He looked behind him to his men, and they all nodded reluctantly. “Alright. We’ll watch the borders.”
I nodded. “Do it in shifts. Everyone at the border needs to be as alert and aware as possible.”
He nodded before he and the wolves with him went to do as I said.
I released a long sigh and turned to Dom.
“I didn’t think you’d be able to calm him down,” he said. “A couple of times while speaking to him, I thought he might shift and make a mad dash into the forest.”
“Luckily, we avoided that.” I ran my hands through my hair. “But I can’t say I don’t get where he’s coming from.”
“Yeah, I know exactly how he feels.” Telepathically, he added, “Are you sure a search party is what we want? I think everyone would feel better if they were ordered to kill Troy on sight.”
I appreciated my beta’s discretion. “Believe me, there’s nothing I’d like more than to send hunters out there, but Bryn doesn’t want to order his death.”
Dom frowned. “She just wants to put him back in a cell?”
“That’s right.”
“She won’t be alpha forever. When her term ends, Troy will either be killed by the next alpha or let out.”
I sighed, the irritation from my argument with Bryn returning. “That’s what I tried to tell her, but she won’t budge. She reminded me that she’ll still be on the council as den mother, but we don’t know how influential that position will be.”
Dom scratched the stubble on his chin. He hadn’t had the chance to shave with all the chaos going on. Come to think of it, neither had I. There was nothing I would have loved more than taking a dip in the hot springs to release some of the tension between my shoulders.
“I guess we’ll just have to find him and see what happens.”
“If we’re lucky, he’ll try to fight one of our men and end up being killed. I think even Bryn would be okay with that.” Out loud, I said, “For now, let’s help get everything organized for repairs. While you’re doing that, I’ll head back to Warg territory to make sure everything is protected in case of a feral attack.”
Dom eyed me, one eyebrow raised. “Night, did you forget that you can’t shift? How are you going to get to our compound?”
“Shit.” Those painkillers had made me forget I was still recovering. I needed to shift, but according to Dr. Stan, I wouldn’t be able to do that for another few days at most. I was itching to see my pack, but that wouldn’t be possible for a little longer. “I guess there’s no other option. I’ll have to send you.”
Dom gave my shoulder a sympathetic pat. “I’ll be back as soon as possible.”
“I know you will.” Despite my bad mood, I felt some comfort knowing my beta was on top of things. “I want a detailed report of everything.”
“Of course.” He grinned. “When have I ever let you down?”
Five days after Troy’s escape, which marked twelve days into Bryn’s rule as alpha, I was washing the dishes from the rabbit stew I’d made for dinner. I heard Bryn walking around deeper in the house. Since our argument, we hadn’t really connected with each other.
While I was recovering, Bryn, Tavi, and I corralled the Kings and put together a solid organizational plan for rebuilding. It would be best to start from the perimeter and work our way in, prioritizing the homes and places necessary for the pack to function, like the wood storage and emergency rations buildings.
While the Kings set to work restoring their pack to tip-top shape, Bryn and I shied away from the Redwolf issue. And as the days passed, and the search party had few updates for us on Troy’s location, it seemed like things would never get better between us. This was the first huge fight we’d had since the claiming ceremony, and we’d both walked away with wounds.
I was still licking mine, and given the sad shift of Bryn’s mouth whenever we made eye contact, she wasn’t doing any better. It was tough feeling so distant from my soulmate, but what made it even tougher was being unable to shift. Running had always been the best way for me to let off some steam, but when I tried to push myself even a little, the pain in my side flared up so badly, it left me gasping and sweating on the floor.
That was earlier on in my recovery. Now the pain in my side had faded from searing to a dull throbbing. Another day or so, and I’d be back to form. I just hoped Dr. Stan agreed.
A knock came from the front door, and I set down the pot I was scrubbing. I wiped my hands on a kitchen towel and answered the door.
Dom was standing there. “Hey, Night,” he said with a smile.
I smiled back, relieved to see him. “Dom. Come on in.”
We returned to the kitchen, and I grabbed us a couple of beers. I sat on the counter and twisted off the tops. If Bryn saw me, she would’ve made me get off, but she was doing something else—I didn’t even know what. That bothered me more than I wanted to let on.
“How are you doing, Night?” Dom asked. “You’re looking a little constipated.”
“If you value your life, you’ll shut the hell up, Dom.”
I knew he was tempted to make some joking retort, but fortunately for both of us, he kept it to himself.
“Status report?” I asked.
“Our pack is healthy and happy. Everyone’s working as hard as they normally do, though morale’s a bit low because it’s been a while since they’ve seen you.”
Guilt gnawed at me, even though I’d expected that update. I was still recovering, but I felt like I was neglecting my pack. “What about ferals? Or Troy?”“As far as we could tell, there has been no increase in feral activity around our territory. And no signs of Troy lurking anywhere near our borders. Things have been normal.”“That’s a relief,” I said. At least I didn’t have to worry about the ferals and Troy on top of everything else on my plate. “Anything else to report?”“Yes, actually. It’s about the council.”My brows shot up. “Do they want to meet with me?”“Yes, they do, and it sounds pretty serious,” he replied. After a moment of hesitation, he reluctantly added, “They didn’t seem very happy.”I was glad to know Troy was leaving my pack alone, but hearing about the council set me on edge again. I wanted to visit my pack ASAP to assure myself that things were okay, but I would much rather avoid seeing the council. We were on good terms, but they were more traditional than I ca
“Thank you.” The awkwardness returned, but I wouldn’t let it linger this time. “Bryn, can we just…talk about this? I don’t want to leave you with this hanging between us.”She crossed her arms, still not looking at me. “I don’t think we’ll ever see eye to eye on this particular topic, Night. You want to kill Troy; I want him back in prison. I don’t see how we can compromise.”I sighed.“But…” she said, glancing at me through her long lashes. “I think we can at least call a truce for now. I don’t want you to be thinking about our argument while you’re checking on the Wargs.”My heart beat hard with love for her. I appreciated her kindness and understanding nature. She always thought about others before herself, even when she was irritated with me.“If this is a truce,” I said, walking closer to her and offering my hand, “maybe we could shake on it?”Her eyes fixed on my hand before traveling slowly up my arm to my face. An easy smile spread across her face. “You’re going to be gone a f
“Um…hello?”I jumped, almost dropping the small stack of papers. A sense of something else lingered at the edge of my mind, another presence, a sense of magic. With that feeling came a voice, but it wasn’t mine, and it wasn’t my wolf’s. It sounded a bit like…“Tavi?” I asked. “Is that you?”“Bryn!” Tavi responded. “Yes, it’s me. I felt…another person in my mind, and I thought I was going crazy. I had no idea that was you.”“But how are we…how is this happening?”“It’s part of our bond!” She had so much excitement in her voice that she almost sounded like the old bubbly Tavi from before Troy had kidnapped her. “Alphas and betas can communicate like this, but I didn’t think we would be able to do this because this was supposed to be temporary.”“This is amazing!” I had tingles. Despite the setback of Troy’s escape, the fact that I had an alpha connection to Tavi made me feel like it hadn’t been a series of misunderstandings that had led to me being alpha. “I was just thinking I could us
I laughed. Being able to talk to each other at any time would take some getting used to, but I was glad for it. Having Tavi in my mind wasn’t unpleasant at all. In fact, it was as comforting as having my wolf.“Sounds good. We’ll catch up later.”The walk to my mother’s cabin took about fifteen minutes. The morning air was clear and fresh, and the sky a bright azure. As I walked through the compound, nobody jeered at me or sent me strange looks as they had after I beat Troy in the alpha ceremony. It seemed to finally sink in that I was their alpha. You’d think nearly killing Troy right in front of them would have been enough. At least they’re giving me some space now.One familiar face stood out to me from a group of male wolves near one of the rebuilding sites. He looked around my age, with short, wavy auburn hair. He was very muscular, maybe even bigger than Night or Dom, and had sky-blue eyes tinged with silver when the light hit them. He didn’t look like the type who would sell wa
I sat on the toilet and waited for the test. The box told me I would only have to wait a few minutes, but each second felt like an hour. If I was pregnant, what would that mean? The timing wasn’t exactly ideal. Troy was out there planning something with who knew how many ferals at his command, and my position as alpha would only last for another couple of weeks, at which point the alpha ceremony would determine the new leader.There were so many unknowns, and the certainty of having a baby wouldn’t clear any of them up…though I had to acknowledge that the thought of having a baby with Night electrified me. What if our child had his gorgeous emerald eyes? His smile or my hair? I became giddy just at the thought of it.But what about Night? He had so much going on—a baby would just be one more thing for him to stress about. I also had no idea how he felt about children. He was good with them, but did he want them? Did he want them with me?I looked at the sink where I’d left the plastic
“Oh, Mom, you’ve been wonderful and amazing. Believe me. It’s just that…now that I’ve got my own baby on the way, I wish I knew more about who I am. I want to be able to tell my baby about its biological grandparents and the kind of people they were.”Mom nodded and gave me a small smile. “Don’t worry, Bryn, I’m not taking any offense. I understand where you’re coming from. I don’t have answers for you; the heavens only know how badly I wish I did have them. But, honey, I’m committed to helping you in whatever way I can.”I smiled, relieved that I hadn’t hurt her feelings and she would help me. “Thanks, Mom. I love you so much.”“I love you, too, sweetheart. But I want to add one thing.”“Yes?”“You don’t need to know your biological parents to be a good mother. You have plenty of experience watching pups, and you’re a very patient and nurturing young woman. You’re going to be a great mother. I know it.”“I hope that’s true, but I can’t seem to stop doubting myself.” I forced a laugh,
“Thank you for coming,” I said, my voice resonating over the crowd. “It’s been too long since I’ve been home. I was injured and helping my mate settle into her role as alpha, but I should never have left you all for so long. I apologize for that, but I know apologies aren’t enough, so I’m here to reconnect with all of you and listen to what you need from me.”My announcement was met with silent stares until a voice spoke up.“Is Bryn all right?” Mabel asked. “And Tavi and Violet?” Mabel was an older woman who loved working in the mess hall. She and Bryn had really built a connection when Bryn first arrived in my territory.Dozens of Wargs nodded. They, too, wanted to make sure Bryn was all right. I smiled. It was a relief to know that my pack cared about my mate’s well-being.“Yes, they’re all doing great,” I said. “Bryn is settling into her alpha role well. As soon as we’re able, she’ll come round to see everyone.”“Well, it’s nice to hear someone’s doing their duty for their pack.”
I directed another group to grab some spare wood and supplies so we could get all hands on deck. Beer and food were served, and time passed in friendly productivity. Before I knew it, it was time to speak to the council.I reached out to them telepathically.“We’ve been expecting you, Alpha,” Wayne replied. “Meet us at my cabin, please. The five of us have already gathered.”It seemed I wasn’t the only one who wanted to get the meeting over with.Wayne’s cabin was farther inside the compound, a few yards from the library, where I was repairing one of the reading benches. In Wayne’s sixty years of life, he’d had six pups. Because of that, he lived in one of the larger cabins that were impossible to miss.I walked up to the door and knocked before stepping inside. They were expecting me, so there was no need to wait for an invitation.I found the council members sitting at the varnished wood table in Wayne’s living room. They stood as I entered. Jasmine Howler, the second-oldest in her