When I got home I was cold to the bone, even though I was wearing Anthony's jacket I was still freezing to death, the rain hadn't stopped for a second and when I saw that it was eight o'clock at night I decided that I had to face it.
I only stopped tapping my chin when I got home, took a shower, put on a sweatshirt and wrapped myself in a blanket on the couch. Even though a cup of coffee and cake wasn't enough for a "dinner", amazingly enough I wasn't hungry today, thinking and rethinking Anthony's proposal drove any other thought out of my head.
I sighed for the third time in less than five minutes and stared at the phosphorescent lamp on the ceiling of my living room wishing that Helena and Miguel were here, why is it that just when a crazy person appears out of nowhere and makes me an offer like this that they find time to visit her parents in the countryside?
Helena and Miguel were my neighbors and best friends, he was still my brother, brother of consideration, but he was. Miguel and I had been neighbors since I was seven years old, my mother died and my father and I moved into this apartment, he and his mother lived here, and since we were almost the same age we soon became friends. Those were great years, but as all good things are short-lived, my father was involved in a car accident when I was in the last year of school, and it was fatal, I was seventeen. From then on Miguel and Aunt Cassy, his mother, "adopted" me, whether it was helping me with homework or with dinner, or calming me down during a storm, they were there and I will never be grateful enough for that.
It was also in the last year that we met Helena, the brunette with curly hair and charming smile who came from the countryside to finish school and take a course in agronomy (but in the end she decided she wanted to do veterinary medicine, go figure). I have to admit that our coexistence in the beginning was terrible and only a short time ago I found out that this was due to the fact that she was jealous of me and Miguel, the two of them fell in love, for lack of a better expression, at first sight, we saw her for the first time on the first day of school, and our relationship was funny, because with the same intensity in which she wanted to please him and get closer to him she wanted me to stay as far away as possible.
At the end of the year, after a fight involving erasers, pens, and flying notebooks, she finally understood that Miguel and I were like brothers and sisters.
To think that after such a beginning we would end up like this, she and Miguel have been engaged for almost two years and living together in the apartment across the street from mine (which has always been the green-eyed brunette's) for almost one. Then, when they finally decide to set the wedding date and go off to the countryside to talk to Helena's parents, some crazy person makes me a proposal and I have to deal with it alone. Why can't cell phones have a signal in the middle of the bush?
I woke up to my alarm clock going off like crazy and when I stretched to turn it off, I discovered that I was not in my bed and fell face down on the floor.
- Great," I muttered, rubbing my nose and standing up, "I had slept on the couch and had a sore neck.
I cursed some more before finally finding my cell phone under the coffee table and turning off the alarm clock, today was still Friday, but I had no reason to wake up at seven in the morning, after all I didn't even have a job anymore.
And so with just the mention of a job, Anthony's proposal came back to my mind with everything, but this time I was too hungry to worry about it, I was going to let myself think about it later or I would go crazy.
I spent the afternoon mulling over the pros and cons of accepting or not Anthony's offer, in general the pros revolved around the money I would receive, after all it was a lot of money, and the cons revolved around that if I stopped to analyze, it was too crazy. But I had no more time, it was quarter to five and I had to have an answer for him when I got to the cafeteria.
Today I was prepared, I was wearing my red overcoat and had an umbrella, I checked my wallet more than once before closing the bag, and to my delight, even though the weather today was not the best, his jacket that I had washed this morning was already dry, I put it in a bag and left toward the cafeteria without being sure if I already had an answer to his question.
When I arrived at the cafeteria it wasn't hard to find Anthony, he was by far the most out of place figure in the place, wearing a black suit with a red tie. He gave me a discreet nod when he saw me, and I smiled at him and headed in his direction.
- I see the rain didn't get you today," he said amused and I rolled my eyes remembering the unfortunate day I had yesterday.
- Thank God no - I said and sat down in front of him, he was already drinking a cup of coffee. - Sorry I'm late," he said sighing. - I thought I would be on time.
- You're not late, I'm the one who's running ahead of you," he assured me, and I checked the time on my cell phone and it was true, it was still three to five. - I finished my meeting early and decided to wait for you here.
- Have you been here long?
- No - he assured me, but something told me it wasn't true.
- OK then," I murmured, "here, thank you very much," I thanked him, holding out the bag with the jacket.
- It was a pleasure," he said, taking the bag and placing it on the floor beside his chair, and then looked at me. - So, do you have an answer for me yet?
I sighed, staring at the table top before looking at him again.
- Yes, I do," I murmured.
- And what would that be? - he asked, looking impatient.
- I accept," he said after what seemed like several minutes. - I accept your crazy proposal.
He looked surprised for a few seconds before resuming his "I'm in charge of everything" expression.
- That's great," he assured me, "we can start tomorrow then.
- Sure... - I murmured, but interrupted myself as soon as I understood what he was talking about. - What do you mean start? Start what? And looking at it this way you didn't say how your son would end up inside me and...
- Exams," he said interrupting me, "and to answer your question, it will end up inside you with artificial insemination. I don't intend to touch you Miss Banks, you can rest assured.
For some reason his statement didn't make me calm, but disappointed, not that I was going to admit it out loud.
- I told you to call me Elisa and that's fine, if that's the case we can meet tomorrow, what time?
- At eight o'clock, give me your address so I can pick you up.
- In the morning? - I asked surprised.
- Exactly, if everything goes well we will do the first insemination attempt tomorrow.
- First?
- Yes," he said, shrugging his shoulders. - As far as I understood, a woman hardly ever gets pregnant on the first attempt.
- OK then, tomorrow at eight o'clock, do you have a pen and paper?
He held out a pen.
- Sorry, I don't have any paper.
- That's fine," I assured him and reached into my purse until I found an old invoice, wrote my address on the back of it, and handed it to Anthony along with his pen. - So I'll see you tomorrow? - I asked nervously. I was still not sure that this was the right decision.
- See you tomorrow," he assured me and took a note out of his wallet again and put it on the table. Anthony stood up and took the bag with his jacket. - See you tomorrow, Miss Banks.
- It's Elisa," I said, narrowing my eyes at him and standing up as well, Anthony had the nerve to smile before walking out the door. I sighed before leaving too, the rain had diminished and I didn't mind walking, today it was raining less and I was totally wrapped up, walking would be good for thinking and that's what I did.
I thought and rethought what I had gotten myself into during the afternoon, it was definitely crazy, but on the other hand it was an easy way to make money, if the guy wanted a baby and I could help him, then why not? It was only going to be nine months, I would generate the baby and deliver it to him, simple as that, no fuss and no drama.
But I should have known it wouldn't be that simple, not by a long shot.
The next day I woke up to my doorbell ringing annoyingly.
- Coming! - I shouted, annoyed at being woken up and having the horrible feeling that I had forgotten something last night before going to sleep. But since I hadn't even woken up properly I didn't realize who it was at the door until I opened it, Anthony was standing at my door wearing a black suit and looking incredibly confused. - Oh my God! - I screamed, slamming the door in his face and running to my room again, I had overslept and forgot to set the damn alarm clock.
I took a shower in record time and put on the first floral blouse I found, jeans, my boots and went to make up, I wasn't particularly adept, but today I definitely needed to, I got ready as fast as I could, but it still wasn't fast enough, when I finished it was already 8:30, I got my red overcoat, a bag and went to the living room surprised to find Anthony sitting on my couch, he saw me as soon as I appeared in the hall and stood up.
- Sorry to intrude, but you left the door open and I didn't want to wait standing in the middle of the hall.
- That's fine," I assured him. - I'm the one who has to apologize, I completely forgot my alarm clock, and well... That's it, I woke up to you ringing the bell.
He gave a half smile.
- No problem," he said apparently amused, blushing for being such an idiot. - Shall we go?
- Please," I asked, and we headed for the door.
When we got out we discovered that Marco had fallen asleep leaning over the steering wheel. Anthony tapped on the glass to wake him up, and the gentleman in the hat and bow tie was startled.
- Sorry sir, I... - he left the sentence hanging because it was obvious that we had seen what he was doing.
- It's okay Marco," Anthony assured him. - We were a little late.
- It was my fault," I explained. - Sorry to keep you waiting.
- No problem Miss Banks.
- Elisa," I murmured. - Why can't anyone say my name?
I saw Anthony give a half smile before we got into the car.
- Where are we going? - I asked after a few minutes of silence.
- A clinic specialized in artificial insemination and obstetrics, I have a friend there with whom I had already talked about my idea. Yesterday I told her about our... - he hesitated for a moment - Situation, so don't worry, she knows we have no romantic involvement or anything like that.
I nodded without much enthusiasm and spent the rest of the trip reflecting on how crazy I was doing, Lena would probably kill me when she found out and Miguel would ask if I was crazy, but I couldn't change my mind, I had already decided, and it was with this thought that I accepted Marco's help to get out of the car towards the incredibly beautiful and well lit building, it had a red and white facade where it read: Vida Nova Clinic.
I followed Anthony through the lobby, there weren't many people at this time of the morning, just some employees and two couples with visibly pregnant women and another one who was alone and looked as pregnant as me, she smiled at me and I greeted her back, only then realizing that she was probably there trying to have a baby.
Anthony approached the reception desk and smiled at the girl behind the counter, she blushed and I rolled my eyes, okay he is a cat, but do you need all this?
- I would like to see Dr. Stuart - he said smiling. - I'm Anthony Whitmore, I have an appointment.
- Of course, just a moment," she said softly, checking something on her computer and then smiled back at him. - She'll see you now, come on up.
Anthony nodded to her and went towards the elevator, I followed him as I began to wonder if this was really a good idea.
We walked down the hall to Dr. Stuart's office and I was a little surprised when Anthony walked in without knocking, he seemed to be the type to follow all the rules. We walked in and again I was surprised to find that Dr. Stuart looked a little older than me, a brunette with dark eyes, she must have been in her early thirties at the most, she smiled at us and motioned for us to sit down.- Anthony, glad you could make it - she said, smiling. - So this is the girl you told me about? - she asked looking at me.Anthony nodded.- This is the same Dr. Stuart, her name is Elisa Banks, Miss Banks this is Dr. Marina Stuart.- It's a pleasure Elisa - she said smiling and held out her hand, I shook it smiling too, she turned to Anthony when she released my hand. - I told you to call me by my name Anthony, it's Marina, you know? Are we friends or not?Anthony sighed and I held back my laugh, does he have a problem with people and intimacy?- Now is not the time, are you going to help me or not?
A month had passed since my almost deal with Anthony and surprisingly (or not) in the meantime I had managed to sink deeper into debt, because I hadn't gotten a job and this was already worrying me, after all I had used all the money I had in the bank to pay the rents that were now up to date, but I had no idea how I would pay the next one.- You'll manage," Helena said, smiling as she made some coffee in my kitchen.- How do you expect me to do that, Lena? When I don't even have a job?she sighed.- I don't know, OK? But you'll figure it out. Miguel and I could help you, but with the whole marriage thing it's hard.- I wouldn't take it even if you could. This is my problem, and I'm the one who's going to solve it. And could you please stop messing with this stinky thing?- What would be new is if you would accept help. And what do you mean by "stinky thing"? Are you talking about the coffee? - she asked, and I nodded and grimaced, the smell was unbearable. - I thought you liked it.-
Even if I had said that, "telling" Anthony was proving to be a very difficult task, especially since I had no idea where the card with his number was. I gave up looking because it was close to eleven o'clock at night and I had a job interview the next day, but before dismissing Helena (she was helping me) I made her promise not to tell Miguel anything yet, because it was obvious that he would notice when my belly started to grow, but for now I wanted to avoid being lectured, especially when I wasn't so sure if this was going to end well.Luckily this time I remembered to set my alarm clock so I didn't have any surprises or rushing around and arrived at my destination with fifteen minutes to go before eight o'clock.The candy store was beautiful, all decorated in shades of light pink and lilac, there was a huge white counter and several shelves leaning against the walls, there were also four little wooden tables with two chairs each, in short it was like a dream that smelled incredibly
- You just have to call him," Lena told me for the sixth time in less than ten minutes, as I had been pacing back and forth in the living room of my apartment with Anthony's number in my hand and Helena staring at me. Thank God that Miguel was stuck at work late today. - Come on Elisa, stop being a coward.- I can't," I whimpered, feeling that I was on the verge of tears. I hadn't had the courage to call him at any point since earlier today when the doctor gave me his number. It was official, I was a coward. - How am I going to call him out of the blue and tell him that I am pregnant with his child? - The same way he made you this crazy offer, in a conversation, just talk to him, you're very good at that," she encouraged with a smile and I sighed. Lena was right, I needed to call him and soon. I looked at the clock that was already reading 9:30 and sighed again, I really had to stop fooling around.I finally plucked up courage and dialed the number, when it started ringing I panicked
Anthony had a strange feeling of déjà vu as he sat there in that chair facing Marina, and the doctor gave him a disapproving look just as she had the first time.- You still know what I think about all this madness, don't you? - she wanted to know and he sighed, he didn't need another moral lesson. He wanted a baby and he was going to get it, one way or another.- You may not like my methods, but it's done," he shrugged.- That's what worries me, Anthony," she said impatiently. - I think you were too hasty, in fact when you came to me with this craziness I didn't think I would find anyone as crazy as you to accept it.- To tell you the truth, neither did I," he admitted with a half smile, remembering the day he had met Elisa Banks.On that particular day he was late and very frustrated, he had gone to Marina's office to get some information about his plans and didn't like the doctor's answers at all, how could she say to his face that she thought it was all crazy? It's ok that it wasn
- So doctor? - Anthony asked and I sighed, after the five tests and the nausea I kind of knew what would be written on the exam, but still, seeing it written would make it all absurdly real and I didn't know if I was ready for that, especially after yesterday, I glared at the brunette sitting next to me and wanted to kill him, again.After my date with Anthony the day before I came home practically spitting fire, how could one person be so annoying? First he can't say my name, then he calls me crazy, it's okay that yesterday I was not in my "normal" state, he just doesn't need to rub it in my face, does he? But I think he does that, on purpose, it's illogical. So I let it go, I had to let it go, I'm pregnant and I can't stress myself out, I just don't know how I'm going to do it with him around.Today I woke up already nervous with the anticipation of what would come later and the morning sickness didn't help at all, nor the one that came after that and the other in the late afternoon
- Come on Lena, have pity on me and help me," I whined to my friend and she laughed.- The problem and the brother are yours, turn around - she said like the good friend she was.I had been trying for almost an hour to get Helena to help me, to no avail. The truth was that since yesterday when Anthony gave me the contract I had been working up the courage to talk to Miguel about it. My fake brother would be angry, of that I was sure, but I had to tell him, after all he would find out sooner or later.- But the groom is yours," I tried again, and Lena blew me a kiss.- Sorry, there's nothing I can do, but this is your time," she commented as she left my apartment. Hi honey," she greeted him with a kiss as if she hadn't just signed my death warrant. - Lisa wants to talk to you," she announced, pointing at me and heading for her own apartment across the hall, but before she closed the door behind her I heard her whisper, "Good luck.Miguel entered my apartment and threw his suitcase on t
Today was definitely not my day, because after a horrible standoff I had finally been fired, but in my defense that idiot had deserved the glass of beer in my face, only I guess my, in this case, ex-boss didn't think so, but of course apparently being fired wasn't enough, I had to have forgotten my wallet at home, which is why I was now walking the eleven blocks that exist between the cafeteria where I used to work and my apartment, where the situation is not much better, after all I owe nothing more and nothing less than two months rent, only that definitely, for the universe this does not seem to be enough, it had - of course - started to rain, because after all there is nothing bad that cannot get worse.But I had no idea how much worse it was going to get.I was already so soaked that I wasn't making any effort not to get wet, I honestly didn't care anymore, but I was so focused on thinking about how bad my life was that I didn't notice the car coming towards me when I went to cro