Our disagreement about what to do if—when—we found Troy hadn’t helped with things. Bryn’s decision to keep him alive would never make sense to me. I would have thought that killing him would be a no-brainer after everything he had done to her. I’d heard what she had to say and tried to understand what she wanted for the future of the Kings, but I just didn’t get it. It irked me that we couldn’t see eye to eye about this, considering how important it was, but Bryn was stubborn and determined. I couldn’t just ask her to go along with what I wanted to do.
I spotted Dom talking with a smaller group of Kings. After sending out the search party, I had him patrol the territory on his own. Given the unusually messy state of his blond hair, he must have just gotten back.
“I’m going to catch up with Dom,” I said to Bryn.
“That’s fine.” She didn’t look at me, keeping her eyes on her list of facilities that had suffered the worst damage. “I’m going to find Tavi and discuss the damage. Maybe we’ll reconnect later.”
I watched her for a bit longer, but she didn’t return my gaze. My chest tightened when I remembered the tears swimming in her eyes during our argument and the moment she’d handed me the painkillers. Bryn didn’t use her emotions as a weapon when she was distressed. And even though she was angry with me, she still worried about me. Still cared.
That caring side of her persevered even when she felt low—it was part of what made her so amazing. As frustrated as I was with her, I still loved her deeply, which made this situation suck even more.
My wolf whined as I turned away from her. He didn’t like that we were on opposite sides of the Troy issue any more than I did. I wasn’t planning on changing my mind about Redwolf, though. I planned on living long enough to see that line die out, but if Bryn had her way, that wouldn’t happen as quickly as I wanted.
Dom nodded at me as I approached, but his attention was trained on the men in front of him. They were Kings, and from their quick, decisive gestures, it was obvious to me that they were either pissed, stressed out, or some combination of the two. Those conditions didn’t bode well for wolf shifters, but at least they were still in their human forms, which made them easier to reason with.
“I’m telling you that we’re handling this,” Dom said to the group. “We’ve got Wargs and Kings working for this.”
“What can we do?” one of the Kings demanded, stepping toward Dom.
“Hold on,” I said, moving between the two. “What’s going on?”
“We heard that Troy escaped,” the same man responded. He had a decade on Dom and me, and he, like the men behind him, had the bulky physique of a fighter. “We heard he’s the reason we were attacked. That true?”
I shared a look with Dom. “Might as well tell them,” his voice entered my mind. “If there are already rumors, it won’t be long before the entire pack finds out who was behind the attack.”
Good point. “From what we’ve discovered, yes. Troy sent the ferals to attack so he could escape.”
The King turned his head and spat on the ground. “Fuck that. Fuck him. I’ve gathered up some men, and we’re going to hunt him down.”
I arched a brow. “On whose authority?”
He raised his chin and met my gaze. “Our own.”
I narrowed my eyes, and after a few moments, the pressure of staring down an alpha got to him. He looked away. These men were serious about going out there and finding Troy. I really, really couldn’t blame them, but we couldn’t afford to have rogue groups of wolves running through the forest, covering up tracks and scents with their footsteps.
“We’ve already got people on that,” I said, looking from him to the other wolves behind him. “I know you’re all concerned, but your alpha is handling it.” Maybe not the way I would want her to, but…
“No.” He shook his head. “I can’t just sit around waiting for that. I need to do something. My mate, my pups…” His eyes flashed as he thought of his family. “They need to know I’m out here helping and making sure this doesn’t happen to us again.”
“What’s your name?” I asked.
“Donald.”
“Donald. Are you and everyone else fighters? Hunters?”
He puffed up his chest. “We’re fighters.”
“Yeah, I figured as much. You all look like you could take Troy down easily.” A bit of flattery went a long way to calm wolves, and I hoped it would work here. “But Donald, I can’t let you do what you want. There’s something else you could be doing, something more effective than going blind into the forest.”
He stared at me, waiting.
“I want you and your men to gather every able-bodied wolf you can find to stand at the border. If any of you see a feral wolf, catch it before it reaches the compound.”
“You want us to just stand around and wait for something to happen?”
“No, I want you to protect your pack. That’s what you all really want to do, right? You want to make it so that your families can sleep easily?”
The Kings glanced at each other. They had to concede my point.
“What better way to ease the worst of their fears than to watch over the territory?” I asked. “Your pack needs you and your men out there doing that.”
They were coming around, but Donald still looked uncertain. “What about Troy?”
“It’s like Dom said. We’re on it. We’ll find him.”
He looked behind him to his men, and they all nodded reluctantly. “Alright. We’ll watch the borders.”I nodded. “Do it in shifts. Everyone at the border needs to be as alert and aware as possible.”He nodded before he and the wolves with him went to do as I said.I released a long sigh and turned to Dom.“I didn’t think you’d be able to calm him down,” he said. “A couple of times while speaking to him, I thought he might shift and make a mad dash into the forest.”“Luckily, we avoided that.” I ran my hands through my hair. “But I can’t say I don’t get where he’s coming from.”“Yeah, I know exactly how he feels.” Telepathically, he added, “Are you sure a search party is what we want? I think everyone would feel better if they were ordered to kill Troy on sight.”I appreciated my beta’s discretion. “Believe me, there’s nothing I’d like more than to send hunters out there, but Bryn doesn’t want to order his death.”Dom frowned. “She just wants to put him back in a cell?”“That’s right.”
Guilt gnawed at me, even though I’d expected that update. I was still recovering, but I felt like I was neglecting my pack. “What about ferals? Or Troy?”“As far as we could tell, there has been no increase in feral activity around our territory. And no signs of Troy lurking anywhere near our borders. Things have been normal.”“That’s a relief,” I said. At least I didn’t have to worry about the ferals and Troy on top of everything else on my plate. “Anything else to report?”“Yes, actually. It’s about the council.”My brows shot up. “Do they want to meet with me?”“Yes, they do, and it sounds pretty serious,” he replied. After a moment of hesitation, he reluctantly added, “They didn’t seem very happy.”I was glad to know Troy was leaving my pack alone, but hearing about the council set me on edge again. I wanted to visit my pack ASAP to assure myself that things were okay, but I would much rather avoid seeing the council. We were on good terms, but they were more traditional than I ca
“Thank you.” The awkwardness returned, but I wouldn’t let it linger this time. “Bryn, can we just…talk about this? I don’t want to leave you with this hanging between us.”She crossed her arms, still not looking at me. “I don’t think we’ll ever see eye to eye on this particular topic, Night. You want to kill Troy; I want him back in prison. I don’t see how we can compromise.”I sighed.“But…” she said, glancing at me through her long lashes. “I think we can at least call a truce for now. I don’t want you to be thinking about our argument while you’re checking on the Wargs.”My heart beat hard with love for her. I appreciated her kindness and understanding nature. She always thought about others before herself, even when she was irritated with me.“If this is a truce,” I said, walking closer to her and offering my hand, “maybe we could shake on it?”Her eyes fixed on my hand before traveling slowly up my arm to my face. An easy smile spread across her face. “You’re going to be gone a f
“Um…hello?”I jumped, almost dropping the small stack of papers. A sense of something else lingered at the edge of my mind, another presence, a sense of magic. With that feeling came a voice, but it wasn’t mine, and it wasn’t my wolf’s. It sounded a bit like…“Tavi?” I asked. “Is that you?”“Bryn!” Tavi responded. “Yes, it’s me. I felt…another person in my mind, and I thought I was going crazy. I had no idea that was you.”“But how are we…how is this happening?”“It’s part of our bond!” She had so much excitement in her voice that she almost sounded like the old bubbly Tavi from before Troy had kidnapped her. “Alphas and betas can communicate like this, but I didn’t think we would be able to do this because this was supposed to be temporary.”“This is amazing!” I had tingles. Despite the setback of Troy’s escape, the fact that I had an alpha connection to Tavi made me feel like it hadn’t been a series of misunderstandings that had led to me being alpha. “I was just thinking I could us
I laughed. Being able to talk to each other at any time would take some getting used to, but I was glad for it. Having Tavi in my mind wasn’t unpleasant at all. In fact, it was as comforting as having my wolf.“Sounds good. We’ll catch up later.”The walk to my mother’s cabin took about fifteen minutes. The morning air was clear and fresh, and the sky a bright azure. As I walked through the compound, nobody jeered at me or sent me strange looks as they had after I beat Troy in the alpha ceremony. It seemed to finally sink in that I was their alpha. You’d think nearly killing Troy right in front of them would have been enough. At least they’re giving me some space now.One familiar face stood out to me from a group of male wolves near one of the rebuilding sites. He looked around my age, with short, wavy auburn hair. He was very muscular, maybe even bigger than Night or Dom, and had sky-blue eyes tinged with silver when the light hit them. He didn’t look like the type who would sell wa
I sat on the toilet and waited for the test. The box told me I would only have to wait a few minutes, but each second felt like an hour. If I was pregnant, what would that mean? The timing wasn’t exactly ideal. Troy was out there planning something with who knew how many ferals at his command, and my position as alpha would only last for another couple of weeks, at which point the alpha ceremony would determine the new leader.There were so many unknowns, and the certainty of having a baby wouldn’t clear any of them up…though I had to acknowledge that the thought of having a baby with Night electrified me. What if our child had his gorgeous emerald eyes? His smile or my hair? I became giddy just at the thought of it.But what about Night? He had so much going on—a baby would just be one more thing for him to stress about. I also had no idea how he felt about children. He was good with them, but did he want them? Did he want them with me?I looked at the sink where I’d left the plastic
“Oh, Mom, you’ve been wonderful and amazing. Believe me. It’s just that…now that I’ve got my own baby on the way, I wish I knew more about who I am. I want to be able to tell my baby about its biological grandparents and the kind of people they were.”Mom nodded and gave me a small smile. “Don’t worry, Bryn, I’m not taking any offense. I understand where you’re coming from. I don’t have answers for you; the heavens only know how badly I wish I did have them. But, honey, I’m committed to helping you in whatever way I can.”I smiled, relieved that I hadn’t hurt her feelings and she would help me. “Thanks, Mom. I love you so much.”“I love you, too, sweetheart. But I want to add one thing.”“Yes?”“You don’t need to know your biological parents to be a good mother. You have plenty of experience watching pups, and you’re a very patient and nurturing young woman. You’re going to be a great mother. I know it.”“I hope that’s true, but I can’t seem to stop doubting myself.” I forced a laugh,
“Thank you for coming,” I said, my voice resonating over the crowd. “It’s been too long since I’ve been home. I was injured and helping my mate settle into her role as alpha, but I should never have left you all for so long. I apologize for that, but I know apologies aren’t enough, so I’m here to reconnect with all of you and listen to what you need from me.”My announcement was met with silent stares until a voice spoke up.“Is Bryn all right?” Mabel asked. “And Tavi and Violet?” Mabel was an older woman who loved working in the mess hall. She and Bryn had really built a connection when Bryn first arrived in my territory.Dozens of Wargs nodded. They, too, wanted to make sure Bryn was all right. I smiled. It was a relief to know that my pack cared about my mate’s well-being.“Yes, they’re all doing great,” I said. “Bryn is settling into her alpha role well. As soon as we’re able, she’ll come round to see everyone.”“Well, it’s nice to hear someone’s doing their duty for their pack.”