CHARITY
"Oh my freaking God! "
A shriek.
Clearly not the kind of greeting I expected as I walked into the stuffy company for the first time. I wasn't even in a good mood to say the least. My favorite and only car completely broke down and I had to wait a whole thirty minutes for my godforsaken uber!Not to even mention the loud music from the other apartment that kept me up all night! They were pretty loud for people who hated noise.
My new work place might not really please me but I was never a tardy person and so that's why I am still rooted to a spot, in shock, not only from the shriek that broke out but the tight embrace I was locked in.
I slowly disentangled myself from the chubby arms that held me so tight I could break and I come face to face with a lady with fiery red hair and makeup that looked like half the paint my new apartment had. It didn't help that she was grinning from ear to ear like a Cheshire Cat.
"Um-"
"I can't believe you're actually here! "
She squealed again before I could say another word. I knew they were expecting me, I mean they clearly stamped hired on my application without an interview but this much excitement? It sent chills down my body. It didn't help that the lobby in which I was currently in with the unknown woman was as silent as a grave and the echo of her voice bounced back and forth. A memory of people hustling and bustling in the Nations news lobby sprang into my brain. Things would never feel the same here and the thought saddened me.
" wait till the others meet you! They'll be all over you, I need to get you away before Constantine finds you! "
The woman said again. Who were the others? Who was Constantine? I wanted to ask badly but before I could and before she could drag me away, another figure appeared in the lobby.
"Trying to scare our new reporter away, Julia? "
The smooth velvety voice came from the figure that had appeared in the lobby. She had her arms crossed on her chest, tall and emanating authority. Her Brunnete hair was perfect pulled into a pony tail and her face, with just a little makeup was petite and beautiful.
Julia snorted childishly and somehow, I found myself taking a liking for the new woman already.
"I'm sorry about that miss Everton–" The tall woman paused and glared at Julia "Julia is clearly overexcited to meet with you"
Tell me about it.
"This way miss Everton, my office"
I instantly decided that she was the Constantine. The owner of the company. I follow her trying to ease the crease on my pants suit. She took me down a hallway and finally into a room. Her office.
"Have your seat miss Everton, it's a pleasure to have you here"
I sat cautiously looking around the office. For a small news house, they sure had a lot of awards.
"I'm Constantine, CEO and editor-in-chief " She said smiling sweetly. I nodded, wanting nothing but to ask the question that's been on my mind for days
"Is this how your recruitment process is done? Hiring people without as much as an interview? " If that's how this is done, then I don't need a logical explanation for Julia's behavior.
Constantine chuckled mildly before her eyes settled on me again.
"If that's how this works I wouldn't have a company to call my own again"
"So why---"
"Why you? Your resume stated that you worked for the Nations news for 5 years! Are you kidding me? I'd be crazy not to hire you "
Oh... So this was about my previous company's popularity .
"I would never turn down such an application, save for the part that you've even worked at some prestigious place before,your resume is absolutely amazing"
Constantine said as if it's the most obvious thing. Her gaze turned curious right after.
"I assume all didn't go well at the company again? " She asked quietly. I looked away and she only smiled gracefully, nodding in understanding.
"A Nations news former employee will be a great asset to us miss Everton, we might not be able to meet up with your usual quota but as you know, we'll try our best"
She said smiling all through.
Isn't she the sweetest person?
"Common! You need to meet the others, I'll call Julia up and she'll take you to meet the crime team" I stood and muttered a thank you to her. I was indeed grateful for her kind and loving demeanor.
"Welcome to Empire miss Everton"
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If I thought Julia was totally weird, I thought wrong. The so called team was all over me like a swarm of bees. At first, it was uncomfortable, having to be under their thorough scrutiny and the multiple questions I had to answer; mostly about my previous work place, but it didn't take long to realize they were just overly excited people happy to meet a new person. I felt happy at that present moment and warmed up to them.
They were seven in all. For a small news company, I didn't expect much anyway. Julia as crazy as it sounds was the team leader, I clearly didn't imagine her leading a group of people and writing about crimes. She looked to me like someone who would rather write gossip articles. I guess looks can deceive after all.
Timmy was the group playboy, I knew it even before been told,he was literally oozing gorgeousness. Mike and Henry were the talkatives, the ones who threw the most questions. Alyssa was nothing like Julia , she seemed to be concerned with her work but asked little questions so as not to feel left out.
Liam seemed younger with a glint of excitement in his eyes as he watched me speak. And of course, every team has a gloomy and brooding Tony who is probably the brains and techie of the team.
In all, they are a great team who slightly put my worries to ease. Things can actually work fine here.
And on that note, I left the company for the day , not before getting a goodbye hug from Julia anyways.
And now, as I stood in front of my parents condo, I sighed, realizing I couldn't chicken out any more. I was really doing this.
I knocked and it flew open almost immediately.
"Charity my child! "
My mother pulled me into a tight warm embrace. I hugged her back instantly, realizing how much I've missed her warmth and vanilla scent.
"Common! I've been waiting for you all day"
She pulled me in and the usual smell of Jasmine coupled with the aroma of my mum's special food recipe welcomes me. Home.
"I cooked your favourite! " She squealed her beautiful brown-black hair—the one thing I got from her bounced across her face. The excitement and her show of affection didn't do anything to ease my worries, if anything, it increased the guilt I currently felt. I forced a weak smile as she led me to the dinning table.
"Where's father? "I asked and I couldn't help but hope he wasn't home. My sour mood could go past my mother but my father can read me like a open book.
" Here he comes " She said heading over to plant a kiss on his cheeks. My father's tall intimidating figure appears and I run to hug him, just like daddy's little girl.
"You didn't look that excited to see me "
My mum pouted at me. My father's laughter rumbled in his chest as he pulled my mother in too. The show of affection almost made me cry knowing I disappointed this two doting people. My father was the quiet calculating type and said little, I only hoped he didn't notice anything different as he quietly watched me.
"I'll be staying in Riverdale for a while"
I blurted out as we start to eat . My father looked up to me immediately and I gulp
"What do you mean? Is anything the matter? " The concern in my mum's voice is evident. I chuckle lightly trying not to sound nervous. Here we go. The big fat lie!
"Everything is fine mum, I know I said I just wanted to come stay to see you but it was just to calm you first, something big is coming, it would rock the whole of the this city and beyond , our biggest story! And I'm taking it. I have to be here for a few days so as not to give others a hint, you know how others are always hot on our trail, if this comes out before we get to publish it, it will ruin a whole lot of things".
Smooth talker. I didn't know I had that much of a talent.
My mum's eyes brightened with a smile and I knew she was so proud of me.
" So you're staying with us? " My dad spoke his first words.
"W–hat no! I told you it's something big I have to work on alone , no distractions. I have an apartment ready for my stay,the company's cost of course" I quickly said silently hoping my dad buys it.
He said nothing nodding In acknowledgment as he returned to his food. I heaved a sigh of relief, smiling back at my mum who has the most adorable smile on her face. Damn the guilt was killing, I need to get out of here.
I hurriedly eat my food and prepared to leave. My mum's face fell and I smile pulling her for a hug.
"You'll be seeing more of me mum, I'll come over frequently I promise" I say before looking at my dad who draws me into a hug
"Stay safe" He whispered and my heart
warmed.
Nothing could stop my mum from wrapping up a portion of the left over dinner , telling me to warm it up when I arrived home.
Things went better than I thought... I guess.
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The walls were thin, no shit.
So thin that I could hear every movement coming from the apartment next door.
Every. Single. Sound.
Except for human voice or sound.
What I could make out was mostly furniture moving around and large heavy footsteps. My neighbor was no old man or woman, no kidding, save for the fact that whoever was in there disrupted my first sleep in my new home with crazily loud music; old people can't move things about like that.
It annoyed the shit out of me. I got home hoping to warm my mother's tuna casserole and get some work done but the little sounds that came every five minutes made me lose focus on the paperwork In front of me. So much paperwork about my new workplace.
As much as it annoyed me, I was curious. Call it reporter instincts but I really wanted to know who my next door neighbor was.
The sounds subsided for almost ten minutes and I assumed they were asleep. Finally! Some peace and quiet.
Just as I was about to continue studying, loud music that almost shocked me to death blared from the other room.
You've got to be kidding me!
That's it!
I'm going to give whoever's in there a piece of my mind. Whoever it is has to respect other people. As I make for the door, I figured it was a bad idea to just barge in on them. I have to make a good first impression no matter how angry I was. We could end up being good neighbors.
My mum's tuna casserole lying innocently on the kitchen table gave me the perfect idea. I grabbed it and walked out my apartment, heading for the last door on the floor .4C.
I knocked hard on the door. The song was still blaring hard.
Shit! They can't even hear a thing!
I knocked again, this time harder and more determined.
I swear if this door doesn't—
The door suddenly swung open and my hand hangs mid air. My breath hitched as I looked up at a tall and domineering figure and the first thing I saw was his eyes as they Pierced into mine with a look so icy I could swear I felt my self shiver. The eyes!they hold me in a trance. And fuck were they familiar!!
I wanted to assume that they weren't something from my dream. The Coldness they held felt all too familiar to be something in my dream, my mind processed something but I couldn't help the word that tumbled out of my lips next.
"Blue! "
CHARITY I think my life just did a 360 degree split right in front of me. Don't know the possibility but that's pretty much how I feel right now as I stared back at the towering figure in front of me while letting my fisted hand that had intended to knock the door senseless fall back to my sides. I was gaping no doubt , drawn like a magnet to the set of eyes that seemed all too familiar to a dream. It ultimately reminded me of how I got here in the first place. "Looks like you have a knack for naming with colors" It was the kind of savage statement that usually comes with a smirk but no—the man in front of me wasn't smirking, his face was expressionless and accentuated by those icy blue eyes. And then that deep voice, smooth and rough all in one and it sent chills down my spine real
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*DAY ONE*Darkness. Pitch black . Nothingness. Emptiness. Coldness. What are these feelings? Am I in hell? Is this what hell feels Ike? Never been burned before but I'm sure this is scarier than a fire burning with brimstone. The darkness is sickening. Frightening. I want to get out of it. I desperately want to run out through the closed doors that shut me out and away , into this world of nothingness. In the darkness, I searched desperately for the light switch. The lamp. A candle. Anything to light this place up and bring with it the warmth I need. There is no lamp. In the same darkness I search for the windows. Why is there no window? Then I searched for the doors. Light suddenly creeps In. Did I find the door? The light was one-sided at first and then another floods from a different angle and it was almost blindning. The doors open and close momentarily. I came to realize that the doors were my eyes. And the darkness was from having them closed
CHARITY(Author's note: Though, these are my character's thoughts, the first few paragraphs stem from my own sentiments about life, unexpected twists and turns and Determinism (a concept that states; what will be will be "QUE SERA SERA")"Life is so unfair"That very statement. It has been so overly used that it has lost its meaning and purpose. It has lost the drive that makes us feel the intensity of the statement. Before we get to the point where we voice out that statement,we would have asked ourselves so many questions we got no answer to. Why did it happen? Why did it have to happen to me? And why did it have to happen at this particular time? Why me? Why not someone else? Why did he have it so easy? Why didn't she even break a sweat while I went through so much to achieve this? In the end, we go back to the same statement: life is so unfair. That's justWhen things take an unexpected twist and turn and we're met face to face with a shocking r
CHARITY*My phone wouldn't stop ringing as I drove as fast as I could to the given destination. I ignored the incessant ringing knowing who it was. The detective really has to wait. Answering his call could give away my location and I don't need him ruining my chance to actually meet Alice.His calls keep going into voicemails and they all played one after the other. Each one longer and more aggravating than the last. Boy! Was he angry."Pick up the damn phone Charity! Where are you""I can't find you on any of the roads that leads to your home Charity, where are you?""I told you to stay!!! I told you not to leave no matter what and now you won't answer my call? For God's sake answer the damn phone!""Please Charity! You don't know how worried I am right now. Are you okay? Just answer the phone please"The last one was calm and he sounded less annoyed but frustrated at the same time. I felt really bad for ignoring him a
CHARITY*I couldn't move a muscle from where I stood watching my father. I watched as his face turned pale and his expression, hard. He told me to leave but I don't know why I stayed. Normally, I feared my father and respected his commands but right now the only fear I had was not from him but for him. I feared for my father because I have never seen him so disoriented and whatever it is that has him like this, it has something to do with Alice, Dwyer's sister.The name sounded so familiar but it was like a chip off a distant memory. I tried to make a replay in my head of the places I've been and people I've met. If the sounds familiar, then I'm sure I've seen whoever bears that name.Nothing came up in my brain. It was totally blank. Why did the name have such a powerful effect on my father?"Dad". I called out with a voice so small I could hardly hear myselfThe steaming atmosphere between us was far gone replaced by a c
DWYER*After a few minutes of consultations and discussions that seemed to me like hours, Roman finally came back into the interrogation room with a phone in his hand."What took you so long? I didn't Know being a policeman required so much paperwork too" I taunted. He only shook his head at me and threw the phone on the table in front of me."I'm only doing this because it's you. Besides, there isn't enough evidence asides from the footage. That's the only thing that points towards you for now"I rolled my eyes at him. "What other evidence is more than my testimony and my admittance to my crime Romy?" I said and continued "I might not be educated or savvy like you are but I do know things too"He looked everywhere but at me. I Know why he's doing this. He was giving me time to refute my own claims and to confess who the true criminal is but once again, I've gone too far to just stop now. By now, Alice should be out of the town on her
*CHARITY* The news was blaring. The town was rowdy. My phone was ringing incessantly. But all these sounds only faded into the background of my own thoughts. I was so lost in them that I lost the will to do anything other than to stare into open space. Shayne is seated across from me , eyes fixated on me as if my next move would determine her own reaction to it. I don't blame her. I filled her in after returning from the police station about everything that happened. If she was shocked or disappointed in me, she didn't show it. All she did was pull me into herself and enveloped me with her arms. I welcomed the gesture as I had no choice. Each time the news comes on, Shayne moves to turn it off but I stop her each time. I needed to know what was going on since I wasn't allowed to see him. The police still haven't released an official statement yet and everyone wondered why. I wondered why too. What is holding the detectiv
"where is she? where Is Alice?!!" The intense look in Roman's eyes when he said those words reminded of the first time I heard him say them,15 years ago. Although I hate going down the memory lane of those years, I couldn't ignore the urge to remember the years we spent together as best friends, a part of our memory and our lives that we have both decided to keep a secret--like it never happened. A part of my own life that makes my heart clench whenever I think about it. Roman was the most serious one of us both. The one who never missed classes. The one who topped the class in every subject. The one who just happened to be the favorite of every teacher. The one who went on competitions and won fabulous prices and awards for the school that I'm sure still adorns the hallways of whatever is left of the local Riverdale high school. His social life was amazing too. He made heads turn and he broke a few hearts while he wore his on his sleeves. I really lost count
DWYER."You should stay away from her. She's a fucking reporter! You said you wanted to keep me safe but that doesn't mean I can't keep you safe too and being with her is dangerous for you both, don't you get it? It all went wrong the moment she saw you"Those were the longest words my sister said to me since we moved here and they pointed to just one person: Charity. The day after the murder, I had gone to see my sister knowing she would be shaken up by it all. I had called her therapist to tell him about it and yes I left out the part that his patient killed her rapist. No one has to know that. Just like I thought, she was going crazy. She had taken tons of pills that the therapist had given her at the first few years of her which she relied on too much. She only Stopped taking then months ago when her therapist said she was fine without them and now it seemed like they were the only thing that could relieve her of her pain. She mumbled incoherent words as tears stre