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Should I Just Give Up?

Penulis: GemJade
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-04-24 06:53:00

Luke stared at his wristwatch for the hundredth time and grunted in annoyance. Liam was still nowhere to be found.

That asshole!

He had manipulated him into agreeing to this tutoring session.

Why was he here again? He questioned himself. He could tell Sam what happened and all Sam has to do is threaten Liam with his sexuality being exposed.

But somehow Luke didn't want that.

The library, his fortress, was quiet as usual and the only sound that was ever made was the subtle flipping of books.

Luke stared at the watch again.

12:30

He has been here for the past twenty minutes! And that jerkwad still isn't here!

What was he thinking coming here?

He instantly got to his feet, packing the textbooks on the table, ready to leave, but then Liam appeared.

“Hi…” He said, trying to regain his breath from the run. He was looking all sweaty and messy in his sports clothes. Luke had to admit that he looked quite attractive in those clothes. “Sorry I'm late.”

“Really?” Luke frowned.

“Sorry,” He apolog
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  • Closeted Desires    Unexpected Admittance

    Kelly grunted in annoyance.Throughout all the classes they had today, she couldn't concentrate in any of them. Her eyes kept drifting to where Adrian sat.He was just like a magnet, an irresistible one, pulling her to him.He now looked so different and charismatic.To her dismay, Adrian didn't even spare her a single glance in the hallway that morning, as though she wasn't there, not to talk of saying hello to her.She had finally admitted that she was jealous, but she still wasn't ready to admit why.Ring ring!The recess bell rang.“Alright class,” The teacher packed her books, “We'll continue this topic in our next class.”Then she walked out.Students sprang to their feet and quickly began to walk out of the class in groups.Kelly sat still, watching Adrian out of the corner of her eyes.“Hey, Babe!” Betty squealed with excitement from the doorway, sprinting into the classroom.Kelly watched in anger as Adrian bent and brushed his lips against Betty's.“Let's go!”Kelly glanced

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-24
  • Closeted Desires    Make Him Jealous

    “That's it for the day.” Luke announced, shutting the textbooks, “I hope you learned something.”“Yeah, I did.” Liam replied although he didn't listen to a single thing, “Thanks. You're a great teacher.”“Sure, I am,” Luke got to his feet, “See you on Wednesday.”“Yeah, you too.” Luke made to leave then a thought struck him, stopping him in his tracks.“Oh, and please, do not tell anyone that we're having tutoring sessions.”“Why?” Liam enquired.“Because…” Luke had no intention of letting Liam know that Sam threatened to expose him. “Well, I don't need to give you a reason. Just don't tell anyone. Bye.”And then with that, Luke turned and walked down the aisle.Liam sat still, despair filling his mind.He was now tired of chasing after Luke. Since Luke is so adamant about them being strangers, then this tutoring sessions wouldn't work.Just then, his phone rang, interrupting the silence that clouded the whole library.“This is the library, buster!” A voice gritted.“Get your ass out

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-24
  • Closeted Desires    Cocktail Party

    The door burst open and Peggy strode in.Adrian quickly turned towards the door, “Hey, this is my room! How many times will I tell you to knock before coming in.” He warned.Peggy picked a ball from a packet of cheese balls in her hand and threw it into her mouth. Her hair was tied up on top of her head, disheveled, while her whole body was covered by the baggy sweater.“Oh please!” She scoffed, “Knock it off. Have you forgotten that you burst into my room countless times that one time Malcolm came over? Tit for tat.”Adrian rolled his eyes, deciding to ignore his big sister. He turned to the full-length mirror and began to button his shirt.Peggy threw herself on Adrian's bed and then relaxed, “So, how did it go with Kelly?” She asked, throwing another round of cheese balls into her mouth. "Did you manage to charm her with your new look?"“Well, I have to admit, Sis, you really know your game.” Adrian turned, “She confessed.”Peggy straightened up, “Really? Give me the deets. ASAP! H

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-25
  • Closeted Desires    Prologue

    Liam stood still with a wistful expression on his face, his long arms folded across his chest as he watched his father put away the last luggage into the car's trunk, and then he shut it.“Are you seriously leaving without saying goodbye to Luke?” Megan queried in a frustrated tone. Clearly, she was mad and Liam could see that. “You are the worst you know that, right? You suddenly cut ties with him when he needed you the most and as if that wasn't enough, now you're leaving without saying goodbye?You're unbelievable!”Then she angrily spun on her tiny heels and strolled up the porch, slamming the door behind her.“All done.” Anthony, Liam's father announced, clapping off the dust in his hands. “We're ready to go boy.”“Aww… my little boy is surely gonna be missed.” Mary, Liam's mom said sadly spreading her arms widely and then embracing her son.After a while, they disentangled, “If you need anything, we're just a call away, okay?” She reassured him.Liam nodded, giving his mom a smi

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-09
  • Closeted Desires    Stupid Roommate

    Two Years Later “What the hell?” Luke screamed in anger and disgust as soon as he stepped into the dorm he shared with Sam.A redhead chick was lying on the bed, with her two legs raised upwards as Sam furiously thrust in and out of her at a quickened pace, the room was filled with their moans.Both Sam and the redhead jolted in shock as Luke yelled, Sam lost his balance and fell to the floor. The redhead quickly got to her feet and picked up her clothes on the floor.Luke looked away, as both Sam and the redhead struggled into their clothes.Luke has consistently warned Sam not to bring his hookups into their dorm but he never listened. Even after begging and agreeing he wouldn't do it again, he'd still bring them. And then he'll beg again… and when Luke forgives, he does it again…That boy!The girl didn't wait to dress properly before she stormed out of the door in utter shame.“Sam!” Luke was ready to lash out in fury.“Look, I'm sorry…” Sam began.“You're sorry?” Luke asked in d

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-09
  • Closeted Desires    The Date

    The Next Day The class was over and Luke packed his books and headed out of the lecture hall. He had no more class today and all he wanted was to go to his dorm and watch Netflix all day long since the day was Friday. He would study on Saturday.His phone dinged a notification and he halted in the hall. He reached for his phone and stared at the screen.It was a message from Sam.“Hey, can I meet you at Matt's Diner?” The text read, “It's urgent.”Luke stared at the screen suspiciously, with his brows raised.What is it now? Has he gotten himself in trouble again?“Be right there.” He texted back.In no time, Luke was already in Matt's Diner, but to his utmost surprise, there was no Sam.Where the hell was he? He thought annoyedly.He angrily reached for his phone and texted him.“Hey, dude, where the hell are you?”He waited as saw the typing icon.Then the text dropped.“Please don't kill me” The text came with a smiley emoji, “Actually, I set you up on a date with this dude that h

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-09
  • Closeted Desires    A Mistake of the Past

    Liam stood frozen as he stared directly into Luke's eyes who was just as visibly shocked as he was.In truth, he has missed Luke like crazy these past two years. When he had first gotten into college two years ago, he was a total mess!He tried calling Luke but he had already blocked him, he tried contacting him through his social media accounts, but Luke had deactivated them at the time of the incident.There was no other way of contacting the boy loved and he felt he was losing his mind. He couldn't focus on his studies, he couldn't do anything, guilt was killing him all he wanted was to see Luke's face.The only way for him to keep his mind sane was through basketball, that way, he would actually think like a human being.No day passed without Liam thinking about Luke. He tried to get over him at some point. He even went to every gay bar around his college just so that he could get over Luke, but the problem was… none of them enticed him as Luke did.During summer breaks, he'd cons

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-09
  • Closeted Desires    The Regret

    Luke swung his leg off the bed and shook his head. He has to get his mind off Liam one way or another.And the only way to do that was to watch a show or something.He walked to his desk and turned on his laptop. He spent the next five minutes searching for the right show to watch.He finally found the perfect one.Ten minutes into the movie, he realized that he wasn't focusing.His mind kept drifting off back to Liam.Fuck!He cursed and slammed his laptop. He pushed his hair backward and stared up at the ceiling.Since watching a show won't work, then studying will. He brought out his textbooks and began to flip them through.But again, his mind kept drifting off to Liam… the way he hugged him, the way he was crying, his jawline, his cobalt blue eyes he used to drown in…Fuck!Luke groaned again, frustratedly and slammed his textbooks shut.He was slowly losing his mind and it infuriated him. Liam had now occupied his mind like a fucking dark cloud!He sprang to his feet.This would

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-04-17

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  • Closeted Desires    Cocktail Party

    The door burst open and Peggy strode in.Adrian quickly turned towards the door, “Hey, this is my room! How many times will I tell you to knock before coming in.” He warned.Peggy picked a ball from a packet of cheese balls in her hand and threw it into her mouth. Her hair was tied up on top of her head, disheveled, while her whole body was covered by the baggy sweater.“Oh please!” She scoffed, “Knock it off. Have you forgotten that you burst into my room countless times that one time Malcolm came over? Tit for tat.”Adrian rolled his eyes, deciding to ignore his big sister. He turned to the full-length mirror and began to button his shirt.Peggy threw herself on Adrian's bed and then relaxed, “So, how did it go with Kelly?” She asked, throwing another round of cheese balls into her mouth. "Did you manage to charm her with your new look?"“Well, I have to admit, Sis, you really know your game.” Adrian turned, “She confessed.”Peggy straightened up, “Really? Give me the deets. ASAP! H

  • Closeted Desires    Make Him Jealous

    “That's it for the day.” Luke announced, shutting the textbooks, “I hope you learned something.”“Yeah, I did.” Liam replied although he didn't listen to a single thing, “Thanks. You're a great teacher.”“Sure, I am,” Luke got to his feet, “See you on Wednesday.”“Yeah, you too.” Luke made to leave then a thought struck him, stopping him in his tracks.“Oh, and please, do not tell anyone that we're having tutoring sessions.”“Why?” Liam enquired.“Because…” Luke had no intention of letting Liam know that Sam threatened to expose him. “Well, I don't need to give you a reason. Just don't tell anyone. Bye.”And then with that, Luke turned and walked down the aisle.Liam sat still, despair filling his mind.He was now tired of chasing after Luke. Since Luke is so adamant about them being strangers, then this tutoring sessions wouldn't work.Just then, his phone rang, interrupting the silence that clouded the whole library.“This is the library, buster!” A voice gritted.“Get your ass out

  • Closeted Desires    Unexpected Admittance

    Kelly grunted in annoyance.Throughout all the classes they had today, she couldn't concentrate in any of them. Her eyes kept drifting to where Adrian sat.He was just like a magnet, an irresistible one, pulling her to him.He now looked so different and charismatic.To her dismay, Adrian didn't even spare her a single glance in the hallway that morning, as though she wasn't there, not to talk of saying hello to her.She had finally admitted that she was jealous, but she still wasn't ready to admit why.Ring ring!The recess bell rang.“Alright class,” The teacher packed her books, “We'll continue this topic in our next class.”Then she walked out.Students sprang to their feet and quickly began to walk out of the class in groups.Kelly sat still, watching Adrian out of the corner of her eyes.“Hey, Babe!” Betty squealed with excitement from the doorway, sprinting into the classroom.Kelly watched in anger as Adrian bent and brushed his lips against Betty's.“Let's go!”Kelly glanced

  • Closeted Desires    Should I Just Give Up?

    Luke stared at his wristwatch for the hundredth time and grunted in annoyance. Liam was still nowhere to be found.That asshole!He had manipulated him into agreeing to this tutoring session.Why was he here again? He questioned himself. He could tell Sam what happened and all Sam has to do is threaten Liam with his sexuality being exposed.But somehow Luke didn't want that.The library, his fortress, was quiet as usual and the only sound that was ever made was the subtle flipping of books.Luke stared at the watch again.12:30He has been here for the past twenty minutes! And that jerkwad still isn't here!What was he thinking coming here?He instantly got to his feet, packing the textbooks on the table, ready to leave, but then Liam appeared.“Hi…” He said, trying to regain his breath from the run. He was looking all sweaty and messy in his sports clothes. Luke had to admit that he looked quite attractive in those clothes. “Sorry I'm late.”“Really?” Luke frowned.“Sorry,” He apolog

  • Closeted Desires    Better Off As Strangers

    Luke heaved a deep breath and then knocked on the door.“Yes, come in, Luke.” Professor Malik’s voice rang from inside.Luke turned the doorknob and pushed back the door. Stepping into the office, he paused abruptly upon seeing Liam sitting on one of the chairs before the professor's desk.“Come sit down, Luke.” The man gestured towards the seat in front of him.Luke shut the door and then took a seat beside Liam.“Luke, this is Liam.” Professor Malik introduced, “And Liam, this is Luke.”“Hi, Luke,” Liam extended his hand, with a slight smile on his handsome face.Luke stared at it.He was acutely aware that Liam was looking for a reason to make physical contact with him.He would have ignored it.But Professor Malik was here.So, he decided to play along.“Hi, Liam,” He replied, grabbing Liam's hand, his tone cold.The feel of Liam's hand on his sparked a tingling sensation that ran down his spine.He was astonished to realize that Liam still had such a tremendous effect on him.He

  • Closeted Desires    Realization

    Kelly fiddled around with her food.The memory of Adrian kissing Betty refused to elude her mind for some reason since last night. The way Adrian opened his mouth and invited Betty's tongue into his made her feel a mixture of unexplainable emotions.Because of this, she didn't sleep a wink.“Will you eat and stop fiddling around with your food?” Layla, her mom snapped, jolting her back to reality.She sighed, exasperated with her thoughts. Then she got up and carried her plate full of food to the sink.“You didn't finish your food?” Layla said amidst mouthfuls.“Lost my appetite. Sorry.” Kelly replied, taking her backpack hanging on the backrest of the chair.Just then, Terry, her father, a heavily built man in his early fifties with dark hair that had some streaks of gray in it, strode down the stairs.“Bye Mom. Bye, Dad.” Kelly made to leave when Terry stopped her.“Oh, Kelly, hold on, let me drop you off at school,” Terry said.“No Dad, I'm fine,” Kelly responded. “I can walk.”“I

  • Closeted Desires    Once And For All

    The Next Morning Luke awoke and quickly sat upright.His head snapped towards Sam's bed but to his surprise, Sam wasn't there.“Sam didn't come back home last night?” He thought out aloud.Well, it was no surprise. This wasn't the first time Sam stayed out the night.He made a mental note to get ready for the day. He had an early morning class and he should be getting prepared. Swinging his legs off the bed, he went into the bathroom.After a cold shower, he felt refreshed.But Sam still wasn't yet back.He reached for his phone and dialed Sam's number. Just when the dialing tone began to ring, the door burst open and Sam came in.He looked like a complete mess!“Hey Sam, where were you last night?” He asked.“Nowhere,” Sam muttered in response, moving past him to the bathroom but Luke caught his arm.“Dude, did something happen? You know you can tell me.” Luke probed further.“I said everything is all right.” Sam managed to let out a dry smile, “Don't worry about it.”He wrung his

  • Closeted Desires    Traumatic Memories

    Trudy stood by the roadside and stared at her watch for the thousandth time.She was getting frustrated.Where the hell is Sam? She wondered in exasperation.They were supposed to meet up here an hour ago and he's still nowhere to be found! She has been calling him but her calls keep getting sent straight to voicemail.Did something happen to Sam on his way? She thought in horror. Is that the reason why he's not here yet and isn't answering his calls?She began to panic.“Hey Babe!” She heard his voice and quickly pulled her head to the side of the road.Sam was running towards her, with a pleasant smile plastered on his comely face.“I'm sorry I'm late!” He apologized in a soft voice.Trudy frowned at him, her worry now turning into anger, “Where the hell have you been? Why weren't you answering your calls? Do you know how long…”Before she could finish her rant, Sam moved and pressed his lips against hers, and in essence, shutting her up.“I'm sorry okay?” He apologized again, “The

  • Closeted Desires    Dating Tips

    The first day Adrian Harper saw Kelly Williams in the hallway during their junior high school days, he felt his heart beat in a way he never thought it was possible to.He thought he was having a heart attack.It didn't take long for him to realize he was completely enamored with her.He adored the way she smiled. The way she walked. Her feistiness. Her boldness. What's there not to like about her?Back in the day, she used to be best friends with Megan Fox, Liam's younger sister. They were so inseparable that one could mistake them for twins.But then when the sex tape of Kelly's older brother, Luke, surfaced on the school's online forum, her friendship with Megan automatically ended for reasons unknown to anyone.Kelly became popularly known as the sister of Luke, the gay guy whose sex video was on the net for everyone to see. She wasn't bullied physically… no one dared bully her… but the words they said to her about her brother still stung.Fortunately for Adrian, during that time,

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