Oliver
The crowds slowly started to disperse, but I stayed planted in my seat. Time seemed to speed up as I stared at the center ring. It felt like only seconds went by before I realized I was alone in the tent. It was just me and the magic that lingered in the air of the show that I had witnessed.
I sighed as I stretched out my joints. I was about to stand up when someone appeared beside me, Jules. He leaned up against the bench I sat on and followed my eyes to the ring.
"So what did you think of my little show, Mr. Graham?" Sweat clung to Jules's forehead as he pulled out a handkerchief and tried to dab it away.
"It was a gasser! It's a good thing you are leaving tomorrow, or I would go broke coming to see it over and over again." I grinned as I stared back out at the ring. "What's it like out there?"
"Center ring?" A twinkle gleamed in Jules's eyes. "Nothing quite like it. It's the best high I have ever experienced. No menial job could compare to it."
I didn't say anything as I glanced around the ring. Workers began to haul the stands out of the tent.
"Don't tell me, Oliver. Are you jealous?" There was that twinkle again, but this time something was a bit off. It wasn't just excitement. Whatever it was vanished before I had a chance to discern what it could have been or it's meaning.
"I've never seen anything like it..." I didn't know what to say. Was I jealous?
"Come on, kid. Let me introduce you to some people."
"Sure." I followed Jules out of the tent obediently.
I had no idea how long I had been sitting alone in the big top. All the townspeople seemed to have disappeared as if they had never been here, to begin with.
"Jules!" A voice called out from behind us. I turned in time just to see the woman I saw yesterday marching up to us. She was draped in a black silk robe with black fur on the cuffs. She had a black lace folding fan clasped in her hand. As she walked, the robe slipped and exposed the flesh of her shoulder. Was she not wearing anything under it?
I immediately dropped my eyes to the ground. Why was she dressed so scandalously?
"Ah, bonjour, Shirley, did you have a good show?" Jules was utterly unfazed by her like this was an everyday occurrence.
"Not bad, but we had a couple of blokes trying to boondoggle their way in. Carl burned a couple of them. Then he burned a couple of others after they tried to grope one of the girls." Shirley was so nonchalant about all of this as she tugged her robe back into place.
People trying to con their way into her show and touching a girl. Then it hit me. The Tattoo Temptress was Shirley, and she danced...was she in charge of a cat house? That's where Chester went? His Ma really would kill him.
"Thanks for letting me know. Oh, Shirley, I would like you to meet my new friend. His name is Oliver Graham."
"Oh yeah, I saw you yesterday. You were eating an egg salad sandwich." Shirly scrunched up her nose in disgust. "It stunk."
How in the world did she smell it? It's not like she got that close to us.
"Shirley here has her own ring." Jules had an all-knowing grin plastered across his face. "I hear you visited her tent earlier."
"Oh, I didn't go to her show." I tried to maintain my composure. "I actually barely made it in the door. I talked to the Porcelain Lady."
"Yes, my Birdie. She's a pretty little thing. Isn't she?" Jules grinned.
"I think you mean MY Birdie." Shirley swatted at Jules with her fan. "She spends more time with me than you."
"Oh, Shirley, we can share Birdie." Jules reached his hand out and let her fingers graze Shirley's cheek. Shirley's face soured, and she slightly flinched under his touch.
A chill seemed to cling to the air. Everyone seemed to go quiet and walk away from us.
"So, Birdie is the Porcelain Lady?" I tried to soften the atmosphere. "Since I didn't venture in the tent, I didn't get to see everyone. How does everyone get their stage name?"
"I give most of them." Shirley beamed. "Of course, I give the performers the final say."
"Shirley!" A man's voice called from the direction she had come from. There he was, the man from yesterday. His body was toned and almost glistened in the soft lighting.
"Carl, baby! I'm just talking to Jules." She called over her shoulder. The man came up behind Shirley. His arms snaked their way around her waist before burying his face in her neck. Her robe became loose again, exposing her skin.
I felt my cheeks become enflamed as I stared at the clump of dried grass at my foot. I didn't need to see her show to get the idea.
"Bashful thing, isn't he?" Shirley cooed as Carl snorted into her neck.
"Come on, baby. I need a cuddle." Carl let his hands slip lower and lower.
"See you in the morning, Jules." Shirley unfurled her fan and fanned herself. Carl snatched her up, throwing her over his shoulder before disappearing into the shadows.
"You will have to forgive them. Carl and Shirley still act like they are freshly mated." Jules seemed amused by the odd couple.
"Mated?" I questioned, but I was ignored.
"Come on, Oliver. I want to introduce you to my angel."
Angel? That's what he called the girl that did the silk show. My heart began to beat loudly in my chest. I wanted to meet her more than anything.
"Oh, okay." I could feel the spring in my step, but I tried not to let my eagerness show.
Jules rummaged in his tailcoat and pulled out a pack of cigarettes. He quickly lit one and slipped it between his lips. Jules took a long drag and the smoke out of his nose.
"Do you want one?" Jules offered the pack to me.
"Oh, no thanks." I shook my head. I never tried a cigarette, but considering the little money I made, it was a habit I couldn't afford to like.
"Ah, I should have known. Scared you can't afford it?"
Did Jules just read my mind? "Uh, exactly," I muttered.
Jules pocketed his pack as he turned into the dark to head towards the train cars. Up ahead were faint lights and what looked like a small bonfire.
"This way, Mr. Graham. Stick with me. Some people might not take kindly to your kind in our trains." A poof of smoke trailed behind Jules and hit me in the face. I slowly fanned the air, trying to disperse the cloud.
"Are you sure it's okay for me to be here then?"
"Of course, I am the boss." Jules was so confident. I didn't know if he indeed was or if it was his unfamiliar accent that gave off that aura. "Come on, just up ahead."
I followed his shiny, slicked-back hair. It almost looked silver under the moonlight. I was so focused on his hair that I almost ran into him as he stopped in front of me.
Jules climbed a ladder on the side of a train car. He motioned me to follow him. The rusty metal was cool to the touch, and every step made a clinking noise.
As I finally made my way up to the last rung, I was able to see over the edge of the car's roof. There in a sea of stars was the angel my soul begged for me to meet.
She wore a simple white dress. Her honey hair cascaded off her shoulders. Her back was to me; my eyes roamed every curve and every inch of her exposed skin. I wanted to remember every dimple, every freckle.
"Oliver, meet Elsie, my angel."
OliverIt was as if time slowed on its axis as she turned around. The star's light twinkled in her eyes blue eyes, turning them into pools of constellations. Her hair caught the moonlight, making her look like a mythical creature...or maybe even an angel."Jules, honey, you know I like my quiet time after the show." Elsie's voice wasn't like anything I had ever heard before. There was a strength in her tone but, at the same time, something soft."I know; I am sorry." Jules tucked his chin down and looked at the train car. He was like a puppy being scolded; I almost felt bad for the guy. "This is my new friend Oliver Graham. He seemed so mesmerized by your act. I thought he would like to meet you."
OliverMy feet were like lead as I dragged myself away from the train car. I didn't want to leave.Something inside of me wanted to stay with her. I couldn't put my finger on it, but there was something unusual about her. Elsie had said that Jules could seem almost magical, but in my opinion, she was the magical one.I kicked at a pebble as I slowly started to head away from the Circus grounds. It rolled across the dirt path. I would get to see her in the morning, so why was I acting this way. She did say that tomorrow morning was it, though when those words left her lips, I felt part of my heart fracture."Oliver! Where are you going?" There was that french accent again; how did Jules always seem to know where I was? If he kept it up, I would probably think he was tracking me or something.I turned around and scratched the back of my head sheepishly. I was supposed to stay with Elsie until he came back, and instead, I left. He was pr
Oliver"Chester...Chester's dead?" The words tasted like charcoal in my mouth and made me feel as if I was drowning, gasping for a breath of fresh air. It was as if freezing cold water had been dumped over top of me. The hangover that was clinging to me was ripped away, leaving me in a confused and emotional state."Yeah, Mrs. Green found them first thing this morning." I felt Richard watching me like he was studying some type of science experience. "She said that the front door was left partially open. At first, Mrs. Green thought maybe one of the younger kids left it open when they ran out the door. When she knocked on the door to let them know, no one answered. That was when she went in..."Richard's voice began to tremble as he trailed off. Richard looked away from me; his eyes seemed to be examining every surface in the office. Now that I was more present, I recognized how pale his skin was with deep dark bags underneath his eyes."Mrs. Green found a
OliverThe door to the caboose slowly creaked open, allowing a cloud of musky dust to slip out, contaminating the air. I glanced over my shoulder one last time at the platform. I caught a glimpse of Richard's hair, beginning to summit over the last stair, and immediately gulped.Without another thought, I hastily slipped into the boxcar. The compartment was dimly lit and the complete opposite of what I thought when Jules said his world of pure imagination. The heavy metal door loudly banged shut behind me. I stepped to the side to let Jules pass by but accidentally stepped on something soft and squishy."Watch where you are stepping! You piece of shit!" A menacing low voice grumbled beside me. Suddenly whatever I was stepping on was yanked out from underneath me. I stumbled to catch my balance after losing my footing."Oh, calm down, Grady!" Jules chuckled behind me as he roughly clasped my shoulder. "Oliver, this is Grady. He is one of my right-hand men.
Oliver I felt like the air was sucked out of my lungs when I looked into the door frame and saw Elsie standing with her hands on her hips. Her hair was rolled in foam curlers with a white silk scarf tied around them. A peach satin and lace teddy skimmed the top of her thighs. A white silk kimono robe had slid off of her shoulders, resting in the crooks of her elbows. She was the most beautiful sweet patootie I had ever seen; she didn't seem real, even with the rollers. I was sure my jaw hung ajar as soon as I had caught a glimpse of those pale milky thighs. I no longer felt the needle piercing through my skin. As soon as I saw Elsie, the world seemed too slow, and I let my full attention fall on her. When did I become such a sap? As I let my eyes wander up to her face, I found a sour expression. Why did she look like that? Shoot, I had goofed up and stood her up this morning. She probably thought I was a nogoodnik now. I had forgotten about her between the bo
Oliver As the words left Elsie's lips, the lights flickered momentarily as the sound of rain falling down plinked throughout the train. Elsie pulled her face away from my ear and looked up at my face expectantly. I didn't react, though; my face was as still as a statue. It was as if time froze for me. I didn't know what Elsie meant; she wasn't a wolf. Her actions were starting to bother me, nicking away at the wall I was keeping up. Why was she so dead set on me not being here? Why couldn't I have a place here? What did I ever do to her? My world had been ripped out from underneath me just a couple of hours ago. My only real friend in town was dead, and the man I looked up to had accused me of murdering him. I had nothing. All I had was Jules's hand reaching out to me. He unknowingly pulled me out of a dark and lonely place. He was giving me a chance, giving me a glimmer of light, of hope. Elsie studied my face, searching for something, maybe just try
ElsieI knew as soon as I saw that kid talking to Jules after the show, things weren't going to end well. I saw the excitement in Jules's eye, the same one he got when he would find a new rogue werewolf with skills he could make a buck off of. It was the same look he got when he found Birdie hiding out in the woods, abandoned by her pack. I swear it was like dollar signs were popping out of his eye sockets.I didn't get one thing though, why did Jules get that look about this random human? What was so special about him? What did Jules see in Oliver that I didn't? I didn't see the money.The first time I set my eyes on Oliver was in the river. The twit was lurking behind some rocks and startled the troupe. I've never seen a human run so fast before in my life. I almost felt bad for him, especially with Grady there. Grady wasn't a pretty wolf, that was for sure. If people thought he was menacing in human form, they would defecate themselves if they caught a glimps
Elsie I refused to move from the floor until I heard Rosemary's door snap shut. It burned me up that Jules had taken Oliver to Rosemary. I understand that she used to be a nurse before joining the circus, but that was years ago. Now she was just a broad who danced around on her mate's back in the center ring. From the outside, it probably looked like Rosemary and I were just eggs to each other. That wasn't the case; we had our reasons. She was blaming her fall from grace on me instead of opening up her eyes to reality. When I joined the circus, Rosemary was the big finale. She used to eat up all the attention Jules gave her, but that didn't last. Rosemary met her mate about a month after I joined. Thomas was a lowly pack
Oliver Time flew like it never had before. Was this what it was like to be truly happy? Shit, if this was happiness, then I never knew it before. It had been five years since Jules went after Elsie. Five years that had gone by as quick as a cricket. Five blissful years that were a dream compared to all my years before. The first thing we did was weed out all of Jules's cronies after that night. As a whole, we decided it was best if we left them in the hands of the Sundrop pack. They caused unnecessary bloodshed in their pack territory. It was only fitting that they could decide their fates. It also saved us a heap of trouble, making it a win-win for all parties involved. Cirque du Lune officially went belly up the night Jules died in Lousianna—some of the performers and lackeys packed up and left soon after. Without Jules, everyone was free to do what they wanted, without his shadow of tyranny looming over them. Everyone could finally breathe without the threat of poison engulfing t
ElsieA flood of familiar scents washed over me as blurs of browns, creams, grays, reds, and blacks lept through the gaps in the trees like a mighty rushing river. There they were, my chosen family, the rogues who banned with each other, searching for a safe glimmer in this dark world of ours. I felt my throat contract as I caught sight of Carl clinging to Shirley's fur while he whipped a rusted metal pipe through the air. There was a fire in his eyes, which was more potent than any flame he breathed.Jules's whole body stiffened from the crown of his greasy hair down to his toes. It seemed he hadn't prepared for the potential of the entire circus following him into the woods. The reassuring sight of Carl and Shirley proved that the pack of wolves wasn't coming to help him; they were coming to aid me. Jules was no longer in control of all these rogues, and I knew that simple fact had to scare the living shit out of him. I saw the irritation flick across his face as his skin tightened
OliverAs the last wolf disappeared into the thickets, I waited as the last snaps of twigs and crunch of leaves faded. I expected a cold crash of fear to overtake me as I looked at Eddie. Unexpectantly nothing even remotely resembling fear licked at my belly. There was an eerie calm seeping out of the earth and weaving through the trees. I swiped my tongue across my cracked lips, dampening them to ensure we were still operating.I let my eyes fall back on Eddie; I only felt a wave of anger for every second, every minute, every day his existence had plagued me. From that wave, adrenaline raced through my whole being. He had to be stopped now, and it didn’t matter what he did to me; he just had to be stopped.“What’s it like to know you weren’t good enough for that bitch of a broad?” Eddie flashed his teeth, stained with a grimy yellow film from years of smoking and drinking. I knew that cold, cruel smile plastered on Eddie’s face was only to get a rise out of me. From Eddie’s eyes, I k
Elsie The blood in my veins turned into rivers of deathly ice. The color in the world around me disappeared, leaving an unforgiving coldness closing in on me, threatening to stifle the raging of my heartbeat ticking away in my chest. This couldn’t be happening; he couldn’t be here. How far would I have to run to be able to escape his blood-drenched muzzle? Would I ever be free to enjoy the babble of a brook or the sweet aroma of fresh spring flowers? I should have known better. When did Jules ever give up? I knew the answer from the first time I saw him snap someone’s neck. Jules was a demon used to getting what he wanted, and if it weren’t willingly given to him, he would take it by force. Everyone around him were his personal puppets; every single one of us was dangling by weathered strings from Jules’s fingers. Every movement and every shadow Jules’s minions cast were calculated. At any second, Jules would decide it was time to sacrifice one of his pawns, and their lines would sev
ElsieI had never been in a pack like this. Even my original pack was nothing compared to this. There was warmth in the air and a sense of peace that seemed to flow out of everyone I encountered. Compared to the years under Jules’s thumb or when I was in Delbert’s pack, this place was a pure ray of light.My mind was on overdrive as I met the members of my new pack. Their faces and hair colors blended into nothing but a muddled blur of a beige rainbow. I wish I could have slowed down time to take my time to memorize every person.They were all so happy and eager to see me, and I felt like an imposter; I was nothing that special. They were expecting someone they could rely on and who could lead them, and I was just a glorified performer. I could show them how to dangle from a ribbon if they wanted, but if you wanted someone who could be something of value to the pack, it sure as hell wasn’t me.Warmth crackled like electricity as Everett’s hand snaked around the small of my back. I loo
OliverBirdie climbed up on an old crate that creaked underneath her; she looked like a bloody queen perched up there. There was something different about Birdie tonight. The timid girl who avoided holding eye contact with people was gone, and now a fierce woman stood before me. Roustabouts, performers, werewolves, humans, and everybody in between crept out of the shadows. Even Rosemary and Thomas slipped into view.“What’s going on?” Rosemary jutted her hip out to the side as she threw her arms across her chest. “What do you think you are doing calling us here like this?”“Attention, everyone! We have a situation!” Birdie’s voice rang out in the night air. “Earlier today, one of our troupe members found their mate.&rdquo
OliverI looked at Birdie in disbelief. This dame ran so hot and cold; it was a miracle when I could actually figure out what she was thinking. This time was not one of those times; when I searched her for any indication of what was happening inside her head, Birdie’s eyes gave nothing away.Just because Elsie had left the circus and left me didn’t mean I would throw her away. Elsie would always hold a piece of my heart in her hands, and besides my own attachment to her, I had made a promise to look after her. I would keep my promise to Milton.“It doesn’t matter if she has a mate, Birdie. Whether or not you like it, Elsie will always be one of us, even if she isn’t here.” I scowled at Birdie before chasing after Carl and Shirley.“I did it for you!” I heard Birdie call after me, but I wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of me turning around to acknowledge her. Besides, I didn’t even know if I bel
OliverI whipped around to find Eddie peering at me from a tree. The moonlight didn’t do much for his appearance. The dried residue of his makeup was flaking off, almost like his flesh was peeling off his face.“Oh, Eddie.” I gulped. “You startled me; I didn’t know you were there.”My eyes glanced around from Birdie, Carl, and Shirley; their expressions screamed they hadn’t been aware of his presence. That caused a pit to form in my stomach.Eddie slithered into view. “Who’s gone?” I hated his voice so much; it was so ragged it made my skin crawl.“No one is,” Carl quickly muttered before reaching into his pocket to pull out a cigarette.“Don’t lie to me, Carl.” Eddie hissed as he stalked closer to me. “Where is our star? Is she who is gone?”“I-I don’t know what you ar
OliverNelson dropped me off on the edge of town closest to Cirque du Lune’s setup but far enough away where no one would catch a whiff of his scent. As I went to slam the door shut behind me, Nelson cleared his throat.“Yeah?” I ducked my head down as I looked back into the car at him.“If I were you, kid, I would get the hell away from those rogues; the sooner, the better.” Nelson’s voice was gruff; the way he talked about the circus and the rogues was like someone had squeezed lemon juice in a cut in my mouth.“Isn’t your future Luna one of those rogues?” I glared at that sad excuse of a man. “Have a nice evening Nelson.”I slammed the car door and started towards the soft glow on the lights, beaconing me home to the circus. I was tense until I heard the roar of the automobile rumble away. Only when I was sure he was gone did the tension in my body leave.No matter how long I wa