Chapter 7
RAYANA POV
Liquid shock held my lungs captive as I watched HIM walk away, shoulders and frame larger than life. Everything in my body and soul just knew that it was the beautiful intruder from last night, the same man who'd moved into my head and decided to live rent-free. His face was the replica of an angel, his body the one only possessed by gods.
It was clear to any onlooker that God took his time sculpting, modeling, and framing to be the finest specimen he was.
And the voice... I now knew who the owner of that sweet voice was, and intrigue bubbled inside me like green acid.
I wondered what his eyes looked like. Damn the bloody glasses that hid those killer jewels from me.
"I don't blame you for staring. He's hot as fuck." Charlotte's voice yanked me from my musings. Redness crept to my face and I thanked Heaven for the small blessings since my face was already red from all the crying.
I cast a look at my sister to find her staring at me, a knowing look on her face. I feigned nonchalance.
"What are you talking about? "I bunched my brows behind my Black sunglasses, knowing damn well that it wasn't going to work on her.
"The poor big stranger whom you just undressed with your eyes?" saliva caught in my throat, and I coughed a whole deal while she burst out laughing.
Her hand landed on my lower back and she started rubbing small circles.
"There, there. Such a strong reaction for someone who claims to be innocent" We stopped in our tracks for me to catch my breath. And when I did, I punched her.
"Ow, Dona! " she exclaimed holding her side. I pointed an accusing finger at her.
"You did not see anything. You hear me?" she chuckled before making a zip-motion on her mouth, then threw away the imaginary key behind her. I smile!
"Most definitely. And I sure as hell didn't see that intense look you two shared." she nodded with mock enthusiasm and once again, I blushed beet red.
"Don't let Luc hear you say that." we resumed our walking towards the castle. "Or I'll end up single"
"Oh come on Dona. It's not like you are happy with Lucas. And right now you sound desperate for a relationship that might end at any moment. We all know that you are only with him for stability. There's no love, no passion, nothing. " her words hit me like a whiplash causing me to swallow down the rising bile. She was right. And it hurt to even admit it. But the fact that my own family saw through the facade I tried so hard to keep intact hurt even more.
I swallowed hard.
“I know things don’t seem well with Luc right now, but we will eventually sort it all out. We are getting married in June, so hopefully we’ll have it all figured out.” That didn’t sound convincing to my own ears. Five months before my wedding and the mere thought of it made me want to chew a jean jacket!
Charlotte sighed out.
“It's your relationship. Only you and Luc know it better than we all ever could. All I am saying is I would hate it if my sister got stuck in a loveless marriage only because her husband was the only stable candidate available.” She added a shrug. “But I wouldn’t be surprised if that handsome stranger burst through the church doors just when you were saying your not-so-true vows of forever, swooped you off your feet, and ran into the sunset with you. You saw those tattoos peeking through the neckline of his shirt? He looks very capable of doing that.”
I leaned back as I let out a full-blown belly laughter at her silly ramblings. For the first time in the past two weeks, I laughed out genuinely.
“You’ve been reading too many novels, Charlotte.” She gave me a pearly smile. Against my better judgment, I glanced back in the direction of the parking lot, then swallowed audibly as the pictures Charlotte painted in my brain swirled in slow, motion!
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We entered the house through the back door to find everyone waiting in the foyer, everyone wore a puzzled look while James explained something with the wave of his hands. We drew closer until we were in earshot.
"Couldn't you wait for tomorrow maybe? Your father's body had only been buried and you already..."
"I understand you all feel like this is unfair. But time waits for no one. Father is not coming back, and while everyone is busy mopping I have a title to bear, and duties to uphold. So we can all go back to over rooms and continue our crying after this has been done!" James exclaimed with a hard look, cutting Aunt Bell mid-speech.
"I swear one would think you are the one who killed my brother to claim the archduchy." Aunt Bell spewed with a look of sheer disgust on her face. Mom’s loud crying filled the room and I stepped closer.
“I did not steal anything. The archduchy is mine by birth. It is what I was born for. Father could die today or ten years to come and it would still be mine.” James stared down at my aunt, venom dripping off his tongue.
“Whoa! Everyone?” I stepped forward holding my hands up.
“Can somebody tell me what the fuck is going on? James?” I said staring at my brother through my peripheral vision,
He remained silent, a muscle ticking in his jaw as he continued his stare down with my aunt.
“Your brother here called the family lawyer to read the will. He is on his way as we speak.” My aunt spat angrily. My eyes flew open, and rage overshadowed the pain that pierced through my heart. Everything happened in slow motion from there. One minute I was sandwiched between my aunt trying to stop World War 3 from breaking, the next minute I had my hand clutched in another one as a stinging pain shot from my heating palm, through my arm, and straight to my brain.
A loud SLAP of skin hitting another skin echoed through the vast foyer, and everything else went dead silent.
James had his cheek covered with one hand, and a murderous look brewed on his face.
“You just don’t know where to draw the line, do you?” I spat angrily, tears pouring down my face.
“Is this the monster that father raised? Do you think he would look at everything you are doing and want you to be his successor? We all know that the archduchy meant everything to him, and what you are doing right now is nothing but a disgrace!” I walked towards him and stood right in front of him, chest to chest.
“Is the archduchy you all think of? Just what have you become, James?” I lost it. Fists, slaps, and everything came tumbling down as I turned his chest into a solid punching bag.
He took both my wrists in one hand, stopping me in one abrupt movement.
I hated how weak I was. I hated how I couldn’t stand up against my evil brother, how powerless I was because if I could, I would stop this nightmare in just a heartbeat, and James would not be the archduke.
“Don’t anger me, sister. All of this…” his eyes roamed the open foyer, landing on each one of us. I was the last one to receive his cursing stare. “-all of this including you, belongs to me. So don’t push me because, by the end of today, you’ll be homeless if you cross the line.” With a hard shove, he pushed me backward.
I tumbled backward and fell onto the floor like a pile of useless bones and flesh and I landed on the hard, cold surface with a meaty thunk.
Charlotte’s arms caught me a little too late. I clutched onto her and let out a wail I didn’t know I’d been holding.
“I HATE YOU,” I screamed.
“I hate you so fucking much you freaking monster.” James acted oblivious to my little meltdown and started to walk away, the phone in his hand. He held it to his ear, then nodded to whatever was being said in the receiver. He spun around, and with a sickening smirk called out:
“Everyone should come to the main office. The lawyer has arrived!”
PROLOGUEALEJANDRO POVThe tension in the room was thick and cloying, the air dense and heavy to breathe. I pinched the bridge of my nose and stared at the small chair that was placed in the middle of the office, curtains closed and shadows hiding underneath the blinding light of the crystal chandelier above. It was a good place, the one grandmothers used to have. What enticed me was not the chair… No.It was the bambolina dressed in a white dress, hair pulled in a tight bun on top of her head. She had on her feet white stiletto heels with red bottoms, and her face held no emotions whatsoever. “Signorita, please. I did not mean to…”“To betray my husband and I? I know.” She nodded with mock understanding, then pulled the white gloves from the pocket of her white fur coat that was draped behind the chair, and dropped them to her lap.My blood ran cold with what came next!“They had my family. My wife and my daughter… I didn’t know what to do.” The traitor bawled from the floor in fr
RAYANA POVIgnorance is bliss!And so were the times I pretended to be one of the million citizens of Great Britain without the duties and the expectations of my ‘holier than thou’ last name following closely behind me like a shadow. Very unfortunately, those times did not end well; it so happened that every time I stepped out of the shell that had cocooned me my entire life, things just had to go to shit!And to shit they go. I raised my head as the heavy metal door slammed shut a few yards from where I was canoodled on the cold floor, blankly staring at my sparkly two-toned green and silver Jimmy Choo’s. Something about the gems studded into the fabric fascinated me!“Get up, princess. Looks like today is your lucky day.” The mean Latino officer intoned as she jiggled heavy cell keys, the sound creating a hollow echo inside my brain. The deadlock bolted into place before she yanked the bar door open, and then held it ajar. I got up from my pitiful position and straightened the non
Chapter 2ALEJANDRO POVThe clock’s timely ticks and tocks filled in the silent space, the words ‘Tell me about yourself’ lingering in the air between us. Everything about being here left a bitter taste in my mouth, and made me ache for something entirely different. I came here because somebody suggested I needed it. I needed to think about something; anything other than blood and white powder and reigning the underworld, yet all the red-haired bambolina did for the past eleven minutes and thirty-seven seconds was flash her undoubtedly fake tits in my direction and lift her skirt inches higher up her thighs.A universal ‘I want to fuck you’ sign women flashed whenever they wanted someone up in their nooks and crooks!I could fuck her right where she sat; considering I had already pictured all the ways I could switch positions in her like I was doing some yoga. Yoga! Maybe I should try that shit. Maybe it would ease the blood lust and make me think like a human!Tick. Tock. Tick. Toc
Chapter 3RAYANA POVThe sun floated across the sky as I sat on the elevated sill staring blankly at the greenery that stretched on the acres and acres of land. Tears left a trail of sticky mess on my face, and my chest rose and fell with short breaths as I tried to make meaning of the situation. It felt like a nightmare; a cold, inhuman, cruel dream and my heart was screaming in agony to be shaken awake. My dad and I may have had our differences but he was everything to me. The man got me in ways that nobody had ever done, and he was my safe space when the world kept me awake at night. And to lose him just like that… It was a cruel joke. He was sick. There was no doubt that he was ever going to make it. Leukaemia sucked him dry from the inside. I watched him wither and rot in his skin until he was nothing but the shallow reflection of the glorious and mighty man he used to be. It hurt me to see him slowly perishing, but all of that didn't prepare me for his death. None of it ev
RAYANAI whisked my head to the side and glared at the monster who was sitting at my right, looking so unaffected by the series of nonsense he just spewed. Inheriting the archduchy was all that he thought about. My blood roared in my veins, and venom threatened to choke me dead. I bit my tongue and swallowed the poison that was ready to pour off my tongue, then decided to glare out the window at the passing scenery. He was right, to some extent. Our lives, unlike theirs, were a long political charade, always open and exposed to the eyes of the public. And vultures and thieves were hiding in the shadows waiting for a moment of weakness, just a tiny lapse in judgment and they would latch on everything that had the archduchy name on it. I released a shaky breath and pinched my eyes shut.And in that moment, I wished I was born ordinary. At least I could mourn my father’s death without having to worry about being mocked for grieving my dad. “I understand it is hard for you, brother.
Chapter 5ALEJANDRO POVI watched her out of my peripheral vision as she rose from her seat and walked out. Her face was swollen, her feet wobbly, yet she managed to hold her head up high and walk out like she owned the place. I looked at the front of the ballroom at the excuse of a man called her brother, only to find him glaring piercing daggers at her retrieving back. I let out a smooth chuckle!Of course, he didn’t like it. And she just had to do it.My chest ballooned with pride as I cast another look at her, and a foreign feeling caught my heart in a tight grip.I swallowed hard. I don’t know what it was that propelled me to fly to the UK. And I knew damn well it wasn’t to pay tribute to the late archduke. Yes, we may have been business associates but that was all it ever was. Nothing more, nothing less. And we sure as hell were not on a friendly basis to attend each other’s backyard brunches and funerals. And heck, now that I thought about it, I had a shit ton of things to t
Chapter 6RAYANA POV The morning arrived, and I peeled myself reluctantly from the warm pillow. The inside of my head felt like a clubhouse of a thousand trolls, and there was this sinking feeling that seemed to be pulling my insides into a bottomless pit. I remained seated for a few minutes, trying to come to the current reality and not drift away in the musings of my mind. As much as my mind had rather amusing things- and I would rather be anywhere than in my current life- I had to get up and face the day. The door was yanked open and in came Charlotte dressed in a pair of black pants, black stiletto heels, and a black coat. She had on her head a small veil that covered her pale skin and undoubtedly poofy eyes. “You look like shit.” She said walking in my direction and stood before my bed. I wanted to ask where she got the energy to get up so early and prep up, while I was here feeling like I had had a one on one with John Cena in a wrestling mania!“And you bathed nice,” I said
Chapter 7RAYANA POVLiquid shock held my lungs captive as I watched HIM walk away, shoulders and frame larger than life. Everything in my body and soul just knew that it was the beautiful intruder from last night, the same man who'd moved into my head and decided to live rent-free. His face was the replica of an angel, his body the one only possessed by gods. It was clear to any onlooker that God took his time sculpting, modeling, and framing to be the finest specimen he was.And the voice... I now knew who the owner of that sweet voice was, and intrigue bubbled inside me like green acid.I wondered what his eyes looked like. Damn the bloody glasses that hid those killer jewels from me."I don't blame you for staring. He's hot as fuck." Charlotte's voice yanked me from my musings. Redness crept to my face and I thanked Heaven for the small blessings since my face was already red from all the crying.I cast a look at my sister to find her staring at me, a knowing look on her face. I
Chapter 6RAYANA POV The morning arrived, and I peeled myself reluctantly from the warm pillow. The inside of my head felt like a clubhouse of a thousand trolls, and there was this sinking feeling that seemed to be pulling my insides into a bottomless pit. I remained seated for a few minutes, trying to come to the current reality and not drift away in the musings of my mind. As much as my mind had rather amusing things- and I would rather be anywhere than in my current life- I had to get up and face the day. The door was yanked open and in came Charlotte dressed in a pair of black pants, black stiletto heels, and a black coat. She had on her head a small veil that covered her pale skin and undoubtedly poofy eyes. “You look like shit.” She said walking in my direction and stood before my bed. I wanted to ask where she got the energy to get up so early and prep up, while I was here feeling like I had had a one on one with John Cena in a wrestling mania!“And you bathed nice,” I said
Chapter 5ALEJANDRO POVI watched her out of my peripheral vision as she rose from her seat and walked out. Her face was swollen, her feet wobbly, yet she managed to hold her head up high and walk out like she owned the place. I looked at the front of the ballroom at the excuse of a man called her brother, only to find him glaring piercing daggers at her retrieving back. I let out a smooth chuckle!Of course, he didn’t like it. And she just had to do it.My chest ballooned with pride as I cast another look at her, and a foreign feeling caught my heart in a tight grip.I swallowed hard. I don’t know what it was that propelled me to fly to the UK. And I knew damn well it wasn’t to pay tribute to the late archduke. Yes, we may have been business associates but that was all it ever was. Nothing more, nothing less. And we sure as hell were not on a friendly basis to attend each other’s backyard brunches and funerals. And heck, now that I thought about it, I had a shit ton of things to t
RAYANAI whisked my head to the side and glared at the monster who was sitting at my right, looking so unaffected by the series of nonsense he just spewed. Inheriting the archduchy was all that he thought about. My blood roared in my veins, and venom threatened to choke me dead. I bit my tongue and swallowed the poison that was ready to pour off my tongue, then decided to glare out the window at the passing scenery. He was right, to some extent. Our lives, unlike theirs, were a long political charade, always open and exposed to the eyes of the public. And vultures and thieves were hiding in the shadows waiting for a moment of weakness, just a tiny lapse in judgment and they would latch on everything that had the archduchy name on it. I released a shaky breath and pinched my eyes shut.And in that moment, I wished I was born ordinary. At least I could mourn my father’s death without having to worry about being mocked for grieving my dad. “I understand it is hard for you, brother.
Chapter 3RAYANA POVThe sun floated across the sky as I sat on the elevated sill staring blankly at the greenery that stretched on the acres and acres of land. Tears left a trail of sticky mess on my face, and my chest rose and fell with short breaths as I tried to make meaning of the situation. It felt like a nightmare; a cold, inhuman, cruel dream and my heart was screaming in agony to be shaken awake. My dad and I may have had our differences but he was everything to me. The man got me in ways that nobody had ever done, and he was my safe space when the world kept me awake at night. And to lose him just like that… It was a cruel joke. He was sick. There was no doubt that he was ever going to make it. Leukaemia sucked him dry from the inside. I watched him wither and rot in his skin until he was nothing but the shallow reflection of the glorious and mighty man he used to be. It hurt me to see him slowly perishing, but all of that didn't prepare me for his death. None of it ev
Chapter 2ALEJANDRO POVThe clock’s timely ticks and tocks filled in the silent space, the words ‘Tell me about yourself’ lingering in the air between us. Everything about being here left a bitter taste in my mouth, and made me ache for something entirely different. I came here because somebody suggested I needed it. I needed to think about something; anything other than blood and white powder and reigning the underworld, yet all the red-haired bambolina did for the past eleven minutes and thirty-seven seconds was flash her undoubtedly fake tits in my direction and lift her skirt inches higher up her thighs.A universal ‘I want to fuck you’ sign women flashed whenever they wanted someone up in their nooks and crooks!I could fuck her right where she sat; considering I had already pictured all the ways I could switch positions in her like I was doing some yoga. Yoga! Maybe I should try that shit. Maybe it would ease the blood lust and make me think like a human!Tick. Tock. Tick. Toc
RAYANA POVIgnorance is bliss!And so were the times I pretended to be one of the million citizens of Great Britain without the duties and the expectations of my ‘holier than thou’ last name following closely behind me like a shadow. Very unfortunately, those times did not end well; it so happened that every time I stepped out of the shell that had cocooned me my entire life, things just had to go to shit!And to shit they go. I raised my head as the heavy metal door slammed shut a few yards from where I was canoodled on the cold floor, blankly staring at my sparkly two-toned green and silver Jimmy Choo’s. Something about the gems studded into the fabric fascinated me!“Get up, princess. Looks like today is your lucky day.” The mean Latino officer intoned as she jiggled heavy cell keys, the sound creating a hollow echo inside my brain. The deadlock bolted into place before she yanked the bar door open, and then held it ajar. I got up from my pitiful position and straightened the non
PROLOGUEALEJANDRO POVThe tension in the room was thick and cloying, the air dense and heavy to breathe. I pinched the bridge of my nose and stared at the small chair that was placed in the middle of the office, curtains closed and shadows hiding underneath the blinding light of the crystal chandelier above. It was a good place, the one grandmothers used to have. What enticed me was not the chair… No.It was the bambolina dressed in a white dress, hair pulled in a tight bun on top of her head. She had on her feet white stiletto heels with red bottoms, and her face held no emotions whatsoever. “Signorita, please. I did not mean to…”“To betray my husband and I? I know.” She nodded with mock understanding, then pulled the white gloves from the pocket of her white fur coat that was draped behind the chair, and dropped them to her lap.My blood ran cold with what came next!“They had my family. My wife and my daughter… I didn’t know what to do.” The traitor bawled from the floor in fr