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Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 22~ I'LL SHOW YOU
Verya rushed back to the cottage after gathering herself some clothes, it wasn’t much, but having Sathe in the cold for much longer would be torture. She had packed some soap, her toothbrush along with an unused one that was in her cupboard. She had also taken a couple of sheets from her closet, two blankets for the cold night, and some cleaning utensils from her bathroom. And now she stood by the lake, her eyes wandering across it for Sathe. He wasn’t there, but she knew he wasn’t gone either, his scent was still strong here. Verya sighed, heading into the house where she found him seated on the dusty sofa. His eyes drifted up to stare at her; cold, not an ounce of warmth. There was no smile on his lips, his face was the blankest she’d ever seen it. Verya looked away from him and towards the clear, white walls, feeling utterly ashamed of herself. She didn’t have to scare him like that, he did nothing wrong. “Sathe…I’m sorry.” “It’s okay…” “Everything is always okay with you.” Sh
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 23~ HEATED SESSION
“V-Verya…?” “What?”“I-I Verya yo~” Verya grabbed his hands, resting them on her hips. “Quit fidgeting and put them here.” Sathe eyes glided down away from hers, the intensity in her eyes was so hard to look on. He wanted more too, but what if she really won’t be satisfied with him as his brother said? He was inexperienced, submissive…surely no woman would want somebody like that… He was scared…scared that after this she’d really want nothing to do with him…he wanted to do it, he really wanted to, but… Sathe’s hands dropped from her hips and his head fell against her bosom. “S-Stop…” “Stop? Why…?” “I-I’m not ready yet.”“And just when will you be ready? I thought you wanted me Sathe.” “No, I do…I do want you, but…” “But what?” “What if after this you won’t like me anymore? What if this ends bad…I’m not ready for that yet. I’ve never done anything like this before…I’m not ready…” Verya shifted on his lap, her hands gripping onto his shoulders. “You’re not ready? Why are you s
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 24~ EAGER FOR PLEASURE
Sathe gave her a baffled look. “Prepare…p-prepare you?” “Then should I do it myself?” Verya shoved his hand aside, replacing it with hers. “Since you can’t do it, I wil~” Sathe shook his head, swallowing nervously. “No, I-I want to do it.” Verya smirked down at him, she knew what she was doing to him, her taunts always worked. “Good boy.” Sathe’s fingers trembled as he curiously ran them between her folds. She really wanted him, didn’t she? One touch and his fingers were so wet. His eyes glided up to shyly stare at her. “Are…are yo-you ready?” Verya nodded. “Yeah…I’m ready.” At her words, Sathe eyes drifted back down to the beauty between her legs, his index finger slowly pressing its way inside. He didn’t know what he was doing, he felt stupid…what if he really messed this up? What if h~? Sathe shook his head. She said it was fine, she said whatever happened now would not affect their relationship in a bad way. No matter how bad at this he was she’d still want him, but that did
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 25~ BLISSFUL PLEASURE
Sathe’s eyes grew wide. “F-First time…? I thought-I thought you alre~”“You thought I’ve done this before? I might not look it, but I’m just as inexperienced as you Sathe…I’m nervous too, but if somebody doesn’t take the lead, who will?” She lifted her hips; slowly. “It so happens that that person is me. You might want to ask why, and I can tell you the answer to that too.” She leaned towards his ears gobbling up his c*ck inch by inch as she slid back down. “Because I’m the alpha here…your alpha to be more precise.”Sathe moaned, feeling as her warm tongue licked his ear. Her words were punishing him again, telling him she was his would only make things harder for him. The movements of her hips were maddening enough, why was she doing this now?She knew her voice affected him, didn’t she? And using it to say those sinful yet appealing words…how could she? She was provoking him in the evilest way possible; stirring him up deliberately and he was falling headfirst for it.His hands wer
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 26~ ANOTHER BATH OR ANOTHER ROUND?
Sathe stepped out of his shorts, following Verya into the cold water. A shiver travelled up his spine as the water covered him up to his shoulders, his toes tipping against the bed of the lake. Verya was in front, her back turned to him, head held up as she stared at something he couldn’t seem to see. “What are you…staring at?” Verya turned to him, pointing up at the sky and then at the nothingness before them. “It’s pretty, isn’t it?” “What…? The moon? T-The water…?” Verya shook her head. “Not exactly…the darkness seems so bright and beautiful in my eyes. It was on a beautiful night like this that I watched my mother bleed out on the earth…but somehow, I still enjoy the night…perhaps I feel like it’s the only connection left between me and her…but the shadows that follows me around, they comfort me, the whistling of the cricket and the wind, the silence…it’s always something I look forward to.” “I don’t like the dark…it’s dark…but right now it doesn’t feel as dark and empty as it
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 27~ GOODNIGHT
Water dripped down Verya’s body as she stepped out of the lake and Sathe followed after her. It hadn’t been so cold when they were beneath the water, but now the wind was whistling against their skins, igniting little shivers down their bodies. Verya reached behind her, and Sathe grabbed her hand, tracing her steps back into the house. It was warmer than the outside; the little heat from the bulb above their heads and the reduction of the cold air that wafted around them…to Sathe, it felt nice, so much different from the dungeons he had been in. With a towel, he dried his body and hair, eyes drifting over to Verya as she did the same. She was still naked, aggressively digging the white towel into her head in an attempt to dry her hair. But unfortunately, the beautiful, black locks kept sticking to her forehead. The strands had been straight, but now they curled over her shoulders giving her a different look. The water from it dripped down her body, making her even wetter than she was
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 28~ HOW TO FIGHT
Sathe woke up to Verya’s arm still wrapped around him. The sheets were rumpled, the blanket barely covered either of them and the sun was bright enough to climb through the windows.Verya was sleeping, her face only inches away from his, but even at such a close distance she still managed to look beautiful.There were still no flaws, no blemishes, just tanned skin made from utter perfection. Her eyelashes were long and thick, lips moist and slightly ajar, breaths soft and gentle…she was pretty.She looked like an angel, a being that should be nowhere near him. But she was beside him, holding him so close as if she had no intent of letting him go. There was this glow around her, it couldn’t be from the sun, for she was shining even brighter than the biggest star in the sky…it was a personal glow, something that only she possessed, something that always managed to captivate him.He liked her a little too much, so much so that he was starting to think she was an obsession. He had gotten
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 29~ DISTURBANCE IN THE DINING HALL
“You want to learn how to fight, why?” “J-Just because.” “Well, I guess there doesn’t have to be a specific reason to want to learn how to fight. It should be mandatory for everyone…all pack members should be able to defend themselves.”“So…So then, you’ll teach me?” “I will, but you have to give me a reward every day after training.” “What d-do you want though?” “I’ll tell you when the time comes.” Her arms slipped from around him and she sat up in bed, stretching. “For now, let’s begin our day, the sun’s out.” Sathe nodded, mirroring her actions which took him off the bed. He followed her into the living room where she gave him a toothbrush along with some toothpaste from her bag and then into the kitchen where she filled them both a cup of water from the only water supply in the house. She told him that the house was unfinished. A bathroom was supposed to be built, but father had permanently postponed it because he thought bathing outdoors was even better than bathing in a ba
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Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 45~ IT'S A FEVER
Sathe’s heartbeat froze when the fluttering of wings drifted across his ears. They were closer, just above them. He took a chance, looking back at the creature that stalked the sky and he wasn’t wrong, it was a fae… ‘Help…’ he called out to his self-consciousness. ‘Help me…please…’ The beast within him responded almost immediately, it was as if he had been waiting to be called. ‘Pathetic…’ Sathe closed his eyes as his control slowly slipped from his grasp. He could feel as his eyes changed colour, and feel as fur covered his arms. His claws came forth next, unintentionally sinking into Verya’s thighs. “Owe…Sathe…what’s tha…?” She looked down at his arm, eyes widening when she saw what was happening. “N-No…Sathe you can~” “Verya!” Both Sathe and Verya turned to stare at the creature who called out. It landed behind them, and Sathe growled as he turned around to look at it. It was a fae, yes, but it was a child. She stepped back, holding her hands up in defence. “Jake sent me…he tol
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 44~ A FAE
Sathe woke up wrapped in Verya’s silver fur as well as the redolence of her scent. It was comforting, after spending two days away from her, waking up in her scent was a privilege to him.But regardless of that, he had to leave again…He sat up, turning to stare at her. It was dark out, and the cold breeze swept across his bare skin like hands: harsh and cold, but despite being in her wolf form, Verya seemed to be suffering from it more than him.She was shaking, and even in her sleep, her teeth were chattering. He didn’t think she was fine, she didn’t at all look fine.His hand reluctantly reached for her, but he stopped before he could touch her. He had been thinking of using this opportunity to get away without her knowing, but if he woke her up, he’d lose it, wouldn’t he? She’d stop him, he knew, only a couple of words from her could persuade him.But how could he leave when she was like this?Sighing, he shook her awake. “Verya, are you okay?”Verya’s hazel eyes fluttered open, s
Control Me: My Alpha Queen HAPTER 43~ FOR REVENGE
“Are yo~” He stumbled back holding onto his chest. “My session is over…this is the longest I can keep my control over this body. It’s too weak…I have to go…”The black in his eyes cleared to white and Verya caught Sathe’s body before he could fall. He was out cold, a log against her shoulder…Sighing, she struggled to get him on her back, not because he was heavy, but because it was hard to relocate a limp body. She managed, but that didn’t stop her from frowning as she carried on deeper into the woods. His body was putting pressure on her injured shoulder, she wouldn’t be able to get far like this, but she had to try. Jake would be suspicious if he found her with a naked Sathe covered in fae blood. She had to find them water where they both could wash what was supposed to be a secret off of them.However, even with the determination, she didn’t get far enough, she had to stop when the pain got too much…and still, she had to change forms in order to keep Sathe warm when the evening
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 42~ MARKINGS
He raised his head to look at her, eyes still completely black; without the whites. “If that’s what you’re worried about, I won’t…I’ve never had a mate before, this life is way more privileged than the others. But…”Verya knitted her eyebrows curious as to what the vile creature had to say next. “B-But?” “You’re disappointed in me, aren’t you? I could see it in your eyes…you were angry. But why? I did it for you…you shouldn’t be angry…you should be happy.” “Happy that you’re killing innocent people?” “No…happy that I’m doing it to protect you.” He hung his head low. “Ruffle my hair…tell me I did good.” Verya glared at the top of his head, the anxiousness had now melted into nothing, and her fear was now dead. “Are you kidding me right now?” “I’m not…I really did all of this for you…I deserve to be praised. I feel weird, I don’t like the disappointment that I saw in your eyes, I don’t like the anger or the hate. I’ve never had a mate before, so I want to be reassured, I want to co
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 41~ ARE YOU AFRAID
Her glossy eyes drifted up, meeting the horrendous sight of a creature she didn’t wish to see. Its eyes were black, all the natural whites eradicated and taken over. Its red fur was soaked in blood giving it a stench that made it seem a lot more dangerous than it probably was… It had no humanity in those eyes…it seemed lost, only remembering how to kill and it was doing just that. Every arrow that came at it was proven to be of no good, even when they pierced the creature it didn’t cry out in pain…instead it effortlessly pushed them back out. Did it perhaps get stronger? Was its healing ability almost immediate now? Verya shook her head, it wasn’t the time to assess its strength, she had to stop Jake. Her eyes shifted back down, spotting Jake who had already transformed into his wolf form. He looked tiny when compared to the beast, but in truth, his wolf was just as big as hers. The beast truly was a giant, perhaps that’s why so many different supernatural beings had to join forces
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 40~ LOUD SCREAMS AND THE BEAST
Verya had never been one to look forward to a long walk, and this time it was no different. The fae had said it was close, but this was by far the furthest she’d ever walked on two legs with a destination in mind. She wanted to forfeit, to give it all up, but she had to remind herself that it was all for a good cause. ‘For Sathe…’ She thought, groaning as she took a look at the long way ahead. Why was Sathe doing this to her? No, the real question was ‘why was she doing this to herself?’ Sathe didn’t ask her to hunt him down, she had chosen this path singlehandedly, but it was so f*cking hard to see it through. God dammit! “Are we even close yet?” She was ashamed of herself, the fact that her mate ran away from her had her pride dirt low, and not truly knowing the real reason why made it worst. All she could do was come up with assumptions... He left because he was scared... He left because of her father... He left because he felt self-conscious Or the worst assumption of the
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 39~ A SCARED CHILD
As the fae said, the cave wasn’t far, it was at the very bottom of the mountain, dark and quiet. Jake was the first to step inside and Verya followed him hesitantly, leaving Aron and Ethan behind.Inside was almost beyond her werewolf eyes, she could barely see anything. There were just rocks, rocks and dirt. “You think she’s here?”“I know she is…she’s scared…she wouldn’t come out. I smell her too.”Verya nodded, she smelled something too, the stench of a creature she didn’t really like, but despite that, it was pitiful. It was almost impossible to not sympathize on the current situation, especially since it happened because of her.Sighing, her eyes darted around, spotting a slight movement behind a rock in the corner of the cave. She grabbed Jake’s arm, gesturing towards it. “I-I think she’s here.”Jake stopped, looking towards the rock. “Come out.”A harsh breath dragged on in the silence but there was no further movement. Jake stepped towards the rock, but stepped back when someo
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 38~ SAVE HER
Verya pocketed her hands as she continued into the woods. The sun was rising, and though she didn’t sleep much through the night, her steps were energetic, and her eyes wide open. Jake, Ethan and Aron were walking in front of her…all three were unwanted company, but the more help, the better, right? Sighing, her eyes drifted through the bushes with a sad gleam in them. She missed Sathe…it had been two days of searching now and she couldn’t pick up a trace of him. Would he really not return to her? And did she have the right to look for him when he left willingly? He said he didn’t want to stay anymore, what would she tell him when she found him? That he should come back to a place that he didn’t want to be? What if he refused to listen to her…? What if it all ended with a rejection? Verya was so scared and confused right now, she didn’t know what to do and why this was happening, she was completely lost…but she knew one thing and it was that she wouldn’t let him go without a proper
Control Me: My Alpha Queen CHAPTER 37~ SUCH A CALAMITY
Sathe looked down at his bloody body with a sick smile on his lips. He didn’t know why, but the fact that the blood on his bare skin was for once not his gave him a sense of superiority. The voice was rumbling in his head, dark and alluring, nothing he was afraid of, and the dead bodies he stepped on as he walked out of a havoc he created pleased him greatly. He felt powerful…like a monster…a beast…but wasn’t that what he was? Sathe’s smile grew even wider, his eyes drifting towards a fae who was pitifully trying to crawl away. Her body was soaked in the blood that fed the earth, her heavy breaths the only thing that dragged on into the night. He walked over to her, pressing his foot into her back. “And where do you think you’re going?” “Please…I beg you…d-don’t kill me.” A chuckle, one with not an ounce of humour drifted up his throat. “Please…? Should I really not kill you? Beg some more and I’ll consider leaving you alive.” “Please…” She turned to stare at him, her face just
