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Closer - Part I
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2024-10-29 19:42:56WARNING:- This chapter contains heavy sexual content not suitable for young readers.
After Cronus's departure, I can hardly smile anymore, the small light I possessed in my hold has left leaving me with cold empty darkness. I should be happy that the female who brought out the ugly jealousy from within me has left, giving me all my male's attention but how can I when she took Cronus with her?
I hate myself further for being so selfish wanting Cronus by my side despite his feelings towards me. But wouldn't any other wolf be the same if they were in my shoes? When you find something that you have been dreaming of all your life, would you let it go?
Deimos's and my relationship hasn't changed a bit. He's still the ever so emotionless Alpha and I am still the hopeful Luna, waiting for him to come to me. While I hide behind pillars trying to look at him without letting him know, he spends his time with Ragon papers in hand.
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