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2021-08-05 00:00:36" What are we doing here?" Sarah question confused. She looked around, everywhere was full of dust and cobwebs. This place was abanufor a Long period of time, it was even locked all time.
" How did he got the key because the key is with their counselor and that man is so strict." She wondered
He grumbled not replying her.
" Richard! Answer my fucking question." She half yelled angrily.
" Just keep shut! Keep mute and looked at me." He shouted furiously.
Sarah stood gobsmacked, totally dumbfounded of what just happened! Richard has never raised his voice at her talk less of shouting at her. What is happening to him?
" Richard!! Why are you doing like this?" She asked shocked.
" like what? Like what?" He said gutally.
" Like a nuisance! Like an idiot." He grinned evilly.
" Ugh! Answer me" he snapped.
Sarah stood there confused not knowing what to do? Her minds is being played with. Why is richard acting like this?
" You are a dumb girl like every other girl I dated." He confessed.
" Richard!!" She yelled covering her mouth in shock and embarrassment.
" You are shocked!" He snickered.
" Don't be!" he added.
" You think I will date you, that I would stoop so low to date a thrash like you." He mocked without feelings a bit of guiltiness in his voice.
She was stunned, she was lost and deeply hurt, she has been played, she has been made a bet on, she was being played by the hottest guy in college. Her throat thickened with tears. Her heart threatened to ripped out of her chest. She couldn't believe her hears. Is this Richard? Her mind screamed helplessly.
" You think I would start up a family with you. A virgin? No!!" He shook his head laughing.
She clasped her hand on mouth not believing her ears, she has been fool for a whole year. A whole fucking year.
Ava was right! Ava was fucking right all time.
" No! No! No!" She fidgeted. Her sanity was loosing gently.
He took a steady ride to where she was; he brought up his hand and landed it on her face, he caressed her face lustly.
She was so shocked and lost in her own thought to react to what was happening.
He yanked her head backward with her hair and she yelped in pain.
" What are you doing?" She asked panicking.
" Watch and see." He said huskily.
Her heart crumbled as she saw what was going to happened.
Richard bought her face closer to his and lick her face wet.
He ran his tongue down to her neck making her shivered in something she couldn't define.
She is a virgin for godsake and didn't plan on loosing it like this.
He pushed her roughly to the dusty floor, she sat up immediately.
" Richard! Don't do this to me." She pleaded sobbing.
" Too late." He said in a deep rough voice. She had never heard him speaking like this since they are together. What is happening?
Her heart drummed as he felt him croaching down to her level.
He brought his hand forward and yanked her pretty gown off her body leaving her only in her underwear.
fear clawed through her, the pit of her stomach fell, anxiety swirled around her.
" Richard! Richard! Please listen to me. " she panicked crawling back away from him.
" Richard, pleased just leave me this once, I won't tell anyone about what just happened, I would keep it as a secret if you could just spare me this once." She sobbed
His eyes darken, he didn't want to hear her pleads anymore, he wanna get done here and leave her to her fate. With this final thought.
He dragged her by her leg closer to him. He forcely made her lied down while she whimpered.
" Leave me alone!! Leave me alone!!" She yelled as she saw he was not going to listen to her plea.
A sound slap landed on her cheek, her eyes turned in pain. Fear and hurtness eating her deep down. This is not the Richard he knew, the Richard he knew is not a monster like this.
Her vision blurred, the tears was blocking her vision, her voice was long gone due to the tears.
He ran his tongue on her neck down to her collarbone. He left her collar bone and bite on her ear gently, she shook at what he is doing to her. He tease her with his tongue to her neck where he bite and suck till it formed a big hickey.
" She would remember him for a while with this." He grinned
He got hold of her boobs and squeeze it roughly.
" Argh!" She yelped in pain as she fidget on the floor.
" Keep shut!." he snapped hungrily. Lust written all over his face,he can't wait to devour every part of her body. The beast in him is coming out slowly.
He didn't want to hurt her but he got no choice.
He buried his five finger in to her clit once and she shouted so loud In pain. She would have heard by others if they weren't in a secure and abandoned place.
He twist his fingers in her continuously until her hymen is broken. Cold liquid ran down her lap to the door.
He doesn't mind the blood, he doesn't care at all.
By the time he was done, she was crying and yelling in deep pain. The pain eat her down. She can't believe she was with monster all this time.
He unbuckled his trouser quickly, he insert his dick in her and she gave a loud yelled.
He stood still in her, he gave her some minutes to adjust to his size before he continues drilling her.
After a long rough and loveless ride, he finally released in her and stood up.
He got dresseg and stager out of the abandoned library.
Her body stood still on the floor, she wasn't moving a finger, her vision blurred, she was seeing whites. Her fingers are numb, her lips getting pale, changing from their lively pink to a pale blue.
She need help but she is motionless.
Who is going to help her now?
" But why? Richard why?"
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