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I deleted him from my life forever

Author: sofiyah
last update Last Updated: 2021-08-09 23:34:22

Episode 6

"Welcome back home sarah." Her mother urge as they got back from the hospital.

She walked wobbly to her room to cried her eyes out.

She slumped to the bed sobbing.

How could he do this to me after all we shared; the feelings, moments and everything was all for nothing. 

All his promises, all his love was all deceitful, he promised to wait till I'm ready but he was deceiving me, he played with my feelings, I love him but......

How could he??

"Sarah" Ava called as she crept into her room.

She sat beside her on the bed.

"Stop crying." She solemnly.

She glanced at her and wailed out loudly.

She can't understand, she can't understand a bit of what is going through her.

"Did you think you can't lie to me about Who raped you." Ava dropped the word and she become dumbfounded.

"How did she knew?"

"And moreover; where is richard?" Ava added.

On hearing Richard’s name, Sarah’s face went instantly sore, filled with pain remembering the very dark experience she has been trying to fight but couldn’t.

“Did you get in a fight with Richard or what? And why hasn’t he call or even check up on you at all.” Ava demanded glaring hard at her knowing deep down her best friend isn’t okay.

"Since the incident happened; he never called or even checked up on you." "Are you sure everything is okay with you and Richard."

“Can you please stop calling that fucking monster name?” She screamed breaking down into fresh tears.

“Goodness! Sarah, I’m so sorry. Tell me what happened?” Ava asked and rushed towards her on the bed. 

“Talk to me babe.” Ava added, sitting close to the bed where Sarah is wiping. She felt bad for speaking that way to her best friend, she was only looking after her and moreover she hasn’t seen her best friend like this before so all was coming to her as shock.

“I don’t want to even have anything to do with his name ever again, I hate him.” Sarah whimpered making Ava look lost and confused about the situation.

“Sarah, what happened between you both? Please, don’t lie to me your best friend?” Ava insisted willing to make her speak up.

“He…he…he did it forcefully with me...” She whispered holding on tightly to her knees sobbing.

"Is it why she is thinking of not?" She wondered absolutely confused of everything.

“Sarah, you’re making seriously confused, what did Richard did forcefully to me?” Ava asked looking worried with million words going on her head. “Could Richard had cheat on Sarah or maybe broke up with her?” Words like that kept popping up on her head non-stop.

“I don’t know what got into him, I cried and begged him to stop but all fell on deaf ears.” She murmured and sniffle back her tears.

“Make me understand, you’re just saying words in riddles. I need to know before I can say anything.” Ava uttered vigorously holding Sarah to speak up.

“I don’t feel like living anymore, I just wanna die.” She said hurtfully angry.

“Tell me how it all happened and what you meant by crying and begging him, did he broke your heart or what? Don’t ever think of planning to die.” She asked softly to see if Sarah could open up fully to her. “What did he do to you” she added.

“Ava... he ra-raped me.” She dropped the bomb to Ava’s face and her face went pale instantly making her lose her balance off the bed.

“Yo…you mean he raped you?” Ava shuddered after getting off the floor. Sarah didn’t answer instead she weep the more with bitterness.

“He fucking raped you?” Ava found herself asking and felt bad for her best friend. She did warn her of Richard having a negative feeling about him but she paid less attention to it.

Alvin barge in surprised the life out of them, when the he got there. 

"That bastard called richard raped you." He thurdered while Sarah wept more.

"He is dead." He bellowed angrily and stormed out to the found the bastard who dared raped his precious sister.

“It gonna be fine Sarah, I’m here for you and always.” She said wiping up Sarah’s tear and hugged her to comfort her.

“Where do you think he could be?” Ava asked Sarah who was already calm still on her shoulder after a while.

“He left already forever.” She mused completely weak from the cry, her eyes were already swollen and looking all red.

“To be frank Sarah, at first glaze l knew Richard was a bad vibe which I’d tried my best to warn you but you were clouded by love and see what the mother fucking son of a bitch did.” Ava ranted in anger wanting to crush Richard and break his balls while Sarah kept sobbing regretting how she didn’t heed to Ava’s advice and warning.

“Like I said you shouldn’t let it define you Sarah, ease it outta your head and mind so you can stay positive, I don’t want you having to go through depression.” Ava notched.

“It all my fault Ava, you’d warned me but I thought you were only jealous of my relationship with him. I am so sorry I thought about it that way unaware you were only after my back.” She related to Ava.

“You don’t need to be sorry for what you didn’t expect or plan for. Sometimes we don’t listen to our guts thinking the heart is the right one to follow unaware the heart is the one that betrays never the guts. Always trust your guts.” She advised Sarah as a mentor giving advice and cheering her up.

“Don’t let the pain ruin your unique and killer smile.” She added making Sarah smile at her warmly and graceful.

“What can I do without you Ava?” She said in a sober tone and ran into Ava’s hand in a big passionate hug.

She cherished, loved and cared for him unconditionally thinking her love life was gonna be filled with happiness, sweetness and pure romance but it turned out to be upside down; sour, betrayal, pain, and sweet sour memories both of them together. And know she wanna forget every bit of it and move on with her life without him anywhere in it.

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