Phobos lifts Kal tenderly from her hands, the electrifying meeting of fingertips has Theia gasping raising her yearning eyes to meet Phobos's.
"Deimos, I had forgotten about the soup!" I yell faintly in fake anxiety swiftly tugging on his hand marching towards the buzzing pack table.
"Soup? What soup? We do not have any soup, Lumina." Deimos whispers with a profound frown struck with deep confusion tripping in his steps whilst I lure him farther away from them. "What are you on about?"
I halt by the table setting him free to simply observe Kal bawling his eyes out with discomfort in Phobos's limbs as Theia giggles explaining to her male how to hold the pup whilst comforting his distress. Such a bittersweet sight to witness.
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I would like to begin by declaring how immensely grateful I am to each and every one of you who has constantly been a part of Deimos and Lumina's journey. I commenced writing this book in December of 2019 with no prior experience in novel writing. I set the sensations and passion I possessed within my soul free not expecting much for I had no dream. But you all came to me and you gave me purpose and welcomed me and my work with open arms. Presently my book has been published on three platforms and I have obtained a true family just as Lumina possesses now. Know that I remember and treasure every one of you who have been here from the very first chappy. Now that you have set me on my feet I shall dedicate further novels to you all. Please look forward to them :D
"Open wide, Kal," Deimos pleads whilst attempting to feed the resolute pup who refuses to eat with uncompromising stubbornness.He merely turns his head away as soon as the spoon nears his mouth as though he perceives what is offered to him as distasteful. "He does this only with you for he knows I am not as patient." I chuckle whilst tearing up some tender elk meat to plant it in my mouth stuffing my starved belly. Now that Kal can walk and race at an immense speed, he has begun to engulf my energy often leaving me drained and sleep-deprived. It has become more challenging to handle him."He needs to eat or he would procure no strength for his training," Deimos murmurs taking a fleet mouthful of his food only to shift and try to feed his male. He plays a significant role in Kal's maturity, he feeds him, bathes him and trains him. He do
There are even chairs for those who wish to sit and view the training. I smile tenderly as I find a wooden chair with 'Mama' carved on it, it is the closest one to the centre of the room where the two males shall spar. I had my seat; Deimos is the most beloved with his thoughtfulness. No wonder he requested for me to come to watch."Kal.""Yes, papa?" The little one who is fumbling with all the distinct items halts to turn around and engage in his father's call."Come stand on this mat in front of me." He says the playfulness departing replaced by calmness as he regards his male. He is not a father now; he is a mentor.The little one toddles to his father and stands in front of him peeping up at him from beneath his lashes. "What awe
Kal is agile to listen to me as he lunges towards his father banging his fists against his muscled belly one strike after another. He does not rest, as he throws punch after punch relentlessly.Deimos's eyes widen in awe of his male. "That's it. Faster. Firmer. Make papa submit." He roars with an enthusiastic ferocity adding ammunition to his male's shots."Bad papa!" Kal works to yell like his father as the three-year-old repeatedly attacks Deimos whose laughter echoes throughout the void warehouse's walls. He stoops to pick Kal up by his waist and swirl him around expressing his pleasure.I hasten run towards my males as Deimos unfolds his arm wide for me to snuggle into. He kisses the top of Kal's and my head affectionately as we three cuddle against one another my mate's arms safel
"Zia Lumina!" Gianna bounds speedily towards the main gates a radiant broad smile upon her face, bubbling laughter erupting from the pit of her belly as she regards me."Gia." I chuckle kneeling upon the earth, my arms wide open for her to sink into. Her supple flesh collides with mine whilst she nestles into my chest inhaling my scent."I missed you." She whispers as I fondly pat her back, I feel as though I am reuniting with my daughter. The first pup I forged a motherly attachment with."I've missed you more," I murmur whilst she glares playfully at my words while shaking her head in denial."No, I did more than you did." She battles back laying her hands on her hips narrowing her eyes at me.
The first thing I notice is that she is not from this soil, she comes from another pack. Her appearance is distinct but she is extremely pretty. "L-Luna Lumina." She hurriedly bows in respect stuttering in nervousness as she addresses me. "It is an honour.""Please do not be so formal with me, Luna Ira. I am merely Gio's aunt." I chortle whilst I take a step towards her heat."I apologize for not coming to the gates to receive you, I was unable to perfect the drink.""It is all right, I do not mind for such formalities. A drink? What drink?" I question with interest as her globes light up and she turns towards the counter to pick up a small glass filled with a dense red drink that resembles blood."This is for you. Where I come
"Gia!" Ira calls her name with concern an indignant glare sent forward to meet her male. She does not approve of what he did. She rushes behind Gianna and Gio looks exhausted."I apologize for the scene, Zia. I must handle this, please enjoy your meal. We will return soon." He drives his fingers up his hair with frustration and follows briskly behind his female and sister."What has happened?" Deimos questions from behind me with uncertainty."Gia was playing with fireworks by herself without an adult and Kal was with her." I sigh turning around to regard him as he worriedly inspects Kal looking for injuries just like I did."Deimos I think I should help them, they are young I can advise them," I say faintly gazing into th
"I go play, papa!" Kal screeches with frustration as he attempts to procure the attention of his father drawing on his arm with a heavy grunt embedding all his energy in it yet his father remains still leaving his male to do as he pleases with him."You are doing it quite well, my female. I cannot believe you learnt to do it so quickly." Deimos utters as he observes the way my fingers move with agility to sink the needle into the yarn to create a distinct pattern more complicated than the other."It is not that laborious, Deimos. You just need to get accustomed to it." I speak my eyes narrowed down at my work whilst I proceed knitting the petite white hat for the pup that snores in my belly. We do not know what gender our pup shall be so we chose to have most of the potential outfits in white.
Without another glimpse at his whining male, Deimos converses solemnly with his Beta taking the documents from Ragon's hands reviewing them whilst they stroll out of the castle.My heart pulsates with an afflicting turmoil to the cries of my pup and I am unable to turn a blind eye to him as I take faint steady steps back towards the office.I cannot be as austere as Deimos is with him for he is my firstborn, he is my life. I wish to be more lenient and understanding with some of his mistakes, to spoil him as much as I can for I know after he becomes a juvenile I cannot afford to do so.Pushing open the door I encounter my male sulking in the corner of the room tears fresh and hurried as they flow down his cheeks, his knees clutched to his chest he trembles severely the coldness of the
It was not an effortless decision for it would come with a price. And that price delayed my path of action. I knew the pack would go against me and I knew I would have to execute numerous of my warriors and that fact chained me once more.It felt as though I was spitting on father's grave, I was destroying everything he trained me growing up. I wondered if he saw me as shameful, I wondered if he deemed me as his male no more for if he were alive my father would have reprimanded my choices.That permanent state of hell I was in, that confusion I abhorred it. I was stuck I could not move, annihilating your wolves as an Alpha meant the moon would sentence me for it, she would have to take something from me and I sweated it would be Lumina or Kal.But observing my female living in discomfort each day because of my discretions, I could not follow it anymore. I could not withstand it so I stood on that stage and I declared the end of the tradition hoping it would pave
Whilst the females moved an unconscious Lumina to the other room, Elriam was generous to place the pup in my trembling awaiting hands. It was a male, yet there was no happiness from my side mere neutralness for I had lost someone dear to me. It was a day of birth and death, birth of my male the death of me.The reason I had feared to love her had come to stand haughtily in my reality, Lumina wanted to leave me. She spewed heartless words to my face of how I disgusted her, of how she rebuked our bond that we were no more as one.She said she could live without me with such ease as I tensed my jaw and took her strikes for I earned it. I deserved each blow of her whip as it peeled the skin off my bones.Then she changed. She became a female I could not recognize, our relationship had blazed to ashes there was nothing left between us. She left a trail behind with torn pieces of herself that I often secretly bent to pick up and lay in my treasure box.
But that was no choice to me, it seemed as though I was once more standing on that bridge. Life or death. I wanted to choose death, I would have rather fallen than betray either of them.The tradition of the chosen did not seem to hinder me even after I met Lumina for I had thought I would never fall in love with her. Yet I did I was in love with her unconditionally, she stood first in line among my every other duty. She was my priority in many ways.How could I touch another female other than Lumina? The image of it had me gag as it left a foul taste on my tongue. I was not that kind of a male, I promised to be loyal to her until the moon called for me.I was lost for I did not know much of the laws of the tradition so I requested Ragon to aid me to attain loopholes or ways I can tiptoe around it without harming any wolf. It was a tradition that had run smoothly in our pack for generations with no Alpha ever going against it and I did not want to be th
I could not think, I could not feel. A sudden sense of coldness lured me into its cave. I knew if I stayed I would hurt her with the vengeance of my words so I chose to abandon her in that aloof house until the turmoil of my heart and mind rested.Yet when I had returned I was greeted with something I did not wait for, she leapt into my arms caressing flesh pecking me all over my face showing her profound affection for me as she begged for me to forgive her. And I could not fight her, how could I have when she glanced at me that way?So I asked her to do something for me that I found arduous to do. To bare her soul to me and she had accepted with no reluctance. She taught me that I must soar above my walls and unveil myself to her eyes as well and I guaranteed her that I would with time.After a while, Lumina got sick fatally sick and I fretted the pill had done something to her. I often conversed with Giovanni's healer every night after I put my female to sleep
The goddess took her time with me as she kept me caged up for a while and on her chosen day she surprisingly tossed me back to my physical being as though she found no use to bother with me anymore.I do not remember distinctly the events that unfolded after I had awoken, it was all a haze of sounds, scents and movements. But what I do recall was the way the eyes of my female lightened as she examined me. She looked as though I had breathed life back into her and I was perplexed. I was the one who had been in a coma yet why did my moon blessed resemble a corpse as well?Was she not eating, was she not sleeping? Judgment took its time to settle within me. Lumina was not living, she was merely existing and that too not for her sake but mine hoping that I would wake up and embrace her one day. With everything Ragon had revealed to me of her lifeless days, my heart burned with tribulation.My fault, I was once more to blame for giving her that experience. Testifying
She wanted to hasten everything and we stood on thin ice once more, snapping our teeth at each other with a wave of outrage. She was always expecting me to understand her but she never once returned that from her side. What about what I wanted? I was not ready to be a father for I was only learning how to be a moral mate to her.But the way she looked at me it was as though it had been what she had yearned for all her life. To have a family of her own, who was I to deny that? Was it not my duty to her, to give her that life?I did not think I would be a good father, I did not want to raise my pup as my father bred me. I was worried I would end being the same as him. I wanted time before I could speak with her on the topic of having pups but she thought I was unconditionally against the idea.It was not true, I too wanted to see my female's belly swollen with my pup snoring within. I too did not have a family growing up and I despairingly needed laughter and joy
I knew the moon would condemn me for the way I treated her gift. I did not know whom to blame, Lumina or myself? Did I need to be more patient with her? Did I need to be more understanding?That day as I showered with a dejected heart, I had given up a little on us. I felt we were lying in a hopeless pit we were both equal predators always at war with the other. I did not consider we could ever be happy with each other and I was prepared to move to the other wing of the castle and isolate myself from Lumina for a while.I thought it would be for the best, I would not be able to hurt her and she would not be able to wound me either. I wanted to end our sprouting relationship for her sake mostly, she would be happier without me. Without the cruelness of our bond, we could have lived in the pack together but we would have not been in a loving relationship.As I departed the bathroom's heat, she sat on that bed whilst she waited patiently for me. I was astounded for
I entered Cronus's lands with a calmness which I owned a lot of yet with her fit of aggression towards me she stripped it all apart, she tested me with every breath she took. Master of control? No, when it came to her I was a master of nothing.Then I assumed her truth, she did not wish to return for she was in love with Cronus. It had to be the only reason, my canines ached to mark her then and there and drag her outside by her neck exhibiting to every wolf she was mine. I wanted to do it the hard away be the pitiless vicious beast I was.Then Lumina wailed and my being shook, her tears I was powerless to behold anymore. I did not wish to hurt her further than I already had. When she stuttered the truth of her feelings to me of how it had always been me and shall remain so forevermore I strived to hide my surging smile. She chose me and that was all that mattered.And for the first time in a very long time, I sincerely apologized and freed my soul a li
The second my lips brushed softly against hers, I knew it. She would be the death of me and what astonished me was I deemed I would willingly die for her if that was what she wanted. She drove me wild and frantic streaming behind her like a panting male in a rut.Yet that very same night as Cronus pressed her against that wall and vocalised of the feelings he possessed for my female the beast in me mounted, he destroyed the barriers and clawed his way up to make his claim and I failed to stop him.I detested the vile sight of Cronu's fingers on her flesh, the closeness of their lips. She was mine and mine alone, every part of her belonged to me. If she had run away from my heat I would have hunted her, arrested her and barred her in my room for weeks fucking her with a savagery until she squealed the truth of whom her male was.But from that event stemmed insecurity, I grew to become anxious that she would leave me. My confidence in myself diminished with each r