her, to give her that life?I did not think I would be a good father, I did not want to raise my pup as my father bred me. I was worried I would end being the same as him. I wanted time before I could speak with her on the topic of having pups but she thought I was unconditionally against the idea.It was not true, I too wanted to see my female's belly swollen with my pup snoring within. I too did not have a family growing up and I despairingly needed laughter and joy
I knew the moon would condemn me for the way I treated her gift. I did not know whom to blame, Lumina or myself? Did I need to be more patient with her? Did I need to be more understanding?That day as I showered with a dejected heart, I had given up a little on us. I felt we were lying in a hopeless pit we were both equal predators always at war with the other. I did not consider we could ever be happy with each other and I was prepared to move to the other wing of the castle and isolate myself from Lumina for a while.I thought it would be for the best, I would not be able to hurt her and she would not be able to wound me either. I wanted to end our sprouting relationship for her sake mostly, she would be happier without me. Without the cruelness of our bond, we could have lived in the pack together but we would have not been in a loving relationship.As I departed the bathroom's heat, she sat on that bed whilst she waited patiently for me. I was astounded for
I entered Cronus's lands with a calmness which I owned a lot of yet with her fit of aggression towards me she stripped it all apart, she tested me with every breath she took. Master of control? No, when it came to her I was a master of nothing.Then I assumed her truth, she did not wish to return for she was in love with Cronus. It had to be the only reason, my canines ached to mark her then and there and drag her outside by her neck exhibiting to every wolf she was mine. I wanted to do it the hard away be the pitiless vicious beast I was.Then Lumina wailed and my being shook, her tears I was powerless to behold anymore. I did not wish to hurt her further than I already had. When she stuttered the truth of her feelings to me of how it had always been me and shall remain so forevermore I strived to hide my surging smile. She chose me and that was all that mattered.And for the first time in a very long time, I sincerely apologized and freed my soul a li
The second my lips brushed softly against hers, I knew it. She would be the death of me and what astonished me was I deemed I would willingly die for her if that was what she wanted. She drove me wild and frantic streaming behind her like a panting male in a rut.Yet that very same night as Cronus pressed her against that wall and vocalised of the feelings he possessed for my female the beast in me mounted, he destroyed the barriers and clawed his way up to make his claim and I failed to stop him.I detested the vile sight of Cronu's fingers on her flesh, the closeness of their lips. She was mine and mine alone, every part of her belonged to me. If she had run away from my heat I would have hunted her, arrested her and barred her in my room for weeks fucking her with a savagery until she squealed the truth of whom her male was.But from that event stemmed insecurity, I grew to become anxious that she would leave me. My confidence in myself diminished with each r