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Staring dead at my phone sitting on my working table, I zero in on the four missed calls from my Hawaiian best friend Bailey. She's been calling me for hours, reminding me of her daughter Kai's school event. She has a talk show party, where all the kids in her class perform before the whole school in their hall, and they present and talk about a project they each worked on during the weekend.
Kai's presentation, as I'd helped her during the week, was a little volcano, with a red mouth. I painted it myself, and it was filled with orange paint mixed with red. We'd gotten that one from her father's garage. And when she pressed a little button on the body of the volcano, it pushes a rubber inside, the volcano, tipping off the paint all over the body of the volcano.
Genius! I know Grin!. I was always ahead of everyone in my science class, back in high school. Always made high grades, and had rich blondies rolling their eyes at my excellence. All that paid off in my college when I got a scholarship. But here I am, in one of the biggest fashion industries in New York, working as a fashion designer, if I can even call it that.
So many times I've come across popular models, like Gigi Hadid, Bella, Kendal Jenner, and so on. I cleaned off the champaign stain from Gigi's dress once, when she'd mistakenly ruined it. I was happy right? Living my dream job. Yes! Besides me always wanting to be a science guru, I had a thing for fashion and so I majestically worked my way into it.
"Are you going to stare at that phone all day?" Reid, my co-worker calls me out and I snap back to reality. He's wearing a purple shirt, a yellow tie with black polka dots and brown trousers. It creeps me out, the way he dresses to work sometimes, and he works in the fashion industry.
"Nope. It's just my friend calling" I sigh, walking away from the table, with the box of used clothes worn by the models. I'm headed to drop them at the dressing truck.
"I thought I was your only friend" Reid pouts and I narrow my eyes at him. He's not my only friend with that suit and tie. I drop a kiss on his cheek before rushing out, the box in my hand. I dispatch it in the dressing truck that is headed for the theater very soon. My boss, Nikki gives me a weird stare that could narrow me out.
"Bye, Nikki" I mutter and hurry to my car.
My phone pinged with a message from Bailey.
I swear if you don't get here now...Kai is about going on stage you wicked godmother.
I gasp, my hands flying to my chest. I've always known Bailey to be a mean thing but that was harsh. I chuckle setting my car on drive as I reverse out of the parking lot, careful not to knock over the garbage can.
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I spot bailey seated in the crowd. There's an extra seat next to her, and I know she reserved it for me, so I navigate my way there, doing the occasional sorry, excuse me, as I pressed between rows to get there.
Bailey stares at me before looking away.
"What? Please don't tell me Kai was already called up...there was traffic and..."
"Shh... she's not yet up," She says, rolling her eyes. A smile crests my face as I relax now. Bailey looks tensed, I can see it. Her pretty, tiny Hawaiian eyes just keep widening, and her lips are pressed in a thin line.
Ok, let me tell you a little about Bailey. I've been with her for ten years straight to know when she's nervous. She's a pretty tamed-skinned girl that loves water a lot and her smile is heavenly, only now, I can't see it because she's mad at me.
I spin my head to her so fast. "You're nervous aren't you?"
She sighs, slapping her palms against her jeans, clothed thigh. "Of course. It's her first presentation at school" she whines and I place my hand on her shoulder, giving it a tap.
"Don't worry. She'd be fine. Kai is very brilliant" I say and then look around. "Colton didn't come?" I ask her about her husband and she stares at me, her eyes dull.
"You know how busy he is, Becca," She tells me and I narrow my eyes. I'm pretty sure she knows what I'm thinking because I've told her a million times. "He's not having an affair " she adds.
"You say that all the time, but the guy is distant. For God's sake! It's his daughter's first presentation" I raise a brow, expressing my annoyance.
"He explained to me. You don't need to think about it."
I take my hands off her shoulder, rolling my eyes. "Whatever"
I hear her sigh as her eyes fix on the stage where a little boy is talking about butterflies. Pfft!. Lame. Wait till they all see Kai's presentation.
"He's not cheating on me..." I hear Bailey sigh again. "I have his daughter, and I'm currently carrying his son" She emphasizes the last part, her hands going to her growing baby bump.
"All men cheat. They're liars" I tell her.
"Because your college boyfriend left you doesn't mean all men are like that, Becca," she says but I'm not convinced.
"One man does it, the rest does it. Right?" I ask her and she bites her bottom lip because that was exactly what she used to comfort me when Jacob left. My first love. I gave that guy everything I had. My time, my love, he was even my first in everything, both kissing a guy, and getting intimate. Then next came Ben, but I won't classify him as a boyfriend. We only dated for two months after I left college before I found out that he had a fiance. The nerve!
I was laying in bed with him in his apartment when a crazy-ass woman walked in and started yapping. Embarrassed, I picked up my things and left, vowing to never be in a relationship again.
"Becca," she calls my name.
"I don't want to talk about it" I shrug and she nods her head, looking at the stage. The audience claps and I sit up, a smile on my face as Kai enters the stage, her little bun, tied up, a smile on her face. She has more of her mother's look, with pretty tiny eyes, and a pretty nose, but she took Colton's milky skin tone.
I clap and cheer, screaming "Go, baby girl!" "You can do it!" Until I'm cautioned by one of the teachers to stop making so much noise. I roll my eyes in disgust. Kai still laughs when she noticed me, and she's relieved of a whole lot of tension.
She places her hand on the white-clothed project and I tap the edges of my fingers, in anticipation.
"And now we have Kai Richer from class B, having her presentation now"
Kai takes off the clothe and my eyes fall on the little transparent box filled with tiny fishes. What? I look at Bailey.
"You didn't think I was going to let her bring that volcano to school did you?"
"Are you kidding?! It was cool!"
"You told her the mountain was in my village, and it was going to erupt and kill my grandma" Bailey scolds me, and I bite my lip. I didn't say it like that exactly. I only said it was going to erupt in mommy's village.
"And you thought an aquarium was better?" I say, making her smile, bobbing her head from side to side with glee.
Betrayer!
Kai clings to my hand after her school presentation. In her other hand, she held a popsicle.
"Are we headed home now?" She asks her mom who nods with a smile.
"Kai, why don't you tell aunty Becca why you didn't use the volcano," I say and Bailey gives me a strained stare like why would you bring that up to the kid.
"Mommy said not to use it. She said volcanoes are dangerous" Kai said with much innocence that I stick my bottom lip out, oogling her.
"Oh yeah? And you can't drown anyone in school with your aquarium?" I ask Kai.
"Ok! That's enough!" Bailey pulls me away from her five years old daughter, throwing me a death glare. I shrug, a smile on my face.
"Hey look! daddy!" Kai screams with joy and then runs into the distance. Sure enough, there's Colton in his suit, a smile on his face as he embraces his little pie as he likes to call her. And it has me wondering what he calls Bailey. I was going to ask s but Kai joined us again.
"Hey, Colton," I say and he smiles at me.
"How're you doing, Becca? You on leave?" He asks me and I nod.
"Really?" Bailey gasps. "Why didn't you tell me?"
I turn to her. "You were too busy with Kai's project," I say and she relaxes.
"Good then..."Colton says with a smile cutting both I and his wife short, before he kisses her cheek and she smiles holding his hand, I look away, grabbing my car keys from my bag.
"You leaving already?" Bailey suddenly asked me.
"Yes. I have to go rest my tired eyes. See you all tomorrow" I say and she hugs me before I pull away. I kiss Kai on her cheek before rushing off.
Anyone would mistake my odd behavior, that I wasn't happy for my best friend and her marriage but I am. I am. I just don't trust men, and if Colton hurts Bailey, I'll castrate him. Two, I've not had good experiences with men.
But something about Bailey and Colton just motivates me to want to try again. They seem happy even though Colton can fuck up sometimes. So with that in mind, I skip into my car, and drive out of the school's parking lot, heading home to prepare for the blind date Reid set me up with, for about two weeks now, but I've been putting it away.
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β π°'π πππ πππ ππππ πππ... π ππππ ππππ πππ ππ ππ πππππβ - π©πππππΰ·΄I move around the kitchen in my fancy night robe, a tired look on my face as I set the coffee going. There are so many places I need to be today. The mall included. I've run out of groceries because I barely spent time at home, so couldn't stock up. It's either I'm at Bailey's, or, on a plane to an awesome new country, on my job as a designer.Beep! Beep!... I set my mug under the machine, collecting little coffee, before I withdrew it, and gulped the whole content down. Strange! I didn't even bother to add milk or sugar to it.As I walk to my bedroom, I made a mental note to call Bailey that I was coming over later today. But as I step into the bathroom, and my eyes set on the mirror in front of me, I realized I didn't look like a person that wanted to stay home alone till later on, so I grabbed
Jacob POVI'm sorry sir we don't sell Pinot Noir in glass," The bartender tells me. I had only one mission. To come into St Barbara bar, have a glass of wine, and leave because I'm mentally tired and in need of something. A toxic drink isn't my solution right now. Besides, I have to drive back to my place."A bottle then" I grit my teeth, and he nods before walking away. My fingers tap against the wooden table rapidly.Michelle is getting married!... I've tried to live so long with the fact that she's perfect just her and her two sons, Eric and Jones. Since her husband left, Michelle has been alone, and Evey single guy she dated, always turned out to be an ass-hole just after her money. No one is right for her. Michelle isn't my ex, but my elder sister, and someone that has al
Due to my issues with my dad, I couldn't go into the house just yet to speak with him. Instead, I stood outside my car, staring at the country fence he loves to put up, and wishing he'd come out and see my first before I go in. The thing I have with my dad has been since my mom left.He divorced my mom, I still don't why. She left, and got married to someone else, a few years later, she died. My dad attended her funeral and even dropped a white rose on it. A white rose had always been a symbol of their love. But honestly, since my mom left, dad hasn't tried to be with another woman. I'm happy for that, but I still hold this little bitterness in my heart, toward him for sending my mom away. I was still so young."How long till you go in, son?" I hear my father say from behind.He's wearing a colorful shirt with a brown jacket on it. His jeans look faded. With all the money I and Mich have, he
Becca POVI push my cart around the mall like a lost woman, just because I'm looking for Nutella. They're my favorite and can go with literally anything when I hear someone call my name. It's a huge mall, and only a few persons could know me, but I'm surprised when I see it's Ernest. He has a grin on his face as he walks to me, his hands in his pocket.Ok, what do I do now? I fiddle with the paper on the cart. I'm exactly used to running into failed dates. It happened once or twice, but that was a long time ago."Fancy seeing you here, but hey! You gotta eat" he pulls off a very lame joke that has me rolling my eyes internally."Hello, Ernest" I greet. "Nice to see you here""You too, Becca. I was looking forward to knowing you more, but you left"Here we go..
I retreat from the counter, forgetting my bags there as so many memories come flooding back. All the smiles, the laughter, the fun, the lovemaking. Everything about him because we did so many things together back then. I always knew I had to face him one day, Jacob. But I just didn't know it'd be this soon. And I always felt anytime I did see him, prepared or not, I'd be able to stand it but I can't. I just ran out of there like a coward. Afraid to face my fears."Becca!"No! No! He can't be calling me. Don't tell me he followed me out here. I increase my step, I wasn't running but I was fast walking in this cold, which seemed impossible when I first arrived.Someone grabs my hand swirling me around and I'm met with the most delicious Coral blue eyes, so warm and inviting. I shrug my hands away from him and he just stood there, unable to say a word. I on the other hand had a zillion things to say but didn't know w
JACOB POVI don't know what I was thinking talking to her but when I stepped out of my suite to take a stroll, I found her seating by herself on one of the tables, staring at the menu. She looked extremely adorable which isn't a usual term I used when it came to women. My words were usually, hot, sexy, fuck-able at this moment, she looked all of those things. Her hair looked freshly washed and her green sweater, so fucking innocent but I knew better.This was the same Becca that enjoyed the sexual part of our relationship more than even I did which seemed impossible.Yesterday, I was completely fazed to see her here. It was like the universe was trying to play some joke on me when I'd told my sister I wasn't attracted to Becca again, booked myself a Vacation, and there she was, like a living relic gaping at me.I should've let her run away because I deserve it, but I let my foolish heart follow her. A
BECCA POVFor some really weird reason, I add more blush on my cheek than I would have. My hair is bunched up in an almost tight knot. I'm wearing a black dress with a fur jacket. It's not a ball or a party but Bailey said to dress nice. She's been to their diner before, and I haven't.Reluctantly, I pick one of my best set of pearl eatings to go with my dressing. I don't wear a necklace because I didn't bring any, but I wish I did.There's a knock on my door so I skip to open it."You look good sunshine" Bailey praises with a smirk and I smile at her, locking up behind me. I'm enjoying this little vacation so far, except for the part where Jacob just keeps showing up and acting like a saint. I swear if I see him today again, I'll peel all my hairs off."Where's Kai and Colton?""Already at the diner""You guys left before me?" I gasp."No
BECCA POVοΏΌ Sitting by the beach with smiles on my face, I watch as Jacob played with our one year plus baby boy, Jasper in his arms. He was sitting a little bit away from me and building little sand statues. Yes, my life was at its happiest now and I love moments like this. After we had Jasper, four months later we had our wedding just our family and friends in the backyard of our mansion. We waited until Jasper was a year and strong enough so we could go on our first family vacation. Now we're here in the Turks and Caicos. It's been a year since Jacob moved to NY and even for himself, an office sited there. Indeed this one year has been the best of my life "Mama..." Jasper gurgled in front of me snapping me out of my haze. He's standing in front of me, a small smile on his face before Jacob sweeps him off his feet making him laugh hard. "This little
Three Months LaterBECCA POVοΏΌ"Wow, you look, amazing!" Reid complimented me immediately I step out of the dressing room. We're in Milan for the fashion show. The one I was invited for and I'm so excited to show off my new designs. The other ones are being displayed by models right now as we speak."Thanks""Wait till Jacob sees you in it, he'd swoon" Reid chuckled and I smile. The two had grown fondly with each other and it's so cute when I see them talking sometimes. Speaking of Jacob, he came with me to Milan and we're lodging at a hotel just close to here. My heart skips a little bit as insecurities begin to creep in. I face Reid."Are you sure the gowns are beautiful? I mean... people might not like them""Who gives a fuck what people think? Your maternity designs are way awesome. And
BECCA POVοΏΌI take their talk as an advantage to grab a nearby chair, walking to Ernest, I hit him on the head and he rolled off Jacob but quickly grabs the gun pointing it at Jacob again. Jacob spit out blood before struggling to his feet, I try to run into his arms but Ernest points the gun at me. "Stay where you are" he threatened before pointing at Jacob again. "I always get what I want," He smirked and his hands settle on the trigger.My heart skips a bit when I see he's going to shoot Jacob and without thinking, I run in front of them going to hug Jacob.Bang! Bang!I wait for the pain to come, for the tragic scream or something... anything...but there was nothing. I didn't feel any pain. What happened? I feel Jacob's arms go round my waist as we both crumple to the floor and I let out a sob.Lights flashed outside the garage
JACOB POVοΏΌUnlocking my car, I go straight to the trunk getting out all the bags. I can't even remember what we bought, but Becca kept throwing things into the basket and I let her because she was smiling all through which made me happy.I shut my trunk and reached in to get her cinnamon when the garage goes pitch black. Pausing, I take my head out of the car to stare around me but I couldn't see shit. What the fuck?! Then I quickly remember Becca and I became worried to know if she was ok on her own. Digging out my phone from my pocket, I dial her number countless times but she doesn't pick, and Fuck I panic like hell!Dumping all the grocery bags back in the car, I hurry to the elevator but then groaned out in frustration! The power went out so the elevators won't work. So I take the emergency stairs, jogging up as fast I can until I get to my door, and I'm a pa
BECCA POVοΏΌI stare at myself in the mirror, wearing a casual silk satin slip dress. It's been a week since we came back from Baltimore for Michelle's wedding. A lot had happened since then. Jeff called and said they finally tracked Ernest's car and it was parked by the side of the road, my guess is he abandoned it because he knew he would be followed. That's progress I guess, tracking his car. Soon, I hope they find him too.Secondly, Miranda Joe called me. You know, the big fashion designer and goddess in the industry. It was an email at first reminding me of the show where I get to display my dresses so I called her back asking her when? And she said the fashion show was in four months. So I popped the news to her telling her I was pregnant and she congratulated me."I guess when I'll be seeing you next you'll be heavily pregnant then," Miranda said."Th
BECCA POVοΏΌMy heart skipped one-two-three times when I see Jacob in his maroon suit, his hair perfectly combed and a small smile on his face. He's so handsome and a gorgeous man I feel suddenly blessed to have a man like him in my life. And the expression on his face as he runs his eyes up and down my body is priceless.The nervousness I was feeling a while back is gone now and I walk up to the alter, a smile on my face but I try to hide it. Henry left my hand and goes to stand next to Jack while I wait for Michelle to show up. I stare at Jacob again in the crowd to find he's already staring at me. Fuck me! He looks even more gorgeous now than a minute ago.The music changes for Michelle and everyone stands. She's so pretty and her smile light up the whole room as she walks toward us, her hand round her dad's arms. I suddenly feel sad knowing my dad would
JACOB POVοΏΌI woke up to an empty bed this morning and it felt so weird because I'm used to waking up with Becca in my arms, except when she needs to hurry to work early but now I just know she's trying to get away from me. I don't know how else I can prove to her that I'm sorry.I'm contemplating what to do with myself when the alarm I set reminds me to start getting ready for the wedding. I stretch, turning it off and In time, getting a message from Michelle asking me to please check on the boys and maybe Jack. Why would I check on Jack? I stroll out of my given room to the boys' room to see they were still in bed so I decided to call Mich."Hey Whatsup," she says when she picks."They're still in bed" I inform her."Ok. I hired a nanny for today and she would be coming over soon to tend to them. I place their clothes on a different hange
JACOB POVοΏΌBecca gripped my shirt with so much strength that I didn't know she possessed it as she pulled me away from Henry. Mitch and Jack were standing by the entrance of the garden now wondering what the whole fuss and scream were about."Jacob! What the fuck is wrong with you?" Becca thundered and I've never seen her so angry my entire life. It had me wondering what I did wrong.Henry clutched his chin as he gets up from the ground, glaring at me. "What the hell was that for man" he groaned."You were trying to make a pass at my girl" I grit my teeth and Becca flings her hands up in the air with utter annoyance."That's it! I'm done with you doing this" She muttered to herself before trying to walk out of the garden but I grab her hand pulling her to me."Where are you going?""Inside because I don't
οΏΌI eye jack when I step into the mansion. He's playing with Eric on the counter and he smiles when he sees me. Eric runs to give me a hug shouting uncle Jacob! I let go of Becca's hand momentarily to hold his small frame. Jones rushed down the stairs when he sees me and I try to carry them both in my arms.Michelle strides to Jack who's still staring at me, a smile on his face. "Hi, nice to see you again" He greets me and I nod my head formally. Mich throws me a glance and I manage to smile at Jack, she gives me a thumbs up."This is Becca. Jacobs girlfriend" Mich introduced and I frowned because I was going to do that just now."Fiance" I correct her before pulling Becca to me and kissing her cheeks softly."Nice to meet you, Jack," Becca said to Jack and they shook hands, I secretly pull Becca back to me."So you're getting mar