Chapter Two
Xander
Coach had been killing our asses on the rink, making us work twice as hard and I didn't mind it one bit. I knew we could use it, especially with the home games coming up. Hockey was my life, and I had every intention of going pro. Thankfully, I was already halfway there with the scouts of NHL keeping a close eyes on me. Ego aside, I was really good.
So fucking good.
And these fuckers knew it.
"That's my man," Wade said, holding up his hand for a high five. "You killed it out there."
"Don't I always?" I winked, slapping his hand.
He shook his head, smirking. "Come on, coach wants a word."
Didn't he always after a game?
I followed Wade, heading off the ice and into the locker room, where the rest of the team was already gathering. The air was thick with the smell of sweat and that sharp, familiar scent of the rink. Guys were pulling off helmets, tossing them aside, and chugging water like they'd been stranded in the desert. The room buzzed with post-practice energy, half the team still running on adrenaline, the other half completely wiped out.
The guys turned their heads, grinning when they saw me. A few of them stood up, coming over to fist bump me as I passed by.
"Nice work out there, Cap," Blake said, bumping his knuckles against mine.
"Gotta set the bar high," I smirked, returning each fist bump as I made my way toward my spot. They knew the drill—if I was on fire, we all had to be. And today, I wasn't letting anyone slack off.
Coach cleared his throat, drawing our attention as the last of us settled in. His eyes scanned the room, making sure he had everyone's focus before he started.
"Alright, listen up," he began, his tone serious but not harsh. "Some of you might have already heard, but starting today, a few students from Green Hill will be transferring here to Riverside."
I felt a flicker of annoyance at the mention of Green Hill. The memory of their cocky grins and cheap shots during games made my jaw clench. Still, Coach's next words eased the tension a bit.
"No hockey players, though," he added, almost like he knew exactly where our minds were going. "Just regular students."
That didn't bother me as much as I thought it would. I didn't hate Green-Hill. How could I? I was born there and raised until I turned sixteen until my dad got a job offer which meant moving to Riverside. The one thing I hated in Green Hill was their hockey team—those guys were complete assholes on and off the ice. They played dirty and walked around like they owned the rink. I had friends in Green-Hill and I left without saying shit to them. I didn't know why, to be honest. I guessed part of me thought saying goodbye would be hard, and saying goodbye to her would had felt worse. I couldn't do that to her and she probably hated me now. I wouldn't blame her if she did.
I leaned back against my locker, arms crossed, smirking to myself at the fact that Green-Hill's hockey players won't be walking in these halls, "Good thing, Coach. We don't need their bad habits rubbing off on us."
A few of the guys chuckled, nodding in agreement.
Coach's expression shifted slightly, a little more serious as he continued. "So, starting from today, you'll be seeing new faces around these halls."
The guys around me exchanged looks, some murmuring in surprise. I stayed quiet, but it didn't really matter to me. As long as none of those Green Hill hockey players were around to stink up the locker room, I was good. Still, I couldn't help but think about that one girl, my once best-friend. If she was amongst the students transferred here, would I be able to stay away from her? Then, my thoughts went back on the Hockey players- the way they talked trash, played dirty, and thought they were unbeatable when they fucking weren't. They were trash, and I never forgot to remind them just how much.
I smiled at the memories.
Once I punched one of these motherfuckers and broke his nose. He cried like a little bitch.
Unbeatable, my ass.
Coach paused, eyes narrowing on a few of the guys who were still talking. "And I don't want to hear any of you giving them a hard time. They're here now, and we don't need to start any shit. Got it?"
I nodded slightly, catching the gaze of a few teammates who were looking for my reaction. "Yeah, Coach, no problem. As long as none of those hockey jerks show up, we'll play nice."
A few of the guys chuckled, but I could tell we were all on the same page. Green Hill's hockey team wasn't welcome here, and thankfully, that wasn't going to be a problem.
"Come on, brother," Grayson nudged me as I ran a finger through my hair. "We gotta go."
I raised a brow, fixing my shirt. "Where?"
He looked at me as if I was stupid. "We have class, Xander."
Oh, right. We did.
"Go, I'll come in a few. I gotta call my mom."
That wasn't a lie. I really had to call my mom.
Grayon shot me a skeptical look, his brow raised like he wasn't buying a word of it. He stood there for a second, arms crossed, waiting for something more. I knew that look all too well- he wasn't leaving without proof.
With an exaggerated sigh, I pulled out my phone, scrolling through my contacts until I landed on my mother's. Without a word, I shoved it in his face. "There. Satisfied?"
He glanced at the screen, his expression softening just a bit, though I could still see a trace of doubt. After a beat, he shook his head and finally turned to leave.
"Better be telling the truth," he muttered as he walked off.
"You know me. I wouldn't ditch that class. I love biology," I joked, a grin tugging at the corner of my mouth.
Grayson stopped for a second, glancing back with a smirk. "Yeah, right," he scoffed, rolling his eyes. "You're more likely to miss class just to hang out at the rink."
I shrugged, not even bothering to argue. He wasn't wrong.
Hockey always came first- but I could pull off a convincing lie when I needed to.
Once he was nowhere in sight, I leaned back against my locker again and finally called my mom.
"Hey sweetie," my mother's voice came through the phone, soft but laced with exhaustion.
"Hey, mom," I replied, trying to keep my tone light. "What are you doin'?"
What are you doing?" She scolded gently and I had to bite down on my lower lip to keep from smiling. "Aren't you supposed to be in class?"
"Had to check in on you first."
I could hear her sigh from the other end. "You don't have to check on me 24/7, Xander. Your father's here for me, you know?"
"I know, I know," I sighed, throwing my head against the locker and stared at the ceiling. "I can't help it."
I really couldn't fucking help it.
A week ago, I had gotten a phone call from my dad minutes before a match and we lost because my head wasn't in the game. Coach pulled me back that day, asked me what was wrong with me and when I told him my mom had a fucking heart attack, he understood. He gave me permission to drive back home that night and I stayed with my mom. Ever since, I'd been on edge.
Her voice brightened just a bit and I could practically hear her smile. "The doctor said I can go home today. Will you come visit me this weekend?"
This time, I didn't even try to hide the smile that spread across my face. "Of course, I'll be there Saturday."
"Good," she said, her tone warm. "See you then, sweetheart. Now get to class."
"Alright. See ya, mom." I waited, as always, for her to hang up first. Once she did, I slipped my phone back into my pocket and headed to biology.
Chapter ThreeArilynWe were here.Riverside was slightly bigger than Green-Hill. The first thing I noticed when we stepped off the bus was the large initials 'R.U' engraved at the top of the building, framed by an intricate crest of a soaring eagle and crossed laurel branches. The university's emblem seemed almost regal, imposing in a way that reminded me this was a new beginning.The car ride has been around one hour, but it felt longer. I had waited outside my house for Logan, hoping he'd come say goodbye. He never showed. I kept checking my phone, expecting at least a message, but nothing came. Eventually, I left without saying goodbye.My dad wasn't home when I went to pack either. I shot him a quick text, telling him I was leaving, but like Logan, I didn't hear back. As I got in Olivia's car, it felt like I was leaving more than just Green-Hill behind.Olivia and I were buzzing with excitement as we entered Riverside, our eyes wide with wonder. The hallways were bustling with st
Chapter fourXanderI walked into the classroom with my usual face which basically said "I don't give a fuck", not bothering to look at anyone as I made my way to the back. The air in here was stale— the same as it always was in these classrooms filled with kids pretending to care about schoolwork.But then, of course, my eyes landed on the one person I never thought I'd see again.Arilyn Thorne.I didn't expect to see her here. Not after all this time. Not after the way I left—just disappeared, no explanation, no goodbye. I had my reasons, but seeing her again, after all these years, was like a punch to the gut.Her eyes were locked on me for just a second before she quickly looked away, but it didn't matter. That moment was enough to send a wave of emotions I wasn't ready to deal with crashing through me. I saw the way her posture stiffened, the way she shifted in her seat, like she was trying to pretend I wasn't still the same person who had walked out on her without a second thoug
This book is dedicated to those who like them cold, with a side of sarcasm and flirty comments.Chapter OneArilynI didn't want to go back to campus after last night but I did not want to stay home either. Not after last night. My back was sore and I could barely stand. I knew I had to suck it up. Everywhere else was better than staying at home.I didn't get much sleep last night. It was hard to fall asleep in an abusive household. My father was an abusive drunk, and my mother was dead. To be honest, part of me was glad she died. She was suffering at the hands of my father. Every single day. But the other part of me was heartbroken because well, she was my mother and she was the only parent who had ever been here for me whenever I needed her. Despite our fucked-up household, she had always been here for me and somehow made me feel loved.I lifted up my shirt, wincing slightly as it brushed against my back. I tied my hair up in a bun and stepped under the boiling hot water, mentally c
Chapter fourXanderI walked into the classroom with my usual face which basically said "I don't give a fuck", not bothering to look at anyone as I made my way to the back. The air in here was stale— the same as it always was in these classrooms filled with kids pretending to care about schoolwork.But then, of course, my eyes landed on the one person I never thought I'd see again.Arilyn Thorne.I didn't expect to see her here. Not after all this time. Not after the way I left—just disappeared, no explanation, no goodbye. I had my reasons, but seeing her again, after all these years, was like a punch to the gut.Her eyes were locked on me for just a second before she quickly looked away, but it didn't matter. That moment was enough to send a wave of emotions I wasn't ready to deal with crashing through me. I saw the way her posture stiffened, the way she shifted in her seat, like she was trying to pretend I wasn't still the same person who had walked out on her without a second thoug
Chapter ThreeArilynWe were here.Riverside was slightly bigger than Green-Hill. The first thing I noticed when we stepped off the bus was the large initials 'R.U' engraved at the top of the building, framed by an intricate crest of a soaring eagle and crossed laurel branches. The university's emblem seemed almost regal, imposing in a way that reminded me this was a new beginning.The car ride has been around one hour, but it felt longer. I had waited outside my house for Logan, hoping he'd come say goodbye. He never showed. I kept checking my phone, expecting at least a message, but nothing came. Eventually, I left without saying goodbye.My dad wasn't home when I went to pack either. I shot him a quick text, telling him I was leaving, but like Logan, I didn't hear back. As I got in Olivia's car, it felt like I was leaving more than just Green-Hill behind.Olivia and I were buzzing with excitement as we entered Riverside, our eyes wide with wonder. The hallways were bustling with st
Chapter TwoXanderCoach had been killing our asses on the rink, making us work twice as hard and I didn't mind it one bit. I knew we could use it, especially with the home games coming up. Hockey was my life, and I had every intention of going pro. Thankfully, I was already halfway there with the scouts of NHL keeping a close eyes on me. Ego aside, I was really good. So fucking good. And these fuckers knew it."That's my man," Wade said, holding up his hand for a high five. "You killed it out there.""Don't I always?" I winked, slapping his hand.He shook his head, smirking. "Come on, coach wants a word."Didn't he always after a game?I followed Wade, heading off the ice and into the locker room, where the rest of the team was already gathering. The air was thick with the smell of sweat and that sharp, familiar scent of the rink. Guys were pulling off helmets, tossing them aside, and chugging water like they'd been stranded in the desert. The room buzzed with post-practice energy,
This book is dedicated to those who like them cold, with a side of sarcasm and flirty comments.Chapter OneArilynI didn't want to go back to campus after last night but I did not want to stay home either. Not after last night. My back was sore and I could barely stand. I knew I had to suck it up. Everywhere else was better than staying at home.I didn't get much sleep last night. It was hard to fall asleep in an abusive household. My father was an abusive drunk, and my mother was dead. To be honest, part of me was glad she died. She was suffering at the hands of my father. Every single day. But the other part of me was heartbroken because well, she was my mother and she was the only parent who had ever been here for me whenever I needed her. Despite our fucked-up household, she had always been here for me and somehow made me feel loved.I lifted up my shirt, wincing slightly as it brushed against my back. I tied my hair up in a bun and stepped under the boiling hot water, mentally c