RIX P.O.V
“Rix, table number 6!” Harley, our bartender shouted.
"Coming!"
I picked up the tray containing beer and some food before heading to table 6.
"Here you go gentlemen!" I put their order to their table.
“Thank you Rix!” One of them shouted.
I winked at them before returning to the counter. The bar where I work is full as usual, it has just opened but it seems that the name became famous among the people already.
Thanks to that, it was not difficult for the management to get a customer, we’re also grateful because apart from more customers and good business, our manager is kind enough to give us a bonus apart from our salary.
Just like today, the night isn't that deep yet but the place is almost full.
People don't care about the expensive entrance fee, drinks and other services.
"Rix, room 3 please!"
I went to the counter again to pick up the order. It isn't much this time. A bucket of ice, an expensive drink and a few snacks are the only included.
Looks like someone's going to drink alone tonight.
Before I turned around to deliver the order, someone called me.
"Rix, wait!"
I searched for the voice who called me and I saw Madam Glo, our manager.
"Why?"
She's catching her breath when she catches me.
"What table is that?"
"Room 3, madam." Her eyes widened.
“Oh no!” She straightened up right away and quickly fixed my hair. My dress was pulled down to stretch the creases in the fabric and tighten the knot of my apron I was wearing.
"Ahm ... Madam, what's up?" I’m wondering what’s happening. She just looked at me.
“Rix, remember that this is for VIP customers, you mustn't be sloppy! Entertain him if necessary! ”
Every pronunciation of her words is hurried.
“If his feedback here at our bar tonight is good, I'll give you a bonus! Twenty thousand immediately! ” She added. Wow twenty thousand right away? Are you that big time VIP in room 3 ?!
I narrowed my eyes on her and said, "There's not a drug lord in there, right?"
She hit me in my arm.
“Shh! Of course not, I won't put you in those and you're so clumsy to serve them! We might lose the bar's good reputation in less than a minute if I let you serve them. ”
Suddenly the posture of her face faltered, an eyebrow raised that seemed to say- obviously!
I acted like I was in pain, I put my free hand on my chest and acted like I was crying.
"You're mean to me madam!", "I'm just a waitress madam!" I added.
She just laughed at me.
“All right, hurry up and it's VVIP! Always remember don't be clumsy! Entertain the guest.” She reminds me.
"Okay madam!"
On ordinary days, I am just a waitress, but there are times like this that madam will let me entertain a customer.
I don't really interact with the customers but if they told me that they will pay me in exchange for a dance then i will gladly do so. That is also the reason why i am no expert in dancing because the more you dance gracefully the more the money will come.
It’s another thing when they want me to be a stripper, but mostly I don’t do that.
I went to the VVIP place, this is the part of the bar I like the most. The surroundings are not noisy and you rarely see people outside their rooms, you also don’t see drunks in every corner because VVIPs are really responsible whenever drinking.
The place where the VVIPs and the regular party goers are is different, there are also VIPs but this includes the place where the regulars are. It was only a small room and only a few utilities and services were available.
After a few minutes, I am now facing the door of room 3. I ran my hand through my hair again and sniffed myself. I need to make sure that I don't smell like cigarettes.
When I thought I was all right, I pressed the little button on the door. This serves as the doorbell that is connected inside the VIP room. The sound was not heard from outside so it was necessary to do this first, so that the people inside would know if anyone was entering.
No one can enter the VIP room without access from inside even if you're a waitress.
Soon enough, the signal that the outsider could enter flashed. I smiled before opening the room.
"Excuse me sir, here's your drink."
I am welcomed by a dark place.
Woah. I almost mistaken this place as those you see in horror movies.
I roamed my eyes and saw a figure of a man, he was sitting and seemed to be just waiting for his drink.
No song was played on the speaker and it was pretty dark. His face is slightly bowed. I can't see his face well.
Just as I thought, the customer is alone. He must be broken-hearted. Poor him.
I set the wine on the table.
"Is there anything you need sir?"
It's a pity, it looks like he has no friends. That's the problem when you are rich, you don't have any friends, if you ever have one, you're lucky.
Life is really unfair. But of course if it's me I would be happy. I would be happy because all I need is money.
I didn't say anything, but took the wine and poured it into his glass. Aww poor boy, he's too sad to be able to speak.
A deafening silence filled the room. Only the sound coming from his glasses could be heard.
He was still in that position after a few minutes so I decided to break the silence.
I faked a cough, "Is there anything you need sir?" I repeat in a melodious tone.
He leaned back and let out a sigh. The man seemed even more sad and so did my heart, he seemed to be hurt so much.
A few minutes ago and that is just the situation in the room. Suddenly, I remembered madam's order, when our customer doesn't have good feedback now, I should say goodbye to twenty thousand!
Oh no, I can't lose that money!
I decided to talk to the guy.
"My sir, that's really how life is, sometimes we have to be hurt for us to learn…"
He didn’t speak so I continued.
"-And one more thing, there are many women in the world, you never know sir, maybe your destined someone is just around the corner ..."
I added. He still doesn't speak or move, so my advice doesn't seem to be effective huh.
What else can I say, maybe later he will suddenly strangle me and say that I am bragging. But I'm just concerned about him, I just want to help him with my beauty.
I was still thinking of what to say when he spoke.
“Destiny you say…” His voice was baritone, like thunder echoing in the room.
Although I was surprised, I didn't let him notice it. What's with his voice? It almost seems like it comes from the underworld.
He laughed as if something amazed him, the dark surroundings didn’t hinder me from glancing at his slightly raised edge lips, why is he smirking?
"Y-Yes sir, destiny ..." This time, I knew that the atmosphere in the room was changing, it was becoming more tense.
"I don't believe in such things ..." he said in a serious tone.
I was swallowed. Suddenly nervous.
“Wait, you know what? I’m really sad right now ”
“R-Really sir ..” There seemed to be something stuck in my throat, the lively and supposed to lighten the mood words didn’t want to come out of my mouth.
"Ahuh, but what makes me happy is not you talking sh*ts."
He suddenly moved in his seat, did I make him angry?
Please no…
I'm nervous. This time it seemed to be lying on the couch in its current position.
I can't understand what he's doing.
It only took a few seconds for him to speak again, “Why don’t we use your mouth for other things? Maybe this time it’ll really lighten me up ... ”
"KNEEL."
Everything feels surreal, I was just outside a while ago while giving the customer’s orders but now I’m on my knees in front of a stranger.
My mind seemed to stop working, my body became submissive to this man. Just a word of him and here I am, kneeling in front of him.
I felt him move as I sat up, approaching me. Using his two fingers, he lifted my head in front of him.
“I’m wondering…” His face slowly approached my direction.
He extended his finger that’s holding my chin, even though it's dark inside the room, I can still feel his gaze directly to me.
“What expression would this face make…”
His hand slowly descended to my neck, wrapping his long fingers around it. I could feel its size and roughness which only added to my nervousness.
It took me a long time to understand what’s happening, but he suddenly tightened his grip on my neck.
"When I f*ck you hard and rough."
***
"Slurp .."
The thing between his thighs is making a sound as it goes in and out of my mouth. It's so big that I can't swallow it whole. It barely fits in my mouth…
This is the first time I’ve done this for a guy. Yes I was sidelined once as a stripper and I've met a lot of people but I didn’t let them make me do this, and touching is the only service I can give…
The thought of me doing this to a man doesn’t make me disgusted, but here I am now and doing it for him.
Every time I see this man enjoying himself, I can't help but to do better on what I’m doing. My p*ssy was already wet and every time his manhood beats, I could feel my p*ssy tingling. \
I sucked his d*ck which made him moan. I love it even more.
With my two hands, I choked his d*ck. He lifted his chin.
"D*man it!" He seems to be in ecstasy.
He pulled my hair and guided me the faster way to suck his d*ck.
I almost choked at the length of it, I could already feel it hitting my throat but it added to the fire of my eagerness to please him.
I grabbed both of his thighs.
Why is he so big?
It’s as if I’m looking at a child’s arm when I look at his’!
"Stand up b*tch." Wait what?
Did it just turn me on?!
He lifted me up and turned me away from him, I looked ahead and chased my breath as I waited for what he would do next.
His hand moved, without any word, he removed my skirt. Sh*t I'm just wearing panties!
I heard a sound that seemed to be torn next. Seconds later, I felt as if there was electricity flowing through my whole body.
My body started to shake as he ran his big fingers between my thighs.
A moan spontaneously escaped from my mouth, "ah!"
He used one of his hands to hold the thing between my thighs, he then placed my hands on my back, while his other hand continued to caress my soaking wet pussy
I could feel the ticklish sensation as he started to run his fingers up and down. He keeps on doing it, faster and faster.
I can feel my pussy getting wetter as he slides his rough and long fingers through it.
I couldn't hide my moan anymore "oh .."
I didn't realize that my body was already meeting his every thrust.
"Ah ... yes!"
Even though there was a cloth between my wet pussy, I could still feel the heat coming from his fingers.
He quickened his thrusts, passing it to the part I was most sensitive to. I can hardly let go of my moans at how good it feels.
My knees began to tremble, signaling that I was about to cum.
“Yes yes yes! I’m coming! ”
I could feel my body shaking but he suddenly stopped.
What!
I immediately looked at him but he removed the things on the table and put me there to sit in a position where I'm facing him.
He grabbed the garter of the panty I am wearing and pulled it. He lifted my leg, now, he's facing my wet pussy.
He stopped moving for a moment, seemingly staring at what's between my tights.
"Don't move." He said emphatically.
Even though my position is a little awkward, I still obey him.
He let go of my legs, I watched him adjust his position. He touched his erect dick. Even though the place was a bit dark I could see how it throbbed, like it's so mad.
"Play with your pussy for me." He said.
I was amazed at what I heard. Does he want me to make myself happy in front of it?
I thought for a moment, what am I going to do? I haven’t done this in my entire life but the thought of him watching me as I make myself happy in front of me turns me on.
I am hesitant to do it at first but this is turning me on so much. I did what he wanted me to do, I bit my lip and put one finger on my cunt.
"Ah…" A moan escaped my mouth, I'm so sensitive right now.
I watched his reaction. He's still not moving so I continued what I was doing.
I used two of my fingers and started playing with my cunt.
I couldn't understand my feeling, I was playing with myself in front of this strange man. I shouldn't feel this but I'm somehow excited for what will happen.
My eyes landed on his dick, it's hard as rock. He started to pleasure himself. My hand automatically moves faster.
Oh gosh…
I wonder what would I feel if he rams his long and thick dick inside my pussy…
I am going insane while thinking about it. I couldn't contain myself anymore. I inserted one finger on my hole.
"Oh…"
Only my little moan could be heard in the room.
He started to move his hand up and down faster, I felt like I'm going crazy. I inserted another finger on my whole.
I cried. "ah!"
This feeling-! Shit!
Our hands are both moving as we're both pleasuring ourselves.
My breath became harder to catch, as my friend became faster.
"Ah… so good ..."
Faster, in a flash, my eyes widened. "Oh gosh!"
My whole body trembled at the same time as the hot juice flowed from my womanhood.
“Oh…” It's good…
My juices keep flowing, I could already feel that I am nearing my limit.
but even before i let it out, I decided to stand up. I want to stop what I am doing because it's embarrassing if i cum in front of a man that I don't even know.
Just what am I doing…
But even before I could stand, he moved in my direction.
I wanted to ask him what he wanted but I felt something big and hard had entered my hole.
"Ah!"
My eyes rolled. H-how dare he!
“Ah sh*t… You’re so tight…” He moaned harshly.
He thrust hard. Every thrust of him is rough, it's almost as if he's angry.
He's…he's fucking me!
"D*mnit!"
I wrapped my arm around his shoulder. he continued to fuck me even though I'm lying on the table. Is this table hard enough to withstand us?!
The man's thrust became faster. Good heavens! Oh shit !
What is this feeling? It's as if I am on top of heaven!
"Oh gosh yes, yes." I don’t know where to turn my face. I seem to be losing consciousness. I could feel his dick coming out into me.
He's monstrous!
Only our moans could be heard in the room.
"A-there I am!"
"F*ck I'm coming!"
Our body trembled at the same time.
RIX P.O.V"Good morning Rix," nurse Joana greeted me."Good morning too."Several other nurses greeted me as I walked down the hallway. Carrying the bouquet I had bought from the florist that I passed. I went to Andrei's room.It was on the second floor of the building. When I arrived, I found the nurse watching over my brother's condition. She's fixing items inside Andrei's room."Good morning, nurse Josi," I said.She also greeted me back. I put the flower on the table next to the hospital bed."How is Andrei?"She smiled at me, "He's okay, Rix. He'll get better soon as long as he continues his medicine."I smiled at what I heard. "Thank you."We talked a little more before she said goodbye and that she still needed to do more rounds with other patients.I approached my brother after the nurse left. Compared to his appearance when I first brought him here, he is in good condition now. He is no longer that thin and pale.“Get well, Drei….” I caressed his forehead. It's been almost
RIX P.O.V The man beside me said, would he be just fine if this man kill's me? I want to shout at them but I am too afraid because they're holding a gun right now. I can feel that I am too powerless and I am just a small prey standing between them."I will really shoot her." Said by the man in front of me again.No, please… Don't shoot me! Please! Don't do this to me, I am innocent!"I told you I don't care if you shoot her, so do it."The man beside us points the gun he is holding to the man in front of me.What is he doing?Isn't he supposed to help me? I didn't do anything wrong to deserve this!I look at him with pleading eyes but he seems not to notice me because his attention is directed to the man in front of me."Shoot her, I will kill you no matter what anyways." The man in front of me looks hesitant. He looks mad but there's something in his eyes showing that he is having a hard time shooting me.Please don't shoot me! I close my eyes as I don't want to see this anymore.
RIX's P.O.V "Ha…" I opened my eyes because I felt the sweat on my neck. It's early in the morning but I am sweating… I suddenly remembered what happened yesterday and the other day. There are lots of nerve wrecking events that happened and if my life is in a movie I am sure that I would be famous by now because of the plot twists and life lessons in my life. Sometimes, I wonder what my life would be like if both my parents didn't die. Will I be professional in the field that I chose? Maybe if both of my parents are still alive they are giving us the love and care that we need then I don't need to do something like this. I know that my father left a huge sum of debt to us but for sure if they're still alive they will not let us suffer like this. Although my parents seem to be troublesome, they never neglected us and they never wished for us to suffer at a young age. They're working hard even though the number of work that they know is limited, they never went home without fo
RIX'S P.O.V"Come one, strip now, baby." A man with a trashy attitude said, teasing me. I just laughed awkwardly to avoid showing my disgusted face on him.I am now serving elite foreign customers as per Madam Glo's command.Although she doesn't want to put me here, she doesn't have a choice as we don't have anyone free when the customers arrive. I, myself, don't have a choice since I need money desperately. These customers come here often when it's the end of the month but except Carla, one of the girls here, there's no other girl who would want to serve them.That's because they're disgusting…I wonder how Carla can keep up with them,. they're perverts and corny, to be honest. Plus, their breath stinks… "I like seeing new girls here, I'll give you tips!" My eyes widened when I heard it, that's right! Give me that! My smile automatically brightens after they give me tips, all those hardships paid off! "Phew!"I wiped the sweat on my forehead."That's rough!" I exited the eli
RIX'S P.O.V"What are you talking about? What do you mean you kidnapped me?"I look at them confused, are they serious right now?The one in front of me met my gaze and said."We have something important to say to you, Miss.""What is it? But can you let go of me first? It's uncomfortable…""Oh yes sure of course!"The guy on my right removed the tie on my wrist."So what are you going to say to me?"I ask them while I am massaging my wrist, it's aching a little because of the rope's friction on it."Maybe we should change location first?'The guy on the left side.We all agreed to him because it is really uncomfortable talking here as we are all seated on the floor.They guided me to a room where everything looks expensive. I feel like we are in a five-star hotel and everything around me might break when I touch it.Just who are they and what do they want from me? Who is in their right mind to kidnap someone just because they want to say something?What if they are bad people and th
RIX's P.O.VWe continue running, even though we're already exhausted, it didn't stop us from keeping our legs moving. Harley runs faster than me but I can tell that he is running slower so I could catch up to him."You…hah…can…" I was about to say that he can leave me and run faster instead but I am having a hard time catching my breath. When we got to the 3rd block, Harley held my hand and pulled me somewhere.What is he doing?!He pulled me to a dark alley and covered my mouth with his left hand.I stood there shocked by what he did. What if that man in a tuxedo sees us here? I looked around and my anxiety grew when I saw that we're in a dead end. How could we escape that man if this is already a dead end?!Oh no, what should we do? A few more steps… he's getting nearer… and nearer… AHHHCK!I knelt and progressed into rapping. "Please kill us! I mean, no! Don't kill us! You won’t get anything good from our bodies!”The old man ruffles his brow. Oh my god, am I not that convincin
"I'm sorry, Apollo.""APOLLO? HA!" his voice has become lower, his lips are now on my ears, and… but… it's scarier. "Who told you?"Huh?What is he trying to ask?"What do you mean?”"Who told you you can call me that?" he asked."What should I call you, then?" I asked, as low as I could. As submissive as I can."Nevermind, I'm not on the names now," he said. He's calmer this time. But not me and my tears. "I told you to stay quiet, and I will do the rest. I told you that clearly, but how dare you mess up everything?"I can't say anything. I was just looking downward, while I sat on his bed, and he was on the side of me, nagging. I took a deep sigh, and bit my lower lip."What have you done to my image, Beatrix? What would they tell me about you? I'm afraid to even come back.""Maybe you should hire a different pretend wife," I said, nearly cracking up, almost bursting into tears.There were a few tears that were escaping, but it's manageable. "I'm sorry, did I hear you right?"
RIX's P.O.V.Last night he left my leg wide open, while facing the door, where maniacs are waiting for a free viewing. Apollo paid me for that fuck, how dare them sneak peak?Those darns!Harley came in after that, and I was already putting my clothes on. He drives away the perverted cooks while entering the storage room, where I’m in.He asked me if I'm alright, but I really am. There's nothing to worry about me, I can take care of myself, and that’s it. I went home, with my pockets fully equipped. People always ask me about being okay. You know, it's not that bad if I experience not being okay because most of my days are like that. It's inevitable, how could I change that fact?I can't change anything. But it's good that there's always a little light in the middle of darkness. There's always stars that shine in the dark galaxy. It's not okay to be in the middle of the storm.But it'll be more not okay if I dwell into it, or try to make myself believe I'm fine when I'm not. I
3rd P.O.V.Apollo and Beatrix arrived at Grandma's house in the morning. Donny was already waiting at the door, dressed in his favorite superhero costume."Hey, little man," Apollo said, picking up Donny and giving him a hug."Hi, Dad!" Donny said, grinning from ear to ear.Beatrix smiled at the sight of them. "Are you ready to go visit Charis at the hospital?" she asked Donny.Donny's face fell. "Is Auntie Charis sick?" he asked."She's feeling a little under the weather, but we're going to bring her some flowers and make her feel better," Beatrix explained.Donny perked up at the idea of giving Auntie Charis flowers. "Can I pick the flowers?" he asked."Of course," Apollo said, ruffling his son's hair.They drove to the hospital, with Donny eagerly pointing out every flower he saw on the way. When they arrived, they made their way to Charis's room. She was lying in bed, looking weak and tired."Hey, Charis," Beatrix said, placing the flowers on the bedside table.Charis tried to smi
3rd P.O.V.Beatrix was excited to finally go home after being confined in the hospital for days. Apollo came to visit her every day, and he even brought her favorite flowers and snacks. Beatrix was grateful for his presence, and she felt a sense of comfort every time he was around.As they left the hospital, Apollo suggested they go to the nicest restaurant in town to celebrate Beatrix's homecoming. Beatrix was hesitant at first, feeling that they didn't need to spend so much money, but Apollo insisted.Once they arrived at the restaurant, Beatrix was taken aback by its grandeur. She had never been to a place like this before, and she felt a bit out of place in her casual clothes. However, Apollo reassured her that she looked beautiful and that she deserved to be treated like a queen.They were seated in a private room with a beautiful view of the city. The table was set with the finest silverware and crystal glasses. The waiters were attentive, and the chef personally came to their t
3rd P.O.V.Beatrix felt a knot form in her stomach as she watched Charis walk away with the group of men. She knew she had to talk to her friend, but she also didn't want to make a scene in front of the strangers.Taking a deep breath, she approached Charis once the men had disappeared from sight. "Charis, can we talk?"Charis stopped in her tracks and turned to face Beatrix. "What do you want to talk about?"Beatrix hesitated, unsure of how to broach the subject. "I just wanted to check in on you. Are you okay?"Charis rolled her eyes again. "Of course, I'm okay. Why wouldn't I be?"Beatrix frowned. She could tell that something was off about Charis, but she didn't want to push too hard. "Well, you just seemed...distant lately. Is everything going alright with you and Harley?"Charis scoffed. "Harley? He's the least of my problems right now."Beatrix was taken aback by Charis' sudden bitterness towards her husband. "What do you mean?"Charis hesitated before finally speaking. "I just
As soon as Beatrix woke up, the first thing she does is think.Beatrix couldn't get Charis out of her mind. She had been overthinking about her friend's life for days. What could have happened to make Charis run away from the pack of men like that? And why did she choose to disappear into the night instead of seeking help from the people she knew would always have her back?Beatrix had always known Charis to be a strong, independent woman, but lately, she had noticed that her friend had been struggling. Charis seemed to be carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders, and Beatrix couldn't help but feel guilty for not noticing sooner.As Beatrix walked along the shore, her thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the crashing waves. She looked out into the vast ocean and felt a sense of peace wash over her. But even the calming waves couldn't ease her mind.She thought about all the times she and Charis had spent together, laughing, dancing, and having a great time. They had been
Charis paced back and forth outside the reception venue, her hands tightly gripping her dress. She could see Beatrix approaching her with a warm smile on her face."Charis! There you are. Is everything alright?"Charis sighed and turned to face Beatrix. "No, everything's not alright. I'm so mad at you, Beatrix, and I don't even know why."Beatrix's expression turned to one of concern. "Why are you mad at me? Did I do something to upset you?"Charis shook her head. "No, it's not you. It's just... it's just that you have everything, Beatrix. You have the perfect wedding, the perfect husband, the perfect life. And I can't help but feel jealous."Beatrix's smile softened. "Charis, you don't have to be jealous. I'm not perfect, and my life isn't perfect either. And besides, you have Harley. You married the man you love."Charis scowled. "That's just it, Beatrix. Even though I married Harley, it seems like he still likes you. Every time we're together, he can't stop talking about you. It's
3rd P.O.V.The sun was setting on the horizon, casting a warm orange glow over the beach. The waves gently lapped against the shore, creating a calming sound that mingled with the soft chatter of the guests. The beach was decorated with simple yet elegant white flowers, accentuated with subtle hints of blue that matched the ocean's hue.Beatrix looked stunning in her white wedding gown that hugged her curves in all the right places. Her dark hair was styled in a loose, flowing braid, adorned with small white flowers that complemented her bouquet. She looked nervous but happy as she stood beside the altar, waiting for Apollo to arrive.Apollo arrived in a sleek black suit that emphasized his broad shoulders and chiseled jawline. He looked confident and composed, a contrast to Beatrix's nervous energy. He walked towards Beatrix with purpose, his gaze fixed on her. When he reached her, he took her hand and smiled softly at her, reassuring her.The ceremony was simple and intimate, offici
3rd P.O.V.Papers were flying around the room, and Mr. Cartier was seething with anger over the report detailing the downfall of his company since Apollo's resignation. He was desperate to do whatever it took to win back his son and bring him back to the company to boost sales.The situation was particularly challenging because Mr. Cartier's company was outdated and struggling to stay afloat. The scattered papers covered the floor as a visual representation of his frustration and disappointment.In his rage, he called for his assistant to fetch him a cup of coffee and urgently contact his wife. He needed her support and presence at that moment.Harold, one of the individuals Mr. Cartier had entrusted with the company's operations, had been a letdown. Despite his frequent travels, including visits to the rural city where Beatrix resided, all Harold seemed to care about was possessing her. He hoped that by achieving this, he could claim victory over Apollo in at least one aspect.Mr.
RIX’s P.O.V.It suddenly became quiet inside the hut, leaving me wondering what had happened or if they had already settled their differences. I clearly heard earlier that Charis wanted to separate from Harley, but now they seemed to have another chance and were probably having a thorough conversation. I couldn't help but smile at the thought.Charis and Harley had been together for four years, the same age as Adonis. It was impressive that they had managed to communicate, confront their feelings, and keep them hidden for so long. Especially for Charis because I know that from the very beginning, he had feelings for Harley and was just keeping it to herself.Charis had been dating other guys to cover up her emotions and hide her true feelings for Harley, but somehow she had managed to keep her feelings intact without getting attached to anyone else.The attachment she had with Harley was deep-rooted and difficult to remove. Suddenly, Harold, Seb, and Michael came into my mind.Yeah
RIX’s P.O.V.I could feel myself breaking down as I made my decision in front of everyone watching me on the app during my lowest point.Do you watch me stand up on my own when the world tries to knock me down?Apparently, I wasn't alone when facing the most challenging moment of my life because my friends were here, witnessing my growth.They offered their help, but I kept refusing it.And if I said I don't feel anything for Apollo anymore, I would be lying. BECAUSE I STILL DO!Honestly, I would like to give it another try.Perhaps my initial decision was influenced by the overwhelming number of eyes watching me.Humans can be foolish.Friends often advise their hurt loved ones to stay away, but those same friends act as if they're listening while secretly still engaging with the person who hurt them— going back to the same place that hurts them.I wanted to avoid falling into that pattern.I'm only human. I'm not a superhuman capable of controlling my emotions to the point of making