EP 1: THE CONTEST
EMBERLYN WOLFSONG
The air around me is a dangerous, choking aura that I can't seem to contain as I fidget in my position, looking around the thick, vast darkness surrounding my entire being. I can't describe what I am feeling right now; it feels as though I have been locked up, surrounded by the most dangerous darkness that no one can ever contain, dead or alive. I can't control and shake off the eerie sensation and the chill running down my veins. I can't help it; it's as if I am dreaming as I look around me, shaking and gasping painfully.
There are lots of dust and ashes, fluttering around the air as though a burning incident has just occurred. I sigh to myself, trying to make sense of my surroundings.
I turn around my position, looking around the thick vastness of the forest with my eyes wide and still as if I have just seen an apparition – what the hell is going on? I can't even understand what I'm seeing. What am I doing here? This is just so uncontainable. I do not understand how I got to this. I can remember clearly that I was just in my room, about to sleep, and then... I don't know. I bite my lip and frown as I look around me. How did I even get here? What is all this? What the hell is just going on?
I continue to look around. fear is running through my bones, my entire system, and my heart, shaking my soul uncontrollably. My heart is pounding immensely with an uncontainable fear that is capable of tearing my spirit and body apart if I don't gain control of myself. I bite my lip, nervously.
"Hello, "I call into the thick darkness. I listen as my voice continues to echo continuously without control, as though I am in a long tunnel with no end. What the hell is going on? I can't even picture and figure out what this is that I am looking at right now. How did I even get here in the first place? Just what is this?
I bite my lip and blink my eyelid as I continue to look around with extreme, nervousness pounding through my senses.
"Hello?" I call again, loud and clear, this time, but then again, just like the first time, my voice continues to echo as though someone else is a far-off following my exact tone and voice box. I gulp once again, feeling my breath stuck in my throat as though my respiratory system has been obstructed, I am currently breathing through my mouth as I slowly take a step and begin to trot through the dark forest with no coloring. What the hell is going on? How did I get here? I don't understand this.
I blink and continue to look around me; it is then that I begin to hear things – noises and whispers surrounding my ears.
"Hello?" I call again, hoping I can see another figure and maybe I might be the only one locked up in this doom. I bite my lip and continue to look around as I slowly begin to make my way, feeling the dry grass crunching and crushing under my feet. The sound of that alone is sending shivers through my spine. I blink and sharply turn to my back when I feel a presence behind me, but I see nothing. All I can hear are the whispers piercing my ears endlessly, as though someone is trying to talk to me from the thin hair.
"Hello?" I call again, but there is no response.
What the hell is going on? I feel like I am about to explode. I feel like my brain is about to combust. I can't contain this anymore. What is this? Who the fuck is calling me?
"Hello?!!!" I scream so loud this time, with all the frustration within me, but there is still no good response. The whisper continues, threatening my mind, making me place my hands on either side of my head as I groan and clutch my head tightly, trying to shake off the whispers. They are already making me feel crazy; they're making me feel so damn nuts I can break and smash into pieces right now.
What the fuck is going on? I groan and clench my fists together; it is then that they become so plain in my head.
"You are a failure; you are a very, very big failure. You can never make it. You have locked yourself so deep down you won't feel any sort of energy within you. You are going to fail the contest; you are going to fail it; you are so going to be banished, and your foster family will no longer accept you anymore. You are going to be kicked out and become a lonely wanderer in the woods with no one to care for you."
The voice continues to torment my head, making me fall to the ground on my knees as I clench my head so tight, feeling my eyes about to explode with an extreme, measurable amount of tears. I can't take this anymore.
I groan with frustration and clench my fists together as the voice continues to persist in my head. "You are a failure; you are a very, very big failure. You can never make it. You have locked at yourself so deep down you won't feel any sort of energy within you. You are going to fail the contest; you are going to fail it; you are so going to be banished, and your foster family will no longer accept you anymore. You are going to be kicked out and become a lonely wanderer in the woods with no one to care for you."
It is then that I hear a very deep growl. I slowly look up to see the most furious, stick, dark, hairy beast I have ever seen in my life. My goodness, its tooth is like a very sharp, pointy saber that can break through the strongest dynamite. It is glaring at me with blood-red eyes, licking its lips as though it has just seen the tastiest meal in its life.
Oh crap, I feel my lips tremble as I slowly place my hands on the ground and then push myself up onto my feet. I remain stable in my position, glassy-eyed, staring at the ginormous, dangerous beast with wide eyes, stepping back slowly in an attempt to escape. The beast snouts and then slowly begins to make its way close to me, watching and observing and stalking. Oh shit, I follow the next instinct in my mind and turn around sharply; I begin to run away from the presence of the beast.
The next thing I hear is a loud howl, and then next comes this thumping quick movement of the beast's feet against the dry grass, running to me with such amazing speed that it made my heartbeat almost burst out of my chest. Oh my goodness, what the hell is going on?
"Are you seeing yourself?" the voice continues. "Are you seeing it? This is what happens when you can't reveal your inner self and protect yourself from danger such as this. Fight, Emberlyn, you can do this. If you can't do it, stand there; there is nothing we can do to help you. You are going to die in this memory like a lonely peasant. Protect yourself, Emberlyn, and right this demonic ravage about to break your memory. Fight, Emberlyn, get up and fight, god damn it, and break free from the stronghold of this imagination."
EMBERLYN WOLFSONG I find myself stomping quickly with so much fear in my mind and my brain, which I cannot seem to control, as my nerves continue to tremble within me. While I speedily make my way to only God knows where I don't even know where I'm headed. I just know that I need to get away from this demonic entity running after my life right now. "Help!" I find myself screaming uncontrollably in my position. "Somebody help me!" My feet hit a stable branch along the way, and I fall fast to the ground, feeling my head smack against the dry glass. "Ouch!" I groan with frustration and rub my temples as I slowly turn around on the ground to face the beast, which is no longer running but is now glaring at me like a ferocious monster stalking its prey. It begins to advance towards me slowly, glaring at me and snarling and licking its lips until it gets about a foot away from me and begins to sniff me. "It is over for you, Emberlyn," it speaks, and I find my eyes going wide. "Say you i
EMBERLYN WOLFSONG I chuckle nervously to myself as I bite my lip and pick up my bread. "I'm good, Mom, and that's that. I think I would just head to the school. My body can't seem to accept any food at this point." I say with Dad and Mom looking at me with a deep frown. "Are you sure about that? I think this is the point you would need a lot of food so that your body can have enough energy and momentum to focus on your inner being, great and great." I don't even think all these endless lectures are going to get me a new way. It is just increasing the amount of fear I am feeling in my chest. I sigh. And then Dad taking me to school is so not going to be a good fit for me. It's going to end up in total disaster, which I know I might not be able to contend with. "Do you know what, Dad?" I ask, and then he raises an eyebrow, looking at me. "What is it, dear?" "I think I will just go to school by myself," I say, but Mom counters, "That is not happening." I find myself pausing i
EMBERLIN WOLFSONG I just remain in my position, glancing at all of them, not knowing what to say. I am not the one who knows how to talk back when being tormented or laughed at. All I just know deep down within me is that today is going to be the last and final day something like this is ever going to happen. "Don't you have something to say?" Sage, their leader, steps forward and stands about a foot away from me, looking at me menacingly with her face and an inch away from mine. I can feel her warm, nasty breath against my face, making me tremble as usual, but I am not going to make it invisible to her. I bite my lip and place my hand against her chest in an attempt to push her away but she holds my wrist and pulls me along lifting her knee in a way that makes it come in contact with my stomach, and I see stars around my head. Oh my goodness, I suddenly become weak and fall back against the ground, clutching my belly and groaning in pain. Damn. I feel the urge to vomit. "Hey
EP 2: BROKEN BONDEMBERLYN WOLFSONGThe moment of my judgment has arrived. I find myself standing in my position with trembling limbs, unable to contain my ragged breath as I slowly begin to step back, trying to avoid the snarling sounds of the wolves surrounding me. "My goodness, I am so doomed," I am finding it extremely hard to breathe right now as I continue to look around me, feeling the threatening dark presence of the seven werewolves closing in on me slowly. I focus my gaze on that particular one, which I know is Sage. I know she is happy deep down within her to finally have her wish; I know she has always had a plan in her head to get the opportunity where she will be able to tear me apart limb by limb. My goodness, I can't contain the quake that is occurring deep down within my body.I continue to look around me as they move slowly and slowly toward me, like a pack of wolves about to strike its prey. It is then that I feel a connection between my mind and the wolf, and that
EMBERLYN WOLFSONG Oh good God, my adrenaline kicks in, and I see an open space beneath her as she leaps towards me. I shut my eyes and then clenched my fists as all the combat lessons my dad had taught me over the years began to spin endlessly in my brain. "I can't afford to be humiliated amid my peers in this large arena and be looked at as someone who can't fend for herself." I somersault beneath Sage as she leaps and then dive through the open space, finding my way as I begin to sprint and run far away from the wolves as fast as I can. "I have to locate the entrance of the arena and run out." I hear the yapping and snarling sounds of the wolves as they begin to storm towards me furiously with their killing intent aura filling up the air and choking the living hell out of me. Oh goodness me, I am so finished; the fear that I am feeling right now is enough to make me lose control of my body, but I can't let that happen. I have to find a way to escape this; I can't end up bei
EMBERLYN WOLFSONG The wolf suddenly turns towards me and lifts me in its large arms. "What the hell is going on? This is not an ordinary wolf; this particular wolf is not walking on fours; this is a Lycan, and this particular Lycan is a very large one, maybe an alpha; I don't even know because I did not get a chance to look at the wolf in the eyes." The wolf suddenly carries me briskly as far as the wind, leaping away from the arena and obstructing my face from seeing its movements. I hear the large shouts of students around the arena, and I know that everyone is gazing at him, with shock and surprise on their faces. "Who is this wolf, and why is this wolf helping me? What the hell is going on?" In a few moments, everything suddenly turns silent. I feel myself being laid on the ground, and then the large palm covering my eyes lets go. I open my eyes briskly, and it takes a while before I can realize where I am. I am in the hallway that leads to the various restrooms in the sch
EMBERLYN WOLFSONG I finally open my mouth and force the words out of my lips. "I am so sorry, Alex. Please believe me. I am as shocked as you are. I don't know how to explain it to you. I did not expect things to turn around this way. I tried locating my core, but all I could see was darkness. Believe me when I say I tried my very best. I tried to search and break down any barrier that might be trying to hide it, but I didn't see anything. I tried my best, please. Believe me. Don't join them in making my life a living hell, please. I believe I am a resident of this world. I am not a human. Believe me, please. I need your help. Don't abandon me." The look on his face tells me that he doesn't believe me, and he thinks otherwise. I don't even know what to say right now. "You have to give me a very vital reason right now, Emberlyn, all you just said is nonsense. It's not making any sense.!!!" he says with a growl and furiously turns away from me. He walks close to the wall, opposite my
EP 3: BANISHED EMBERLYN WOLFSONGIt's officially over. There's nothing that can be done anymore. It's just completely over. I don't even know what to say or what to do. This is just infuriating and my body weakening. This is not how I planned my life to be. What exactly is going on? How did things turn around to this extent? I already laid it out and planned it, expecting a suitable outcome, but I just had to mess up this much. What is my dad going to think about me? What is he going to say? I don't even think is possible for me to return home. I am sure they are already planning on how to get rid of me immediately, as soon as possible. What the hell have you done, Emberlyn? What the living hell have you done?"I find myself still lying down on the ground, clutching my chest as continuous extreme amounts of tears slip out endlessly from my eyes without control. I can't help it. I totally cannot help it. The extreme pain I am feeling from the bond breaking that Alex did a few minutes