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Angry at myself(Parker POV)
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Choosing her heart It's time
Tonight is the night. Tonight, we save Parker and the other's trapped in Elenore's compound. I won't consider failure as an option. Our team got a good night’s rest and we’re ready to move forward with the plan. We've been holed up in Maleigha's hotel for the last forty-eight hours, but we're on borrowed time. The moment Stephen or Vincent sniff out our presence; everything could be over. Tobias gave us enough information on when the guards change, when the best time to go in would be, and what entrance gives us the best shot, so we've created our plan around that. If I find out that he set any of this up as a trap, I'll make the remainder of his pathetic life more miserable than he could ever imagine. Wyatt’s warm hands grasped onto my shoulders, massaging them gently. My nerves were probably flooding our bond so badly that everyone in the room could probably feel it. I feel stronger. I feel ready, but being brave doesn’t mean that I can’t be afraid. So much is on the l
Choosing her heart Unprepared
We decided to park the vans along the road behind Elenore's building. Over the last few days, we decided that tonight was the best night given the lack of people bustling through the city streets. The sky was dark and the streets were void of light. It gave us the perfect cover to sneak in undetected. I was thankful that Elenore decided to surround her building with a lush landscape that included plenty of bushes and trees to use if necessary. My heart raced as I stared at the secret entrance. In just a few short moments, we would be entering the building and making our way towards the second secret entrance. The feeling of pure adrenaline coursed through my veins, making my body feel electrified. I knew my future telling was intensifying the feelings. Maleigha chose not to fight tonight, but her computer skills are going to come into play very soon. On our signal, she is going to hack Elenore's security systems, freezing all of the cameras. She found a loop of time where t
Choosing her heart First half
I turned around, seeing a large man standing behind the glass with a lopsided grin on his face. “You must be Felicity. I’m Ryzen, but you can call me Ry,” he smiled, outstretching his hand within his cell. I furrowed my brows, wondering how he knew my name, but I guess Parker would have had to talk to someone while he was here. I typed in the code, freeing him from his cell. ‘How can I help?’ he questioned through link. ‘We just need to get all of the captives to the vans that are parked on the rear side of the building. You can follow my warriors.’ He nodded, quickly joining the other’s and assuring everyone that they would be okay and that they could trust us. Wyatt ran up to me, looking over my body for any damage. “I’m fine, I promise,” I started, unable to finish my sentence before his lips crashed into mine. “I never doubted you, just needed a kiss,” he whispered, pecking me once more before his brows furrowed, “Wait, where is Parker?” “Looking for h
Choosing her heart Truly relax(Parker POV)
My mind has been moving a thousand miles a minute since Felicity appeared in front of the glass wall of my cell. I wasn’t sure what to say or do, so I just stood there, staring at her. My heart raced seeing her beautiful face again. She broke my soul into a million pieces, but none of that mattered once she materialized in front of me.At first. I thought I was just imagining things. How was it possible that she'd found me? Felicity may be my ex-mate, but she will always have a piece of my heart. She not only found out that I was still alive, but put her life in danger by coming to rescue me. I don’t think I could fully process what was happening. I heard all of the commotion down the hall, but the way the cells were set up, you had a very limited view beyond what was directly in front of you. When she unlocked my door and I was free, my feet still stayed frozen. My body almost paralyzed until she spoke, snapping me out of it. As soon as I came to, I knew I needed to get to
Choosing her heart Heading home
I woke up this morning feeling like we were finally turning a corner. Parker was finally coming home. We finally made it into the compound and rescued everyone. Everything we worked so hard for finally came full circle.“Mmmmmm. Felicity, I’m not ready to get up yet,” Wyatt whispered sleepily, tightening his arms around my body. Both of us fell into a much-needed deep sleep last night. It felt great to have such a huge weight lifted off of our shoulders. I rolled over, pulling his face towards mine. Wyatt was handsome all the time, but goddess help me, him in the morning was a whole new level. The way his eyes had an almost innocent look to them. The light stubble that dotted his jaw line. The flush of his cheeks. I kissed him with a hunger I didn’t realize that I had until this moment. The realization that so much could have gone wrong last night gave me a new understanding to the phrase 'Life is too short'.I watched as his eyes grew wide and he smiled into the kiss. “W
Choosing her heart Home sweet home
As soon as the plane landed, I noticed Wyatt’s father standing off to the side holding Helena. My heart beat quickened and I grabbed Wyatt, quickly pulling him off of the plane and rushing to Elias. Helena reached out for me and I grabbed her, spinning around and peppering her little face with kisses. Her giggles were like music to my ears. Wyatt came over, scooping her up and lifting her into the air over and over. Parker hesitated a moment before approaching the four of us. I could see the tears forming in his eyes seeing Helena after all of this time. Wyatt noticed him now too and quickly met Parker in the middle. Parker outstretched his arms, carefully taking Helena into them. Her little eyes looked so confused as she stared at Parker. Helena turned to look back at Wyatt, “Da da,” she cried, reaching for Wyatt. I watched Parker’s heart break right in front of my eyes. His daughter just called another man dad. Her cries intensified as she reached out for Wyatt. Parker swal
Choosing her heart Unconventional(Wyatt POV)
As soon as Parker walked through the door, I could feel how uncomfortable he was. The house reeked of sex. I’m pretty sure the counter was still sticky with a thin layer of Felicity’s sweat. I snuck a quick glance over my shoulder, hoping they wouldn’t realize what I was looking at. ‘At least he will know his place in Felicity’s life,’ Dex chuckled, clearly enjoying Parker’s timing. I groaned internally, ‘He knows he’s no longer Felicity’s mate,’ I mumbled. ‘Doesn’t change that he’s touched what’s ours,’ he growled. He had a point. This was going to be interesting, to say the least. “How are you feeling now that you are home?” Parker's lips pulled into a frown, “It’s been an adjustment. A little overwhelming.” I nodded. It was understandable that he would be overwhelmed. I can’t imagine all of the wolves coming up to him and welcoming him home. I outstretched my hand, “Kiera, it’s nice to officially meet you. I’ve never seen a fox in the flesh.” Or a fox cover
Choosing her heart Shopping
I noticed that Kiera had been tense since we left the packhouse. She was wringing her hands and looking out the windows nervously. “Kiera, where do you like to shop?” She bit her lip and looked down at her feet, “I’m not really sure. It’s been a really long time since I’ve actually been shopping. Everything that I owned was picked out by someone else.” Cami frowned, “Well, girl, today, you get to choose whatever you like. My treat.” Kiera shook her head, staring at Cami through widened eyes, “I can’t do that.” “I insist. Please. You are Parker’s mate and he is part of our little disfunctional family. That makes you part of the family too,” Cami reached across the space in the car, grasping Kiera's hand a squeezing. I watched her eyes glass over, but she quickly blinked away any tears, “I, uhm, thank you.” Cami smiled a wide, bright smile, “I’ve never personally met a fox before. Do you have a counterpart like us wolves do? Felicity told me how absolutely stunning you we
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Choosing her heart Chose my heart(THE END)
The night was finally here and the room was full. People from all walks of life sat at small round tables together. “You look beautiful,” Wyatt whispered in my ear. I decided to wear an all-black sun dress and just enough eye makeup to accentuate my eyes. We opted to keep things fairly casual for the evening. That way, there was no pressure on our new members. Many came here with next to nothing, and didn't want a free handout. Wyatt’s father was sitting at a table chatting with a beautiful vampire. He had a broad smile and she was laughing at whatever it was he was saying. He held Dex in his arms and kept glancing down at him while speaking with the woman.“I think that your father might be smitten.”Wyatt followed my gaze, “Oh yeah, he’s in trouble. Or maybe she’s in trouble.”Kiera joined us, “There are far more people here than I thought,” she whispered, nervously wringing her hands. “You have nothing to worry about. You’re a natural.”She took one final deep breath before taki
Choosing her heart Preparing
“Do we have all of the food prepared for the evening?” Two of the kitchen staff stood before me with clipboards. We were going over everything needed for our welcoming party. We had an overwhelming response once we began sending out invitations for the Safe Haven. At first, it was like a shockwave to the supernatural community. Unheard of in a way. A lot of packs returned our letter, accusing us of trying to steal their members. Some packs asked to come in and see what it was exactly that we were working so diligently on. We had five Alpha’s meeting Kai in total confusion on why we would welcome those of different supernatural races into our pack. ‘Werewolves are supposed to run packs for werewolves!’ they’d say. But in the end, they weren’t why we were making the program anyways and we held no room for their outdated ways. Once we had a few wolves show up, it was like the domino effect. It quickly became apparent that we were not prepared for the task ahead of us. “I believe so
Choosing her heart Excitement(Wyatt POV)
I’ve been trembling with excitement since we arrived. Felicity was sitting on a small bed with a towel on her lap, fidgeting her fingers since the nurse brought us in here. They’d taken a small vile of her blood and we were patiently waiting for the ultrasound tech to come and start looking at our pup. “I hope they hurry up. I’m going to burst here in a moment.”Felicity giggled, leaning down and capturing my lips in a sloppy kiss. A soft knock at the door had her pulling away and in came a young nurse. “Are you two ready to see your fledgling?” she asked with a warm smile. I’ve been calling my pup a kin, or pup, but the correct term is fledgling. The more you know...Felicity leaned back on the table as the nurse squirted jelly on her exposed belly. I grasped Felicity’s hand, squeezing it tightly. My eyes never left the little screen as she placed the wand into the sticky substance. A wiggly bean appeared on the screen causing my eyes to instantly well with tears. That little t
Choosing her heart Full circle
I decided to walk back home slowly, thinking about everything that had happened. I don’t want to believe that Parker is still in love with me. The thought makes me feel dirtied, like I'm betraying Kiera. She deserves his whole heart just as I've given mine to Wyatt.‘Can I come to you?’ Wyatt’s voice floated in my head.‘Sure, I’m walking home from the lake.’Less than thirty seconds later, Wyatt appeared in front of me. I could feel his guilt as he stood there wringing his hands.Closing the distance between us, I wrapped my arms tightly around his body and angled my face to look up at him. “Are you okay?”His arms snaked around my back, pulling me flush to him. One hand rested on the back of my head and the other squeezed my midsection. His chin rested against my hair, “I feel awful for how I acted earlier. Kiera didn’t deserve that."“I’m sure she will forgive you.”His head fell onto my shoulder, “Did you talk with Parker?”“I did.”He pulled away from me, “That’s all I get?”I s
Choosing her heart Ash(Parker POV)
She nodded and he leaned forward, crashing our lips into hers. His hands went into her hair, gripping it tightly. He pulled her closer to us, snaking a hand behind her back. The sparks from their contact were electrifying. ‘You taste like heaven,’ he growled, ‘Better than heaven.’ I typically wouldn’t have given Ash full control but I felt like they needed this moment. She climbed onto his lap and from where I was in his mind, it was like watching a show. Almost like seeing my mate with myself but from the outside, which was an interesting twist. He gripped her sides, positioning her directly on his lap. She leaned forward, capturing his lips in a dominant kiss. He plunged our tongue deep in her mouth and she let out a muffled moan. ‘Will you let me explore you, Kiera? I want to show you just how much you mean to me.’ “Please,” she moaned out. He stood, her legs wrapped around our middle and he carried her to the room. ‘Don’t be too rough,’ I warned. ‘Go away,’
Choosing her heart Cut the strings that hold me back(Parker POV)
As we ran through the thick foliage, Felicity’s voice was on repeat in my mind. I needed to forgive myself. Let go of the need for control. How does one do that when it is the only thing that they know? ‘The Goddess made Kiera for us. She doesn’t make mistakes,’ Ash muttered. That was only one piece to my puzzle. How do I forgive myself for not being there when my parents needed me? When Felicity needed me? When..... I needed me? Ash followed Kiera’s scent back to our house and I silently thanked the goddess that she still came home after I had embarrassed her today. He shifted, giving me control. I quickly threw on a pair of shorts and rushed inside. Kiera was sitting on the couch with a packed suitcase. The sight broke my heart. “Are.... are you leaving?” Her gaze met mine and I saw her puffy, bloodshot eyes. She probably hasn’t quit crying since I left the pack house. The thought that I caused that was a suckerpunch to the gut.“I think that would be what’s bes
Choosing her heart Choices
I found Parker sitting by the same lake that I’d taken him to the first time we talked after he came home. The whole run over here, I tried to think of what I was going to say, but in all honesty, the shock hadn’t worn off. There was never a moment where I would have considered Parker still harboring such deep feelings for me. The air coming off of the lake was bitter, even for myself. I walked over, sitting down next to him on the embankment. We sat in silence for what felt like forever before Parker spoke up, “I come here sometimes to think. It’s peaceful,” he chuckled sadly, "Just like you'd said before. Who would of thought you were always right?"I smiled, looking over the dark expanse of water, “It’s my favorite place within the pack lands.” “Why did you come to find me?” he questioned, sparing me a sideways glance. “It sounds like we need to talk,” I whispered. Part of me still didn’t know how to approach this situation. I didn’t want to hurt Parker. That was never
Choosing her heart Sick joke
When I heard all of the crashing coming from down the hall, I never imagined we’d be walking in on this. Parker being held back by Kai. Wyatt was leaned against the wall spitting blood. Wyatt shook his head with a smirk, his eyebrows raised, “Are you really going to make me tell her?” “Fill me in here. What is going on?” Wyatt chuckled, looking directly at Parker, “He’s still in love with you and is pissed that you turned.” A snort escaped his throat as he spit blood again, swiping the drips that had slid down from his nose, "What a fucking joke."My gaze fell on Parker and he looked absolutely devastated. I thought that we had been through this. We talked by the lake. He had given me a small ounce of doubt, but I was under the impression that we had worked through it. “Is this some kind of joke?” Kiera whispered. Tears filled her bright green eyes as she stared at Parker waiting for him to contradict what Wyatt was saying. I could hear her heart rate increase. She was hol
Choosing her heart Don't know how what to feel (Parker POV)
I slammed my fist into the opposite wall, “What’s my problem?" I seethed, "I don’t know, Wyatt. Ever since you walked into Felicity’s life, you have fucked things up.” He looked at me, a mix of anger, hurt, and confusion in his features, “What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” “You destroyed my relationship with Felicity. We were mates, that was supposed to be sacred, but you used your mate bond to destroy what we had. You play daddy to my daughter," I slammed my finger into my chest feeling the emotions inside tryng to explode, "You continuously put my family in danger. Time and time again. You’re not even a werewolf anymore for Goddess' sake and now... now you’ve managed to turn Felicity. You stole her identity. She was perfect. A beautiful she-wolf and now she’s a filthy bloodsucker.... just like you.” Kai’s eyes were wide when I finished my rant but Wyatt just stood there, smirking. “Are you still in love with Felicity?” was the only thing that came out of his mouth.
