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2024-10-29 19:42:56Rainn
I sat back against a tree in the forest after shifting into my human form, I was so pissed off right now because I knew that regardless of what I said or did to protest against becoming queen, the truth was I had very little choice unless I had someone to take my place.
And as there weren’t too many Gaian’s born with the symbol, it kind of left me stuck in between a rock and a hard place.
Suddenly I felt his presence before he even made it known, Beau came up to me and without speaking went to sit down beside me as he leaned against the same wide tree.
He sat there for a while without saying a word, I appreciated that about him, he wasn’t pressing me for anything, he merely allowed me to be.
Finally, I couldn’t stand the silence any longer,
“You know what this will mean right,” and it wasn’t so much a question to Beau as it was me trying to come to terms with it myself.
“You were born with the symbol Rainn,
L.A MotzourisI definitely felt a lump in my own throat when I wrote the end of this episode, let me know what you thought about it?
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