Prologue.

Prologue

               "We did it Essi we are out of that joint it felt like a four-year prison sentence."  Kimani said jumping up and down on my bed like she was a 6-year-old.  "Would you get the hell off my bed before you break it I got to take this bed to my new apartment at the end of the month."  I said looking at her like I'm her mother instead of her best friend, smirking.   "Girl relax this bed is supposed to be able to withstand a good pounding."  Kimani said laughing.   "Well, my bed is still a virgin and I don't want her first time to be with you jumping like a crazy person."  I said laughing. 

                       "Well shit, you're a virgin so it looks like your bed will get some before you do."  Kimani said laughing and dodging the pillow that I threw at her.   "So, are you ready for Tampa, we leave in a few weeks?"   Kimani asked sitting next to me on my bed. We were leaving at the end of June, so we can learn our way around Florida and get accustomed to the new environment.  Plus, I can get my apartment ready and start work before school starts so it won't be too much pressure trying to do all that stuff and start school at the same time.  "Yeah I'm, ready you know I like to prepare and plan things beforehand, so it won't be too overwhelming, and you will be with me until the dorms open up."  I said thinking about how our life was about to change. That was something that I didn't do well  but I deal with it by planning and organizing things in advance, so it won't stress me out and I can keep everything under control.

                             "Yeah me too, I'm so ready to see what Florida has to offer. I know the guys are going to be sexy and fine. We have a whole month to see what Florida will be like and I can't wait." Kimani said smiling, excitedly, and probably daydreaming about all the men she will be seeing. As for me, not so much, I don't get the same attention that she does. Although we are both plus size girls, Kymoni has all her weight in the right places to make her look sexy. Most guys would call her thick, but as for me, all my weight was in the wrong places.

                         Don't get me wrong I'm not insecure or lack confidence but I do understand the reality that I'm not most guys cup of tea, and I'm cool with that   But most of the time when a guy acts like he's interested in me he tend to think I'm easy and have low self-esteem and feel like if they spend a little time with me that they can fuck but I shut that down real fast. So here I am still a virgin because I refuse to let Pretty meaningless words fool me into having sex with the wrong person. But who knows maybe Florida dudes were different, I guess we're about to find out.