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Forgive Me - Part III
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2024-10-29 19:42:56He removes his shirt quickly pulling his pants and boxers down. He bares himself as he stares at me his anger rising. "You want me to take you so badly. I have no problem with that, Lumina. I will grant your wish." He snarls as he pounces on me.
"Wait. Stop. Deimos!" I say. He tears my clothes off me leaving me naked shivering beneath him. But when his eyes look at me it's not the way he sees me. It's filled with a void of coldness and lust. Nothing more. He doesn't touch me or make me feel good.
Holding my hips harshly he shifts me in one move so that I am on my hands and knees my ass facing him. "Deimos wait. I-." He doesn't let me finish as he thrusts two fingers into my core. It startles me and I get a bit scared. The pain and pleasure engulf me but fear plays the most part.
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