TWENTY-SIX
GUSTONG MAIYAK ni Meteor sa mga narinig. She had never heard Riu talk like that. Nuong una’y gusto niyang bumangon at sigawan si Riu sa pagiging mataray pero bigla namang umatras iyon. Her sister really cared for her.
Nagpalit ng puwesto si Meteor sa paghiga. Ayaw niyang makita ng kapatid o ni Azren na umiiyak siya. Her senses woke up when Azren carried her to the bed. Hindi naman siya tulog mantika. Konting ingay nga lang ay paniguradong magigising na siya. Pero nahihiya kasi siyang gumising kanina at makita niya ang sariling buhat ni Azren.
Pasimple niyang pinunasan ang luha bago huminga ng malalim. Hindi niya alam kung ilang oras siyang natutulog. Simula siguro nung umalis si Josh dahil may emergency daw itong dadaluhan hanggang sa dumating si Azren.
“May facebook ka ba? Instagram? Twitter? Any socmed accounts?” narinig nanaman niyang tanong ni Riu. 
TWENTY-SEVENMETEOR WAS NOT THE one who suffered from lying down in the hospital bed for weeks, yet she feels so weak and exhausted. Probably because of sleepless and unfinished naps, the feeling of distress sleeping in an unfamiliar sofa was like a fish out of the sea.“Manang, kumusta ka ngay? Hindi ba maaapektuhan ‘yung baby mo diyan?” Tiningnan ni Riu si Meteor, may bahid ng pag-aalala ang mukha nito. Meteor just nodded, she peeled a dry skin from her lips with her teeth.I think I’ll be needing a new lip balm. Ganito talaga si Meteor sa tuwing stress o puyat, she tried different lip balms yet nothing really lasted. Kahit pa yata araw-araw siyang mag-lip balm, kapag stress siya, the efforts won’t last.Meteor sighed as she carried their bags up to her condo. She’ll remind herself later to thank Josh for all the help, halos gabi-gabing nasa ospital si Josh. Hindi nga a
PROLOGUETHIRD PERSON’S POINT OF VIEW'SHE’S THE ONE'. Napabulong na lang si Joshua habang nakatingin sa isang babaeng tahimik na nagbabasa ng libro sa sulok ng classroom. Her face was on side-view and Josh can clearly see her long and thick lashes, thin lips, and fine jaw. The way she blinks was the most gorgeous sight Josh could ever see.Sumabay si Josh sa pagngiti ng babae habang nagbabasa ng isang libro. Josh was five chairs away from the girl, and he can see the title from its book cover. “The Fault in Our Stars” ‘yon ang librong binabasa niya.Josh had seen the movie, but he was not a fan of romance and drama. Sinamahan lang niya ang mama niya noon na manood ng sine dahil bored daw ito sa bahay nila. “Meteor!” nang mapatingin ang babae sa tumawag sa kaniya ay napatingin din si Josh rito.Medyo nalungkot pa si Josh nang umalis ang babae at iniwan ang bag at li
ONEMETEOR FEEL like throwing up her intestines. Pagod na siyang magpabalik-balik sa CR at isuka lahat ng pinilit niyang kainin kanina. Napaiyak na lang siya matapos niyang maisuka lahat. 'Ano bang problema sa akin?'Napayuko siya ng makaramdam ang hilo. It’s been three days since she filed a leave on her work as a flight attendant. Sunod-sunod and pagsakit ng katawan niya at panay rin ang suka. Sumasakit na ang ulo niya sa mga nangyayari.Umiyak na lang siya sa sobrang pagod niya at mahinang nagdasal. '‘Ma, ‘Pa alam kong hindi pa ‘to katapusan ng buhay ko… huwag pa sana, Lord.' Paano na lang ang mga kapatid niya kung nawala siya? Her savings are not enough for her two siblings’ future. Bibilhan niya pa ng bahay at lupa ang mga kapatid niya para hindi sila nakikibahay kay Tita Bebang sa Sagada.Matapos mamatay ang mga magulang nila sa isang airplane crash, si Meteor na ang tuma
TWONANGINGINIG ANG MGA kamay ni Meteor at panay rin ang buntong hininga. Nasa isang ospital si Meteor. Isang linggo na ang nakalilipas at ngayon ang test results ng biopsy niya last week. Mahina siyang nagdasal na sana ay hindi malala ang mga nararamdaman niya. Nawala na ang constipation niya, pero nagkaroon naman siya ng diarrhea.“Mrs. Desiderio.” Tawag sa kaniya ng matandang doctor na kakapasok lang sa opisina nito. Despite of her shaking lips, she forced herself to clear her throat.“Ms. pa lang po.” Umupo ang matandang doktor sa harap niya hawak ang mga papel na she assumed, her test results. “Oh, sorry. Namali siguro ‘yung type dito. It says here na you’re married.” She smiled at the doctor and fists her hands into balls. Mas nanginginig siya sa tahimik na paligid ng opisina ng doktor.“I have the results.” Wala pang sinasabi ang doctor pero nangin
THREENUMBER ONE: Go on an amusement park and try all the rides!“OMG! Lord, sorry for all of my sins! I didn’t mean to open that link from a porn site! I didn’t mean to curse when I slipped yesterday!” Meteor’s soul almost flew away when the rollercoaster moved fast on the highest part.Rinig pa ni Meteor ang tawa ng kaibigan na katabi niya. Walang karea-reaksiyon ang katabi niya, siya nama’y halos mawalan na ng boses kakasigaw. She had never been in an amusement park, ever. Sa perya lang siya nung bata sila. Hindi pa niya nasubukang sumakay sa rollercoaster at iba pang rides dahil sa perya; isang maliit na ferris wheel na mabilis tumakbo, ‘yung rides na si Jollibee ang design, at may mga sugalan din.Kaya on top of her list was riding the rides he had never been tried. Akala niya’y refreshing sa taas, na parang eroplanong la-landing lang. Pero hindi! Halos humiwala
FOURNUMBER TWO: Hire a prostitue and let him dance in front in a 5-star hotel.“I’LL BE FINE, Josh. He’ll just dance.” Napailing na lang si Meteor at mahinang natawa. Josh is over reacting. Sasayaw lang ang isang macho dancer sa harap nito sa isang hotel, walang ibang mangyayari. ‘Yun lang.“Why do you need to hire a prostitute? I can dance in front of you!” madiing sabi ni Josh habang pumapadyak padyak pa. Nasa isang high end hotel, there is no turning back. Hinihintay lang nila ‘yung macho dancer.Natatawa na lang si Meteor habang pinapanood na magreklamo si Josh. “Ang OA mo talaga, Joshua. Sasayaw lang, eh! At saka, for the record, Joshua Williams don’t know how to dance!” she saw how Josh’s eyes rolled and made a face.Grabe! Kahit na nagrerklamo, ang cute cute pa rin ni Joshua! Kaya siguro pati ang babaeng security g
FIVENUMBER THREE: Picnic at the cemetery late at night.“Sigurado ka na, ha?” bumuntong hininga muna si Meteor bago tumango kay Josh. Nakasakay sila sa sasakyan ni Josh papuntang sementeryo. This is on her bucket list. She just wants to visit a cemetery, name-miss na kasi niya ang kaniyang mga magulang. But her parents were buried in Sagada, faraway from Manila.If only she had enough time to travel back and forth to Sagada from Manila, she would gladly do it in a beat. Pero hindi niya kaya, lalo na sa situwasyon niya ngayon. Baka himatayin lang siya habang nagda-drive pataas-pababa ng bundok.“Oo nga, bisitahin na rin natin si Tita Natalie…” mahinang saad ni Meteor na halos bulong na. Three years ago lang nang mamatay ang Mommy ni Josh dahil sa breast cancer, she became very sensitive about the topics she’s saying about Tita Natalie because she knows that Josh is not yet healed.But instead of silencing himself,
SIXNUMBER FOUR: explore the mall.“MASARAP din pala dito, ‘no?” Meteor looked at every corner of the five star restaurant na kinakainan nilang dalawa ni Josh. Grabe ang design sa loob. Malapit lang ang restaurant sa isang mall kaya siguro marami rin ang kumakain dito. Kahit na medyo mahal ang mga pagkain ay worth it naman dahil masarap rin ang pagkakaluto.It’s Meteor’s first time to eat there and she admits that she was impressed. Dahil bukod sa masarap na pagkain ay mababait rin ang mga tao roon, maganda ang view sa labas, at instagram worthy ang loob ng restaurant.“Yeah, I’ve been here before. You should try their matcha ice cream.” Pagsang-ayon ni Josh kay Meteor. It’s true that this restaurant was beyond a person’s expectation, everything here was perfect. May pianist rin na nagtutugtog sa loob, and Meteor finds it relaxing and therapeutic.Hindi pa rin maka-move on si Meteor sa ganda
TWENTY-SEVENMETEOR WAS NOT THE one who suffered from lying down in the hospital bed for weeks, yet she feels so weak and exhausted. Probably because of sleepless and unfinished naps, the feeling of distress sleeping in an unfamiliar sofa was like a fish out of the sea.“Manang, kumusta ka ngay? Hindi ba maaapektuhan ‘yung baby mo diyan?” Tiningnan ni Riu si Meteor, may bahid ng pag-aalala ang mukha nito. Meteor just nodded, she peeled a dry skin from her lips with her teeth.I think I’ll be needing a new lip balm. Ganito talaga si Meteor sa tuwing stress o puyat, she tried different lip balms yet nothing really lasted. Kahit pa yata araw-araw siyang mag-lip balm, kapag stress siya, the efforts won’t last.Meteor sighed as she carried their bags up to her condo. She’ll remind herself later to thank Josh for all the help, halos gabi-gabing nasa ospital si Josh. Hindi nga a
TWENTY-SIXGUSTONG MAIYAK ni Meteor sa mga narinig. She had never heard Riu talk like that. Nuong una’y gusto niyang bumangon atsigawan si Riu sa pagiging mataraypero bigla namang umatras iyon. Her sister really cared for her.Nagpalit ng puwesto si Meteor sa paghiga. Ayaw niyang makita ng kapatid o ni Azren na umiiyak siya. Her senseswoke up when Azren carried her to the bed. Hindi naman siya tulog mantika. Konting ingay nga lang ay paniguradong magigising na siya. Pero nahihiya kasi siyang gumising kanina at makita niya ang sariling buhat ni Azren.Pasimple niyang pinunasan ang luha bago huminga ng malalim. Hindi niya alam kung ilang oras siyang natutulog. Simula siguro nung umalis si Josh dahil may emergency daw itong dadaluhan hanggang sa dumating si Azren.“May facebook ka ba? Instagram? Twitter? Any socmed accounts?” narinig nanaman niyang tanong ni Riu. 
TWENTY-FIVE“MOM?” AZREN stretched his arms when his Mother called. He’s been working for a couple of hours, haven’t even ate his lunch. He can skip meals when he’s working. Tsaka niya lang mararamdaman ang gutom at pagod kapag na-distract siya.He clutched his stomach when it grumbled. Damn, what time is it? He unconsciously looked at the small clock on his wooden table. Hindi niya alam kung ano ang mararamdaman nang makita ang mukha nilang dalawa ni Alex sa tabi ng orasan.He needs to shop new stuff for his office and penthouse. Everything that he sees reminds him of his ex. Wala siyang magagawa. He was too dawned on her before… until now, he guessed. Alex just hits different.“Azren?” he blinked several times to gain his senses back. Mariin niyang ipinikit ang mga mata nang maramdaman ang pagbibigat ng mga tulikap.“
TWENTY-FOUR METEOR TUCKED THE strands of hair behind her ears while feeling heavy inside. She was trying to ease the guilt and hesitation to call ‘him’. It just felt wrong. So wrong. Meteor sighed as if her problems would vanish with breathing out, but no. It’s been months! And she has the audacity to call him again after being MIA? She clenched her phone and shut her eyes close. “Bahala na si Batman.” She dialed his number and every ring she hears makes her heartbeat reckless. Nakailang lunok na si Meteor, nakailang buntonghinininga, nakailang kamot sa batok; trying to find the courage. She just wants someone to talk to. “Hello?” his morning voice filled Meteor’s eardrums. She felt a tingling feeling on her stomach when she heard his voice again. She missed him so much. She missed Josh so much. Meteor felt like crying. She didn’t know what she was crying for. Is it because of her crashing ego? Or because she badly
TWENTY-THREEMETEOR WOKE UP from the small humming sound inside Azren’s car. It was not noisy nor annoying, a solemn lullaby rather. Humikab siya at inunat ang mga kamay saka napatingin sa labas ng binatana. They’re still on the road, but right now, they were surrounded by buildings. Mabagal ang andar ng sasakyan, at dahil nakahiga siya sa upuan ay hindi niya makita nag nasa labas maliban sa mga matataas na gusali sa labas.Probably Manila’s heavy traffic again. It has always been like this, always traffic, always hectic. Meteor loved Metro Manila because of its messy narration. Manila speaks its story itself. Hindi na nito kailangan pa ng magkukuwento. But despite of its spitting story, it remains mysterious to Meteor’s eyes.This is why Meteor admired this city more than her own hometown. Because it was obvious but mysterious at the same time. The only thing she hated about Manila was traffic. T
TWENTY-TWO FROM LOOKING at his laptop, Azren’s gazes went to Meteor’s. She walked slowly to him, hesitating to talk to Azren. Bahagya pang nakayuko ang babae, tila nag-iisip kung itutuloy ba niya ang pakikipag-usap sa binata. Napansin ni Azren na suot nito ang dress na suot niya nuong pumunta sila dito sa bahay ng mga magulang. Is she going out? Azren leaned on the sofa and crossed his arms. Meteor doesn’t seem to notice that Azren was watching her hesitate. Bahagyang umiling si Meteor na ikinangiti ni Azren. This woman is actually not bad. She’s easy to be with, she understands everything he says, he also admits that she is cute, damn. Where did that word come from? She’s a good actress, too... After what happened at the garden, Azren didn’t know what to say that time. Her acting is great! Muntik na siyang maniwala na totoo ang mga nangyayari. He must reward this woman for her great acting.
TWENTY-ONERATHER THAN being forced into a marriage she never wanted, Meteor felt like she was the opposite of one lucky woman. Nakilala pa nito ang ipinagmamalaki ng pamilya ni Azren na si Alex. She’s just a few inches from her. Ang maliit na coffee table lang ang pumapagitna sa kanila.Kung halos hindi na makagalaw si Meteor noong kasama nito ang ina ng mapapangasawa niya, mas lalo namang naging awkward ang hangin kasama ang dating kasintahan ni Azren. She feels dizzy and nauseous dahil sa matapang nitong feminine perfume.Nakatingin ito sa ipad na hawak at naka-upo ng maayos. She looked so professional with her pastel pink pencil-skirt and white polo folded up enough to show her slim forearm. Her legs were not crossed instead, her ankles were tucked on the other making it slightly slant.This is his aunt’s standard and his mom’s, too. Mas nababagay talaga ito sa pamilya nila Azre
TWENTY “YOU KNOW, I’m really surprise that Azren brought a girl home after several months. Si Alex lang kasi ang dinala niyang babae dito. But after they broke up, he barely go home here.” Meteor awkwardly smiled at his mother. They just got out from the house and just roaming around the castle-like mansion for five minutes. Ngayon lang ito nagsalita nang makarating sila sa garden sa likod ng mala-palasyong bahay. Hindi alam ni Meteor ang sasabihin sa ni-kwento ng ina ni Azren. She had never encountered situations like this before. Tita Natalie is a mother to her and she feels comfortable near Josh’s Mom. Magkaibang magkaiba ang pakiramdam niya na kinakausap siya ni Sancha Herrera. She feels suffocated and uncomfortable. Sa paraan kasi ng paggalaw nito ay ramdam ni Meteor na sobrang layo ng estado nila ni Azren sa buhay. But she remained calm and convinced herself that she’ll get through this
NINETEENLOVE MAKES SACRIFICES, this is why Meteor needs to endure this man’s presence. Dahil mahal niya ang mga kapatid niya, mahal niya si Sat at Riu, mahal niya ang natitirang tahanan niya, at… mahal na rin niya ang batang nasa sinapupunan niya.She can feel the strong connection between her and her child, a connection different from her siblings’. It was as if her child suddenly gave her hope and strength that she only felt for her family.Watching the old trees swaying gracefully with the wind, Meteor stroked her stomach gently. Her lips curved feeling the small bump there. She got pregnant so early, but whatever happens… she’ll face the consequences. Tanggap na niya ang baby niya, there’s no turning back.Isinandal niya ang ulo sa nakasarang bintana ng sasakyan ni Azren. They’re heading to his parents’ house, since it was an agreement. She was l