The floorboards creak and groan to the weight of the male who takes his first step into my empty house. His scent blooms as a flower spilling its freshness against the cold walls. My eyes enlarge to understanding that sets in. This was it. Only he could do it for me.
Only he could change a house into a home. Only he could melt my coldness.
He scans the interior from the low ceiling that is barely able to accommodate him to the tiny open kitchen that lays before his eyes. I take Kal from his hands allowing his father the freedom of absorbing what I had built.
Whilst I prepare some grounded lean meat to feed the little one, Deimos wanders through the house fingers brushing past everything he passes by, he wishes to feel it. To listen to what the house says to him of my lif
"You are truly magnificent, my goddess." He utters as I beam at him. His delicate touches, the heat of his emeralds, the softness of his lips propels me into a bubble of haze that captures my senses bounding me to the spell of his eyes.He caresses each feature gifting it with a kiss, my forehead, my eyes, nose and cheeks. He admires his female, relishing in the glow of light I shine upon him. Wet kisses are delivered down the flesh of my neck, canines bite and tug at my mark with the purpose to leave a trace of his loving only to return and soothe it with a soft hollow suck of the burning skin.His calloused palm slides down my hips forging a torturous path of fire to lift my skirt and feast on my bareness. A shot of ardour is brisk to ignite down to the pit of my moistening core.My
"Do not provoke me, Lumina." An enticingly filthy warning he delivers with a deep pleasure-filled moan whilst his claws escape their shells to grip the flesh of my hips trying to control the pace of our mating.His name leaves my desirous swollen lips over and over again as though I were chanting or praying. The way I take him is raw, severe and passionate yet soothingly gentle. He turns hot-blooded to the pure animalistic fucking yet the relentless delicateness of it has him caged leaving him immobile but to take what I give him. Seizing him by his neck I pry his face to meet mine. I want to see him as he empties himself within me. The way his mouth will open to empty his hot pants, the way his eyes will clench shut with his overwhelming bliss.Leaning forward my teeth sink into his lower lip to suck, bite and tug with an insatiable th
"Have you thought about where you wish to hold his birthday party?" I inquire as Deimos shakes the rattle violently to win back his male's attention who seems to be preoccupied with other playthings."The garden at the back of the castle," He responds his eyes playfully narrowing at the little one who is more interested in playing alone than with his father."The garden? What garden?" I ask as confusion strikes. There is no garden on our lands, how come I was never aware of its existence?"The castle possesses a garden at the back, Lumina." He replies shooting a calm glance of acknowledgement towards me."Six years, and now you tell me Deimos. Wait, does it lie past the locked gate?"
As soon as he is an inch away from me I draw him into my arms cuddling the upset pup to my chest. "He did excellently did he not?" I peer up at Deimos who nods with a wide grin on his face. He is happy that his male succeeds in whatever he begins."A few more times and then we shall head to sleep," Deimos states as I nod in agreement and hand him over to his father to restart the process. We do this every night before slumber, our everyday routine. This way Kal practices and gets better with time surpassing all the others who are of his age. He must always be superior. Always.We were up early the next day finishing up with the final preparations for Kal's party, the garden was attractively decorated with balloons, streamers, confetti and lights. Deimos wished to make it as fascinating as possible for the little one. Several of my femal
"Cronus!" My feet are brisk to take me to him at a rushed pace eager to hold him to me. Whilst his arms open for me I press my flesh against his taking in his scent that soothes my entirety. Such a warm smell he holds."How have you been?" He chuckles at my antics patting the back of my head with gentleness."Happy. Very happy." I whisper peering up at him with bright eyes that regard him with fondness. His orbs widen slightly to the truth I uttered."You do not know how long I have waited to hear these words from you. My heart is now irrevocably full, Lumina." Cronus murmurs as his content eyes lift to beam at Deimos who has sauntered towards us to come to stand behind me."Cronus." Deimos embraces him with affection.
His ocean blues keep glimpsing at Theia who prances around playing with my male, he observes her every smile her every laugh. His eyes capture her entirety engraving her antics in secret. I find her neck bare of his mark and understanding comes into light. I was in the same situation once so it is easy for me to find what is hidden from others."I think he wishes to come to me now, let him go Cronus!" Theia has her hands plunged delicately beneath Kal's underarms as she struggles to take him from her brother's grasp."Cronus, I wish to talk to Theia alone," Standing on my tiptoes I whisper into his ear as he turns to me the playfulness leaving whilst seriousness surges forward. He asks no questions as he offers me a curt nod of understanding whilst passing Kal onto Theia's awaiting hands.
Phobos lifts Kal tenderly from her hands, the electrifying meeting of fingertips has Theia gasping raising her yearning eyes to meet Phobos's."Deimos, I had forgotten about the soup!" I yell faintly in fake anxiety swiftly tugging on his hand marching towards the buzzing pack table."Soup? What soup? We do not have any soup, Lumina." Deimos whispers with a profound frown struck with deep confusion tripping in his steps whilst I lure him farther away from them. "What are you on about?"I halt by the table setting him free to simply observe Kal bawling his eyes out with discomfort in Phobos's limbs as Theia giggles explaining to her male how to hold the pup whilst comforting his distress. Such a bittersweet sight to witness.The handin
"Open wide, Kal," Deimos pleads whilst attempting to feed the resolute pup who refuses to eat with uncompromising stubbornness.He merely turns his head away as soon as the spoon nears his mouth as though he perceives what is offered to him as distasteful. "He does this only with you for he knows I am not as patient." I chuckle whilst tearing up some tender elk meat to plant it in my mouth stuffing my starved belly. Now that Kal can walk and race at an immense speed, he has begun to engulf my energy often leaving me drained and sleep-deprived. It has become more challenging to handle him."He needs to eat or he would procure no strength for his training," Deimos murmurs taking a fleet mouthful of his food only to shift and try to feed his male. He plays a significant role in Kal's maturity, he feeds him, bathes him and trains him. He do
It was not an effortless decision for it would come with a price. And that price delayed my path of action. I knew the pack would go against me and I knew I would have to execute numerous of my warriors and that fact chained me once more.It felt as though I was spitting on father's grave, I was destroying everything he trained me growing up. I wondered if he saw me as shameful, I wondered if he deemed me as his male no more for if he were alive my father would have reprimanded my choices.That permanent state of hell I was in, that confusion I abhorred it. I was stuck I could not move, annihilating your wolves as an Alpha meant the moon would sentence me for it, she would have to take something from me and I sweated it would be Lumina or Kal.But observing my female living in discomfort each day because of my discretions, I could not follow it anymore. I could not withstand it so I stood on that stage and I declared the end of the tradition hoping it would pave
Whilst the females moved an unconscious Lumina to the other room, Elriam was generous to place the pup in my trembling awaiting hands. It was a male, yet there was no happiness from my side mere neutralness for I had lost someone dear to me. It was a day of birth and death, birth of my male the death of me.The reason I had feared to love her had come to stand haughtily in my reality, Lumina wanted to leave me. She spewed heartless words to my face of how I disgusted her, of how she rebuked our bond that we were no more as one.She said she could live without me with such ease as I tensed my jaw and took her strikes for I earned it. I deserved each blow of her whip as it peeled the skin off my bones.Then she changed. She became a female I could not recognize, our relationship had blazed to ashes there was nothing left between us. She left a trail behind with torn pieces of herself that I often secretly bent to pick up and lay in my treasure box.
But that was no choice to me, it seemed as though I was once more standing on that bridge. Life or death. I wanted to choose death, I would have rather fallen than betray either of them.The tradition of the chosen did not seem to hinder me even after I met Lumina for I had thought I would never fall in love with her. Yet I did I was in love with her unconditionally, she stood first in line among my every other duty. She was my priority in many ways.How could I touch another female other than Lumina? The image of it had me gag as it left a foul taste on my tongue. I was not that kind of a male, I promised to be loyal to her until the moon called for me.I was lost for I did not know much of the laws of the tradition so I requested Ragon to aid me to attain loopholes or ways I can tiptoe around it without harming any wolf. It was a tradition that had run smoothly in our pack for generations with no Alpha ever going against it and I did not want to be th
I could not think, I could not feel. A sudden sense of coldness lured me into its cave. I knew if I stayed I would hurt her with the vengeance of my words so I chose to abandon her in that aloof house until the turmoil of my heart and mind rested.Yet when I had returned I was greeted with something I did not wait for, she leapt into my arms caressing flesh pecking me all over my face showing her profound affection for me as she begged for me to forgive her. And I could not fight her, how could I have when she glanced at me that way?So I asked her to do something for me that I found arduous to do. To bare her soul to me and she had accepted with no reluctance. She taught me that I must soar above my walls and unveil myself to her eyes as well and I guaranteed her that I would with time.After a while, Lumina got sick fatally sick and I fretted the pill had done something to her. I often conversed with Giovanni's healer every night after I put my female to sleep
The goddess took her time with me as she kept me caged up for a while and on her chosen day she surprisingly tossed me back to my physical being as though she found no use to bother with me anymore.I do not remember distinctly the events that unfolded after I had awoken, it was all a haze of sounds, scents and movements. But what I do recall was the way the eyes of my female lightened as she examined me. She looked as though I had breathed life back into her and I was perplexed. I was the one who had been in a coma yet why did my moon blessed resemble a corpse as well?Was she not eating, was she not sleeping? Judgment took its time to settle within me. Lumina was not living, she was merely existing and that too not for her sake but mine hoping that I would wake up and embrace her one day. With everything Ragon had revealed to me of her lifeless days, my heart burned with tribulation.My fault, I was once more to blame for giving her that experience. Testifying
She wanted to hasten everything and we stood on thin ice once more, snapping our teeth at each other with a wave of outrage. She was always expecting me to understand her but she never once returned that from her side. What about what I wanted? I was not ready to be a father for I was only learning how to be a moral mate to her.But the way she looked at me it was as though it had been what she had yearned for all her life. To have a family of her own, who was I to deny that? Was it not my duty to her, to give her that life?I did not think I would be a good father, I did not want to raise my pup as my father bred me. I was worried I would end being the same as him. I wanted time before I could speak with her on the topic of having pups but she thought I was unconditionally against the idea.It was not true, I too wanted to see my female's belly swollen with my pup snoring within. I too did not have a family growing up and I despairingly needed laughter and joy
I knew the moon would condemn me for the way I treated her gift. I did not know whom to blame, Lumina or myself? Did I need to be more patient with her? Did I need to be more understanding?That day as I showered with a dejected heart, I had given up a little on us. I felt we were lying in a hopeless pit we were both equal predators always at war with the other. I did not consider we could ever be happy with each other and I was prepared to move to the other wing of the castle and isolate myself from Lumina for a while.I thought it would be for the best, I would not be able to hurt her and she would not be able to wound me either. I wanted to end our sprouting relationship for her sake mostly, she would be happier without me. Without the cruelness of our bond, we could have lived in the pack together but we would have not been in a loving relationship.As I departed the bathroom's heat, she sat on that bed whilst she waited patiently for me. I was astounded for
I entered Cronus's lands with a calmness which I owned a lot of yet with her fit of aggression towards me she stripped it all apart, she tested me with every breath she took. Master of control? No, when it came to her I was a master of nothing.Then I assumed her truth, she did not wish to return for she was in love with Cronus. It had to be the only reason, my canines ached to mark her then and there and drag her outside by her neck exhibiting to every wolf she was mine. I wanted to do it the hard away be the pitiless vicious beast I was.Then Lumina wailed and my being shook, her tears I was powerless to behold anymore. I did not wish to hurt her further than I already had. When she stuttered the truth of her feelings to me of how it had always been me and shall remain so forevermore I strived to hide my surging smile. She chose me and that was all that mattered.And for the first time in a very long time, I sincerely apologized and freed my soul a li
The second my lips brushed softly against hers, I knew it. She would be the death of me and what astonished me was I deemed I would willingly die for her if that was what she wanted. She drove me wild and frantic streaming behind her like a panting male in a rut.Yet that very same night as Cronus pressed her against that wall and vocalised of the feelings he possessed for my female the beast in me mounted, he destroyed the barriers and clawed his way up to make his claim and I failed to stop him.I detested the vile sight of Cronu's fingers on her flesh, the closeness of their lips. She was mine and mine alone, every part of her belonged to me. If she had run away from my heat I would have hunted her, arrested her and barred her in my room for weeks fucking her with a savagery until she squealed the truth of whom her male was.But from that event stemmed insecurity, I grew to become anxious that she would leave me. My confidence in myself diminished with each r