Oliver
A loud clunk followed by a distinctive hum echoed through the tent before six vibrant spotlights fell on the center ring. There he was. Jules was dressed in white britches, knee-high black books, a crimson tailcoat, and a black top hat. His blonde hair was slicked back in his typical hairstyle.
Of course, he was the ring leader! Why didn't I think of that before? Why else would a random Frenchman be in town?
"Mesdames et Messieurs! I proudly present my wolves!" Jules's voice bounced off of the tent, his last statement catching everyone off guard.
Whispers engulfed the audience. "Wolves?" "What does he mean?" "Are we in danger, mommy?"
Before I made out any other words, the sound of paws hitting the ground radiated from beside me. I instinctively gulped and scooted closer to the older couple I was sitting beside.
"It's okay, son." The old man leaned over his wife and tried to comfort me. "I have been to many of a circus, and they always have their beasts under control."
"Beasts? Have you ever seen wolves, though?" I replied.
Before he could respond, the lights in the tent turned back on. Running around the ring was at least a dozen wolves, all seeming to vary in colors. One thing that they shared....they were huge, except for one. There was one that was strikingly white.
"Do not be scared of my wolves! They will not hurt you!" Jules called to the audience. The white wolf came and laid at his feet.
A black wolf jumped through a ring that was set up behind Jules. The rest of the wolves followed suit. None of them seemed to want to be left behind. It almost seemed like it was a game.
The audience oohed and ahhed at the wolves. The louder the audience cheered, the more the wolves seemed to put their all into the show. It indeed was mesmerizing.
"What do you think? Is it time for something a little more dramatic?" Jules boomed.
The crowd was eating out of his hands. I didn't think they could get any louder, but they proved me wrong.
"Let me introduce you to the one and only Mademoiselle Rosemary!" A girl with flaming red hair glided down from the ceiling, resting on a bar. She wore a tight black leotard with a black tutu and black ballet slippers. Her hair was swept up into a bun with a large feathered hair ornament.
Rosemary curtsied for just a moment before launching herself onto the back of a gray wolf. The wolf seemed completely unfazed as it continued to run around the ring. Rosemary let go of the wolf and stood upon the wolf's back.
The big top went utterly silent as they watched her. Everyone was hanging on her every movement. You could cut the tension in the tent with a knife as she relevéd into an arabesque.
Rosemary looked as if she was dancing on air. Her moves were pure grace throughout her routine. When her dance was over, the gray wolf slowed down to a trot and let her dismount. She nuzzled her face again the wolf's snout before she curtsied one last time.
The crowd erupted into applause and cheers. Rosemary looked unfazed as she climbed back onto the wolf's back and rode it out of the tent past me. A parade of wolves followed after her, with the pure white bringing up the end.
As the wolf walked past me, it seemed to almost throw its chin up in the air. I cocked my head to the side in a confused manner. Did that wolf just give me attitude?
"Wasn't she beautiful?!" Jules's voice commanded the audience to pay attention to him again. Everyone's neck craned back towards the center ring. "Si belle! Now for something a little more lively!"
As soon as the words left his lips, a loud crash of cymbals crashed, causing everyone to jerk their head to look to the opening on the other side of the tent. A five-piece band burst into the tent, followed by jugglers, clowns, and the fire-breather I saw the day before.
The acts were the complete opposite of Rosemary. These guys were loud, crass, and moronic, but they were terrific. My ribs were sore from laughter. Tears threatened to leak from the corners of my eyes.
When was the last time I laughed like this? It had to be years? Maybe even a decade?
The night went by in a blur. I was on the edge of my seat the whole time. A whirlwind of emotions whipped around inside of me. What kind of magic did this place hold? How did they do it?
"Ladies and Gentlemen, this night has been one for the books! Do not worry; we have one more act!" Jules was standing in the center of the ring as the lights shut off in the tent one by one. "I present to you, my angel."
A soft beam of light clacked on aimed towards the center of the ring, where a tawny wolf stood alone. The sound of a piano vibrated in the tent, followed by a violin.
"Ah! Winter from The Four Seasons by Vivaldi!" The elderly woman beside me hoarsely cried out in a whisper. Her voice seemed to catch in her throat as she grabbed her husband's hand. Her husband grinned and rested his hand on her's.
I turned my attention back to the center ring just to watch a white fabric cascade down from the roof of the tent behind the wolf. The material dragged the ground as it began to slowly coil its way around the wolf until the wolf vanished into a sea of white.
As the silk slowly unwound, the wolf was gone, and in its place was a woman wearing a sparkling white and gold costume. She had honey blonde dripping down in luscious curls. She was gorgeous. I had never seen anyone more beautiful in my life.
At the sight of her, the crowd went wild. She flashed the crowd a wickedly cocky grin as she entangled her hands into the fabric of the silk. Before I could gawk at her for one more second, she took flight in the air.
I had never seen anything like it. My heart hammered in my chest as I watched the girl. I couldn't take my eyes off her as she soared through the air like an angel. She commanded the whole audience, barely letting anyone breathe, let alone think.
The violin and piano encouraged her to go faster. Throwing her body upside down and only hanging on with her legs. Her hair and hands dangling as she spun around the ring.
Something about her made my heart leap into my throat. She was wild with reckless abandonment but, at the time, so poised.
As the music slowed its tempo, her movements became more controlled and graceful. Everything about her seemed to soften.
Every time she climbed that ribbon and dropped, I thought my heart was going to croak.
I didn't realize it until the music stopped and her toes touched the ground that I was holding my breath the whole time. The tent erupted into applause.
I never clapped or cheered so hard in my life. Just to see her, it was worth giving up a meal...it was worth giving up a dozen meals.
"Wasn't my angel the epitome of perfection?" Jules appeared as the white fabric disappeared back into the ceiling of the tent. He grabbed the woman's hand and spun her before she bowed.
As the cheers and screams bounced off the walls, the wolves from earlier slowly entered the tent. They did a leisurely lap around the ring before laying down behind Jules and the woman. No one feared the wolves now. They were a part of a truly magical experience.
"Ladies and Gentlemen! Children of all ages! Thank you for coming out to our show tonight!" Jules wrapped his arm around the silk woman's waist. I felt my stomach twist in knots.
"We hope you enjoyed our spectacular spectacle! We hope you have a wonderful night!"
As I watched Jules whisper into her ear, causing her to swat at his chest before stealing his top hat to wear, I knew that I had to meet her. I didn't have many wants or desires in life these days, but I wanted her.
OliverThe crowds slowly started to disperse, but I stayed planted in my seat. Time seemed to speed up as I stared at the center ring. It felt like only seconds went by before I realized I was alone in the tent. It was just me and the magic that lingered in the air of the show that I had witnessed.I sighed as I stretched out my joints. I was about to stand up when someone appeared beside me, Jules. He leaned up against the bench I sat on and followed my eyes to the ring."So what did you think of my little show, Mr. Graham?" Sweat clung to Jules's forehead as he pulled out a handkerchief and tried to dab it away."It was a gasser! It's a good thing you are leaving tomorrow,
OliverIt was as if time slowed on its axis as she turned around. The star's light twinkled in her eyes blue eyes, turning them into pools of constellations. Her hair caught the moonlight, making her look like a mythical creature...or maybe even an angel."Jules, honey, you know I like my quiet time after the show." Elsie's voice wasn't like anything I had ever heard before. There was a strength in her tone but, at the same time, something soft."I know; I am sorry." Jules tucked his chin down and looked at the train car. He was like a puppy being scolded; I almost felt bad for the guy. "This is my new friend Oliver Graham. He seemed so mesmerized by your act. I thought he would like to meet you."
OliverMy feet were like lead as I dragged myself away from the train car. I didn't want to leave.Something inside of me wanted to stay with her. I couldn't put my finger on it, but there was something unusual about her. Elsie had said that Jules could seem almost magical, but in my opinion, she was the magical one.I kicked at a pebble as I slowly started to head away from the Circus grounds. It rolled across the dirt path. I would get to see her in the morning, so why was I acting this way. She did say that tomorrow morning was it, though when those words left her lips, I felt part of my heart fracture."Oliver! Where are you going?" There was that french accent again; how did Jules always seem to know where I was? If he kept it up, I would probably think he was tracking me or something.I turned around and scratched the back of my head sheepishly. I was supposed to stay with Elsie until he came back, and instead, I left. He was pr
Oliver"Chester...Chester's dead?" The words tasted like charcoal in my mouth and made me feel as if I was drowning, gasping for a breath of fresh air. It was as if freezing cold water had been dumped over top of me. The hangover that was clinging to me was ripped away, leaving me in a confused and emotional state."Yeah, Mrs. Green found them first thing this morning." I felt Richard watching me like he was studying some type of science experience. "She said that the front door was left partially open. At first, Mrs. Green thought maybe one of the younger kids left it open when they ran out the door. When she knocked on the door to let them know, no one answered. That was when she went in..."Richard's voice began to tremble as he trailed off. Richard looked away from me; his eyes seemed to be examining every surface in the office. Now that I was more present, I recognized how pale his skin was with deep dark bags underneath his eyes."Mrs. Green found a
OliverThe door to the caboose slowly creaked open, allowing a cloud of musky dust to slip out, contaminating the air. I glanced over my shoulder one last time at the platform. I caught a glimpse of Richard's hair, beginning to summit over the last stair, and immediately gulped.Without another thought, I hastily slipped into the boxcar. The compartment was dimly lit and the complete opposite of what I thought when Jules said his world of pure imagination. The heavy metal door loudly banged shut behind me. I stepped to the side to let Jules pass by but accidentally stepped on something soft and squishy."Watch where you are stepping! You piece of shit!" A menacing low voice grumbled beside me. Suddenly whatever I was stepping on was yanked out from underneath me. I stumbled to catch my balance after losing my footing."Oh, calm down, Grady!" Jules chuckled behind me as he roughly clasped my shoulder. "Oliver, this is Grady. He is one of my right-hand men.
Oliver I felt like the air was sucked out of my lungs when I looked into the door frame and saw Elsie standing with her hands on her hips. Her hair was rolled in foam curlers with a white silk scarf tied around them. A peach satin and lace teddy skimmed the top of her thighs. A white silk kimono robe had slid off of her shoulders, resting in the crooks of her elbows. She was the most beautiful sweet patootie I had ever seen; she didn't seem real, even with the rollers. I was sure my jaw hung ajar as soon as I had caught a glimpse of those pale milky thighs. I no longer felt the needle piercing through my skin. As soon as I saw Elsie, the world seemed too slow, and I let my full attention fall on her. When did I become such a sap? As I let my eyes wander up to her face, I found a sour expression. Why did she look like that? Shoot, I had goofed up and stood her up this morning. She probably thought I was a nogoodnik now. I had forgotten about her between the bo
Oliver As the words left Elsie's lips, the lights flickered momentarily as the sound of rain falling down plinked throughout the train. Elsie pulled her face away from my ear and looked up at my face expectantly. I didn't react, though; my face was as still as a statue. It was as if time froze for me. I didn't know what Elsie meant; she wasn't a wolf. Her actions were starting to bother me, nicking away at the wall I was keeping up. Why was she so dead set on me not being here? Why couldn't I have a place here? What did I ever do to her? My world had been ripped out from underneath me just a couple of hours ago. My only real friend in town was dead, and the man I looked up to had accused me of murdering him. I had nothing. All I had was Jules's hand reaching out to me. He unknowingly pulled me out of a dark and lonely place. He was giving me a chance, giving me a glimmer of light, of hope. Elsie studied my face, searching for something, maybe just try
ElsieI knew as soon as I saw that kid talking to Jules after the show, things weren't going to end well. I saw the excitement in Jules's eye, the same one he got when he would find a new rogue werewolf with skills he could make a buck off of. It was the same look he got when he found Birdie hiding out in the woods, abandoned by her pack. I swear it was like dollar signs were popping out of his eye sockets.I didn't get one thing though, why did Jules get that look about this random human? What was so special about him? What did Jules see in Oliver that I didn't? I didn't see the money.The first time I set my eyes on Oliver was in the river. The twit was lurking behind some rocks and startled the troupe. I've never seen a human run so fast before in my life. I almost felt bad for him, especially with Grady there. Grady wasn't a pretty wolf, that was for sure. If people thought he was menacing in human form, they would defecate themselves if they caught a glimps
Oliver Time flew like it never had before. Was this what it was like to be truly happy? Shit, if this was happiness, then I never knew it before. It had been five years since Jules went after Elsie. Five years that had gone by as quick as a cricket. Five blissful years that were a dream compared to all my years before. The first thing we did was weed out all of Jules's cronies after that night. As a whole, we decided it was best if we left them in the hands of the Sundrop pack. They caused unnecessary bloodshed in their pack territory. It was only fitting that they could decide their fates. It also saved us a heap of trouble, making it a win-win for all parties involved. Cirque du Lune officially went belly up the night Jules died in Lousianna—some of the performers and lackeys packed up and left soon after. Without Jules, everyone was free to do what they wanted, without his shadow of tyranny looming over them. Everyone could finally breathe without the threat of poison engulfing t
ElsieA flood of familiar scents washed over me as blurs of browns, creams, grays, reds, and blacks lept through the gaps in the trees like a mighty rushing river. There they were, my chosen family, the rogues who banned with each other, searching for a safe glimmer in this dark world of ours. I felt my throat contract as I caught sight of Carl clinging to Shirley's fur while he whipped a rusted metal pipe through the air. There was a fire in his eyes, which was more potent than any flame he breathed.Jules's whole body stiffened from the crown of his greasy hair down to his toes. It seemed he hadn't prepared for the potential of the entire circus following him into the woods. The reassuring sight of Carl and Shirley proved that the pack of wolves wasn't coming to help him; they were coming to aid me. Jules was no longer in control of all these rogues, and I knew that simple fact had to scare the living shit out of him. I saw the irritation flick across his face as his skin tightened
OliverAs the last wolf disappeared into the thickets, I waited as the last snaps of twigs and crunch of leaves faded. I expected a cold crash of fear to overtake me as I looked at Eddie. Unexpectantly nothing even remotely resembling fear licked at my belly. There was an eerie calm seeping out of the earth and weaving through the trees. I swiped my tongue across my cracked lips, dampening them to ensure we were still operating.I let my eyes fall back on Eddie; I only felt a wave of anger for every second, every minute, every day his existence had plagued me. From that wave, adrenaline raced through my whole being. He had to be stopped now, and it didn’t matter what he did to me; he just had to be stopped.“What’s it like to know you weren’t good enough for that bitch of a broad?” Eddie flashed his teeth, stained with a grimy yellow film from years of smoking and drinking. I knew that cold, cruel smile plastered on Eddie’s face was only to get a rise out of me. From Eddie’s eyes, I k
Elsie The blood in my veins turned into rivers of deathly ice. The color in the world around me disappeared, leaving an unforgiving coldness closing in on me, threatening to stifle the raging of my heartbeat ticking away in my chest. This couldn’t be happening; he couldn’t be here. How far would I have to run to be able to escape his blood-drenched muzzle? Would I ever be free to enjoy the babble of a brook or the sweet aroma of fresh spring flowers? I should have known better. When did Jules ever give up? I knew the answer from the first time I saw him snap someone’s neck. Jules was a demon used to getting what he wanted, and if it weren’t willingly given to him, he would take it by force. Everyone around him were his personal puppets; every single one of us was dangling by weathered strings from Jules’s fingers. Every movement and every shadow Jules’s minions cast were calculated. At any second, Jules would decide it was time to sacrifice one of his pawns, and their lines would sev
ElsieI had never been in a pack like this. Even my original pack was nothing compared to this. There was warmth in the air and a sense of peace that seemed to flow out of everyone I encountered. Compared to the years under Jules’s thumb or when I was in Delbert’s pack, this place was a pure ray of light.My mind was on overdrive as I met the members of my new pack. Their faces and hair colors blended into nothing but a muddled blur of a beige rainbow. I wish I could have slowed down time to take my time to memorize every person.They were all so happy and eager to see me, and I felt like an imposter; I was nothing that special. They were expecting someone they could rely on and who could lead them, and I was just a glorified performer. I could show them how to dangle from a ribbon if they wanted, but if you wanted someone who could be something of value to the pack, it sure as hell wasn’t me.Warmth crackled like electricity as Everett’s hand snaked around the small of my back. I loo
OliverBirdie climbed up on an old crate that creaked underneath her; she looked like a bloody queen perched up there. There was something different about Birdie tonight. The timid girl who avoided holding eye contact with people was gone, and now a fierce woman stood before me. Roustabouts, performers, werewolves, humans, and everybody in between crept out of the shadows. Even Rosemary and Thomas slipped into view.“What’s going on?” Rosemary jutted her hip out to the side as she threw her arms across her chest. “What do you think you are doing calling us here like this?”“Attention, everyone! We have a situation!” Birdie’s voice rang out in the night air. “Earlier today, one of our troupe members found their mate.&rdquo
OliverI looked at Birdie in disbelief. This dame ran so hot and cold; it was a miracle when I could actually figure out what she was thinking. This time was not one of those times; when I searched her for any indication of what was happening inside her head, Birdie’s eyes gave nothing away.Just because Elsie had left the circus and left me didn’t mean I would throw her away. Elsie would always hold a piece of my heart in her hands, and besides my own attachment to her, I had made a promise to look after her. I would keep my promise to Milton.“It doesn’t matter if she has a mate, Birdie. Whether or not you like it, Elsie will always be one of us, even if she isn’t here.” I scowled at Birdie before chasing after Carl and Shirley.“I did it for you!” I heard Birdie call after me, but I wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of me turning around to acknowledge her. Besides, I didn’t even know if I bel
OliverI whipped around to find Eddie peering at me from a tree. The moonlight didn’t do much for his appearance. The dried residue of his makeup was flaking off, almost like his flesh was peeling off his face.“Oh, Eddie.” I gulped. “You startled me; I didn’t know you were there.”My eyes glanced around from Birdie, Carl, and Shirley; their expressions screamed they hadn’t been aware of his presence. That caused a pit to form in my stomach.Eddie slithered into view. “Who’s gone?” I hated his voice so much; it was so ragged it made my skin crawl.“No one is,” Carl quickly muttered before reaching into his pocket to pull out a cigarette.“Don’t lie to me, Carl.” Eddie hissed as he stalked closer to me. “Where is our star? Is she who is gone?”“I-I don’t know what you ar
OliverNelson dropped me off on the edge of town closest to Cirque du Lune’s setup but far enough away where no one would catch a whiff of his scent. As I went to slam the door shut behind me, Nelson cleared his throat.“Yeah?” I ducked my head down as I looked back into the car at him.“If I were you, kid, I would get the hell away from those rogues; the sooner, the better.” Nelson’s voice was gruff; the way he talked about the circus and the rogues was like someone had squeezed lemon juice in a cut in my mouth.“Isn’t your future Luna one of those rogues?” I glared at that sad excuse of a man. “Have a nice evening Nelson.”I slammed the car door and started towards the soft glow on the lights, beaconing me home to the circus. I was tense until I heard the roar of the automobile rumble away. Only when I was sure he was gone did the tension in my body leave.No matter how long I wa