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Am I a good husband?

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Naina's POV

"Ranveer I was wrong but it was before meeting you. That time I didn't know you, I didn't know the true meaning of love and respect, for me what me and Sameer had was love but then I realized how stupid I was. Maybe I deserve everything Shivam did for what I had done,” I told him.

"You don’t deserve it. Shivam was crazy. He only had one aim in his life and that is to be with you, he just wanted you with him. I am sorry I should have understood that it was before we met and before you knew about Mom and the abuse she faced,” he said as he took me in his arms.

"I love you. I am sorry.

“At the time he suggested this plan, that time also I felt that it is not right but at that time my only motive was to get rid of you and be with Sameer,” I said and chuckled.

“In the past few months I realized that I didn’t even love Sameer. When he held his hand forward and befriended me, I was just looking for someone, I was just looking for a company, a friend and that’s why I ignored the
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