LORETTA'S POV.
No one was ready to lend me some money for my grandmother's treatment, no matter how hard I begged. Desperately.
Those who offered their help, wanted something in return, and that, I couldn't give.
I couldn't trade my pride as a woman because of money, so I declined their offer, causing them to sneer at me.
Four hours had gone by, yet I couldn't get even three thousand dollars.
Tears welled up in the corner of my eyes once again.
My mind suddenly wandered to my father, maybe, just maybe, he would help if I begged him.
“ I really hope he helps with the bills.” I muttered and dragged my feet down the lonely street.
The cloud was covered with rain and the sky rumbled with thunderstorms, but my mind was too cloudy to even notice that it was about to pour.
I haven't even gotten close to the house, when the rain began to pour heavily, drenching me from the top of my head to the sole of my feet.
The rain pouring down on me was nothing compared to the pain, the anguish and heartbreak I was feeling inside of me.
I was helpless once again.
Just like always.
If I can't save my grandmother, I would probably hate myself for being worthless.
“ Isn't it better to be dead than being worthless?” My inner mind said to me, as I dragged my feet down the road.
The rain wasn't helping matters, as it kept pouring without signs of stopping anytime soon.
My mind went around and around in an endless loop, as I sucked in a large amount of breath.
And after walking for what seems like forever, I finally got home, but unfortunately, I was locked out.
My stepmother and Rosé didn't want me back home.
I knew locking me out of the house was on purpose, but I was too consumed with the current situation of my grandma's condition, to even think about them.
“ Father! Father! Please open the door!”
I banged on the door, but there was no answer.
I was sure my face had already turned pale and my lips purple due to the heavy rain pour, but I didn't mind it.
I was shivering inside of me due to the cold, but I was too overwhelmed by the condition of my grandmother, to even think straight.
If I slack off even for a second, she would join my mother on the other side of the dead, and I didn't want that.
She was all I have left, since my father already chose my stepmother and her daughter over me and my grandmother, seventeen years ago.
“ Father! Please save grandma! She's dying!”
I continued banging on the door with my fist, my lips shivering from the cold, and my body freezing.
One hour…..
Two hours…..
I continued banging on the door and the rain didn't do justice or even help, as it kept pouring violently.
Just when I thought of giving up, the door pushed open, revealing my stepmother and Rosé, as they took graceful steps towards me.
It was as if they were walking on a fucking Louis Vuitton walk show.
Smirk graced their lips, as they watched me with contempt and disdain.
“ I thought you were never returning. Too bad you've shown your ugly face again.” Rosé grimaced.
“ Please where is father?” I asked, my eyes clouded with desperation.
I had little to no time to banter words with them.
Ignoring the mother and daughter was the best option I could come up with, as I needed to save my strength to persuade my father into helping me with the bills.
“ And where do you think you're going?”
My stepmother dragged me back roughly by the arm, her face etched with irritation and her teeth gritted.
“ I have no time please!” I tried to force myself out of her hold, but she tightened it.
“ Your father isn't at home.” She replied, a smirk dancing at the corner of her lips
I can't wait until he returns, my grandmother would be dead by then, so I inhaled before looking my stepmother directly in the eyes.
Something I have never tried to do in the past seventeen years.
“ Mother, please lend me $10,000, I will pay you back. My grandmother is dying.” I begged for the first time.
“ Oh wow, and you think I will lend you such a huge amount of money?” She cocked her brows, with mischievous intent in her eyes.
“ Please, I will do anything you want, just save my grandmother.”
I begged, tears streaming down my eyes like the heavy rainfall.
“ Will you do anything?”
Rosé asked, her hands folded under her breasts as she approached me with a sinister smile.
“ Yes, anything.” I sniffled.
“ Then agree to the marriage and get out of our lives.”
She leaned closer, her face filled with hatred, and her eyes clouded with disdain.
“ I…I can't do that.” I swallowed, as the thought of getting married to the beast of Northern Pack, caused a shiver to run down my spine.
“ Well said then, your grandmother would join your dead mother soon, and mind you, her death would be on you.”
The mother and daughter laughed like manics, their eyes filled with ridicule.
They both turned around, ready to walk out on me, but I knew better than to let the opportunity slip from my grasp.
It didn't matter if I get married to the beast of Northern Pack, all that mattered was; paying up for my grandmother's surgery fees.
Only when she is healthy will I feel alive again.
“ I…will do it!” I voiced out, just before they could finally walk out on me.
“ You've made a good choice, Loretta, now go in, arrange your dirty belongings and prepare to leave this house and this pack, first thing tomorrow morning.” Rosé smirked at me.
“ What about my grandmother's fees for surgery?” I asked.
“ We will take care of her, so you don't have to worry.” They replied and flashed me one of their numerous pretentious smiles.
“ She's dying at the moment!” I couldn't help but shout.
“ I said we will take care of it!” Rosé yelled and kicked my stomach angrily, causing a yelp to escape my lips.
I groaned, rolling on my stomach, as I felt all my intestines twist in pain.
…..
Like they promised, they paid for my grandma's bills and the surgery started at once after the payment was deposited.
While the surgery was going on in the hospital, I returned home to prepare my luggage, ready to leave for my new home the next day.
Morning came before I knew it and the Beta from Northern Pack came to pick me up.
I felt my stomach twist with dread, but I couldn't help it.
I had to keep to my end of the bargain, since my stepmother and stepsister kept to theirs.
“ You should be grateful he asked for your hand in marriage.” My father said to me, as I walked out of the house.
“ But I don't want to get married.” I muttered as tears threatened to leave my eyes.
“ You don't have a choice, do you?” My stepmother chirped in, and glared at me, urging me to leave with the Beta.
I chuckled bitterly at the thought of how eager they were to chase me out of the Dark Hallow pack, into the arms of a beast.
A beast who would stop at nothing to devour me.
LORETTA'S POV.As the car drove out of the house, my mind was in turmoil and my heart was in pain.I could still see the happiness in Rose's eyes and the smirk that graced my stepmother's lips, as she watched the car leave.I took one last glance at my father, whose expression was unreadable.Deep inside of me, I wished he could spare me a glance, even if it was for a second.He should reassure me with his eyes that I will be okay, but he never looked at me until the car disappeared into the morning fog.A sigh escaped my lips, and tears threatened to leave my eyes.I was leaving a pack where all good and bad memories were created.Though, the bad memories superseded the good ones, yet I didn't feel like leaving.I was tired of being treated unfairly, yet, I still didn't want to leave my father and my grandmother behind.My father might have not shown any reaction, but I knew deep down that he cared for me, but was blinded by the death of my mother, which was literally because of me.
ALPHA LORENZO'S POVThe thought of being married to an omega, like Loretta irks the fuck out of me.I hate this marriage with every blood running through my veins.If not for the fact that Gamma Rover had something against me, I swear on my late parent's grave, I would have rid his entire family from existence.But I had to keep cool. Until I work out a plan and catch him off guard.I just can't wait for the fun to begin.“ Alpha,” A knock was placed on the door, causing a hiss to escape my lips.Oh, how much I hated to be interrupted during my time alone.“ What do you want, Leo?” I asked, my voice evidence of how annoyed I was.“ I'm sorry to interrupt, but she refused to stay in the room you gave her.” Leo said, his head hung low.My brows creased, as a devilish smirk tugged at the corners of my lips.Interesting, isn't she?“ And why is that?”“ She said she wanted a room in separate chambers.” Leo replied. “ She doesn't want to stay in the same chambers as you.”“ If she doesn't
LORETTA'S POV I didn't want anything to do with Alpha Lorenzo, infact, I wanted to stay clear off his path, but he wouldn't let me. He didn't. When I was told that i will be staying in different room, i exhaled in relief, but that was short-lived when I was informed again that my room would be in the same chambers as his. Infact, the rooms were opposite each other. I couldn't accept that. I won't. This marriage wasn't what I wanted, but since the life of my grandmother was in line, I had to give up my happiness. “ What?” My eyes widened. “ I don't want to stay in the same chambers as Alpha Lorenzo.” I could see the faces of the maids turned pale at my words. “ Mis…Miss.. You can't go against the Alpha.” One of them stuttered, but my eyes remained unwavering. “ I would rather stay somewhere else.” I am also afraid of him. Hell, who wouldn't be afraid of a devil? But, I had to stay clear off his path if I wanted to survive in this pack for a year, as our contract st
Alpha Lorenzo's PovI was in a bad mood as I sat in my study room, uneasy. The soft morning light came in unfiltered through the open windows and raised blinds. It cast a warm glow over the room that somehow did nothing to calm me like it should have. There was always something to make my day all wrong before I had even barely started my day. Today it was the matter of rogues sighted in my pack's territory. Those monstrosity could never live peacefully in the entire pack. A knock on the door jolted me out of my diary dream and lucid thoughts. I remembered saying to all of my mens about thirty minutes ago that I wanted to be alone. And that loud and persistent knocking was pissing me to the sky and back to earth. I clenched my jaw in fury as I pondered over which one person would dare to disturb me in my do not disturb hour. It was no other than that. "Well will you stop knocking on the door like a stupid motor engine and come inside!" I barked the command with irritation.The door
Alpha Lorenzo's Pov Leo stared at me with a confused look on his face the moment that I became completely relaxed in my seat. He stood, waiting my orders. I took a light breath before I said what was on my mind."I want about fifty men ready for a search party," I delivered with cold precision. "I want them to search every inch and centimetre of this pack’s territory, and beyond if it is necessary. They should look in every nook and cranny, every single corner and leave no stone unturned with no path unchecked," I ordered. He nodded at my words. "I will make sure to do that now Alpha Lorenzo," he replied to me while he was already turning to leave."And, Leo," I added, stopping him in his tracks. He turned back to me. "I want them to bring her back here, to me, completely unharmed. I want her alive and breathing. I will need her to understand the consequences of ever trying to cross me. It would be a lesson to her for now and the future," I ended my talk on a happy note."Yes Alpha
Alpha Lorenzo's Pov This Marriage, it would be torture, premium torture to her. It would be the price that she would have to pay for all of this. She could not have gone very far and I was sure that my men would have her back to my palace safe and sound, soon.It was only a matter of time."I understand you Alpha Lorenzo. I will get to it now," Leo said to me with a bow and turned to go. He suddenly stopped, hesitating in the doorway as if he was debating about something. I raised an eyebrow at him, waiting for him to speak what was on his mind though I knew it would definitely be something really stupid."Alpha Lorenzo?" he said to me rather cautiously. "If I may ask you, what if she does not want to return? Would it not be easier to just let her go?""Let her go? Leo? Do you really hear yourself right now?" I asked him as anger simmered in my veins and my other blood vessels. "I should let her go you say?" I repeated in a quite menacing whisper. He shivered visibly at the devilish
Loretta's PovHis name.Alpha Lorenzo. The sound of his name in my head filled me with fear and anxiety. I was in dread at the image of him rose inside of my mind. I loathed the condescending way in which he always looked at me and that his cold and relentless stare. His words were always foul and cruel.How had my father expected me to live with such a man, to be married to him. I did not want to live like that, with a man who saw me as an unwanted pest. I did not want to be bound to a man who saw me as nothing but an object to control.Even thinking his name filled me with a new surge of adrenaline. His cold, relentless stare, his cruel words. I didn’t want to live like this, bound to someone who saw me as nothing more than an object to control.And so I had run.That was all that I remembered doing after I had scaled my bedroom window with precision and care. I was a master of escape. My mind replayed the exact moment that I had slipped out of the bedroom that they had assigned to
Loretta’s POVThe thought of returning to that hell hole made hot tears roll down my eyes in torrents. Just when I thought I had gotten the freedom which I had wanted, the guards caught up with me and now I was on my way back to that devil. Taking a deep breath, I sent my teeth into my lower lips, trying all I could to muffle my screams but my attempt didn't last for long. In frustration, I yanked my hand off their girp and on the top of my voice, I screamed my lungs out. Exhausted, I tried to catch my ragged breath while the guards looked on like I was a piece for exhibit. “What was that for?” Their leader asked with a scornful look on his face. Crossing his hands on his chest, he took a step backward with a huff. “You think your screams for help are going to save you?” Another said with a mocking tone as he shoved my head to the side. “You're our prey now.” Grabbing me by the cuff of my dress, he pulled me to himself so that his hot breath was fanning my face. “You should b
Lorenzo's POV Sitting at the head of the courtroom, I kept my sharp gaze fixed on the elders gathered before me.They were all making deliberations on the pressing issues at hand which include treaties, border disputes, and trade agreements. All this discussion needed my attention but I couldn't fully partake in the discussion as my mind was elsewhere. To avoid this meeting, I had asked Leo to inform the guards that I needed bed rest as specified by the physician but they didn't buy it. To them, the discussion was important and can't be postponed but to me, it was the least of my concern. My mind was solely on one person and that was Loretta.At the dining room, I was waiting patiently for her to come to the dining room as usual to serve us but she didn't, it was another maid. Other times, she had refused to meet my eyes, her grief and anger burning even in her silence and it made my heart constrict against my chest.A few months ago, it wasn't like this. I was the cold hearted
Loretta's POVThe floor in the maid quarters was cold but still, I lay against it, trying to get some sleep since I didn't get a wink of sleep all through the night. Fortunately for me, a passionate Rita exempted me from duties this morning after bringing breakfast to me herself.No doubt, this was Maya’s handiwork.No matter what I say to her about preferential treatment, she wouldn't listen to me. This morning, I discovered that my blanket had been doused with water. There was no need asking because I already knew the culprit was among the maids who had vowed to make my life a living hell. Rolling from one end to the other as my whole body ached from the hard work I had been subjected to, I heard that sound of approaching footsteps. It wasn't long after when a sharp knock disrupted the quietness in the room. "Loretta!"It was Natalie.Feigning not to hear her, I closed my eyes tightly, in hopes to drift off to sleep and for the first time, I wished that Maya was here. What I w
Loretta’s POVThe warmness of the kitchen made my skin tingle as a relieved smile spread across my lips. For a few days now the weather had been chilly so I was always elated when it was time to go to the kitchen to work as that was my place of assignment. The scent of roasted meat and the sound of boiling soup rented the air. The sweet aroma made me crave for a plate but it wasn't yet time for breakfast. Shuttling between the kitchen and the dining room with trays, I was preparing the table for the royal family to have dinner. Working at the Kitchen wasn't bad. The issue was when it was time to serve the royal family. As usual, Alpha Lorenzo would sit at the head of the table and until I disappear into the kitchen, his hot gaze won't leave me. “Here, take this to lady Natalie." The head chef said, passing a tray to me which I received from her. Reluctantly, I made my way towards the dining room. I had barely stepped in, yet I could feel his eyes on me which made me uncomforta
Lorenzo’s POVPacing about in my study, my head kept running haywire with different thoughts. How did Elder Stefan come up with that letter? Who was the one who leaked out the information from my study? — I was certain it wasn't Loretta, since she hadn't stepped her feet in my study.And it can't be Leo either because he had sworn to be loyal to me. Leaning against the table with my hands crossed on my chest, I let out a low sigh. “Even if you refuse, I will bring you out from that maids quarters. You don't belong there, you’re the mother of my child." I mumbled, pushing my hand into my hair. My frustration was mounting with each passing second but still there was no breakthrough. No one was giving me the answers I wanted, not even Leo who had brought up the letter after Elder Stefan's accusation. Raising my head up slowly, I had my gaze fixated on the door, watching as it was slowly pushed in. “Are you still awake?" Leo mouthed, walking further into the study but I said nothi
Lorenzo’s POVRegret seeped through my veins and eventually spread all over my body causing me a great amount of discomfort. Sitting before the council of elders, I had my mind elsewhere as I replayed the scene with Loretta in my mind. This was the first time Maya has spoken to me in such a manner; my actions must have triggered her to the point that she couldn't hold herself back.Loretta's defiant glare, the hurt in her voice and the way she had slapped my hands off when I tried to reach her was stamped permanently in my head. Once again, I had allowed my emotions to cloud my sense of judgement.Without bothering to do a background check on the accusations, I concluded that Elder Stefan was right all because of her father's personality. No matter how much I had tried to shake off the possibility of her being in alliance with her father, I just couldn't even though it was glaring that she was innocent. Her father was fighting her, and I was the only one she had to protect her, b
Loretta’s POVThe hallway fell into a thick silence that a knife could slice through as the weight of my words hung in the air.With my chest rising and falling, I alternated my gaze between Alpha Lorenzo and Maya.They both had a shock filled expression on their faces. Maya's mouth was slightly parted while Lorenzo's hot gaze bore through my skin, filling me with suspicion. I wonder what he is up to this time around. — I thought, wiping my forehead with the back of my palm. “You did what?" Lorenzo broke the silence, his voice was barely above a whisper but it carried a dangerous edge. Allowing my shoulders to slump, I kept my gaze on him, “I placed the signature, yes. Isn't that what you want to hear? Huh!" My anger was slowly getting an edge over me now. “Loretta, I understand you are all triggered right now but, you should be careful with your words.” Maya spoke with a sing-song voice. Closing the distance between us, she placed her hand on my shoulder, "Are you certain?” Wi
040Loretta's POVMy life had finally fallen into place. I no longer spent the whole day staring into space as I wondered what my future held for me. Miraculously, my bleak future had turned bright and I kept itching for the next day. The child growing inside of me had given me the will to live again. I wanted to be there for my child each day of his life. I don't want him to go through the same ordeal as me because my mother wasn't there for me. Rubbing my stomach, I had a little smile on my lips but it quickly disappeared when the door flung open and Alpha Lorenzo stormed in. He looked like someone who had just gotten off a fight and was nursing his wounds. Thanks to our almost stable relationship, I mustered the courage to walk up to him in a bid to find out what the issue was. To my horror, he shoved me aside, causing me to fall on the floor with my butt first and my head barely missing the bed frame. With my eyes widened in shock, I kept staring at him, unable to make a
Lorenzo's POV “Huh!" I must have terrified her to her bones with my sudden intrusion. When she didn't come in earlier, I was disturbed and my anger waxed strong against Natalie and the others whom I had thrown behind the bars. My fear was, she had returned back to her father and I was already imagining the ordeal she was going to pass through in his hands. Several times, I was tempted to send troops to search the nook and cranny of the pack and find her but I restricted myself from doing so. What if she is somewhere just nursing her wounds? — This thought reduced my tension but not completely though. And then she finally returned from her hiding. Only to get off the bed barely thirty minutes later. I wasn't going to let her go. “Let go of my hand." She snapped, trying to wriggle free from my grip but I held on even more tightly. Opening my eyes slowly, I locked eyes with her only for my heart to stop beating for a second. She was crying. Moved, I pulled her to myself and w
Loretta's POVWith Maya’s help, I cleaned up in her chambers and before she could return after being summoned, I left for the garden. Seated under the leafy tree that was at the east end of the garden, I had my head buried in my hands as I sobbed uncontrollably. This wasn't because of the humiliation Natalie had subjected me to but instead it was because of Alpha Lorenzo. I might have looked irritating and pitiful to him but that doesn't mean he should ignore me like I was a total stranger to him. For hours, I kept sobbing until my tear glands refused to produce more tears leaving me frustrated and drained of all my energy. Lying on my back with my hands as a pillow to support my head, I tried to keep my mind busy by counting the leaves on each branch. This kept me busy for a while before I succumbed to sleep only to wake up with the moonlight hovering over my head. “He didn't even bother looking for me?" I muttered, wrapping my hands around myself as my heart clenched tightly