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Address the past

Author: Kingsley
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Nina’s POV

“ His nerves” I blurted out because there was nothing else that I could place my hands on right now. This was making me so pissed.

All I wanted to do was wrap my hands around his neck and cut his life short.

“ There is no way he expects me to do something like that. Hell no! I am not!” I snapped, waiting for what they were to say when Ryan stepped in.

“ You will” that was the only thing he said in the tiniest voice he conjured.

“ I don't get it, what are you even saying? I am not going over to the press to do whatever he thinks is right”

“ You will,” he insisted, pissing me off even harder than before.

What exactly was he saying? Didn't he say that he wanted me to be in his life? So what exactly was he doing right now? Pushing me away?

Was he trying to crush whatever feelings I had conjured up for him? Right now? Because it seemed to be the only thing he was doing.

“ There is something you don't know, that is I acted as the solicitor between your mother and Brian, w
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