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My eyes sprung open at my door flying across my room. I sat up and rubbed my eyes as my pater

and family came stepping into my room. " She had earphones in. That is why she did not hear us," Owen moaned. I laid back down and coiled up." Are you getting out of bed moment?" My pater

asked as he came towards me. I shook my head. " Clara, you need to, baby." He soughed. I ignored them. What I demanded to do was find the courage to go and reject Ethan. But I couldn't. No matter how numerous times I siked myself up, I always end up a blubbing

mess. They both left the room, and I stayed where I was. I spent the full day in bed. I did not eat or drink. I only got out for the restroom, which was not frequently. My parents and Owen keep coming by and out, but I do not admit them. I know they only want to help, but I just want to be left alone. I was twisting further into a depressive state, and I could not pull myself out. Everything sounded dark, I was sinking deeper into darkness. I am hysterical that formerly I am there, I will not be suitable to get out. " Clara, please, will you eat commodity?" My mama asked from my doorway. I did not answer her. I laid there gaping at the wall. I know they are upset about me; I can hear them talking. My whole body pangs. My branches feel heavy. This is the bond chastising us for being piecemeal. It's only going to worse if I do not do commodity about it. I wonder how he is feeling. Is he feeling as bad as me? Is he hankering for me as I'm for him? Is he performing duly without me by his side? I wish the bond was not unnoticeable. I wish it was commodity solid, commodity I could destroy. I want to be free from him but I can not physically bring myself to do it. " Clara, if you do not eat, we are going to have to get you rehabilitated." She soughed," baby, your wolf needs the nutrients too." She rumored. I sat up and took the plate from my mama . I picked up the sandwich and started eating. I did not realise how empty I was until now. I excavated it down without breaking to take a breath. Once I'd finished I handed her the plate back and laid back down in the bed. She soughed sorely before leaving the room. I soughed, sat up and seized the glass of water Owen left for me before. I gulped it down before laying down again. I could feel my mind link being poked at. Someone was trying to get through. I formerly knew who it was. Everyone differently has popped around to sit with me indeed though I am not important company. I dragged in a shaky breath and opened the mind link for him. Damn stupid bond. " Thank fuck you answered. Last night, it was not what you allowed

." He blurted through the link. " I do not watch," I rumored. " Sweetheart, we are going to the store. Mind link us if you need us." She murmured before walking down. " I know you felt commodity. Mateo came to me. Clara, can I see you? Please, I am dying without you." He whined. I took a deep breath, say no. Do not let him. " Come round, no bone

is in," I replied. Fuck, why did I do that? " I am on my way." He answered back. I'm then. We reject him!' Athena growled.' I'll take over if it's easier.' She added I took a deep breath and got out of bed. I went to the restroom and brushed my teeth, made myself look a bit more mortal. " Doors uncorked," I added before shutting down the link. I left my restroom, I jumped and heaved . He was stood in the middle of my bedroom. His eyes were dark and dull, he looked bad. That made me feel a little better. " I am dying without you, Clara. Eros is insane, he wants out and he wants Athena." He moaned. " You know we can't," I rumored. " Mark her." I choked. His eyes went wide and he shook his head. " What do you anticipate also? Keep us both?" I puled. " I do not know. I am supposed to mark her, she's carrying my doggy ." He soughed. I smelled in a breath and bit down on the inside of my mouth. Do not cry, do not let him see you cry! " So, what are you doing then?" I asked. " Fuck, I do not know. Before we knew we were mates, I loved you, I love you." He blurted. " I will not be a side piece, Ethan." I snapped. " I do not know what to do." He puled. " You should have allowed

about that before getting your incline wet," I growled. " You need to let me go." I soughed. He pushed me up against the wall and my breath caught in my throat. Having him this close was not helping anything. His scent was driving me and my wolf crazy. My core was palpitating at just the feeling of his body pushed up against mine. I was fighting a losing battle. " I will noway let you go, Clara. You are mine." He breathed against my neck. I fiddled and I felt his incline harden against my ham. " I am not. Not presently," I groaned as he rubbed his pelvis against mine. " Baby, please." He puled." I love you, Clara, I am just stuck." He whined as he swiped his lingo against my neck. " Stuck with what?" I asked as I tangled my fritters through the reverse of his hair. He groaned and kissed along my neck. " I want you, I want you so bad. But, I can not just leave Jasmine. I need to be with her too." He groaned as he rocked his incline against my core. " What are you proposing?" I breathed as I matched his movements, grinding against his incline. A husky scowl rolled from his casket and he smelled where his mark should be. I smelled back a wail and continued with my movements. My body was on fire, I demanded some kind of relief. My breath was coming out in quick pants. He was worming his way in and he knew it. I could feel my thrill on my panties. I demanded him to say commodity. Anything just so I could do what I wanted. I was so close. " I will mark Jasmine just so I can keep her happy for our doggy , but I will always be yours. Can I've you just one time? I need to feel you around my incline." He groaned as he went to press his lips against mine. I gripped his hair and yanked his head back. He heaved and rubbernecked at me," I, Clara Harding, reject you, Ethan Quinn as my mate, now and ever." I deadpanned before shoving him backwards.