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Author: xxJabami
last update Last Updated: 2022-06-20 20:26:54

RIX'S P.O.V

"Come one, strip now, baby." 

A man with a trashy attitude said, teasing me. 

I just laughed awkwardly to avoid showing my disgusted face on him.

I am now serving elite foreign customers as per Madam Glo's command.

Although she doesn't want to put me here, she doesn't have a choice as we don't have anyone free when the customers arrive. I, myself, don't have a choice since I need money desperately. 

These customers come here often when it's the end of the month but except Carla, one of the girls here, there's no other girl who would want to serve them.

That's because they're disgusting…

I wonder how Carla can keep up with them,. they're perverts and corny, to be honest. 

Plus, their breath stinks… 

"I like seeing new girls here, I'll give you tips!" 

My eyes widened when I heard it, that's right! Give me that! 

My smile automatically brightens after they give me tips, all those hardships paid off! 

"Phew!"

I wiped the sweat on my forehead.

"That's rough!" 

I exited the elite room number 5 with lots of sweat, I didn't expect it to be this hard to entertain people, I salute those who can do this everyday! 

"How was it?" Madam Glo asks me.

I bumped into her when I walked towards the bar counter.

"It's okay, I received tips!" I am most happy with what I got. 

I showed it to her happily.

"That's good! Anyways, I've got another elite customer for you, I think you've served him before." 

Really?

"Who is it?" 

It hasn't been long since I started to serve elite customers and before, I only served them when Madam Glo assured me that they're safe and kind, who could it be?

"His name is…" Madam Glo tilted her head.

"What's his name?"

"Hmm…" 

What's taking her so long? 

"I can't tell you his name…" 

What?

"Why? Is it that confidential?" 

Madam Glo nodded.

"Is that so…" Then, I guess we really have a choice but to just find out later.

"Does he order already?" 

I at least want to go there when that customer has already placed an order so I don't have to wait and come back here.

I will just bring his order with me when I go there. 

"Yes, he does, Harley!" He called the bartender.

"Give Rix the order of the elite room 2." 

"Right away!" 

Harley smiled at me.

He's so adorable!

When Harley finished preparing the order, he gave it to me and I went to elite room 2. 

I wonder who it was that I served before? 

I almost bumped with the customers in elite 5,

"Let's hide!" 

I don't want them to see me, and I don't want to see them too!

I hid behind the curtain and waited for them to leave the hallway.

"Ha…" I look like a criminal that's hiding from the cops…

But this is better than bumping into them.

After they left, I walked quite fast so I could reach room 2. 

I was sweating big time when I reached the door, I didn't waste no time, I pushed the little buzzer to let the person inside know that I'm here.

Seconds later, the signal lights up and I immediately went inside. 

"Hi gentleman here's your-" 

I didn't get to finish my sentence when I saw the familiar built inside. 

I was stuck on the door while looking at the person in front of me.

Am I seeing it right? 

In front of me is a handsome man with huge tits- I mean, huge built. 

I can't be mistaken, I know he looked familiar! 

I almost jumped when his eyes landed on me, I slowly placed his drinks on the mini table. 

"H-here's your drinks…"

I couldn't help but to glance at him, why is he so handsome? 

It feels like I'm being pulled by his mesmerizing blue eyes… Is he a royal? Someone with royal blood?

Gosh…

"Are you done?" 

I was taken back by his voice, dude has a voice that'll fit those Hollywood stars!

"Ehem, yes I apologize." I tidy everything before I stand beside him, waiting for what he'll request.

We aren't allowed to sit beside the customers unless they told me to. 

"Is there anything you need sir?" 

I heard him sigh before sitting comfortably.

"None." 

Woah, really? 

Usually, the customers would request a kiss or whatever but he's not? 

I like him already! 

"Then, I'll excuse myself for now…" I bowed to him and slowly went to the door but was stopped by him.

"Where are you going?" 

Huh?

"I'm going out?"

His eyebrows met.

"Who told you to?" 

Whaaat? 

"Uhm.." Isn't it you, sir?

"Stand there." He said, then pointed out the corner beside the couch that he's in. 

Oh, so he doesn't have any request but he wants me to stay here?

You should've said it earlier sir!

I stood beside him and watched him as he played with his phone. He's spinning it with his big hands.  

While we're like this, I can see how firm his body is, does he live in a gym? 

Every corner of his body is heaven…

Correction, every corner that I'm seeing, okay?

But he really seems familiar… 

Is it possible that we met in my past life? That's possible…

But, isn't he going to drink?

It's been a couple of minutes but he is still not drinking the drink that he ordered. 

"Do you want me to open the drink for you, gentleman?"

He didn't respond. 

Uhm…Sir? What are we going to do here? 

If you don't want me here, you should've just said it so I'll get to assist more elite customers! 

Ha…

"Sit." 

"..."

Is he talking to me? 

"You're bothering me. Sit here." 

Mister georgous pointed the couch meter away from him.

I sat there slowly. 

I thought he would request something but then he's just there, sitting quietly. 

I feel like my ears would be numb when I go outside, all I could here right now is the sound coming from his hand which is still spinning his phone.

Is it my rest day? 

Dude, I need to earn money!

But I can't say that to him, unless I want to be fired from my job…

Another couple of minutes have passed but he's still like that…

My soul almost left my body when his phone rang.

Goodness! 

"Sì?" 

Si? What does that mean? 

"Yes. Tell me more about it." 

I just sat there, comfortably while listening to him. 

"Hire someone, I'm willing to pay." 

Pay? Is it a job?

"As soon as possible." That's the last sentence from him before he cut the call.

What is he referring to when he said he's willing to pay and hire someone? 

Does he need a maid or what? 

Should I ask him? 

I need money right now, and I'm willing to be hid maid if he needed one!

I better ask before this opportunity became waste!

"Uh-" 

I didn't get to finish talking when he suddenly stood up. He grabbed his jacket and walked towards the door.

Wait! Where is he going?!

I stands up and followed him. I can't loose him right now!

"Wait!"

I called for him. Thankfully, he stopped walking.

He glance at my direction with his darken eyes.

Oh no…

Is he mad? Should I continue asking?

"U-uhm…" 

I suddenly felt nervous, I feel like he's emitting a dangerous aura! 

"What?" His baritone voice filled the room 

"U-uhm, I heard that you need someone t-to hire? I uhm… May I know what k-kind of job is it?" 

I finally said it!

I waited for his response but he didn't answer, Instead, he turn around, now, we are finally facing each other.

His gaze is intense, he is looking at me from head to toe without blinking. 

I couldn't keep up with this…I can't stand having an eye to eye with him…

What is he thinking? 

I feel like he is scanning my soul!

Did I say something wrong? 

I just want to have a job!

"Hmm…" 

That surprised me!

I glance at him, he is still looking at me. 

"I think…You're okay."

R-really? 

"I'll get someone to contact you." 

He said then left the room.

Wait… Did I just passed a screening? 

Is it for real?

That's all?

What's the job though? He didn't tell me…

"Hmm…" What could it be?

I stood there for a couple of minutes before I've decided to clean the room. 

Looks like he won't come back, he didn't left anything and even punch out his card.

I look at where he sat, he didn't even drink the wine that he ordered. 

Tsk.

How to be rich?

I clean the place and bring the wine on the dressing room. 

We'll drink this later! Hehe.

I continued serving customers until the closing time. 

"Can we really drink this?" Carla asks.

We're now here in the dressing room to change our outfits as we're about to go home. 

"Of course! Let's drink! Everyone!" Charis shouted and opened the drink. 

We just laughed at her because she's sulking just earlier and now she's happy.

We drink the wine and almost choked with it when madam Glo comes in. 

"What? I won't scold you girls, enjoy the night!" 

"Yey!" We celebrate the night by drinking the wine that the elite customer left and some free snacks by madam Glo.

"Hdhekdks!" 

"What?" Charis said something but we can't understand.

"She's drunk!" Trixie exclaimed.

"I'm nosh dshunk!" 

Haha! She's so funny!

Charis keeps on defending herself even though she is really drunk. We can't even understand what she's talking about! 

"Can you go home?" Carla asks her. 

Charis didn't respond, she instead clung to Carla. 

"Ha…Looks like I need to get her home." Carla sigh.

"Is that okay? I can bring her home." I said.

Carla shook her head.

"It would be a hassle since you don't have a car, I'll take care of her, we'll go now before she passes out." 

We helped her carry Charis to her car.

"Take care!" 

We all bid our goodbyes to each other before we separate. 

I started to walk to the bus station but I'm stopping from time to time because I feel dizzy sometimes.

I'll never drink that again!

We never thought that the wine had that kick! Since it's new, no one had ever tried it before, so we kinda regretted drinking it…

Thankfully, I am not that weak when it comes to alcohol tolerance, I still managed to stand and walk. 

Ha…

"My feet are aching…"

Damn these heels! 

I forgot to change before I went home…

When I saw the bus stop, I walked faster so I could rest my feet. 

When I'm finally sat, I stretch my feet.

"Oh, wow, that's great!" 

I will wait here until a bus comes…

I waited for five minutes but the bus didn't come.

"Looks like something happened?" 

Usually, buses didn't come this late as it is still morning and it's not a rush hour. 

So why is it late? 

Buses have schedules here and it's past its schedule…

Where is it? I want to lay down…

Not to mention that my head's started to spin a little.

"Hmm…" 

I should keep my eyes closed for now…

***

"..."

"Ye-"

"Then what-" 

"Shh!"

"She's waking up!"

Huh?

What's that sound?

"Ack!"

I tried to open my eyes but my head started to ache. 

What's happening to me?

-Oh! 

I forgot, I had a drink with the girls…

"She's alive?" 

"Of course she's alive!" 

Wait, who's talking?

I tried to open my eyes again, at first, it's blurry but when it became clear, my eyes widened.

"What the fuck?" 

I immediately sat and cover my body using my hands.

"Who are you?!" 

In front of me are three men, they're all sitting with a smile on their faces.

"Uhm, Hi?" One of them said,

I look around, this place isn't familiar to me.

What did they do to me?!

"Who are you?! Why am I here?!" 

The man on my side scratched his head.

"Well, we kidnapped you." 

W-we w-what?!

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