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2024-10-29 19:42:56Naina's POV
What is Sameer doing here?
He was intensly looking at me.
"Are you okay?" I heard Ranveer's voice.
"Yes. Let's go after having dinner. We don’t have to eat dessert,” I said.
"Is everything alright?"
"Yes. It's just I am not feeling well, if I will go and sleep then I will be fine by tomorrow morning," I said.
I looked at Sameer to see his eyes on me.
He was alone and he was observing my each and every move.
I felt like disappearing as I was feeling awkward under his gaze.
After about fifteen minutes we were in the car driving towards our home.
The whole ride I was tensed.
Why I have to see him now when I am finally happy?
We reached home and I went to my room, freshened up, changed into my night suit and went to sleep.
Ranveer didn't utter a single word.
After some time I felt the bed dip and then he wrapped his hand around
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