Chp-8

Author's Pov

Do you even know who am I?

I don't and I don't care!

He slowly unfolded his dark grey eyes glaring at the table in front of him, her words, her eyes and even the slightest thought of her weren't ready to leave his aching head. She was just stuck in his mind like a stubborn magnet not ready to free him from her unwanted thoughts.

Clenching his jaw hard he narrowed his eyes at the glass table before a familiar face flashed on the table, and this time it wasn't the look that scratches his ego instead it was the same image of her he wasn't able to forget. The picture of him holding her in his arms, and her being completely bounded by him. That soft body and teary blue eyes again invaded his senses making him sigh disrupted.

His elbow was resting on the arm of the couch he was sitting on, he swirled his index finger over his rough thumb while keeping his sharp gaze fixed on the glass table, he wanted to halt the venomous memories of her but it just wasn't in his hands anymore. She was just stuck in his mind and no matter how much he tries she wasn't ready to leave him.

Confining his eyes he heard her voice filled with nothing but mocking and taunting. He just wanted that little firefly to leave his head but even after all his tries he wasn't able to think or do anything else except dwell in her memories, but why? Why does she attract him so much? She has nothing special in her for him to actually be smitten by her but then again. Why does he keep on thinking about her if she's not any special?

Maybe because of her stubborn attitude, or maybe her bravery, or maybe the way she doesn't even flinch when he invades her personal space, he has no idea what is about her that tempts him to no end. Nowadays he has lost himself, he doesn't even act like the Sebastian he used to.

Jaw clenched, teeth clasped hardly remembering what he did last night when he attended the party his mother asked him to. There his mother introduced him to one of her friend's daughters. The woman was hot and has everything that he used to find enough worthy to take her to his bed. Keyword used to.

Flashback

"Sebastian." He looked up hearing a soft feminine voice, his slightly drunk grey eyes met with unfamiliar green ones. She softly smiled at him but the man was too smart to not understand the meaning behind it, the way she slowly took the seat on the couch in front of him it was obvious she was trying to seduce him.

"You completely disappeared after meeting me, I thought you would want to know me more." Her voice came out a little low and rasped than usual. He chuckled chugging a full glass of alcohol down his throat before moving his eyes toward her exposed leg.

She was one hot woman he has to admit. She was looking smoking hot in her ankle-length gown with a side slit starting from her inner thigh, and he understood the purpose of her showcasing her leg right before his eyes. He bit his lower lip feeling a little hot because of alcohol and thinking about all the dirty deeds he wanna do with this seductress.

He placed the empty glass on the table before leaning forward and staring at her with his hypnotizing eyes, the girl had to clench her legs together feeling the wetness staining her panties. The man was indeed a walking sex god. She bit her lower lip leaning forward as well giving him a full view of her cleavage.

"Wanna get out of here?" He whispered in his deep raspy voice and the girl desperately nodded her head. She wanted to get a taste of him badly.

He stood up feeling a little light-headed because of the toxic drink he had earlier and made his way towards the bathroom. The girl instantly followed him letting him understand how desperate and needy she was for him right now.

"Ahh!" She gasped out the moment she entered the bathroom she was pushed towards the wide counter as he made her sit on it locking the door.

Sebastian unzipped her dress letting it fall on her waist before peppering her neck with rough bites, she arched her back letting him feast on her rough and raw. She just wanted him inside her badly no matter how he will take her.

Her hands played with his well-maintained hair messing them up while the hungry beast jerked her bra off her plump bosoms giving him access to them. He bit her nipples harder roughly squeezing them in his calloused hands.

She wide opened her legs for him to remove her soaked panties which he did and the moment he undid his belt everything around him paused. "Seb, ah!" That voice, that hauntingly alluring voice was too familiar for him to not recognize it.

Raising his drunk hazy eyes he met with unforgettable blue ones, those ocean orbs he wasn't able to get off his mind were right before him. He moved his eyes all over her face trying to accept the fact that it was her and no one else.

He felt heat shooting up his nerves and the way he was trying to just fuck the woman before that thought wiped off his mind, right now the woman that was engulfed in his arms all bare and vulnerable in his embrace made him want to not just fuck her but cherish her.

Instead of removing his pants he raised his hand and caressed those rosy cheeks making the woman secured in his arms shut her eyes tightly, he leaned closer softly pecking her jawline, he never thought he was this much bewitched by this rebellious siren.

He sucked harder on her neck before mumbling something which froze the girl in his cage, "Bella," He whispered her name kissing her soft flesh thinking about only one girl which was the sole reason for his restless never-ending nights.

"Sebastian," The girl mumbled and this numbed the tall beast as well. He opened his eyes pushing his face away from her neck before looking into her eyes.

He wanted to see those luscious blue eyes again but instead, he was welcomed by green ones. His eyes thoroughly raked over her face making him withdraw his hands. The fuck! He was shocked at himself for even imagining that vicious colleen under him. And not only did he hallucinate her but instead he actually become hard as a rock while wanting to be buried in her.

He stepped away from the half-naked girl who stared at him in confusion, "Sebastian what happened?" She tried to talk but he only shook his head.

"Forget whatever happened today!" With that, he unlatched the door rushing out of the party leaving the baffled girl behind.

Flashback Ended

Remembering that unfortunate incident last night he rubbed his aching head, how can he even think about her? Is he that tempted by that witch? Was it only irate and annoyance that he feels towards her, or there is something more to the emotions he's been having for her?

Biting his inner cheek he slowly closed his eyes visualizing those shiny bright blue orbs that have never failed to amaze him, she wasn't the most beautiful girl he had ever laid his eyes on but she indeed had the beauty no one has ever adorned before. Her bravery, yet her decency, her hateful glares, and the innocence hidden behind them just torment him in different ways possible.

Every encounter of theirs had left a huge dent in his burning ego without him realizing, her stern voice, her fearless blue eyes which resembled a beautiful clear ocean, the control of her body even though he knew well how much he scares her, him invading her privacy vex her yet at the same time she forces herself to not be weak in front of him.

Seb!

" Fucking hell! " He cursed under his breath remembering the illusion he had last night once again, he grabbed the glass filled with alcohol and let the toxic substance burn his throat.

That soft yet familiar melodious voice curved into a beguiling moan that he wanted to hear badly, he wanted those enchanting eyes to look at him with the same need and haze he had last night. The thought of her trapped under him holding onto his shoulders tightly moaning his name like a mantra.

Gulping like a thirsty wolf he stared at the empty glass in his hand, he should be having plans of how to end her, kill her, and make her kneel before him but instead, he was intuiting the impossible scenario, she will never give in to him, the man who only to sate his burning ego has ruined her whole family. He was nothing but the sole reason for her hatred.

He pulled the empty glass in front of him glass twirling it in circles and again he saw her before his eyes, but this time not her bitter and brave remarks but the moment he saw her at the bus stop, her modesty, he weirdly liked. Everything about her he liked and hated at the same time.

"Bellaria," He tested her name letting it slip through his tongue before remembering those dry pink lips. He was about to let his lecherous thoughts intrude his mind but suddenly.

He blinked coming out of his daze when the empty glass was snatched away from his hand, he turned his dark gaze shooting an annoyed glare to his friend who decided to interrupt him.

"My little darling what are you doing?" Darren said smiling playfully at him.

"I am anything but little you bastard." Darren chuckled at the choice of his words. But it wasn't a lie. The man was nowhere little instead giant would better abbreviation to describe him.

"I heard something and I am highly disappointed, Seb." Sebastian frowned seeing Darren's playful expressions turning into dead serious ones, tilting his head to his side Sebastian demanded an explanation.

"Now don't behave like you don't know what you did last night." Sebastian still raised his eyebrows shaking his head.

"Better start spitting out, I really have no idea what are you bullshitting about." Darren sighed placing the empty glass on the table.

"Last night, that girl Maria told me everything and even that you called another girl's name while trying to fuck her." Sebastian scoffed letting his back hit the couch.

"Forget it." He tried to end the matter but instead, Darren shook his head.

"I wouldn't have cared even a bit but the problem is not something to just forget," Sebastian clenched his jaw as Darren continued.

"Bella? Seriously, are you out of your fucking mind Sebastian!" Darren raised his voice staring at Sebastian with a stunned gaze.

"You moaned her name, her fucking name! What's wrong with you!?" Sebastian gulped gritting his teeth.

"It was just a slip of tongue, just fucking forget it!" Darren shook his head.

"You take me for a fool! Sebastian, I am serious," Darren leaned forward staring at his friend.

"What's the matter with you? I know you very well, it wasn't just a slip of tongue, there is something more to that." Sebastian finally sighed rubbing his forehead.

"I don't know alright, I just don't fucking know. She's just stuck here, her bravery, her bitter words, her eyes, that night we had an encounter. I just kept on thinking about her and just her." He confessed feeling defeated.

And that got Darren tensed, liking someone or wanting a girl was never a big deal for Sebastian and Darren but the fact that this time he was running behind a girl who he can never have was just beyond his understanding. He doesn't even know why Sebastian has been thinking about Bellaria so much but after his confession, he knew it wasn't just the fact that she hurt his ego but there was something more to that.

"My man, what's going on with you?" He inquired staring at the buff man with a conscious gaze.

"People fear me, Darren, even my name is enough to tremble them in fear but her. She stands in front of him like I am nothing, she stares into my eyes like I am some kind of pest to her. She hates me and I know that but the fact that she even has the guts to stand stiff and confident in front of me perplexes me. It challenges my demons, she challenges me in every way possible."

He finally let out what he was hiding in his heart from the night he came back after coercing her signs. Her fearless blue eyes bothered him the whole night, to convince his ego he kept on telling himself that he was satisfied with her tears but he knew he wasn't. Instead, he was restless seeing so much bravery, such courage he hasn't witnessed before. He was used to people's cowering back even at the single mention of his name. He was used to seeing the fear and shivering bodies of women he never met before.

Even the ones who ever seduced him always had an obvious fear in their hearts for him. His dominance was something he was too proud of but after meeting her, he felt challenged. Like someone had challenged him. He wasn't supposed to feel this much hurt by that little girl's rebellious acts but his ego did, it got hurt beyond his reach. The famous spoilt billionaire for the first time felt insulted, he felt like someone exists who despise his mere mention instead of feeling fear of him.

"Seb, I think you're just thinking way too much, she's messing with your head dude. Just try to divert your attention, and also," He paused looking up at Sebastian.

"You and she has no match, you both are poles apart so it will be better if you stop thinking about her and especially in that way. She's not a part of our world Seb and she can never be." Darren reminded him before Sebastian finally nodded his head in agreement.

Silence engulfed the room as Sebastian accepted every word Darren said to him, the temptation he was having for Bellaria wasn't right, there was no way they could ever be together, she hates him and he dislikes her as well so it will be better to not think about her again. He decided to drown himself in work for a time being before he will completely forget about her. He doesn't want her and he will make sure to make his mind listen to him.

A week got lost in a blink and both of them drowned themselves in their work, Bella found a new job and Sebastian also threw himself into a heavy bundle of work, he was trying to divert his mind from her and he vowed to himself that each time he will think about her, he needs to do something to distract his mind.

Bella was busy with work when a familiar face appeared, she passed a hostile smile which was abruptly reciprocated by the nurse. "Bellaria can you please take these to the second floor, I can't walk much I have sprained my ankle. I will sit in the reception in place of you." Bella sighed looking at the file in her hand, she had some work to complete but seeing how hard the nurse was walking she nodded her head.

"Alright, but to whom do I have to give this file?" She asked the girl who limped towards the reception seat.

"To Dr. Brian, he asked for it. Thanks." Bella nodded with a smile making her way to the elevator.

But before she could reach it she witnessed an old woman having a problem with reaching the sitting area, she bit her lower lip looking at the file before glancing at the woman, she looked way too aged and the fact that no one was there at her aid warmed Bella's heart with sadness. She looked at the elevator before sighing in defeat.

"Damn me and my soft heart." Whispering to herself she walked towards the woman and helped her to the seating area, the woman patted her head making her smile. Well, something was finally going on well in her day.

With that she walked towards the elevator but her eyes widened slightly watching it being closed, she accelerated her pace to reach it abruptly entering it, and as soon as she surpassed the elevator door her blue eyes met with the familiar dark grey ones. The man mirrored her expression. Annoyed and frustrated.

Sebastian Wayne.

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