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Let Me Love You - Part IV
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"I have laid with females before you and I do not expect forgiveness for that but know that I seek it. I was not taught well to prepare myself for you. I did not expect to find you either rather I did not wish to find you. But I promise you, I shall never lay eyes on another female but you. I shall stand by you at all times. I shall hold you dear to my heart." A smile threatens to come upon my face as well to his words. It feels as though a weight is being lifted off my shoulders as if we are truly meeting for the first time. It is pristine, exciting. I wish to be pulled into it further. If this were how our bond began at first, would our relationship be different?
"I have never laid with a male before." His eyes are swift to move away shame looming over him crawling up his spine. He cannot meet my eyes, he feels burdened by his past deeds. "It does not necessarily mean I saved myself fo
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