As he and his men took the guards to be questioned, I addressed those who remained. “Finding Troy must be our priority, and we need to find more information on the ferals and why they’re working for him. Some of you mentioned that there are banished wolves who might not be as insane as a typical feral. Do we have any records of those wolves? Any records of the wolves that have been banished from our pack?”
“Of course we keep records of that,” Elder Queene said, his wavy dark hair lifting in the breeze. “But we have no idea if they became feral. After all, they might have been accepted into another pack after banishment.” His voice was a low monotone, his expression grave.
“Well, I’m willing to bet that at least some of them were within the feral pack,” I said, crossing my arms. “Why else would they have helped Troy escape?” Harlon and Samson were both deeply loyal to Troy. They had arranged for the ferals to do what they wanted, and I was positive they were working under Troy’s orders.
Elder Queene inclined his head, accepting my point.
“If we track down those who’ve been banished, we might be able to find leverage to get them on our side. If we do that, they might tell us more about what Troy’s planning. The sooner we do that, the sooner we’ll be able to find Troy.”
“We will look for them, Alpha Hunter.”
Despite those words, the elders’ lingering looks told me they still doubted doing so would do any good. I could hardly blame them. So far, my ruling had only resulted in an attack on the pack and Troy’s escape. According to the guards, Troy was the first escapee in the pack’s history. I was sure that looked great on my record.
“It wasn’t your fault, Bryn,” Tavi said as we left to join Night and Dom. “You couldn’t have known Troy would escape.”
I sighed. Logic told me she was right, but that didn’t make this situation easier to swallow. Troy wasn’t even here, and he was still making my life as difficult as possible. I tried to ignore the sting of that as we caught up with Night.
“…want Troy found as soon as fucking possible,” he was saying. To my surprise, there were a few Kings’ men gathered along with Night’s men. It seemed his actions during the battle had really earned their respect.
“Now get moving, all of you,” Night finished, and the search party immediately dispersed, Dom included.
Night turned to me. There was still a lot of stiffness in his posture, and I knew it wasn’t only from the pain he had to be feeling. “Bryn, mind if we talk?” he asked.
“I don’t mind.”
“I’ll take a walk around the compound and note the buildings with the worst damage,” Tavi said. “Let me know if you need me.” She patted my arm before leaving. The old Tavi would have hugged me, but she hadn’t been the same since we had been rescued from Troy.
“See you later,” I said. As Tavi left, I looked at Night. “Lead the way.”
The alpha cabin wasn’t a far walk from where we stood. I wanted to grab a notepad before we assessed the damage the feral attack had done to the pack. To be honest, I would have loved to head up to our bedroom to talk, but that wasn’t an option. I felt exhausted, but there was still so much to do.
Night took a deep breath, and I knew I was in for a lecture.
“I understand that you didn’t want to kill Troy before,” he began, “but now it’s time for you to reevaluate the situation.”
I held back a wince. I should have known Night wanted to talk about this. “I know Troy has been the bane of our existence from the beginning, but—”
“That right there,” he cut in. “There shouldn’t be a ‘but’ after that. Not only has Troy been fucking with us all this time, he’s also become a threat to the Kings and the Wargs—and probably the Idaho panhandle, with the ferals on his side.” He shook his head. “Leaving him to rot in his cell was a risk to morale, but I let it go because I understood and respected what you were trying to accomplish. But now he’s on the loose and has an army of unhinged wolves on his side. He’s not just a threat to morale but to the lives of every wolf we know. It’s not a search party we need; it’s a fucking hunting party. And I’m going to tell them to kill on sight.”
I was prepared to take Night’s lecture because I thought I deserved it, but he had gone too far. He was not only telling me he no longer respected my goals for my pack, but he was also about to exert his will over mine. I thought we were past this. I thought he respected me as an alpha and his equal, but his words had proven me wrong.
What he didn’t seem to get was that the Kings were my pack, not his. The Kings were under my rule until the alpha ceremony. Though I wouldn’t be in charge for long, I didn’t want to be the kind of alpha who killed other wolves. I would never be as prepared for bloodshed as Night was. I had already killed Evan, and I didn’t want to add Troy’s blood to my conscience. I just couldn’t do it. It wasn’t the kind of environment I wanted to foster as alpha.
But with all that said, there wasn’t an alpha around who would let someone else undermine his orders. My wolf bristled at the thought. What Night was saying would piss off anyone in my position. He wouldn’t stand for another wolf telling him that they were going to ignore his orders and do what they wanted. So, why did he think that was okay to do with me?
“We don’t need to kill Troy,” I said slowly, trying to get control of my emotions so I didn’t bite my mate’s head off. “We just—”
“What are you going to do when we find him? We can’t leave him in a cell. He just proved he can get out.”My temper flared. Night had no idea how difficult it was for me to keep myself in check. “No. Troy proved he can escape if he takes the entire pack by surprise. When we find him, he won’t have that same chance. And even if he tries to pull that shit again, I’ll be ready for him. My pack will be ready for him.”Night continued to frown. “Bryn, I know you want to avoid as much bloodshed as possible, and I know you don’t want to rule with violence. Your compassion is one of the many things I admire about you. But sometimes, if a wolf is too dangerous and a threat to the whole pack, you have to kill them because leaving them alive puts everyone at risk.”I shook my head. “You say you understand, but if you send a hunting party after Troy, you will show me you don’t. Gregor was a violent alpha who ruled over the Kings with an iron fist; then they had it even worse with Troy. I need to
Our disagreement about what to do if—when—we found Troy hadn’t helped with things. Bryn’s decision to keep him alive would never make sense to me. I would have thought that killing him would be a no-brainer after everything he had done to her. I’d heard what she had to say and tried to understand what she wanted for the future of the Kings, but I just didn’t get it. It irked me that we couldn’t see eye to eye about this, considering how important it was, but Bryn was stubborn and determined. I couldn’t just ask her to go along with what I wanted to do.I spotted Dom talking with a smaller group of Kings. After sending out the search party, I had him patrol the territory on his own. Given the unusually messy state of his blond hair, he must have just gotten back.“I’m going to catch up with Dom,” I said to Bryn.“That’s fine.” She didn’t look at me, keeping her eyes on her list of facilities that had suffered the worst damage. “I’m going to find Tavi and discuss the damage. Maybe we’ll
He looked behind him to his men, and they all nodded reluctantly. “Alright. We’ll watch the borders.”I nodded. “Do it in shifts. Everyone at the border needs to be as alert and aware as possible.”He nodded before he and the wolves with him went to do as I said.I released a long sigh and turned to Dom.“I didn’t think you’d be able to calm him down,” he said. “A couple of times while speaking to him, I thought he might shift and make a mad dash into the forest.”“Luckily, we avoided that.” I ran my hands through my hair. “But I can’t say I don’t get where he’s coming from.”“Yeah, I know exactly how he feels.” Telepathically, he added, “Are you sure a search party is what we want? I think everyone would feel better if they were ordered to kill Troy on sight.”I appreciated my beta’s discretion. “Believe me, there’s nothing I’d like more than to send hunters out there, but Bryn doesn’t want to order his death.”Dom frowned. “She just wants to put him back in a cell?”“That’s right.”
Guilt gnawed at me, even though I’d expected that update. I was still recovering, but I felt like I was neglecting my pack. “What about ferals? Or Troy?”“As far as we could tell, there has been no increase in feral activity around our territory. And no signs of Troy lurking anywhere near our borders. Things have been normal.”“That’s a relief,” I said. At least I didn’t have to worry about the ferals and Troy on top of everything else on my plate. “Anything else to report?”“Yes, actually. It’s about the council.”My brows shot up. “Do they want to meet with me?”“Yes, they do, and it sounds pretty serious,” he replied. After a moment of hesitation, he reluctantly added, “They didn’t seem very happy.”I was glad to know Troy was leaving my pack alone, but hearing about the council set me on edge again. I wanted to visit my pack ASAP to assure myself that things were okay, but I would much rather avoid seeing the council. We were on good terms, but they were more traditional than I ca
“Thank you.” The awkwardness returned, but I wouldn’t let it linger this time. “Bryn, can we just…talk about this? I don’t want to leave you with this hanging between us.”She crossed her arms, still not looking at me. “I don’t think we’ll ever see eye to eye on this particular topic, Night. You want to kill Troy; I want him back in prison. I don’t see how we can compromise.”I sighed.“But…” she said, glancing at me through her long lashes. “I think we can at least call a truce for now. I don’t want you to be thinking about our argument while you’re checking on the Wargs.”My heart beat hard with love for her. I appreciated her kindness and understanding nature. She always thought about others before herself, even when she was irritated with me.“If this is a truce,” I said, walking closer to her and offering my hand, “maybe we could shake on it?”Her eyes fixed on my hand before traveling slowly up my arm to my face. An easy smile spread across her face. “You’re going to be gone a f
“Um…hello?”I jumped, almost dropping the small stack of papers. A sense of something else lingered at the edge of my mind, another presence, a sense of magic. With that feeling came a voice, but it wasn’t mine, and it wasn’t my wolf’s. It sounded a bit like…“Tavi?” I asked. “Is that you?”“Bryn!” Tavi responded. “Yes, it’s me. I felt…another person in my mind, and I thought I was going crazy. I had no idea that was you.”“But how are we…how is this happening?”“It’s part of our bond!” She had so much excitement in her voice that she almost sounded like the old bubbly Tavi from before Troy had kidnapped her. “Alphas and betas can communicate like this, but I didn’t think we would be able to do this because this was supposed to be temporary.”“This is amazing!” I had tingles. Despite the setback of Troy’s escape, the fact that I had an alpha connection to Tavi made me feel like it hadn’t been a series of misunderstandings that had led to me being alpha. “I was just thinking I could us
I laughed. Being able to talk to each other at any time would take some getting used to, but I was glad for it. Having Tavi in my mind wasn’t unpleasant at all. In fact, it was as comforting as having my wolf.“Sounds good. We’ll catch up later.”The walk to my mother’s cabin took about fifteen minutes. The morning air was clear and fresh, and the sky a bright azure. As I walked through the compound, nobody jeered at me or sent me strange looks as they had after I beat Troy in the alpha ceremony. It seemed to finally sink in that I was their alpha. You’d think nearly killing Troy right in front of them would have been enough. At least they’re giving me some space now.One familiar face stood out to me from a group of male wolves near one of the rebuilding sites. He looked around my age, with short, wavy auburn hair. He was very muscular, maybe even bigger than Night or Dom, and had sky-blue eyes tinged with silver when the light hit them. He didn’t look like the type who would sell wa
I sat on the toilet and waited for the test. The box told me I would only have to wait a few minutes, but each second felt like an hour. If I was pregnant, what would that mean? The timing wasn’t exactly ideal. Troy was out there planning something with who knew how many ferals at his command, and my position as alpha would only last for another couple of weeks, at which point the alpha ceremony would determine the new leader.There were so many unknowns, and the certainty of having a baby wouldn’t clear any of them up…though I had to acknowledge that the thought of having a baby with Night electrified me. What if our child had his gorgeous emerald eyes? His smile or my hair? I became giddy just at the thought of it.But what about Night? He had so much going on—a baby would just be one more thing for him to stress about. I also had no idea how he felt about children. He was good with them, but did he want them? Did he want them with me?I looked at the sink where I’d left the plastic